[cadybuug]

[cadybuug]

hello third week of summer

hello insomnia

hello

[cadybuug]

ugh i haven't been able to sleep well lately . i think i'm close to overdosing on meds that might help me sleep and i've been told my friends don't seem to care about me all that much but what's new .

i've been so bitchy lately i feel bad because all i do is complain to my boyfriend and do weird stuff like sew and paint and watch friends .

it's difficult for me to go anywhere to meet up with my friends but at the same time i feel like they don't really care . but oh well amirite . but like it's summer ! and i want to go places and be independent but noooo bc my mom says no and blah blah blah yeah .

i don't know , i don't actually mean all of this , i just think i have been so bitchy because i can't sleep and i might have insomnia again .

idk goodnight

[cadybuug]

just somethin to brighten your day !! 💛

[cadybuug]

i feel like it's been a hot minute , and not that anyone cares but here are pictures of when my friends and i went to carp to have a lil birthday camping trip . not for me , for my friend !!!

enjoy these images !

(do people save these or are y'all just lookin at them ? i'm actually quite curious)

also i've been vibin with look what god gave her by thomas rhett so yeah , listen to it . or not THE CHOICE IS YOURS

[cadybuug]

hallo world ! it's almost june ! and it's almost my birthday ! can't say i'm super excited but people keep reminding me so i guess i have to accept that i'll be 17 in like 5 days hah !

finals are coming up and i'm so excited , so enjoy flower images i took when i went to san luis obispo

[cadybuug]

finally ap testing is done for me !!! i hope everyone else who has more ap exams does really well on them ! 

i need to start studying for the sat and the act tho ... but i have had testing like the last two weeks , and will have testing for the next few weeks ... soooooo woo ( pray that i don’t die , junior year is almost over )

anyways , i hope everyone isn’t stressing themselves out too much ! and be happy ! eat a burrito on the beach or somewhere relaxing  where you can enjoy the sunshine 

(enjoy this picture of plants because plants are friends ! )

[cadybuug]

its been a while everyone, and while no one really cares , here is an update on my life ... ( i might get all cheesy too so bear with me) 

tomorrow is my three month anniversary with my boyfriend . i am aware that isn’t like a HUGE milestone , but i mean he and i have known each other for 4 years , and i can’t be more grateful that he is my boyfriend . we get each other quite easily and he is just like the perfect guy for meeeeee . and i don’t mean to like say this in a bragging way , he just legit makes me so happy that i happy cry sometimes

also , school has been STRESSFUL . i am positive any other student - especially juniors - are as stressed as i am . so hang in there everyone , the year is almost over ! and all of this hard work will definitely pay off !

in bioscience right now , we are doing this disease project where my team and i take care of a public health outbreak and blah blah and presenting in front of public health officials blah . yep ... anyways , this one girl in my group though is driving me CRAZYYYYY ! but i can’t really say anything because i don’t want to like put a bunch of drama in my group and stuff . idk she manspreads and i think she’s in love with feet , not sure but she drives me crazy and i’m ready to like deck her in the face , sorry not sorry 

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[cadybuug]

uhhh my lab notebook is actually fire rn . i know i shouldn't say that because like that sounds conceded but like idk ! also i just got a new watercolor brush pen ! and i am gettin into the whole calligraphy thing wooooooo !

[cadybuug]

this might be a long rant .... but enjoy the pictures :) 

i don’t know if it’s just me but lately i have been like majorly emotionally eating AND i have been having the weirdest cravings . like i swear , it is 11:33 pm and i strangely want either chocolate and pretzels , funfetti cake , or milk tea boba ( my boyfriend asked if i am prego -.- ha ha ha -.- not funny ) 

i want to relax this weekend , but it’s gonna be a stressful one . i feel like i have so many things to do , but i honestly can’t remember what i have to do . one thing is for sure though , i need to take pictures for my photo class , write an essay about one of my pet peeves , and write annotations for my lab notebook ... 

*cries silently*

i really like monochromatic images ( enjoy my complex vocabulary )

[cadybuug]

i'm not really sure , these are just pictures from when i went to chicago this past christmas , enjoy hehe

[cadybuug]

i'm gonna be real . it's 10:26 pm and i haven't finished my homework .... are we surprised ? not at all . haha i feel like this week has been just dragggggging on ! i had a four day week this week and it doesn't even feel like tomorrow is friday . it's like absolutely crazy .

this week all my teachers are asking me to like reflect on semester one and honestly , i don't remember much . it's all a big blur . but i'll try to kind of bullshit some answer about how it changed me and how i have learned from my mistakes . when in reality i'll probably procrastinate and ahhhhh , idk .

last thing , i fell asleep on the couch for like thirty minutes and woke up disoriented as hellllll , and was sad , happy , and confused when my boyfriend called me because for some reason in my dream i convinced myself i wasn't dating him anymore ... :(

oh also , it was raining soooo hard today . like there was thunder and lightning ! it was CRAZY . but i realllllly loves it hehehe

anyways , i'm not sure . that's my rant for today .

[cadybuug]

soooo my boyfriend met my family yesterday .... my mom was so embarrassing , and luckily my sisters weren't around to embarrass me more ! but i mean i hope the night went really well ! he and i also watched the sunset from my roof soooo , yeah that's a picture from last night ! i am so stress free right now and it actually feels like its summer

[cadybuug]

haven't posted in a longggg time , but that's because finals hit me like a fire truck . anyways now that finals are over , i feel so stress freeeeeeee ! i hope everyone who has finals or had finals survived !!!!

[cadybuug]

okay i've been MAJORLY stressed with school these past few weeks ( hence me not posting anything but like also no one sees these posts so ... ) but it's winter break now , and i've been in chicago since the 26th visiting family i've never met before ! and these are just some photos . also we went to this really cute local bookstore and i got these books ! ( if anyone has read them tell me ! ) today , we explored downtown and i saw the cloud gate ( aka the bean ) and then we took the train to see more family ! and even though it's been like 30 degrees and super windy , i actually really like chicago !! also i'm like in love with the songs house key by scott helman and deep dive by andrew belle !!

[fuckyeahyoga]

[jaxblade]

Awesome 👏🏽

[paleosteno-deactivated20191020]

I need to start doing this because I sit in a chair so much of the day. Need to start doing this in the morning and like, go for a walk or something.