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@cadenlane
Wow..so, where to start!?
Wow..so, where to start!?
Its obviously been quite a while since I wrote here. Truth told, I had almost forgotten about this page until I was listing relevant experience for a magazine I’m applying to. So very much has transpired for me since I last wrote, I’m not sure where to start catching things up.
Since I last wrote, my girlfriend Tracy, who I was lamenting wouldn’t stay, didn’t stay. But Ive since moved on to a…
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Well...didn't see this Coming.
Well…didn’t see this Coming.
The following posts were made to my male Facebook profile. I finally came to terms with it enough to [ost it here. I was trying to let this [profile remain my safe place; but really I was using to to maintain denial. So here it all is. February 22nd, 2017 Me: ” Hold on; I’m staring death in the eye, can I get back to you on that?” What?!? Too soon?!? For the uninitiated, Monday February 20, 2017…
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Love Transcends
There is one truth in life that surpasses all other truths; that in its purest form can transcend all barriers. In its purest form, it can bridge the distances, connect times and memories, transcend wealth or beauty, social status, race, gender, religion, political difference, allegiance or loyalty. We often do not choose it, we cannot choose it; it usually chooses us. Often it catches us…
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Last week was a BIG Week...
Last week was a BIG Week…
Well, I had to run some errands with my mom last Wednesday and while we were out we talked a lot. As she has gotten older she tells more and more stories from her life, she reminisces a lot. I know a lot of her stories by heart, but I listen intently each time she tells them. We talked about what she would have named a daughter if she had had one, not realizing she was talking to her daughter. …
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I may have named my blog Wrong...
I may have named my blog Wrong…
It seems that no matter how hard I work at it, I cannot seem to make this blog about my Love. I find it, but it is always short lived. It’s never unconditional. I always end up lamenting where it all went wrong, and wishing I had just not bothered.
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Merry Christmas to All...
Merry Christmas to All…
A very Merry Christmas to You and Yours. My GF and I celebrated Christmas the other night when I was off, and I celebrated Christmas with my children and parents yesterday before I laid down to sleep so I could work last nights shift. If you are hoping for my usual cheery positive brand of post, this may not be it. I’m fresh out of positive spin. So reader beware. I may have gone overboard on my…
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A brief thought...
A brief thought…
I don’t have dysphoria because I hate my body. I hate my body because I have dysphoria.
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A Drive through a small Georgia Town...
A Drive through a small Georgia Town…
I took a drive through a small Georgia town today. It could have been any town, anywhere really. It was a friendly little town, friendlier than most, everyone waving, saluting, filming us with their phones. It was as though the spectacle of a parade was coming through town. Fire trucks, power company trucks, ambulances and private vehicles blocked traffic to let us through. Crowds had gathered,…
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Im now fully out at work!
[Enter Post Title Here] Well, my world has gotten bigger once again. A week ago yesterday, I came out to my entire police department. The Friday prior to that, I told my Chief. I initially told my chief in order to offer myself some measures of protection, given his previous opposition to me being promoted due to my sustained HR complaint where I was forcibly outed. I wanted to disarm his…
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Whew...glad that's Over!
Whew…glad that’s Over!
Wow, it’s been a hectic and dramatic month and a half. When last we left our heroine of the story, she had been prescribed her first month of hormones… And that really is where we left off; unfortunately, there was a lot going on in the background I was hesitant to mention and in some cases I could not mention. Things have settled down, and pending matters were dealt with. Mere days before I was…
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Day Five
Hi ladies! Well day four may have been uneventful, but today showed itself. I was talking with my girlfriend, and I was trying to be funny…and dropped the ball horrendously. I had created a private facebook group for my male account where my riends who know of Cadence can get together and be supportive of me, but also each other, and so we can coordinate various social things I’d like to put…
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Day Four
Unfortunately, I’ve nothing new to report today. On average just another day. It’d be nice if I had something to report each day; it’d be amazing if the physical changes would move along at break neck speed. But that is simply not realistic. But rest assured ladies, I’ll detail everything I can. Keeping the faith, Ever & Always, Cadence Elizabeth
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Hormones days Two and Three
Hormones days Two and Three
Well, days two am three had things pop up. Well Day Two was pretty significant, day three was kind of minor. On day two I found myself feeling some very positive feelings towards my Girlfriend. I told her in fact that while I had felt like I had always had emotions more akin to what a woman feels, that I now felt like I Love Her More than I did just days before, and what I feel is far more…
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Well Ladies... I'm new and Improved!
Well Ladies… I’m new and Improved!
You heard it here first; yesterday I picked up my Spironolactone and Estrogen! As of today, I’m on them. It’s difficult to say whether this sense of serenity I feel is due a placebo effect of the hormones and blocker. But today I e been at peace, even when I shouldn’t have been. I feel balanced. And it’s an awesome feeling. My goal is to try and journal and keep track of things. So…. Hormone…
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The future...is now; Maybe...
The future…is now; Maybe…
Well all, I received the email i was waiting on. My General Practitioner emailed me to tell me she was forwarding my demographic sheet to a local Doctor. I have some misgivings though. She is not a endocrinologist, she is a Functional Medicine specialist, who works in bioidentical hormone replacement. One would hope all medicine would be functional. So I find myself wondering if it will be a good…
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It's the giddy little Things...
It’s the giddy little Things…
Okay, so today before I laid down to sleep, I messaged my Doctor using my online medical app which allows me to email my doctors. I was inquiring about her efforts to get my endocrinologist referal. Apparently, she has had issues locating a local endo who is able or willing to manage my care. So she asked me how far away I was willing to travel. I gave her a rough idea of how far I would go, but…
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Quiet Dignity...
Quiet Dignity…
So thirsday of this past week I had an appointment with my psychologist. It was my first one since telling her I was ready for hormones. By the way, I’m still waiting to hear from my GO on my endo referral, but she told me two weeks ago when I had my appointment with her that she’d be gone a week. I didn’t get to go to this appointment dressed either, but I decided to not block out the feminine…
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