For once I just want to appreciate everything. By everything I mean EVERYTHING. How my bed is positioned this way. How slow our internet connection is. How pink my laptop and iPod is. How limited and simple my clothes are. How my mom and dad prepares for our dinner. How my brother throws a handful of Clovers on my sister’s face. How I am dreading to have the guts to say I love you to all the people I love, now, I’m sober. How heart-breaking it is to have low grades. How satisfying it is to see that it’s already 12:33am and I’m not yet asleep. How blurry my visions are when I don’t have glasses. How curious I am about a lot of things Because it’s not going to be like this for long. These furniture sooner or later will be passed on. Sooner my brother will have a job. A job somewhere I cannot go to when I breakdown. One day my mom and dad’s going to be too weak to cook for our meal. or maybe won’t be able to because we’re all far away from each other. Busy with our own lives. Life is really a constant change. People will come and go. But never, ever, memories. Because it stays no matter what. You may not remember every detail. But the feelings will always be there.
(via cakeandcourage)
