you will only admit that you actually like kim leehan when pigs start to fly. for now, though, everyone else will just have to suffer the push-and-pull that happens whenever the two of you are near each other's vicinity.
or: your younger brother invites you to join his minecraft server, and chaos ensues.
pairing. gamer!kim leehan + fem!reader
genres + warnings. non-idol au, streamer au, gamer au, rivals to lovers(?), brother’s best friend(?) | profanity, sexual jokes, violent jokes, mentions of violence (only in game!!!! dw), not rly r2l more like u-piss-me-off-but-u-dgaf2lovers HAHA i do not know what i am doing..., y/n is hard to get!!! or is she... 😈
status. on-going | taglist. open | networks. @onedoornet
author’s note. this is completely inspired from the awesome @lionhanie’s bnd playing mc headcanons 🫡 plz show them some support bc this smau wouldn’t be here today if not for it 😿 ANYWAYS FIRST BND WORK LESGOO
You remember the first day you met Jaemin, It was in the middle of winter in the neighborhood park right after the first snow. You remember his pink cheeks and the beige scarf wrapped around his neck almost swallowing him in its warmth.
You remember when he ran up to you because he liked your red scarf and your Winnie the Pooh coat. He grabbed your gloved hand and dashed with you all around the park.
Maybe you’re quieter, nerdy and a lot more shy than other kids but to him you were his red princess. He gave you that name after he realized how red your cheeks turned when you got shy.
Obviously you got used to him and his unexpected actions. He was the total opposite of you but despite being opposites you guys got along well and shared many interests and had quite a lot of similarities.
Growing up he stayed by your side and you by his. He helped you grow out of your small shell and made you feel accepted and beautiful. Like his actual princess.
You had always helped him when he fell or got hurt, you’d keep him out of trouble and give him cuddles when he was feeling down.
You guys had sleepovers, play dates or lunch. Sometimes he even stayed over for dinner. Sometimes he would just come over to sit down and watch movies with you, and when you were sad he would come over and stay by your side.
In middle school you remember always being asked if Jaemin was your boyfriend. Both your parents joked about it a lot because he was always very protective of you and always wanted to see you but it wasn’t true. In fact, you weren’t even sure if he liked you and you for sure started to question whether you liked him or not.
He would always look for you, even when he had his girlfriends or when he had his bros hanging out with him, he’d always make time for you.
When you entered high school, you started becoming more “nerdy” and spent most of your time in the library studying or just staying there to rest and read a book. Even then he’d go and find you in the library and tease you by calling you “nerd” yet he’d always join you. You would sit at one of the tables to read your book or study while he’s playing video games beside you.
Sometimes he’d even read with you, but he respected your silence nonetheless.
You would go to his sport games, tag along with him to gaming cafes, and sometimes you’d go skating with him. You enjoyed your time with him just as much as he did with you, You liked making time for him and enjoyed spending most of your time with him.
Everything you had was just as much his and vice versa.
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“Na Jaemin!”
“Woah! Would you look at that? I have to go... and hide” Jaemin scratches his head and turns around in an attempt to hide behind his taller classmates in order to be unnoticed by the small raging human stomping his way.
“Nuh-uh.” You reach for his wrist before he can even try to run, turning him around and reaching for his ear you pull him the other way. You heard Jaemin’s friends whistles and howls as you pulled him through the school hallways. Jaemin obviously not liking the attention sent them a glare before flipping them off in the process of being dragged by the ear.
“Y/N, Princess!! You’re hurting me!” You feel his hand wrap around your wrist in an attempt to loosen your hold. His hands are way bigger than yours but he knows his strength and doesn’t apply too much pressure. Neither does he attempt to pull your hand away because let's be honest that’ll just hurt him more.
This is your Na Jaemin. The boy of every girl’s dreams, sadly you’re best friend and walking nightmare. Normally your friendship is full of laughter and bright smiles but Jaemin forgot to finish his part of the project that’s due by the end of the day and there’s no way, absolutely no way you’re gonna let this boy ruin your chances of passing this semester.
