Yesterday, the weather was predicting storms all day. It never freaking rained, though. No storms were ever to be seen. It got really freaking cloudy. It got dark and depressing, but no thunder ever did come down. No lightning, no thunder and barely even any rain. Nothing ever did come down. I had a bloodwork appointment yesterday, and it largely went fine. But the storms aren't coming. They aren't coming! But the constant fear of them is really horrible for me.
They still keep predicting a storm today. They keep predicting rain and thunder, but it might not even be coming! There's been sun, not rain. Still, rain is a possibility. And that very possibility is stressing me out. Being a bit bored and having all this stuck on my mind leads me to some rather unfortunate feelings of stress. It also leads me to feel tired. It also leads to urges to masturbate sometimes. sigh...
PS: My iron might be low. My iron is potentially really low. I'm also still constipated. I'm trying to unconstipate myself, but the hemorrhoids aren't helping things. sigh...