⁺◟“ STARLIGHT !

unfortunately, the clock is 𝒕𝒊𝒄𝒌𝒊𝒏𝒈, the hours are going by. the past 𝒊𝒏𝒄𝒓𝒆𝒂𝒔𝒆𝒔, the future recedes. possibilities decreasing, 𝒓𝒆𝒈𝒓𝒆𝒕𝒔 mounting !

[byunghc]

umm .. hi. catnip ( 23, gmt -3 ) here. i just want to let you guys know that this is my first time in a rp group after years and ;; m rlly nervous hehe anyways,, i know u all are lovely so i am not that afraid. down here u have your local dork min byungho, you can find some of his stats here. lmk if u guys want to plot ?? im open to everything ?? bYE 

·         within the part of society that byungho is used to, being so wealthy has never been out of the ordinary. since he was a child he was taught to deal with luxury & to need things that he came to discover afterwards were so trivial that could give anyone a headache.

·         he was never very connected with his parents, everyone in the big mansion always seemed to be very busy. byung with his studies, his mother with her clothing brand and his father .. with all the problems that he seemed to bring home and turn it into great chaos.

·         byungho used to hide behind doors to listen to conversations ( he was always very curious ) and this was like watching a movie - inside his own house ! ) luckily for him he had never been very attached to his parents, but when he noticed his mother getting more and more secluded each day it started to disturb him a little.

·         he always studied at the most luxurious colleges in seoul, a prestigious student & always had in mind to do that for himself and not for anyone else. his grandmother, who was also his best friend, always encouraged him to win the world, and before she died he had promised that he would do it for her one day.

·         things in his life only changed drastically when his mother was diagnosed with depression, hospitalized and it was as if his father was acting like a robot while facing it all. being the good snooper he was, byung soon went after the problem ——— an affair of years ago that seemed to resurrect now and to demold everything he already knew about the people that raised him.

·         his plans were to leave, with his diploma in hand, but knowing about the extent of his family left him intrigued ; and knowing that it could damage his father, in some way, didn't seem like a bad idea either. so byungho stayed, to go after such a lost sibling that he didn't even know if really existed.

headcanons ! 

·         he’s a total dork. just that. he’ll  literally spew facts about random things at odd times simply because it is difficult for him to focus on just one thing at a time.

·         not the greatest outgoing pergon to exist in the world, but he has his not-so-introverted way of dealing with things.

·         random fact: byungho loves dark places. he’s only able to sleep if it is absolutely dark, even device lights often irritate him in moments of peace.

·         despite having grown up with everything that money can offer, the only thing that byungho enjoyed from his parents' wealth was his education. since he got a little time he got a gig here & there, to be able to travel the world, as he really dreams.

·         he’s very benevolent, but won’t let you step on his way more than once ( or even just the first time ). he can be very observant and that makes him difficult to trust in people.

·         as already said, byungho is very curious. he has always had a tendency to research everything, so it is advisable to never leave matters in half with him.

·         he can smoke a pack of cigarettes a day  ——— first he started 'cause he knew it irritated his father ; but now it has become a real addiction.

·         yeah, yeah .. that geek who loves videogames. he’s your guy !

[byunghc]

- ̗̀   baekboa​ !

starter for min byungho ; @byunghc​

    finding someone who tolerated her haywire lifestyle and eccentric hobbies wasn’t all that difficult — she had lucked out somewhere along the way, finding a number of friends who put up with her topsy-turvy behavior, allowing themselves to be sucked into the chaos even if it was against their better judgement. but it was rare to find someone who actually shared her enthusiasm — genuinely, not simply because she forced them or they were friends or they felt obligated. someone who loved all things supernatural and paranormal, diving deep into the trenches of the occult with her. she could only really count on a handful of people to indulge her fully, so she was delighted to have stumbled upon byungho somewhere along the way. “pray for revelation!” she mimics the man in the game, hands flying into the air as byungho navigates through OUTLAST 2 on the television screen. “you better get some batteries soon or you’re going to die.. again.” she snorts, recalling how difficult it had been for him to try and escape the chapel last time they played. “hey, when are you going to let me try? you know i’m not one for games, but i think this might be up my alley. my survival instincts are pretty good.”

