..work in progress..

A one pane view into the abyss

[c--dub]

[c--dub]

The words you wouldn't be able to formulate would make no difference anyway. Not that you even fucking tried. I don't know how I spent so much time seeing an ounce of good in a brick of shit. I see you now though, finally with my own eyes and not from the camels fucking asshole. Heard that loud and clear. No turning back now. All that love is gone. Bet your ass I won't be the one holding on.

-Courtney

[c--dub]

You can’t throw in the towel when it’s woven under your skin. Tear this flesh from limbs and it would still hurt less than losing you

[c--dub]

I'll never not be sorry that I just couldn't quite live up. We both knew there was too much stuff I hadn't worked through. I hate that a lot of that stuff was you. I lost, and lost, and then gave away the best and one of the worst people to ever "happen to me. " I don't know how to not hurt with the knowledge that we were everything the other needed, but never at the same time. I know I let you go and that will never be on you. I'm so happy that you're happy. My only regret may go down to be not fixing myself in time, to know how to be that for you.

[c--dub]

Madison Watkins in that top 16 though.

Even if I did take up permanent residence at the Hoover Dam.

[c--dub]

Giving up on people

Before they can give up on you

[the-lily-and-rose]

[c--dub]

My mother tried to leave this world today...

What takes what little mind you have left off of that?

[pressworksonpaperblog]

[psychedelic-iridescent]

(x)

[c--dub]

"If we are perpetually turning away from the things that feel too hard to face, we're defining ourselves by what we're seeking to avoid. No one escapes this life without experiencing pain or Injustice. Some people are dealt far more hardship than others. It can feel like there's no way out. It can feel hopeless, like no one cares. So how do we restore Justice in a world that is profoundly unfair? What do we do when we reach the place when we don't know what to do? There's no easy answer. Punishment is not the answer. Giving up is not the answer. We have to find our own answers, and that can feel like it's beyond our strength but all we have to do first, is try."

OITNB

[c--dub]

Up with the birds.. Goodnight

[beatchya]

Fran Fine pairing a baseball cap and pigtails with a holographic Versus Versace party dress is an important moment in fashion history.

[gluten-free-pussy]

I’d wear this

[steven]

sorry i have bubonic plague i can’t hang out tonight

[c--dub]

I didn't protect myself when I needed it most and in turn, I lost a sense of self. I haven't been able to find it since.

[selflove-suggestion]

Don’t rely on validation from others. Compliment yourself. Acknowledge when you’ve done a good job. Celebrate your own accomplishments.

[c--dub]

Not even Disney...

The most magical place on Earth could kill this depression. In fact it's what makes me certain that I'm in the dark again. #happyvacation