semi-pro heartbreaker

read “noah’s nameless wife takes inventory” by c.t. salazar.

[ambiguityenjoyer]

IDK WHAT I WANT OR WHO I WANNA BE !!!

[horror-aesthete]

The Whisperer in Darkness, 2011, dirs. Sean Branney, Andrew Leman, & David Robertson

[cuunos]

*takes a bite of my cigarette*...... heh. the character...... *walks into a small puddle but it swallows me up like the ocean* *i am found dead years later in maine*

[bedlund]

(guy who has forgotten the words "vying for attention") gay directors are running a train on connor storrie

[theheartofdecember]

Www.sexisntreal.com

[shaneybby]

HOLLANDER V ROSANOV FACE OFF

spreading the mma au agenda

[ambiguityenjoyer]

Idk if I would even say a net positive on the legacy I just find the image of those guys on their bikes doing flips in front of the White House to be. Mesmerizing. What a layered and critically rich text. Much to hate about it. Sad to not be able to enjoy motocross on the White House lawn, but maybe it’s the vileness of it all that makes it….what it is.

[zoesupreme]

people are shitting on this and making idiocracy comparisons bc they don't like this president. I'm sorry but this rules. I don't like him either he's a senile pedophile rapist who should be dragged into the street and beaten to death I've said this many times. motocross and UFC in front of the white house is a rare positive on his legacy I'm sorry.

[ambiguityenjoyer]

I’m so shit at napping

[ambiguityenjoyer]

So according to a Francois account, he spilled the beans about S2 & S3 filming back to bak this year. I wonder what the release schedule will look like. I like that it will give Rachel time to finish unrivaled and then time for scripts to be written if they do end up doing a 4th season.

Insane that this makes me sad. They should get to do heated rivalry summer camp this summer…and next summer…and then by then unrivaled will have had time to cook so they can go for another summer as well….cruel cruel speed at which Tierney works altho perhaps it’s for the best since he runs an ethical workplace…

[lesbianprophecy]

what the fuck was that

[clytemnestraaa]

wait ok also what i was trying to say and not really managing to convey is that ilya is a hedonist but not like, as a philosophy. he’s just stuck chasing anything that feels good. he is the definition of instant gratification, because he doesn’t think the future is real. so re: tuna melt, he wants shane to stick around because it feels good for him to be around shane. shane is not substantially experientially different than a fast car or a line of coke.

and then he also has a pretty appallingly low distress tolerance also common in PTSD where once it isn’t fun, he can’t fucking handle it, like when shane gets bonked on the head and ilya is like oh my god i need to break up with him. he just exists in a pretty triggered activated animal state where he moves toward reward and moves away from pain, like he is fairly fight or flight at all times. which is kind of what i mean by having a lack of a view of a future, he exists only in the present moment (which is actually the past moment that he got stuck in).

[connorstorriegifs]

Connor Storrie | Instagram | 2024

[disorientation]

Having a "stupider people have done this" attitude about the things you want to do can open so many doors

[innerchildabortionclinic]

haven't seen anyone say it yet so I will: a lot of what's portrayed as "girlhood" on social media is actually just having parents with money. and people act as if being raised like that is a girl experience. i've never had my dads credit card I don't even know where that guy is rn

[smokey-ilya]

in case anyone wanted this as much as i did... here's part of their first sex scene without the background music 🥹

[ambiguityenjoyer]

Finals today perfect way to run school tbh. Two classes….luxurious amount of time to do the important things well PLUS time to dick around outside….and then I had time to grade (not that I gave literally anyone a bad score hahah). Now debating do I stay home and putter around (I hate puttering) or do I go to coffee shop and drink matcha and noodle around writing. Head hurts. Went to cafe yesterday. Trying to live life to fullest. Hm.