A Cavern of Candles

⛧ Succubus, 32, she/it, 18+ Only

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Whoever came out and visited this little cave since i've been on tumblr...

Really.

Thank you so much...You make this lonely demon feel a bit more happy.

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Yeah, I'm a sinner, how could you tell?~

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The hunger never stops you know.

In this case, for me, is lust. Need to feed on it and shit but did you know that, just like human food, some types of lust can be bad for you?

Always be aware on what you consume, be it food, energy, social interactions. You put shit in and you're gonna feel like it.

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I miss the rain a lot. I also miss the consistent, week long rain that I saw when I was younger. Now, where im at anyway, it never seems to last more than an hour. The sun makes me tired but the rain wakes me up.

It reminds me of home for some reason.

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Remember to celebrate and raise yourself and the people you love. Not put others down because you dont like something that they do or something that they are.

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Can I say that if you are demon, angel, what have you, that you dont need to look dark and edgy or scary or always burn your enemies in hellfire if you dont want to?

Don't get me wrong, if you enjoy that the most, then hell yeah my friend get it. But I don't think its that controversial to say to be honest. Even on this very website I can't say a succubus with feathered wings (me) is common. I've met some other demons who bakes pies for their friends. Or go for the extra cute angle and wear the bightest colors because to them, that makes them happy.

Knowing yourself is one of the fewest things in this world, or plane, or whatever you call it (its a glizzy. the world's a hot dog) that can truly make you happy. It does fill me with pride knowing that you'd accept yourself fully and enjoy the things that you do.

Anyway, terribly sorry for ranting. Thank you for listening. Lucifer's blessings. ⛧

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Worst thing about having wings?

Not a single chair is comfortable e_e

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...okay yeah Im a little too lonely, wish i wasnt so socially anxious all the time to meet others, especially ones like me.

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Can I stop closing doors on my tail for 5 fucking minutes? Ugh I hate being clumsy...

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Who wants to come take a vacation into Hell with me? I heard its got some great pies~

(Im still dead tired everyday)

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*wakes up*

Spring? Nah hibernation season.

*goes back to sleep*

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This just in: Stupid Succubus Tries To Live In Cold Weather And Fails Spectacularly.

...Lucifer's balls, im not made for this. @_@

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I wish I could meet others like me more. Im tired of feeling lonely all the time.

But...also, I'm scared of strangers. I cant seem to break out of that fear...

...ugh all of this makes my horns hurt, I dont know what to do...

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Just because I feed on your lust doesn't mean I don't care for you~

Happy New Year creatures, entities, and spirits. Don't forget to take care of yourself and the vessel that you reside in. Don't be afraid to stretch out your wings.

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Im supposed to be going out with family today to a restaurant and all I can feel right now is anxiety.

When I pass by strangers or sit in a public area, I always get stares from others. Its like they see through me sometimes, or maybe they see the horns or maybe my wings.

Sometimes, there's a person who puts out malicious energy when they look at me, you can see it in their eyes or, if they're with others, catch their friends off guard with either an action or phrase they speak. But I never hear what they say.

There also was the rare time I fluttered my wings and i got an immediate "whoooaaaaaa" from a young child. I wish I had those interactions more.

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Identity sure is messy sometimes...

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The nights are starting earlier again and only now I've noticed. If only i could live somewhere where early nights are always a thing.