“Don’t call me that,” You stop and turn to meet his brown eyes and lower your hand from his ear, “You said you were going to finish your part of the project before class started but no obviously you haven’t.” Folding your arms on your chest you walk ahead of him knowing he’ll follow behind.
“Scientifically we have a couple more hours till due time, so how about we just hang out during the meantime..?” He sends you a sly smile and a playful wink.
You glare at him, “We only have till 9 to finish it and turn it in but your dumb ass didn’t finish one single page of what was needed from you in order to have it as a passing grade.”
Your fast small steps take you closer to the library not far from your school. Classes had just ended but your teacher gave your class extra time to revise and fix any errors and turn it in by 9PM to get it graded and depending on if it was turned in late or incomplete, there will be points docked off.
“Relax, We have time. It’s almost 5.” His hand reaches to ruffle your hair bringing himself to walk ahead of you leading you in the direction of the library.
“Don’t ruffle my hair,” Your hands reach up to pat down your hair as you watch him turn around and flawlessly walk backwards so that you can see him. “You’re gonna fall” Your words come out in a small mumble knowing Jaemin will tease you if he hears you worry for him. Which is exactly what happens.
“What’s that? Couldn’t hear you? Did our princess just worry for me?” He stopped in his tracks and tilted his head towards you to meet your gaze.
Abruptly stopping in your tracks, you clutch the straps of your bag and lift your gaze and meet his eyes. There's light dancing in them, colors of mischief and happiness, they're not empty or sad, they're full of colors and shades. Slowly your eyes travel to his eyelashes, his brows, his nose, the apple of his cheeks and slowly but surely his lips. You watch them stretch into a smirk and that's when your eyes snap back to meet his eyes.
“I said I hope you fall” You arm stretches out to push him lightly at his chest, “Hurry lets go you're wasting time”
Walking around him your mind clouded with so many thoughts, ‘Did he see me staring at his lips? Why are they so pretty? Why was I so attracted to him? This shouldn’t be happening’.
You failed to realize he was looking back at you.
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“I'm done!! Can we go now?” He looks up from his laptop rested on the table separating the two of you. He came in view with your sleeping form. Your head rests between your arms, you are flushed cheeks poking through the hair sprawled across your face. Your hands hidden in the depth and warmth of your sleeves, the hood of your hood slightly sliding off the top of your head.
His smile grows wider remembering the nights you guys slept together as children. He’s your childhood friend, Your best friend. The one that held your hand when you were scared, The one that protected you from bullies, and the one who gave you his jackets and hand warmers on winter school days. He packs up his things and gathers up your books and textbooks, placing them back in their places before squatting down beside your chair gently moving your hair behind your ear.
“Y/n.. Wake up, we can go now.” He gently pats your arm, watching you slowly open your eyes he stands up silently waiting for you to wake up from your small sleep.
“What time is it? Did you finish it? Did you turn it in?” You rub your eyes and look up at him while patting your hair down before covering it with your hoodie.
“It's 7. I did finish and yes, I turned it in. That's what you ask me as you wake up?” He raises his eyebrow and shrugs off his jean jacket before swinging his bag over his shoulder. “How about you ask me, ‘Oppa You worked hard, how about we go eat something at the cafe down the street?’” His voice raising a couple octaves higher in an attempt to mimic your voice, he places his jacket on your head before putting his hand on his stomach adding a small pout in the end.
You roll your eyes and pull his jacket over your hoodie while standing up, “I'm not going to call you oppa. Thank you for finishing your part of the project, I'll pay for your food as a thank you and then we're going home, okay?”
As you look up at him you realized you can't get out because where you decided to sit was almost like a booth and your only way to get out was through where Jaemin is currently blocking your way. Unless you go under or over the table but that's besides the point.
“Uh s’cuze me Jaemin. Let me get through so we can get there early.” You look down and start to fiddle with your fingers as you feel his strong gaze on you. “Uhm,. Jaem-”
“How about we make it a date? and I pay for it instead?” He tilts his head and you swear your face couldn’t have gotten any redder than a tomato.
