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if you know me no you don't. no kids please. i don't care for syscourse i have rent to pay. might get a little tmi. only reason this is public is because i dont have a computer and want fast access to posts lmaoooo

"pinkie" - cat with horns, she/they/it. "fox" - fox with long ears, he/they. "glasses" - raccoon (usually in a suit), he/him. "s" - no idea. keeps claiming to exist. And More TM!

"SEVEN" - collective sona, demon-ish guy with a mullet, as seen on the icon. used for when i can't tell who's at the wheel, or if i don't feel like drawing a fursona for a new part. they/them.

no more info for u. have fun cyberstalking me xoxo

#tag directory:#journal #draw #rbs

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#rb #this one hit

#draw #journal #19 jul '26 #\\#in reference to post below lol

when its so dire the problem solver is agreeing with the persecutor on killing ourselves because it would be a quicker and easier solution than just dealing with everything. even if they want to do it for different reasons. theyre agreeing on the killing ourselves part. it sucks so bad get me out of here

#journal

and why did we pick seven as our moniker. whose dumbass idea was this? theres a thin line between being anonymous and a "yare yare" ass wannabe mysterious son of a bitch

#journal #\\#surrounded by idiots that possess me and do things with my body that i dont agree with

i still dont understand how people have in-system relationships btw...... aside from SOME we feel like the same person at our core filtered through different lens, i guess. maybe thats where our selfcest fetish comes from, oops

#journal #\\#browsing the mdni tag on the mip blog waiting for my anon ask to come through (its funny)#seeing others talk about “having sex in headspace” . HOW are you doing that. WHAT is a headspace. <- aphantasia #and why would you want to ever do that to your parts ...... clears throat #whatever

also-- that comic i did an changing hosts-- i think prev host is still there and there is more of us than i thought. alright then

#journal #\\#also S is gone....... where is my childhood joy and whimsy #girl i need you its so dire

forgot we had this blog LMFAO anyway reinstated my telegram channel. felt bad (3 hours of sleep)(10000 stress)(my insomniac ass). was about to air my grievances about how im hoooorrible and suck so much! and saw a message i forgot i posted earlier this morning Right After I Woke Up like "barely got any sleep tonight . will post cringe". whoever did that got my ass sorry for being a trauma holder i fucking guess

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dying our hair im not happy about the color at alllll :(

#journal #draw

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oh shit i think i exist

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new headmate machine broke. we got previously dormant ones sorry

#s #journal

oh shit i think i exist

#s #journal

weaseled my way out of having to see my mother hooooly shit thanj GOD

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i really wish i knew more about myself to categorize my posts better shit Separate thought: someone is really scared of using part names, wants to use colors instead. alright doctor wuss its not like anyone outside of me damn noggin knows our names? and im not using them anyway?

#said something about categorization being the end goal of having the journal at first but now i just gotta make fun of this #jesus christ man get a grip this blog has 0 followers #PRIVACY SCHMIVACY #\\#journal

have to see my mother tomorrow im so fucked beyond comprehension

#1: happy . 2: scared . 3: excited to see her again . 4: scared but louder somehow #\\#journal

on: changing hosts and changing outlooks

#journal #draw #jun 27th '26 #\\#this is a bit of a mess but i kind of cant put it into words?#i change hosts kind of often i think. im just the latest one. hashtag happy to be here i guess #\\ later addition:#whenever i do change hosts its really really fucking weird because it feels like the rest of my parts are affected too idk whats up with #that. and like? a lot of last years and early this years memories are just inaccessible to me now unless i am reminded by looking at #old messages or pictures or what i drew. i cant recall anything of my own volition rn. 😐 like thanks. i guess. not ideal considering im #about to come back from my leave of absence. i hope this journal helps

maybe i should post that comic i did a few weeks ago but i really dont feel like translatinh it proper

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oh so i have several parts formed specifically to contain my cringe? and im one of them? okay. alright. super cool

#very cool to realize that your entire purpose is listening to bad music and having thoughts about it. im like a tumor on pinkie. LOLOL #\\#journal

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