Masquerade(Tears to Embers)

Living life one day at a time ^^ (I occasionally post) Big cat fanatic Love plants 🌿 Guitar 🎸 📸 for life (such a fun hobby) Avid Fanfiction writer 21 y/o He/Him Very big reader (As of recently harry potter) Status(Rewatching Avatar the last airbender)

[space-pirate-alex]

The majestic bird loaf after his beauty nap

[juizyya]

I figured out how to use VPN now!! (took me long enough lmao)

there you go my latest art~~🧡💚

[c-madison]

You try to talk to someone in an amicable fashion and they bring up how you used to be three plus years ago. Keep in mind I'm always the person that calls her to see how she's doing or if she's okay and most of the time she isn't. I'm trying to be a friend to her but honestly I really don't think she cares. She's ALWAYS angry.

[c-madison]

I graduated high school and immediately I went into work, but all while doing this I stayed with someone who I thought really cared about how I felt, or if I was okay to come to the realization that maybe I'm not someone she wanted to be around anymore. I'd apologized on countless occasions, argued on occasions but begged for forgiveness, and had to hide my emotions just so I could put her before me because I cared about how she'd been treated (I still do) I told her that I could change and that led to the therapy and my own ideals. I argue less, I listen, I apologize for talking over others, and I'm no longer clingy but I care. Idk how long I can care for someone and have my heart stomped on at the same time. I'd like to stay friends but Idk if she wants that anymore. I get mocked by her still and I have to diffuse all of it. I don't wanna lose a friend because I don't exactly have a ton but idk how to approach it. I do want this to be the last night I cry over her....

[c-madison]

W.I.P

[c-madison]

If I tell you I'm a hundred percent for what you believe in don't go behind my back knowing I'll see you're post and speak ill of me like I don't care about your beliefs or what you stand for. In all actuality I will confidently say I have stood by everyone I've been around and their beliefs just to hear them out. When I post about feminism and political standings it's to raise awareness just as much as another believer, so I'd appreciate it if I wasn't passed on as "lazy" or that I didn't "give a shit" about what this said friend believed in. Everytime I've tried to get along and support her she doesn't care and I'm just always apologizing. It sucks and it's making me depressed even though I'm working really hard to get my life together finally. I get it, I'm a guy but this post is to put it out there that I ONE HUNDRED PERCENT SUPPORT THE FEMINIST MOVEMENT!!! I do these for NO higher standing or respect I just wanna be HEARD for once because everyone thinks I'm a joke when I say that even said friend....

[c-madison]

Been trying to reach out to a friend for more than a month, ordered some books for them a while ago as an appreciation gift and recently they've just not wanted anything to do with me, made a post saying I didn't try (even though I specifically turned a good deal of my Tumblr into posts relevant to them as well to raise awareness for their primary points...idk what to do with these books. They're the slytherin collection of the Harry Potter books but I don't wanna show up unannounced to drop them off, and I don't believe I've done anything wrong to said person so idk. Keep in mind anytime me and this friend argued I just apologized like it was all MY fault.

[c-madison]

Really makes me wonder if Leon's gonna have some form of ptsd or something. Sure he's been through hell but Re2 was traumatizing I'm sure.

[c-madison]

Re9's new demo looks HORRIFYING!!!

[c-madison]

New official art dropped on the RE portal and all I have to say is happy anniversary to all actors and game players alike! It's been a heck of a time sharing all our mortifying and fascinating experiences with the Resident Evil Franchise! Thanks for sticking around and I look forward to playing RE9 Requiem as you all do!!!

[lindamarieansonsnaps]

[c-madison]

Shots like this I live for istg

[c-madison]

You can treat someone as nice as humanly possible and they'll still find a reason to hate you. That is so bizarre to me.

[c-madison]

I'm a cat lover and OH MY GOD THESE ARE SCREAMING BUY THEM!!!

[zilluzion]

starry werefox ✨

 animated headshot for Suchusite

[c-madison]

This is way too cute!

[c-madison]

Finally ordered it off etsy as well as my mask I'm so excited for it to get here oml. I even got contacts for the whole look. Going for a modern era Reptile.

[c-madison]

New background looks beautiful imo

#demon souls

[c-madison]

Things are finally looking up. I just got it yesterday. Gonna put some stickers on it for sure. I'm thinking the tribes from avatar maybe?