[alarmedpigeon]

hi!! for about 8 years i've been anonymous on this blog but i have decided i no longer will be! teen me would be freaking out at the thought of making my name public but here we go!

i made a youtube video! i hope it's a nice introduction to me a bit and it would mean the world if you'd watch it. and maybe like it.

I also wrote/recorded all the backing music too so that's fun. enjoy 🙂i'm going to post more videos soon! it's my goal to do 1 video a week so i'm testing that out to see if it's doable.

[alarmedpigeon]

God I was just going through my old snaps from like 4 years ago and like... all my old friends and my ex boyfriend and classes and stuff that felt so important is all completely obsolete now. Like I wish I had spent more time just like... kickin it and having fun. So I’m gonna try to just kick it and have more fun now. Moral of story don’t try so hard just kick it

[alarmedpigeon]

i think i would’ve been a knockout in the 1890s but i just don’t know about today

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in this farm we plant heart shaped strawberries

[purplebuddhaquotes]

“If I can stop one heart from breaking, I shall not live in vain.”

—

Emily Dickinson 

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studio / bunkhouse ~ cutler anderson architects | photos © art grice

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[alarmedpigeon]

“I Ain’t Cryin, There’s Just Whiskey In My Eye”- a hit new country single

[alarmedpigeon]

no one is gonna tell you what to do. you gotta tell yourself what to do

[alarmedpigeon]

things im a slut for

-sleeping

-eating

-listening to embarrassing music really loud

-petting soft animals

-nature

-naked men

[alarmedpigeon]

Wow I am such a pushover I will tolerate so much bullshit from people

[alarmedpigeon]

i wish there were cigarettes you could smoke that weren’t bad for you

[alarmedpigeon]

ideas for how to get out of a depression rut

1. Eat a big meal with veggies and fruits.

2. Take a shower

3. Go to bed early and get a GOOD night’s sleep (like 9 hours, i know it’s hard but this is so important). Try to get 8 hours for a few consistent days at least.

4. Clean your space. Even a little at a time. Start with laundry.

5. Go do something, with a friend or solo. My favorites are yoga (good cheap deals on groupon and many places have a cheap unlimited first month for new people), climbing (check groupon for cheap climbing), gardening in warmer weather, or just going for walk somewhere safe and nice. Take your dog with you if you’ve got one. Get out and move if you can– it helps.

6. Call a friend or family member. Talk to them.

7. Whatever your art is, do a little bit of it. Art is hard when you’re hurting, but try. Make a little sketch, practice some scales or etudes, start writing a new song, write a stanza of a poem, idk, photoshop a new meme.

8. If you can, try going to talk to a therapist. Check for places covered by your insurance nearby and just try it. If it sucks you don’t have to keep going but it’s worth a try!

[alarmedpigeon]

coffee, books, a rainy day. 

[alarmedpigeon]

how come when I have to wake up I want to sleep but when it’s 3am and I need to sleep I wanna stay awake