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I'm Here to Goon and be Delusional

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Congrats, you've found the secret not so secret stash👏👏👏

Dark stuff, horny stuff, call it ddne stuff, gore stuff, in pink, mostly, cus I sometimes can't stand red blood, just sometimes, all fictions happening in my head, don't think about morals too much in this blog specifically, all you need to remember: Don't do any of it in real life. If anything fictional makes you want to cause harm to irl people including verbal or non verbal harassment = go seek the professionals help cus I'm definitely not a professional, not in this blog at least.

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If it isn't obvious enough NO MINORS allowed here

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Idk, you come here to my blog, this blog, take off your mean girl and moral on fiction shoes, put it by the door on the shoe rack or something, you can pick it back up when you wanna go back to twitter to preach justice for fiction holiness or something idk you're a guest in a south east asian household rn so no shoes on

No 18+ sign or at least age range? Not replying. Block then again i'm not chronically online enough to check 24/7

Most ships are open sharing. I don't mind interacting with the same oshi. 同担歓迎

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Kefka ultimate got me thinking bout the yandere clowns slash jesters question mark people have been making lately and so far there has only been a few that feels like my type.

When i see jesters I expect them to be so smart that they can play dumb just to entertain the king without ending up with their head rolling on the floor, they're on thin ice but they're dancing on it so casually like they know where to step, I like it when jesters piss people off so much in a way you can't even be mad cus they are spitting facts and you being mad at them in front of everyone would just humiliate yourself even more

........yandere jesters who slowly breaks your self esteem while also convincing you that they're the only one who understands you sounds uber fun actually. An advisor and a jokester.

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I wanna try that Shadows After Dark stardew mod...............i need.... but the gahdkdhdhsishd feeling i get from remembering how much of a completionist i get to be whenever i'm starting stardew is akdhfhfidhddk

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...why does everytime i found something interesting bout yandere games mod fics etc something seemed to always happen n i'd get info so late and now i'm craving for some kind of lost media

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I'm craving the smut version of it so bad

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I wanna try that Shadows After Dark stardew mod...............i need.... but the gahdkdhdhsishd feeling i get from remembering how much of a completionist i get to be whenever i'm starting stardew is akdhfhfidhddk

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...why does everytime i found something interesting bout yandere games mod fics etc something seemed to always happen n i'd get info so late and now i'm craving for some kind of lost media

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I'm craving the smut version of it so bad

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When i see people say ugly vn i thought they were referring to something like ybf or other cartoonish vns as the artstyle may not be as appealing as the standard anime jp vns like hakuoki or ikevil. 14dwy, error or a date with death is literally fine af

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Yknow what i realize i never make an art tag for this blog

Ah well

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DOL!DOL!DOL!

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i got a lil bored and made something in powerpoint *wheeze*

I just really like this one character and then I turned them into my own oc cus I'm about to done something so fcked up, he came with a simple design cus I want him to look basic generic but still my type. The goal was just me exploring---and I'm still exploring, there's no story, just scenes I'd like to see and see how far can I draw it.

He's supposed to be the calm collected yandere type, top student, so well respected but so quiet nobody knows how to deal with him outside of school or uni project and people just leave him alone. He's disgusting actually, but I'll see what can I draw first

It's freaking amazing when your character is so simple to draw I actually managed to pump all of that within 3 days, wow

also, calibri is such a nice font, ok i know my eyesight is getting bad but I'm really just saying this because sometimes there are some vns with fonts that are hard to read

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Imagine having an entity stalker yandere who watched you moved into the house and most of the things you do when you're home from work is play this one mmo, he was not impressed at all at first but then got so immersed seeing your reaction playing the story quest and is now in for the lore while watching you play. Quietly learning the mechanics of the game and scoff everytime you step on an aoe and get the whole static wiped.

It took so long for you to notice them cus after every gaming session you would get so tired and just flop onto the bed, and that when you finally got to the end of a patch, you turn your seat with a sigh and just see this dark blob with eyes as wide a plate staring at you. The two of you screamed.

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Kala waktu itu Gwylan menggenggam tanganmu dengan erat, jemarinya menyisir rambutmu perlahan selagi matanya memastikan dari kepala sampai kakimu tidak ada yang luka. Tak perlu sepatah katapun keluar dari bibirnya, raut wajahnya jelas mengatakan betapa lega dirinya bahwa kau benar baik-baik saja.

Andaikan saat itu kau tidak melepaskan genggamannya itu, andaikan kau peluk dan tetap dalam dekapannya, hatinya yang telah lama kelam mungkin akan...

Dont mind me i'm trying to type a random ah fic in my languange--damn honestly i need to read more indo novel this is embarassing lmao

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I wanna mod my stardew to be so degenerate it explode my pc but still aesthetic looking

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I wanna try that Shadows After Dark stardew mod...............i need.... but the gahdkdhdhsishd feeling i get from remembering how much of a completionist i get to be whenever i'm starting stardew is akdhfhfidhddk

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...why does everytime i found something interesting bout yandere games mod fics etc something seemed to always happen n i'd get info so late and now i'm craving for some kind of lost media

[calewdstra]

I wanna try that Shadows After Dark stardew mod...............i need.... but the gahdkdhdhsishd feeling i get from remembering how much of a completionist i get to be whenever i'm starting stardew is akdhfhfidhddk

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I'd fcking cry if dongdang made a kekkon shimashou cover

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Kylar is uglee af *affectionately*

I love him

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It's kinda funny now that I realize endwalker is sort of about one maniac and his blue bird wanting to die so badly by dragging the whole world down with their depression and dawntrail is people wanting to live longer by collecting many souls to extend their lives for funsies in exchange of their memories

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Wrong blog but point still stands i lost my glasses--

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It's kinda funny now that I realize endwalker is sort of about one maniac and his blue bird wanting to die so badly by dragging the whole world down with their depression and dawntrail is people wanting to live longer by collecting many souls to extend their lives for funsies in exchange of their memories