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"BWAM Adventures" - The End

Oof how do I start this post.

Well, I want to start by saying that I am thankful for what this blog has been for me. It was a diary, a community and a therapist. I was brought so much joy and comfort from this blog. I was able to rant without being judged and in times when I felt like I didn't belong, this blog made space for me. With that being said I have moved on in my life and many things have changed. So let's go through it.

The most difficult thing I've had to endure was the passing of my grandfather. Not only did I lose someone so important to me, it felt like I lost my family altogether. My mom couldn't live with the fact that she wasn't near him when he passed, so she moved back to Africa to take care of my grandmother. It's been hard living here without her but I realised I have to put myself aside for the benefit of our family. My brother moved states and we haven't been in contact; which is not a bad thing. And Steven and I have broken up.

Things were great between us the first year we moved in but things started to go sour. We are both career driven and spent most of our energy at work but when we would come home, we were physically and mentally exhausted and would rarely spend time together. We tried to make time for each other on the weekend but he would go to see his parents very often since his father was sick. To try and mend our relationship, we went to therapists, went on vacations, we took a break then came back together but nothing seemed to work. We eventually realized that we were both at different stages of life and decided to break up. He has since started a new relationship and seems very happy. I, on the other hand, have not been so lucky. I simply can not commit to anyone at this time. Like I said before, I'm very career driven and find it difficult to let anyone in. I am taking the time to rediscover myself and put my priorities into perspective, hence why I'm ending this blog.

Is been fun putting my life out there for a bit but now I have to work on myself. Thanks again.

-Justina ❤️

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We only log on with huge updates lol. Keven and I got married last year and this September welcomed our first child! Our baby girl, Moon ❤️ She’s a month old now!

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Hey everyone! It's been so long since I've posted an update on my relationship with Steven. So thought I would take the time to catch y'all up. We've been together for about 5 years now and I can't imagine myself with anyone else. I feel as if our love for each other has remained fresh and vibrant. We still flirt as if we're trying to impress each other and I love it. My brother is still not a fan of Steven but i have since moved out from home so he's not much of a problem anymore. In the past 5 years I have had the chance to visit both Japan and China to see where and how Steven grew up and to meet his family members. Japan is the most amazing place I've been to and it was very difficult for me to leave lol China was a place I didn't really get to enjoy simply because of the incredibly large amount of people and the fact that we were there for his grandfather's funeral. Most importantly, I enjoyed meeting Steven's family. His grandmother is convinced we're getting married and has told her friends that she'll have "foreign babies" soon. For financial reasons and just out of love Steven and I now live together. It's been an amazing experience waking up to the person you love everyday! Work has been hectic for both of us so we savour the small moments like eating together, watching a movie or just being with one another. It's incredibly satisfying knowing that I don't have to look any further for the love of my life because he's just down the hall. Now that you're all caught up ill try my best to keep these updates somewhat regular ❤️ -BWAM Adventures (Justina)