“Huh? Wait, What?” You stumble on your words as you look up from your hands.
“Let me take you out on a date?” He comes closer to you, obviously you in your flustered state steps back.
“A date? Like we go out? Like how we have always done after studying? ” Your head tilts to the side as you curiously watch his next move while subtly moving backwards.
“Yeah but instead you come as my girlfriend” He reaches for your hand and pulls you out of your seat.
“Aye Na Jaemin if you’re messing with me i’m gonna tell auntie that you’re being a bully” You glare up at him and slap his chest with your other hand.
“No! I'm being serious! Be mine. My princess.” He grabs your other hand on his chest and holds it in place. “Only mine”
He leans down meeting your lips, softly applying pressure on your lips, slowly dancing along with his own. His hands moving your hands up over his shoulders and his own arms feeling their way down to your waist.
The sunset making its way through the squared windows giving the library a glow of an orange hue. Sun rays cascading down on the rows of bookshelves and the desks. Everything looks and feels so ethereal and angelic.
With him you’re safe. Your Na Jaemin.
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a/n: sorry it took me so long to post it was saved in our drafts for the longest of times, im just the queen of procrastination and think my work is absolute garbage and have low self esteem.
n e ways i hope y’all liked/enjoyed it >.<
expect more (but not soon bc i procrastinate) luv ya’ll
its the day of the comeback, Johnny had to be up early so your facetime call the night before ended early. you had texted mark a few days beforehand to surprise Johnny at music bank. he arranges everything and confirms the details with you. you get ready in a graphic tee, black ripped jeans and white high top converse. you head out and get there with the pass of being a staff member. you get directed to their room as their on stage recording. their staff knew who you were so you were comfortable being in the room without the boys.
a few minutes later.....
you’re on your phone as you hear a loud chatter from the hallway. since the staff was in with your surprise they helped you look like any other staff member for Johnny wouldn't suspect a thing. so before the door opened you stood up and pretended to pack up the makeup. the boys entered the room and one by one they made themselves comfortable on the couch. Johnny looked up and looked at mark who was on his phone.
“ yo is that girl new I've never seen her with our staff,” Johnny whispered to mark
mark looked at you with the staff and looked back at Johnny, “ huh never seen her before,” he said looking back at his phone
“ alright well its very random for them to get a new staff member when we've had the exact same people since debut,” Johnny said as he continued to question who you were,
you look up and heachan catches to get a good look at your face but you make sure to tell him to not say anything
heachan lets out a quick laugh but plays it off as you continue to blend in.
the staff are done packing and you sit down, its very abnormal for staff to sit which confuses Johnny more.
“ okay seriously who is she,” he said out loud accidentally.
taking off your cap, you look up from where you're seated to make eye contact with Johnny.
“ oh its you, baby what are you doing here, I thought you were at work,” he said as he pouted while walking towards hands wide open.
“ woah there sexy,” you said as you went in for the hug.
as the day went by, you spent it together and it was amazing.
you learned how to be closed off to people you just met. recently at a friends house you met jinyoung and exchange contacts. while talking the conversation has seemed focused on jinyoung more than yourself. he didn't realize until the conversation was getting more intimate. he noticed how small your answers were and how you avoided anything having to do with yourself. he wondered why you did that, the more he stared at his phone the more frustrated he got.
*jinyoung pov*
why is she being like this?, he thought to himself. as tossed his phone on his lap
I don't understand we’re getting to know each other but she knows more about me that I know about her
he said staring into the wall
I just want to get to know her
*y/n pov*
“I can't let him now much about me it's not good for me or for him”
“ you don't know that, he could be different than the rest, you don't get to judge him if hasn't judged you either,” your friend said.
“ ill get hurt and we both know how that goes,” you said picking up your phone.
“ y/n you dont know if he’ll hurt you, give him a chance to get to know you,”
as the night went by the more you got to know each other and the more you realized he is different.
