no longer active as of 12/12 @calixfornicatixn - Tumblr Blog

new page is up and running. i'll be sending out links to it over the day...or week.

Okay kiddos, I know I haven’t been here for awhile, so here’s the deal:

Honestly, despite finals, projects that made me want to kill people but turned out a complete success, sleeping way too much because i am tired for no damn reason, and having a social life, I’ve actually been around. I just haven’t been here. I just look onto my dash, feel irrelevant, shake my head, and exit the page before doing something else. Not gonna lie, that saddens me a lot because at one point I loved this place. I would’ve rather been on here then anywhere else. Somewhere along the line, something changed and I don’t get that warm fuzzy feeling anymore. Being here feels like work to me and maybe it’s because I’ve stretched myself too thin and/or feel like I’m doing more to keep other people happy instead of myself (my inner leo and the fact that i’m a spoiled old child doesn’t approve of that) that has me like “meh” over this place, but whatever the reason it’s there. I thought time away would be the cure, but all it made me do was just not really care about being here anymore because i go on the dash and am just like “meh, not like anyone would miss me if i vanished”.

problem is, i’m far too attached to my charries to drop this place cold turkey and move on like nothing happened—part of me isn’t sure if that’s that unfortunate or not.

because of that reason, i’m not leaving but i am leaving this blog. probably once i’m done with school next week or whenever i’m in the mood, i’ll get to work on making a completely new page. part of isn’t too sure if it’ll be the same url (cause i fucking love my url) or if it’s something entirely different, but this blog is officially out of commission. i’ll also be scrapping a lot of characters, i have an idea of who i do and do not want keep. because i’m making a blog, i’m just gonna say this right now, i’m not going to be following a lot of the people back that i am currently following. no offense to you, i am sure you’re lovely, but if we haven’t interacted before, i just don’t see the point. personally, i am better at rping when i feel like i’ve made a connetion with the mun both ic/ooc and we have like 84910109191 things going on between all our charries. that’s just how i function, so i’d rather keep myself in a bubble with a small group of people then follow a fuck ton of people and nothing come of it, it just makes looking at my dash sad tbh. since i won’t be following everyone back, i’m unsure if i’ll post the link publically, tell people to message me if they want it, or send it out to people who i want to keep rping with, but again we’ll see.

i’m still working this all out in my head and will keep you updated when anything major/permanent happens.

#it's always queue

calixfornicatixn

Okay kiddos, I know I haven’t been here for awhile, so here’s the deal:

Honestly, despite finals, projects that made me want to kill people but turned out a complete success, sleeping way too much because i am tired for no damn reason, and having a social life, I’ve actually been around. I just haven’t been here. I just look onto my dash, feel irrelevant, shake my head, and exit the page before doing something else. Not gonna lie, that saddens me a lot because at one point I loved this place. I would’ve rather been on here then anywhere else. Somewhere along the line, something changed and I don’t get that warm fuzzy feeling anymore. Being here feels like work to me and maybe it’s because I’ve stretched myself too thin and/or feel like I’m doing more to keep other people happy instead of myself (my inner leo and the fact that i’m a spoiled old child doesn’t approve of that) that has me like “meh” over this place, but whatever the reason it’s there. I thought time away would be the cure, but all it made me do was just not really care about being here anymore because i go on the dash and am just like “meh, not like anyone would miss me if i vanished”.

problem is, i’m far too attached to my charries to drop this place cold turkey and move on like nothing happened—part of me isn’t sure if that’s that unfortunate or not.

because of that reason, i’m not leaving but i am leaving this blog. probably once i’m done with school next week or whenever i’m in the mood, i’ll get to work on making a completely new page. part of isn’t too sure if it’ll be the same url (cause i fucking love my url) or if it’s something entirely different, but this blog is officially out of commission. i’ll also be scrapping a lot of characters, i have an idea of who i do and do not want keep. because i’m making a blog, i’m just gonna say this right now, i’m not going to be following a lot of the people back that i am currently following. no offense to you, i am sure you’re lovely, but if we haven’t interacted before, i just don’t see the point. personally, i am better at rping when i feel like i’ve made a connetion with the mun both ic/ooc and we have like 84910109191 things going on between all our charries. that’s just how i function, so i’d rather keep myself in a bubble with a small group of people then follow a fuck ton of people and nothing come of it, it just makes looking at my dash sad tbh. since i won’t be following everyone back, i’m unsure if i’ll post the link publically, tell people to message me if they want it, or send it out to people who i want to keep rping with, but again we’ll see.

i’m still working this all out in my head and will keep you updated when anything major/permanent happens.

