Comatose Princess

Coma Rose ♡ they/them ♡ 1998 ♡ read pinned post ♡

[c0matoserose]

♡ Coma Rose, Genderless (they/them), DID Alter

♡ Physically born 1998, Alter age: ageless

♡ TW: ED, MADD, BPD, Psychosis, Dollification etc.

♡ Common DNI: minors, ageless blogs, right winged, pedos/maps etc.

♡ Don't tag my content anything ED related!

Stats:

183,5cm

56,55kg 56.15kg 55.75kg

16.9 16.8 16.6

Goals:

54kg [ ] February

52kg [ ] March

51kg [ ] March

50kg [ ] April + Urgent Debt [ Basic Clothes ]

49kg [ ] April + Electricity Bill [ Books ]

48kg [ ] May + 50% Emergency Savings [ Wendy Horse Stable & Horses ]

47kg [ ] May

45kg [ ] June + 350€ [ New Clothes ]

I also have debt goals. If I reach those goals and the weight goals I'll reward myself ♡

You can also find me on Instagram, Pancake & EDSF

[aahsoup]

reblog this and i'll tell you the first kind of horse you remind me of on the spot

[aahsoup]

hey does anyone wanna be horse-assigned again

[yume-fanfare]

modern social media should stop offering "sync with your phone contacts to follow them" options and start offering "block all your phone contacts so they never see your account" options

[c0matoserose]

The past host found themselves in a similar situation as I currently. They lost 9kg in 12 days. I'll see how much I'm gonna loose bc I just find this current state too traumatizing.

[tini-be4r-deactivated20240529]

I just have to keep reminding myself that the time is going to pass regardless, so it doesn't matter if my progress is slow, I'm still going to be smaller than I was

[skinandbones77]

I love calling my ex, he tiggers me so much. He's like my own little appetite suppressor because I want to be pretty for him but I also want to be so skinny I look like I could die at any moment 🤗

he only likes the fact I'll entertain him but it's fine ig I find comfort in being used. How could I not tho? I'm just a toy someone plays with until they get bored and move on to the next.

[meltingwalkmanofjoan-deactivate]

if restricting is so bad, then why does my whole life align when i start?

[nekotrainmenhera]

[c0matoserose]

Kinda hoping to weigh in under 56 tmr. Sm is happening and I don't know how to cope. I don't even know what to feel.

I just need to focus on loosing weight, making money, cleaning and decluttering. Everything is going to be okay..

[wint3rbmi]

u can’t control much, but u can control what u eat. take control.

[c0matoserose]

Ig I'm back. But I'll still be mainly active on Instagram. :)

[c0matoserose]

I'm not going to be active for some time.

My name is Coma and I'm the new host of this system.

I created a private Instagram page tho. If you want to follow me on there, just send me a request. No minors tho.

I've kept it completely private so far, as you can tell.

unwanted_soul_longs_for_coma

[c0matoserose]

Basement charme

[c0matoserose]

I'm so disgusting in me and my surroundings. I want to burn it all down. Or run away. Fml.

[ash-onthe-edge]

[c0matoserose]

I've been in semi charge of my own meds for years. How I dose etc. They're prescriped to me and everything. But I have episodes where I take more and episodes where I take less. And I'm currently cutting down again (for reference: I am prescribed 4mg of Lorazepam, 15mg of Zopiclone and 2000-4000mg of Metamizol)

So my newest Strategie is to take 1mg lorazepam in the morning, I'm going to take 3,75mg Zopiclone at 2:30pm, 3,75mg Zopiclone at 3:30pm, 2mg lorazepam at around 6pm and 7,5mg of Zopiclone at around 9pm.

I'm so eh rn. The past days were going okay with me taking 1mg L at around lunch time, 7,5mg Z at around 4pm, 2mg L at 6pm and 7,5mg Z around 10pm.

I'm preparing to cut everything further down. But I feel like shit, as ususal.

(for reference: I'm coming down from 8-12mg of L, 22,5mg of Z and 5000mg of M. I did cut down very quickly at some point bc of doctors being sick and others not taking me seriously. Then I was stuck at 5-8mg of L and 15mg of Z for about 3 months. Cut down to 4mg L and I've been doing okay ish on 3 for about 5 days now.)

I just want the time to go by quicker. I hate this..

[c0matoserose]

Not saying or promoting this to anyone btw. Just had to vent somewhere. Please don't ever take more than what you've been prescribed and don't just go cold turkey.

[c0matoserose]

I've been in semi charge of my own meds for years. How I dose etc. They're prescriped to me and everything. But I have episodes where I take more and episodes where I take less. And I'm currently cutting down again (for reference: I am prescribed 4mg of Lorazepam, 15mg of Zopiclone and 2000-4000mg of Metamizol)

So my newest Strategie is to take 1mg lorazepam in the morning, I'm going to take 3,75mg Zopiclone at 2:30pm, 3,75mg Zopiclone at 3:30pm, 2mg lorazepam at around 6pm and 7,5mg of Zopiclone at around 9pm.

I'm so eh rn. The past days were going okay with me taking 1mg L at around lunch time, 7,5mg Z at around 4pm, 2mg L at 6pm and 7,5mg Z around 10pm.

I'm preparing to cut everything further down. But I feel like shit, as ususal.

(for reference: I'm coming down from 8-12mg of L, 22,5mg of Z and 5000mg of M. I did cut down very quickly at some point bc of doctors being sick and others not taking me seriously. Then I was stuck at 5-8mg of L and 15mg of Z for about 3 months. Cut down to 4mg L and I've been doing okay ish on 3 for about 5 days now.)

I just want the time to go by quicker. I hate this..