It was Wednesday, you had your usual classes as a full time university student. you as usual grabbed coffee at your local cafe and headed towards your favorite study spot, underneath the trees at the park. playing cant get over you by Joji, while your holding your very cold coffee, you look up from your phone and you see someone sitting by the trees. you continue to walk confused, because there's usually never anyone by these trees. as you get closer and closer you see a familiar face, your boyfriend.
“what are you doing here, didn't you have practice ,” you said as you smiled at him
“ you know just here to surprise my baby,” he said as he stood up
“ aww you didn't have to,” you said as you pouted
“ I'd do anything for you,” he said as he pulled you into a big hug
you guys had a picnic under the trees before your next class. it was a lovely day outside, flowers were blossoming and the sun was beaming into your skin. it was just what you needed :)
a/n: hope you guys are staying safe out there! won't be in school for the next three weeks so expect many many updates! also thank you for all the love in the first Jeno story!
“Im scared,” Your arms wrap around Jongin’s neck as he holds you against his chest with one hand in your hair and the other on the small of your back. “I feel so empty, lost, and i just want to cry...” you choke back a sob emerging from the back of your throat.
You feel his arms hold you tighter, “You’re not alone baby. Not anymore.”
Johnny had the day off and you had errands to run so he came along with you. first stop was Ikea, you needed to buy new bed sheets for your youngest daughter as well as a shelf. you headed towards the bed sheets and he wanted to chose them so you let him. he was very awkward about looking through the sheets for girls.
“ do you think she’ll like these?” he asked you with his eyes all light up.
you look into those bright eyes and admire them for a few seconds, then say “ I think those are perfect!”
he grabs one and puts in the bag. you guys head towards the food court and he gets a strawberry-banana smoothie with a burger and fries while you also got the same thing. you ate and talked about some future plans. it was time to head and you look at the time to see that its time to pick up your daughter from preschool. you look over at Johnny who's taking pictures of you.
you look at him shyly, “ what are you doing?”
“ oh you know just taking pictures of my beautiful wife ,” he said as he continued to take pictures.
you decided to join in and pose, he giggled at your cuteness.
“ okay, cmon its time to go pick up Mia ,” you said as you started to head to the car.
“ I can't wait to see my beautiful Mia,” he said holding your hand.
you've been friends with mark since you two were in middle school, you've kept contact but it was usually rare to get a hold of him but you knew how busy he was. you planned to go to Seoul for a vacation and to visit mark. you've had feelings for him since you were in middle school, it was something you wanted to hide forever. until when you met up with him in Seoul you left him with your phone playing games when you receive a message saying, are you going to confess your feelings? you come back and sit down across from him.
“ hey what's this about,” he asks as he's showing you the text message
“ oh that's about someone who I go to school with, why?” you replied as quick as possible for you won't seem suspicious
“ oh okay, cool was worried there for a quick second” he said as he's picking up his chopsticks
“ what do you mean?” you said as you started worrying.
“ oh I just thought it was about me, but we’re just friends right?” he said looking up from the tteokbokki pot.
“ yeah just friends,” you said while avoiding eye contact.
you were hurt by it, but what could you do he only saw you two as friends.
you go to his practices whenever you can but with classes and your job you make sure to fit time to support him. it was a Tuesday afternoon, you had just picked up some iced americanos for you and the guys. the cupholder was wobbling as you made your way inside. you made sure to hear that they were done dancing for you wouldn't interrupt. you set the cupholder on the island as they guys one by one thank you. while Jeno is still trying to perfect the move, he looks very stressed but you make sure not to bother him.
“ your girlfriends here's by the way,” says haechan as he's picking up his coffee.
you look over at him as your wiping your hand from the sweat of the coffee.
jeno finishes up and walks towards you, all sweaty. he's going in for a hug and then looks at you and says “ I don't think you want my sweat on you huh”
without saying anything, you go in for the hug, you know how much he loves hugs and you hope he isn't as stressed anymore.
all the guys look at you guys and start to tease.