#it's always queue

calixfornicatixn

Okay kiddos, I know I haven’t been here for awhile, so here’s the deal:

Honestly, despite finals, projects that made me want to kill people but turned out a complete success, sleeping way too much because i am tired for no damn reason, and having a social life, I’ve actually been around. I just haven’t been here. I just look onto my dash, feel irrelevant, shake my head, and exit the page before doing something else. Not gonna lie, that saddens me a lot because at one point I loved this place. I would’ve rather been on here then anywhere else. Somewhere along the line, something changed and I don’t get that warm fuzzy feeling anymore. Being here feels like work to me and maybe it’s because I’ve stretched myself too thin and/or feel like I’m doing more to keep other people happy instead of myself (my inner leo and the fact that i’m a spoiled old child doesn’t approve of that) that has me like “meh” over this place, but whatever the reason it’s there. I thought time away would be the cure, but all it made me do was just not really care about being here anymore because i go on the dash and am just like “meh, not like anyone would miss me if i vanished”.

problem is, i’m far too attached to my charries to drop this place cold turkey and move on like nothing happened—part of me isn’t sure if that’s that unfortunate or not.

because of that reason, i’m not leaving but i am leaving this blog. probably once i’m done with school next week or whenever i’m in the mood, i’ll get to work on making a completely new page. part of isn’t too sure if it’ll be the same url (cause i fucking love my url) or if it’s something entirely different, but this blog is officially out of commission. i’ll also be scrapping a lot of characters, i have an idea of who i do and do not want keep. because i’m making a blog, i’m just gonna say this right now, i’m not going to be following a lot of the people back that i am currently following. no offense to you, i am sure you’re lovely, but if we haven’t interacted before, i just don’t see the point. personally, i am better at rping when i feel like i’ve made a connetion with the mun both ic/ooc and we have like 84910109191 things going on between all our charries. that’s just how i function, so i’d rather keep myself in a bubble with a small group of people then follow a fuck ton of people and nothing come of it, it just makes looking at my dash sad tbh. since i won’t be following everyone back, i’m unsure if i’ll post the link publically, tell people to message me if they want it, or send it out to people who i want to keep rping with, but again we’ll see.

i’m still working this all out in my head and will keep you updated when anything major/permanent happens.

#it's always queue

calixfornicatixn

Okay kiddos, I know I haven’t been here for awhile, so here’s the deal:

Honestly, despite finals, projects that made me want to kill people but turned out a complete success, sleeping way too much because i am tired for no damn reason, and having a social life, I’ve actually been around. I just haven’t been here. I just look onto my dash, feel irrelevant, shake my head, and exit the page before doing something else. Not gonna lie, that saddens me a lot because at one point I loved this place. I would’ve rather been on here then anywhere else. Somewhere along the line, something changed and I don’t get that warm fuzzy feeling anymore. Being here feels like work to me and maybe it’s because I’ve stretched myself too thin and/or feel like I’m doing more to keep other people happy instead of myself (my inner leo and the fact that i’m a spoiled old child doesn’t approve of that) that has me like “meh” over this place, but whatever the reason it’s there. I thought time away would be the cure, but all it made me do was just not really care about being here anymore because i go on the dash and am just like “meh, not like anyone would miss me if i vanished”.

problem is, i’m far too attached to my charries to drop this place cold turkey and move on like nothing happened—part of me isn’t sure if that’s that unfortunate or not.

because of that reason, i’m not leaving but i am leaving this blog. probably once i’m done with school next week or whenever i’m in the mood, i’ll get to work on making a completely new page. part of isn’t too sure if it’ll be the same url (cause i fucking love my url) or if it’s something entirely different, but this blog is officially out of commission. i’ll also be scrapping a lot of characters, i have an idea of who i do and do not want keep. because i’m making a blog, i’m just gonna say this right now, i’m not going to be following a lot of the people back that i am currently following. no offense to you, i am sure you’re lovely, but if we haven’t interacted before, i just don’t see the point. personally, i am better at rping when i feel like i’ve made a connetion with the mun both ic/ooc and we have like 84910109191 things going on between all our charries. that’s just how i function, so i’d rather keep myself in a bubble with a small group of people then follow a fuck ton of people and nothing come of it, it just makes looking at my dash sad tbh. since i won’t be following everyone back, i’m unsure if i’ll post the link publically, tell people to message me if they want it, or send it out to people who i want to keep rping with, but again we’ll see.

i’m still working this all out in my head and will keep you updated when anything major/permanent happens.

