My post are pretty mild for the most part. Iāll post warnings if need be both on this main post and whatever post I make that needs it.
This blog will be about NSFW or Mature games, please keep this in mind when looking up the content Iāll be talking about or drawing.
I can be really shy interacting in online communities. Similar to real life. Iām trying to improve on both ends. I will respond to direct messages but I am unsure on how to respond to other forms such as comments (I usually perceive it as one off things I canāt really add onto unless itās a question directed at me).
Anyway, Iām open to advice and criticism so please reach out if Iām doing something such as not properly tagging or I didnāt read your bio correctly before posting art of an OC of yours (I can delete the post or change it in whatever way, whatever is comfortable for you).
This pinned post will be edited as things change, aka when I change/add to my rules, links, and warnings. š¦
Just want to say in the mirror room for Ticket Taker when we see the ghost of Columbina and see the vision of what happened I kind of feel like it be interesting if she wasnāt really a ghost fully.
What do I mean?
I think it be interesting if she was just a very accurate illusion. Since we know Ticket Taker knew her the longest his illusion of her is so accurate that it can to some degree communicate what she felt in that moment.
That he made an illusion outside of his conscious control that can express to some extent what she had thought in that moment.
Of course I donāt think thats the truth of the game. Itās just fun thinking that a part of her lives via his memory of her.
Image includes her, 4 outfits, her phone (outdated cause sheās bought it at a garage sale), her pet rat Coin, and her back tattoo.
She has a weak leg which is why she uses a cane. Her right leg was born with weaker muscles and while physically therapy has helped with strengthening she still needs a cane if sheās going outside.
Her favorite colors are pink, blue, and yellow (as seen with her outfits.)
She doesnāt have any supernatural heritage but does have a strange ability where any parasite that tries attaching to her dies. Curses are reflected. Essentially any magical harm that someone or something tries to inflict on to them is stopped. Why? She is someone whoās gained favor of one of the Gods around the college. I wonāt be naming which one. Iād also like to note that this ability is considered very minor compared to others who are more dear to the Gods. Iāll go other the details of what being favored means and how being givens an ability by a God in this AU is different from just receiving a blessing.
Right now Iām doing info dump on her new backstory! They are now in Course of Temptation! Her story doesnāt fit to gameplay fully just as an FYI. (Keeping her old tag along with any OCs with the old tag, future OCs tags will differ.)
Warning: Unhealthy relationship
Age: 20 () Pronouns: She/they () Major : Science
I havenāt decided if I want to have a concert sexuality for Izumi since I kind of want to try drawing ship art of them with some new OCs Iām coming up.
Basic information: Izumi gets into college on a scholar ship and is working as a teacher assistant as part of it. Shes a lab assistant. They do coding in their free time and makes extra cash by propitiating plants to sell.
Deeper story: During their first year Izumi got into a relationship with a sophomore in the art department. Their relationship was very much a will they wonāt they from Izumiās view until she finally asked them out. As it turn out the reason it felt like a will they wonāt they is because their partner was hoping it be a wonāt (they donāt hate Izumi but they were someone who just wasnāt looking for a romantic relationship with her.) Izumi did everything to try and please or get the attention of their partner. It becomes toxic really fast and before you know it Izumi burns herself out. Eventually she discovers that all their friends (which where just her partners friends since sheās isnāt super protective in making friends for herself) all donāt like her. It blows up jn a huge fight and they break up. After this she develops some pretty bad trust issues and whenever they do get close to someone it becomes hard for them not to smoother them with affection since she barely has anyone in her life outside of the professor she works under (prof is very close with them but the professional part of their relationship does add a barrier.)
Iāll add info relating to the AU Iām cooking into the post with the art later. āļø
Iāve been so busy I havenāt gotten the chance to start ep 14 of killmulator š I really want to know what happens cause I feel like that French guy is going to kick my ass (I really like him I wish I could date him.)
Course of Temptation AU -> Astray AU (What Iām calling it)
LONG POST
current / second (link will be added later)
(Disclaimer : I am not involving myself with the game I was playing before, Iām taking aspects I liked from it to make an AU/story setting for my OCs in COT. I will be sticking to the themes that COT has and nothing more extreme than that.)
First of all, what is the origin of the supernatural in this AU?
This small college town has always attracted the strange, does not matter what kind. Cults have risen and fallen, groups of travelers throughout time have gone missing, and things beyond human seem to come into being. The āElkā that now representative of the college was once more than just a mascot. It was a being miles high with horns stretching like a tree canopy. This is its land and even if it no longer stands if you are so unlucky as to trip into a small pocket in the mountains you will find yourself in a cave that had been hidden by vines. Finding this massive āElkā lying within a biological tomb of its own making. Everything looks like plants and vegetation yet it all pulses like flesh. Looking at it is the last thing you will do as you are altered beyond recognition.