“ if only I could have a girlfriend,” says Jisung. All the guys burst out laughing
going to an art museum was a date u guys always go on. its a calming and daily activity you love doing with each other. at the local art museum you guys always get ur usual hot latte, the cup was very hot so you grab a couple napkins for the both of you and you look at the art pieces one by one. admiring them your stuck in your own world when you look over your shoulder to see him just looking at you.
“what,” you said smiling cheek to cheek
“ im just admiring this very beautiful art piece,” he said as he walked to you with his arms extending out towards you
you give into the hug and you guys are just there, in love
Its a nice day out, you get your coffee from your favorite coffee shop down the street and pull your hoodie sleeves up. you look down at your phone and see its 2:38 pm and u put your cold headphones in your ears and blast Sunday best by Surfaces. You walk a little down the street to your favorite corner shop and see this Rosey cheeked guy inside the store and he's coming to you with this big smile on his face holding some ongiri in his hands!! you smile and look at his hands where his hoodie is covering his fingers and they look ᵗᶦⁿʸ. He hands you yours and you put it into your pocket of your green champion hoodie. walking towards the park your holding each others hands though its very cold and your hands intertwine with each other. enjoying each others presence is your favorite thing to do with each other.
pursuing your dreams to travel and be a teacher was an amazing journey. your first destination was seoul, south korea, being a new teacher was hard but your adaptation skills were great. it was another day of meeting coworkers at a local cafe. the cafe always smelled like cuban coffee beans, it was a pleasant smell. ordering your usual you leave a tip in the jar, that was covered in stickers and sit in your usual table. the cafe had a nice vibe to it, people came here to study or for a first dates, that kind of stuff. while waiting two tall males walk in, very handsome but not the people you were waiting for.
“ iced americano”
while reaching for the cold beverage another hand touches yours
“ oh sorry is this yours” you said flustered by his handsomeness
“ yeah I ordered it a couple minutes ago” he said looking you up and down
why's he staring at me like that?
“ oh okay”
“ is your name y/n?”
“ yes?”
why is he asking?
he sticks out the coffee and says “ it has your name on it , sorry I thought it was mine”
“ oh its okay!”
before heading back to your seat he says “ your smile is very cute “
he walks towards you and hands you a napkin with his number “ This is my number text me maybe we could hang out some time”
seeing him walk back to his tall friend. You sit down and wipe your hand with a separate napkin.
time change; friends arrived
while fidgeting with your hand your distracted by his handsomeness across the room.
“ hes cute, okay I see you y/n” your friend says
“ he gave me his number” you said blushing
“ well what are you waiting for text him!”
“ shhh he’s right there and plus I don’t even know his name”
“ text him, hey its y/n from the cafe I didn’t catch your name”
you pulled out your phone and texted the number he had given you. He looked up from his chair when he received the text and smiled at you.
later on the day..
its now 11pm, non stop texting and it feels mutual. realizing what time it was, you said your good nights and fell asleep.
the next day..
waking up early was nothing new, but waking up to text messages from someone was.
“You’ve gone mad, love.” Taeyong’s deep voice and his soft lips delicately grazing over your ear. You find yourself falling into the warm embrace of his arms to which is holding onto the last bits of your sanity.
“Well you’d have to be madder if you think i’ve gone mad”
Sehun wraps his arms around your waist bringing you into a gentle sway to the music that plays between the two of you. A soft melody of pure love and warmth.
I don't know what tumblr did but since last night I don't get notifications from my mutuals. I almost missed an ask because of that and I can't know when someone adds commentary in a reblog. Especially if it is an older post that I can't scroll back to and check for new notes. So if any of you don't get a reply from me on anything, it's because tumblr has not shown the damn notification. Gee, thanks tumblr!
This is happening to me and many people too, the activity isn’t showing anything knew which is hard because my notifications on my phone says I’ve been tagged or gotten asks and reblogs but I don’t know what and I can’t check anything and it’s infuriating. It happened to me since this morning