#it's always queue

calixfornicatixn

Okay kiddos, I know I haven’t been here for awhile, so here’s the deal:

Honestly, despite finals, projects that made me want to kill people but turned out a complete success, sleeping way too much because i am tired for no damn reason, and having a social life, I’ve actually been around. I just haven’t been here. I just look onto my dash, feel irrelevant, shake my head, and exit the page before doing something else. Not gonna lie, that saddens me a lot because at one point I loved this place. I would’ve rather been on here then anywhere else. Somewhere along the line, something changed and I don’t get that warm fuzzy feeling anymore. Being here feels like work to me and maybe it’s because I’ve stretched myself too thin and/or feel like I’m doing more to keep other people happy instead of myself (my inner leo and the fact that i’m a spoiled old child doesn’t approve of that) that has me like “meh” over this place, but whatever the reason it’s there. I thought time away would be the cure, but all it made me do was just not really care about being here anymore because i go on the dash and am just like “meh, not like anyone would miss me if i vanished”.

problem is, i’m far too attached to my charries to drop this place cold turkey and move on like nothing happened—part of me isn’t sure if that’s that unfortunate or not.

because of that reason, i’m not leaving but i am leaving this blog. probably once i’m done with school next week or whenever i’m in the mood, i’ll get to work on making a completely new page. part of isn’t too sure if it’ll be the same url (cause i fucking love my url) or if it’s something entirely different, but this blog is officially out of commission. i’ll also be scrapping a lot of characters, i have an idea of who i do and do not want keep. because i’m making a blog, i’m just gonna say this right now, i’m not going to be following a lot of the people back that i am currently following. no offense to you, i am sure you’re lovely, but if we haven’t interacted before, i just don’t see the point. personally, i am better at rping when i feel like i’ve made a connetion with the mun both ic/ooc and we have like 84910109191 things going on between all our charries. that’s just how i function, so i’d rather keep myself in a bubble with a small group of people then follow a fuck ton of people and nothing come of it, it just makes looking at my dash sad tbh. since i won’t be following everyone back, i’m unsure if i’ll post the link publically, tell people to message me if they want it, or send it out to people who i want to keep rping with, but again we’ll see.

i’m still working this all out in my head and will keep you updated when anything major/permanent happens.

#it's always queue

calixfornicatixn

Okay kiddos, I know I haven’t been here for awhile, so here’s the deal:

Honestly, despite finals, projects that made me want to kill people but turned out a complete success, sleeping way too much because i am tired for no damn reason, and having a social life, I’ve actually been around. I just haven’t been here. I just look onto my dash, feel irrelevant, shake my head, and exit the page before doing something else. Not gonna lie, that saddens me a lot because at one point I loved this place. I would’ve rather been on here then anywhere else. Somewhere along the line, something changed and I don’t get that warm fuzzy feeling anymore. Being here feels like work to me and maybe it’s because I’ve stretched myself too thin and/or feel like I’m doing more to keep other people happy instead of myself (my inner leo and the fact that i’m a spoiled old child doesn’t approve of that) that has me like “meh” over this place, but whatever the reason it’s there. I thought time away would be the cure, but all it made me do was just not really care about being here anymore because i go on the dash and am just like “meh, not like anyone would miss me if i vanished”.

problem is, i’m far too attached to my charries to drop this place cold turkey and move on like nothing happened—part of me isn’t sure if that’s that unfortunate or not.

because of that reason, i’m not leaving but i am leaving this blog. probably once i’m done with school next week or whenever i’m in the mood, i’ll get to work on making a completely new page. part of isn’t too sure if it’ll be the same url (cause i fucking love my url) or if it’s something entirely different, but this blog is officially out of commission. i’ll also be scrapping a lot of characters, i have an idea of who i do and do not want keep. because i’m making a blog, i’m just gonna say this right now, i’m not going to be following a lot of the people back that i am currently following. no offense to you, i am sure you’re lovely, but if we haven’t interacted before, i just don’t see the point. personally, i am better at rping when i feel like i’ve made a connetion with the mun both ic/ooc and we have like 84910109191 things going on between all our charries. that’s just how i function, so i’d rather keep myself in a bubble with a small group of people then follow a fuck ton of people and nothing come of it, it just makes looking at my dash sad tbh. since i won’t be following everyone back, i’m unsure if i’ll post the link publically, tell people to message me if they want it, or send it out to people who i want to keep rping with, but again we’ll see.

i’m still working this all out in my head and will keep you updated when anything major/permanent happens.

