Howdy fellas! I’m gonna try and make this as brief as possible. First of all, I want to thank absolutely EVERYONE here (mutuals or not) for being continuously kind and patient with me.
I was clearly hella hyped when the latest trailer dropped and mY GORGEOUS AND UPDATED QUEEN WAS SHOWN ON SCREEN FOR THE FIRST TIME! It really did remind me of how much her existence matters to me??? And, for a while, I thought I might have been ready to face this blog again. Unfortunately, after giving it some thought and talking to a couple of friends about it, I’m not sure that I am ready to return yet… or ever. I don’t really WANT to use that word, but I also don’t want to make promises I cannot keep by suggesting otherwise.
It took me some time to understand what exactly it was that made it so heckin difficult for me to write here like I used to, and I think I’ve figured it out in what is probably the best way I’ll ever be able to explain it: This community just doesn’t feel like home anymore.
And this isn’t anyone’s fault! No one here has made me feel unwelcome whatsoever. I’m just ready to move on for now, I think. I see my dashboard and feel like there’s no place for me there (wow there is really NO WAY to say that without sounding tragic, huh? LMAO But again, I promise that this does not stem from a negative place at all)
So, as of right now, this blog is officially retired, I guess. I may or may not return when the game releases?? It’s unlikely, but not exactly impossible.
Either way, thank you so much to everyone I’ve ever interacted or spoken with here! And to those I may not have had the chance to speak with, but continued to grace my dashboard anyway, y’all have been amazing. And even though it was hilariously short-lived, I cannot express how genuinely grateful I was that so many people celebrated my brief return. That means a lot to someone like me.
To anyone who reads this, please unfollow if you’d like to.
