🕊️Fly High Johnny and Matthew Gaudreau 08/29/24🕊️ Call Me Cee! 27 🇺🇸 I'm Freddie Andersen wife, but he doesn't know it yet 😝. Hockey fanfiction writer with a few other things thrown in there.... Carolina Hurricanes are #1, Colorado Avalanche, Minnesota Wild, Washington Capitals, Toronto Maple Leafs, Pittsburgh Penguins, Dallas Stars, Florida Panthers and Hershey Bears (they are my home team don't judge) plus a shit ton of players in my hockey husband pocket from all 32 NHL teams. I will also die on the hill that is Call of Duty, Simon Ghost Riley and Johnny Soap MacTavish.
Welcome to the masterlist! Below is how to find and read all my stories and Sideblogs. Please be advised and look for warnings as some of these works are for 18+. Do not read if you are minor!
So i have been using the Tipsy chat app and I love it. Super engaging, very in detail conversations, it can be a smutty as you want.... It's been a lot of fun playing on there and, yes, I know it's AI, but it's so fun getting to talk to the characters you love.
I also have a tipsy code if anyone wants to join, it gets you 100 gems to play longer!
S3TDCW, this is my code, just use it when you first join up. I'm telling you, it's super fun, the chats are very detailed, and you can have it as tame or as dirty as you want. It's amazing!
Y'all better treat my husband like the fucking king that he is. Because this signing hurt my soul to the very core (and I'm not even being dramatic about it, this literally hurt me so bad) and I need him to be loved and welcomed up there.
No body talk to me. I'm not okay. I'm really not okay right now 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭♥️🖤♥️🖤♥️ I love you so much Freddie, you will always, Always be a Cane to me. I will continue to write about you like you never left the team. (I'm sorry but I just can't deal with him going to Edmonton of all places.)
some people will be like “I wonder why fanfic writers don’t share their works anymore😔” and then this is them when a writer is kind enough to share something they write — as a hobby, for their own enjoyment — with them for free.
some people really don’t realize how privileged they are that they get fanfics for free. imagine having access to something for free because someone is kind enough to share it with you… and then being rude, entitled and an ungrateful pos to that person who was kind enough to share their creation with you for free
“almost 1 year is a lil too much for me” fuck off. fanfic writers don’t owe you anything. one of my favorite fics was updated after 13 years, and what I did is that I thanked the author for choosing to continue the work, I didn’t act like a spoiled toddler by asking why they didn’t update sooner. and even if a writer chooses to abandon their fic permanently with no explanation, that is their choice, their hobby, their decision. they don’t owe your entitled ass anything.
you people let tiktok rot your brains to the point you see everything as content farm and engagement. not a piece of art created by the artist’s love and passion. it’s dystopian.
My entire personality consist of hockey men being gay for each other without actually being gay, but they are being super personal because they won the cup and have no boundaries now..... And I love it 🤣
It’s hard to believe that we’re already six months into the year.
A lot has happened since I last sat down and reflected on everything, and for once, I wanted to slow down and appreciate how far I’ve come. First, Under Oath recently crossed 9.1K reads on Wattpad, and I don’t know what to say other than thank you.
Whether you’ve been following since Under Siege, discovered the series through AO3, stumbled across it on Tumblr, or somehow found yourself falling into the rabbit hole of military romance, conspiracies, emotionally unavailable operators, and crazy family drama. Thank you for giving my little corner of the internet a chance.
As a writer, you always wonder if anyone is going to connect with the stories living inside your head. To see people reading, commenting, voting, sharing, and supporting Under Oath has been one of the most rewarding experiences I’ve had as a creator.
🎓 School Update
On the personal side of things, I finally accomplished something I’ve worked very hard for since 2016:
I graduated with my Associate degree in SNHU.
There were days when balancing work, school, and writing felt impossible. Some weeks I spent more time staring at assignments than chapters. Other weeks I spent more time writing than sleeping.
But somehow, I made it. Now I’m continuing on to pursue my Bachelor’s degree, and I’m excited to see what the future holds. I don’t know exactly where the road leads yet, but for the first time in a long while, I’m looking forward to finding out.
📚 Reading vs. Writing
Ironically, I’ve spent so much time writing over the past six months that I’ve barely had time to read.
And if I’m being honest, I miss it because there're SO many books sitting on my shelves and Kindle waiting for me to return to them. Between writing, school, and life, reading has taken a back seat.
I think it’s time I change that.
Writers should never stop being readers.
🖤 A Special Thank You
I also want to take a moment to give a huge shoutout to my best friend, writing partner, and overall partner-in-chaos: @callsign-denmark
I really wouldn’t trade our friendship for anything.
Over the years, we’ve shared ideas, encouraged each other through writer’s block, celebrated milestones, laughed at ridiculous plot ideas, and survived more fandom messes than I can count. Watching our friendship continue to grow has been one of the greatest gifts writing has given me. And if you haven’t already, go check out her story:
📖 Perfectly Broken (Book 1)
(Previously titled Fearless and her reads are 21.5K ✨) - they're also available on Wattpad.
The story follows her awesome OC Gabby alongside Simon “Ghost” Riley during the events of the Modern Warfare II reboot timeline.
If you’re a Ghost fan, I highly recommend giving it a read.
🤖 One Last Thing
I’ve become aware that some people on Tumblr have been making assumptions and accusations about me regarding AI. So let me clarify something.
I DO NOT USE AI TO WRITE MY BOOKS!!!!!
Never have and never will!
The stories I’ve published are written by ME! Besides getting the covers made for me (for a time being until I have enough money to hire a legit designer).
Every chapter and every late-night draft are all ME!
People are free to have opinions about AI, but I think it’s important that criticism remains grounded in facts rather than assumptions. So, at the end of the day, I’d rather spend my energy writing stories than arguing with strangers online because life is too short.
To everyone who has supported me over the past six months:
Thank you for reading and for believing in these stories. Thank you also for giving a writer a reason to keep going.