#it's always queue

calixfornicatixn

Okay kiddos, I know I haven’t been here for awhile, so here’s the deal:

Honestly, despite finals, projects that made me want to kill people but turned out a complete success, sleeping way too much because i am tired for no damn reason, and having a social life, I’ve actually been around. I just haven’t been here. I just look onto my dash, feel irrelevant, shake my head, and exit the page before doing something else. Not gonna lie, that saddens me a lot because at one point I loved this place. I would’ve rather been on here then anywhere else. Somewhere along the line, something changed and I don’t get that warm fuzzy feeling anymore. Being here feels like work to me and maybe it’s because I’ve stretched myself too thin and/or feel like I’m doing more to keep other people happy instead of myself (my inner leo and the fact that i’m a spoiled old child doesn’t approve of that) that has me like “meh” over this place, but whatever the reason it’s there. I thought time away would be the cure, but all it made me do was just not really care about being here anymore because i go on the dash and am just like “meh, not like anyone would miss me if i vanished”.

problem is, i’m far too attached to my charries to drop this place cold turkey and move on like nothing happened—part of me isn’t sure if that’s that unfortunate or not.

because of that reason, i’m not leaving but i am leaving this blog. probably once i’m done with school next week or whenever i’m in the mood, i’ll get to work on making a completely new page. part of isn’t too sure if it’ll be the same url (cause i fucking love my url) or if it’s something entirely different, but this blog is officially out of commission. i’ll also be scrapping a lot of characters, i have an idea of who i do and do not want keep. because i’m making a blog, i’m just gonna say this right now, i’m not going to be following a lot of the people back that i am currently following. no offense to you, i am sure you’re lovely, but if we haven’t interacted before, i just don’t see the point. personally, i am better at rping when i feel like i’ve made a connetion with the mun both ic/ooc and we have like 84910109191 things going on between all our charries. that’s just how i function, so i’d rather keep myself in a bubble with a small group of people then follow a fuck ton of people and nothing come of it, it just makes looking at my dash sad tbh. since i won’t be following everyone back, i’m unsure if i’ll post the link publically, tell people to message me if they want it, or send it out to people who i want to keep rping with, but again we’ll see.

i’m still working this all out in my head and will keep you updated when anything major/permanent happens.

#it's always queue

Okay kiddos, I know I haven't been here for awhile, so here's the deal:

Honestly, despite finals, projects that made me want to kill people but turned out a complete success, sleeping way too much because i am tired for no damn reason, and having a social life, I've actually been around. I just haven't been here. I just look onto my dash, feel irrelevant, shake my head, and exit the page before doing something else. Not gonna lie, that saddens me a lot because at one point I loved this place. I would've rather been on here then anywhere else. Somewhere along the line, something changed and I don't get that warm fuzzy feeling anymore. Being here feels like work to me and maybe it's because I've stretched myself too thin and/or feel like I'm doing more to keep other people happy instead of myself (my inner leo and the fact that i'm a spoiled old child doesn't approve of that) that has me like "meh" over this place, but whatever the reason it's there. I thought time away would be the cure, but all it made me do was just not really care about being here anymore because i go on the dash and am just like "meh, not like anyone would miss me if i vanished".

problem is, i'm far too attached to my charries to drop this place cold turkey and move on like nothing happened--part of me isn't sure if that's that unfortunate or not.

because of that reason, i'm not leaving but i am leaving this blog. probably once i'm done with school next week or whenever i'm in the mood, i'll get to work on making a completely new page. part of isn't too sure if it'll be the same url (cause i fucking love my url) or if it's something entirely different, but this blog is officially out of commission. i'll also be scrapping a lot of characters, i have an idea of who i do and do not want keep. because i'm making a blog, i'm just gonna say this right now, i'm not going to be following a lot of the people back that i am currently following. no offense to you, i am sure you're lovely, but if we haven't interacted before, i just don't see the point. personally, i am better at rping when i feel like i've made a connetion with the mun both ic/ooc and we have like 84910109191 things going on between all our charries. that's just how i function, so i'd rather keep myself in a bubble with a small group of people then follow a fuck ton of people and nothing come of it, it just makes looking at my dash sad tbh. since i won't be following everyone back, i'm unsure if i'll post the link publically, tell people to message me if they want it, or send it out to people who i want to keep rping with, but again we'll see.

i'm still working this all out in my head and will keep you updated when anything major/permanent happens.

#ooc #notice