        games was a very lively hobby that he liked to feed when having some free time and could afford to spend an entire afternoon trying to finish a chapter, because it definitely wasn't easy. and it was as if he had a special admiration for the ones that would lasted longer & had so many consecutive parts that sometimes he had to stop and force himself to turn off all the devices. having company wasn’t easy, especially when it came to good people who seemed as enthusiastic about that kind of game as himself. byungho grunted at the television as if the device was able to perceive how absurdly frustrated he was at that moment. it was a matter of attention and curiosity ; he sinned in the latter, because he wanted to know all the ends of the game & always would end up getting lost in the middle of the story. of course, boa was around to remind him how he was a disaster while playing anything. ‘ you’ve said that a few times today already, y’know ? i’m starting to think you’ve lost your conversational skills. stop mocking my game ! ’ he moved enough that his elbow was pushing the girl away, as if he didn't want her around when even if he had traces of a very lighthearted tone adorning his words. ‘ umm, i don’t know. i'm afraid you will break my game. the last time we played the witcher you were so excited that you almost broke the console. i don't have a stock of these things, just for you know. you have to take good care of it. it’s like a baby or something. ’

[byunghc]

- ̗̀   @sajvn​ !

        nothing taken it from byungho's mind that how to deal with art block should be a lecture of any artistic course, whereas it makes no sense that he needs to deal with it alone or else let time take care of taking away his will to simply dive into under the blankets & stay in bed for the rest of the day. had always prided himself on being able to draw inspiration from absolutely everything ; but apparently the gray days rose even for those who could find fifty different ways to describe the taste of an apple. he decided, after a very sustained time overthinking, that he might just need to step out of his computer and see the world, however obviously the weather wasn’t helping since the gray clouds that covered the sky were even worse than the ones fogging his mind.

        his last glimmer of hope was left only in the green apple with caramel tea he had ordered in one of his favorite coffeeshops, and totally convenient. the taste so sweet & hot that it was like a wave of electricity had passed through byungie’s body, but even his favorite drink was not willing to wake up his very dried brain. he must have been very distracted, because when turning around and recognizing the familiar face near the counter the words came out without much regret from his flush lips. ‘ you have sugar on your face. ’ the plan was crystal clear: not speak to minjun if it weren’t a life or death situation ! old habits die hard —— byungho hates popular expressions.

[byunghc]

- ̗̀  @cfharley​ !

        let it go —— his mother would have told him if she had a chance, but unfortunately the woman was locked up in some rehabilitation clinic that byungho had no idea where it was and that was unfair ; then it goes back to the source of the problem in question. it was vital for him to do that, not only because he needed something to force his father to let him see his mother again, but because it was like he was facing his past right there in front of him, one he had no idea that existed until a few weeks ago. fate works in different ways & the caramel-haired boy had discovered that in one of the worst ways to face change —— when all he had was that, and nothing more.

        maybe she doesn't even know about you.

        his mind wasn’t a very sympathetic place, especially during conflicts. god, byungho hated conflicts & that was nothing new, so his feet were buried there just out of curiosity because he was sure it wouldn’t end well and he would have nothing after simply destroying his last chance. so much for nothing. it was as if every night he slept on the calculus book was of no use now, and really not even the most exact math could tell what would happen if his suspicions were right. with the opening of the door ahead of him, showing that someone was coming out of the bulding, byungie saw a chance and acted. acted on impulse ; even though he knew that impulsiveness was the most stupid trait of a human being.    ‘ sorry .. i'm looking for harley. do you know where i can find her ? ’

[hopekidoki]

[taee]

jimin vs door ft. his ‘young forever’ tattoos

[byunghc]

tag dump.