#stressed

[sacharowan]

oh I'm so scared

[grrrrrrwoof]

i genuinely am going to go buy some squeaky dog toys to chew on

[4mysbl0g]

I HATE SCHOOL

So.... to put it in a nutshell it's THREE IN THE FLIPPING MORNING but, I'm not sleeping nooooooo no no no I'm cramming my WHOLE fcking Science textbook. I'm not soakin up any of this shit nothin nada. I'm running on coffee and a fockin dream... and I have a project to build AND MULTIPLE homework

byee yall

-A

[softhexbex]

I'm so very tired and stressed right now. I need a nap almost as much as I need to be held by someone who won't let anyone bother me. People stressed me out today like they always do

[houseofpeculiarpotatos-blog]

So, I've had to make some choices in regards to cutting back on making myself ill trying to get everything perfect for my classes.

Positive thing is, I've learnt to choose my health over academics more than once.

Negative part of that, though, is the smashing headache I get anytime I try to complete anything now. Anyone got tips for dealing with headaches caused by stress???

[yfexsexg]

I should change my alarm sound, I wake up stressed and freaked out.

[wanderingmind867]

My dad is my only friend, so I feel an urge to share everything with him. I share my hyperfixations, I share most of the tv shows I'm interested in. I don't share my music tastes all the time, and I almost never share my youtube video watch history with him. But I share a ton of stuff with him, largely because I have nobody else who I'm close enough with to open up to.

But I'm scared everytime I open up to people. I hide in corners, I get a real stress feeling, I struggle opening up to people, and I can't tell how to overcome this insurmountable stress based obstacle. I don't know if there's a way for me to move beyond this.

Part of it is because masking is my default state of mind, but another part of it is that I worry I'm boring my dad. I'm scared my dad is gonna be bored whenever I share things with him. I know pokemon isn't his thing, I know fire emblem and percy jackson and all my other hyperfixations over the years aren't my dad's thing. I know they aren't, but I appreciate the effort he puts in to listen to me. He's bad at paying attention to things, but he always tries for me. And I love him for that.

My dad cares, but I'm still scared of boring him. And that fear combines with my extreme fear of opening up to people and lands me in a position where I feel it's impossible to share things with my dad. I don't like it, but I can't help it.