Why doesnāt anyone notice these strange things?
There are humans being strange ā then theirs the straight up creatures. How does no one notice these creatures?
Well, you need some amount of mana in your body to be able to even perceive beyond your limited world. Magic curtain basically. If you gain mana the first things youād see are beings in the common category. Above that level the beings use their own magic as an extra layer to protect their actual forms, you either need to gain a lot of mana to brute force perception or become very skilled with the mana you have. Gaining or becoming skilled gets harder for each level. (Witches look like normal humans but itās easier to see them performing magic when you get better perception.)
āExtinctā beings like the āElkā make their own magic pockets within the world so they arenāt really near humans or beings that often. Generally even with the curtain that obscures magical things people without magical perception will be able to see their true forms. Their areas arenāt easy to get into so anyone that ends up in one by accident or on purpose is very unlucky. Itās eldritch horror is what Iām saying.
What kinds of beings exist in the area? (More detail on these beings will be in a different post, I will edit a link into here when I write it. Some creatures will be referred to by what they are and not the names I will be giving them later on just so itās more clear what they are.)
Common (beings found within the human population of town/interact a lot with humans) : Minor demonic beings, dream entities, dust sprites
Uncommon (live within town but generally avoid interaction when possible) : Mimics, spider spirits, love bugs, shapeshifters (large category for multiple different beings), witches
Rare (interact with humans still but not in typical social interactions or places) : Holy beings, the success shrine spirit, mind leeches
Very Rare (into the wilderness) : Werewolf, fae, siren, fire light spirits, shadow stalkers
Extremely Rare (if your interacting with them you messed up some how) : Vampires, higher fae, tainted humans, homuncules
Unique (Only one of this type of beings live in the area but arenāt part of the old growth) : Naga, minor god, kitsune, sealed amalgamation, the vengeful creation (controller of homuncules)
āExtinctā (Or old growth) : The āElkā, The Watching Star (God of offering), Sentinel (God of preservation). ļæ¼
Magical items?
Anything you find in town is super low level and youād need to wear like 15 magic jewelry pieces to even have enough magic to perceive the common level beings. Using magic objects as your source means you have to wear them at all the time since you arenāt absorbing the magic in them. They have their own uses/functions outside of being able to use the mana. Its use can be up to you to imagination since there are loads of em.
What about stuff stronger than that? That be character specific or very important since magical beings use stronger ones that they donāt let easily fall into human hands. Witch items are different from magical items used by beings.
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Fun lore note: Sentinel was once called āThe hands that pickleā by a smaller group that once worshipped it. It enjoys pickled things as offerings because this group introduced the concept to it.
Iāve got into Course of Temptation after I left DOL. I was playing it a little bit but now Iām fully in it.
Iāve been having a lot more fun if Iām being honest. It all feels a lot less stressful and the āinteractionā panel and segments feel a lot more interesting with all its options. Having special characters with story lines along with random NPCs feels like the worlds more wide and gives more opportunities to craft your character as you like.
Being able to layer clothes and seeing how the outfits are perceived is so cool! I have so much fun playing dress up. I am a little confused on warm/cool factor for clothing still.
I do miss some story such as supernatural stuff but I think Iāll be crafting a sort of AU situation for myself? Since COT has some conspiracies I think it isnāt random. I just need to make it less blatant.
Iāll make a whole post and tag for that later to start writing about it and making some stuff. If anyone likes what I write it also be convenient for them to use the tag too.
For OCs, oh man the customization really helped me visualize them. Iāll be drawing them at some point.
Since Iām back into a text based game I think Iāll start back up plushie gun! Of course the other game I was posting about will get plushies first but ya!
I was not expecting to be at Calebās funeral omg. I feel so guilty right now. Donāt know whatās Nedās deal but loving the guy. Something about Iām is so interesting, especially with how he and Florian seem to potentially know eachother.
My wary feeling for Flo is definitely becoming a deeper curiosity that I think I might just make a second account to replay the game for his route.
Able is cute but Iām not sure I want to make three accounts so I might just peek at what other people say about his route for the time being.
Having to finish ep 12 still but Iām getting close to 14. Everyone keeps talking about what happens but Iām very grateful no one is spoiling anything so I can see for myself.
Omg thereās supernatural shit in this game!? I was kind of set on Cain, now Iām so utterly wrapped up in his story and character. Omg he said heās Perry the platypus I love this. Iām moving to ep 11 now so hoping I finish by tonight so I can start reading fanfics on these freaks.
Playing dating killmulator right now and Florian disturbs me on some deeper leave and I canāt understand why.
Like I want to be friends with him and he hasnāt shown any outwardly dangerous behavior like the other two but something just doesnāt feel right.
He gets really friendly really fast even though he doesnāt seem the type (I donāt mean in a therapy way. He is more touchy than I expected).
So far Iām hoping to romance Cain since he seems the most upfront with who he is. Able is fine however I donāt get why he likes us (he seems to know of us even before we talk. Maybe Iāll get more info on him further in the game?)
Iām at the dinner party right now so Iām trying to get through that. Florian has spoken more ominously than usual so I feel like Iāll be getting a better read on him soon.
Just came back and it seems DOL is having something going on? I only interact with the community on tumblr so Iāve just been scrolling to try and get some context on what happened. From what I can tell it involves doxxing, abusing free labor, and maybe some sort of abuse. Please correct me if Iām wrong on this cause Iām very lost at the moment.
However, now that Iām aware something has happened and many of the creators in the community who I enjoy the content of are separating from this ā Iāll be going too since even though I donāt have full context, from what I can tell I donāt want to continue interacting with the game.
Some people may say āThe game has dark themes, why would you care about what the creators have done?ā Well, we all can enjoy unrealistic, dark, and disturbing stories as adults. I donāt condon the horrible actions that can happen in these types of games in real life. From my perspective these games are a way to safely explore situations, ideas, and dynamics that arenāt something one would realistically want to experience in real life. Like shooting games, sure, some people actually do have violent tendencies and wish they could intact the actions they do in the game, but thatās not the majority of the people playing the game. (I tried explaining this the best I can so I hope it gets my point across on my stance that games/fiction ā ones real life morals).
As for what Iāll be doing with this account, in the past I said I was going to do dolls of other games anyway since this blog was meant for that anyway. So Iāll still be posting on my infrequent schedule.
Iām also going to take this time to better my etiquette on tumblr since before I hadnāt messaged the person before I made the dolls which Iād like to apologize for. From now on I will be asking in advance and if anyone wants me to delete any dolls please let me know so I can also personally apologize. Iām unsure how you do message as a side blog since idk if messages for side blogs are separate or if itās like ask where you can only use the main. Iāll figure it out š«”
Lastly, Iāll be redesigning/transferring OCs so I can use them for the new games Iāll be looking to interact with!
āOh Juliet, was your life ever going to be your own?ā
The result of wanting to help people is pain for her. They donāt really seem to even realize how far down they drift in their attempts to protect others. How the people they believe they are close to will never care for them as much as they do. She is truly alone, someone who surrounds themselves can still be very alone. During this time sheāll take on any task to get money, buy the cheapest clothes at the market, and throw themself into impossible to win circumstance. A devote helper to the church yet not even they help her. She snaps.
People donāt snap easily and rarely is it ever a sudden thing. Itās a build up of things they desperately try to cope with. Alcohol helps Izumi. Helps them avoid the hospitalā¦ they donāt like it hospital. Thats where Dr Harper is and theyād rather be dragged around by a bunch of drunks than go to Harper.
It canāt hold off the inevitable, the Ivory Wraith watchās on with a knowing eye. Itās quite sad how itās only a wraith that notices the warning signs.
People start looking at them funny, how Izumi just starts talking to the air. Speaking to the Ivory Wraith since they are the only person thatāll listen.
Iām going to try drawing them in all their stages since I want to explore each part just a little.
Nothing serious, just a little guy drawing.
Izumi had that protagonist hero complex in that she was ready to sacrifice themselves for mere strangersā¦ It does not go well as youād probably guess, especially in this sort of town (sketch for stage two how things go during that). They just love helping, a busy body to no end! Helping the church, orphans, and Laundry sometimes.
Sure, everyone doesnāt really seem to have time to give back but they just know how hard it is to live in this town! They understands. They knowā¦ Itās alright if theyāre a little lonely.
I like to keep trying different things with each doll. Line art, no line art, thick lines, thin lines, etc. itās been fun.
Breaks down below ā¬ļø
Hair type -> Fur hair I havenāt seen any great braids yet so doll hair would be a better choice for this doll. (Bangs can be shaped with hair gel) šŖ¼ The necklace would be easy since Iāve seen a few cross beads and necklaces. One can be made or one can modify one. šŖ¼ Clothing would need to be custom ordered since most premade clothing listings Iāve seen are usually everyday clothes. Sometimes a seller gives a discount if you order both the doll and clothes at the same time though. šŖ¼ Just wanted to note, not sure how well stockings/pantyhose (I know it can be hard making these on a smaller scale).
I said I wanted to draw something new, I think I drew a nun outfit before but I wanted to retry again.
In October Iām going to keep an eye out for a spooky š» character to draw for plushie gun. Since itās my 50 doll coming up I might pick a character from one of those spooky dating games.
Dang I said I was going to post this last week. Anyway, new PC. My three other DOL OCs are going to get a redraw since I have things I want to change.
Izumi the Distorted is now complete!
Rat is named Coin. She is a very gentle lady.
Lore dump on her story another time since Iāll be mega yapping! Also cause Iām going to see if I can speed run a plushie gun before September ends.
