sensitive city gal

juliet | infp | pisces

[euo]

[xenoboo]

Tracy Emin

[thestateonmtv]

The Youth Pastor who watches American Idol: God was like “Jesus you are My Son” and Jesus was like “wig I felt that”

[fullonliplock]

You ever hope someone is doing miserably for how they treated you and then you realize the reason they were able to mistreat you with no remorse is bc they were ALREADY miserable, emotionally bankrupt ppl from the get go, and the good qualities you saw initially were just your best qualities being mirrored?

[hither2]

remember how bert cooper had a rothko casually hanging in his office? frankly, iconic 

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Les Oréades (detail), 1902 oil on canvas William-Adolphe Bouguereau

[violentwavesofemotion-deactivat]

She talks with wolves, without knowing what sort of beasts they are: Where have you been all my life? they ask. Where have I been all my life? she replies.

Margaret Atwood, from Good Bones and Simple Murders; “Let Us Now Praise Stupid Women,” (via violentwavesofemotion)

[kibblesandbitch]

Here’s something to chew on.

[coldasaslab]

about me.jpg

[whistlenotes]

honestly

[poesieplease-deactivated2020061]

In case you wanna read the article this quote is from: http://rolereboot.org/culture-and-politics/details/2016-05-daughter-know-ok-angry/

[cygnaut]

Adaptable girls find socially acceptable ways to internalize or channel their discomfort and ire, sometimes at great personal cost. Passive aggressive behavior, anxiety, and depression are common effects. Sarcasm, apathy, and meanness have all been linked to suppressed rage. Troublesome behaviors, such as lying, skipping school, bullying other people, even being socially awkward are often signs that a teenager is dealing with anger that they are unable to name as anger.

Girls, taught to ignore their anger, become disassociated from themselves.

Anger is so successfully sublimated that girls lose the ability to understand what it feels and looks like. Is her heart racing? Does she feel flushed or shaky? Does she clench her jaws at night? Is she breaking out in hives? Does she cry for no reason? Laugh inappropriately during difficult conversations? Fly off the handle over something that seems inconsequential? You can see where I’m going here…those crazy girl hormones, right? Better to just think of it as a phase.

For too many women, however, the phase never ends. It’s lives spent never expressing anger at all and believing that they don’t have the right or ability to do so without great risk.

[zodiac--signs]

Pisces has a naturally kind and compassionate nature, however they will be filled with whatever energy you give them. It’s wrong to think they’re too pure to get drunk on hatred, scorn or vengeance. It all depends on the emotional effect you have on them.

Pisces, Crystal Melbourne x Within The Zodiac Signs (via zodiac--signs)

[theoldestchorusgirlintheworld]

What’s atonishing to me, always, is the level of self-hatred a woman can live with and survive, which is really a way of living with chronic pain.

Caroline Knapp, Appetites

[morelifealways-deactivated20240]

[passivites]

*gives someone so much space that i never speak to them again*

[plutoswrath]

deep, rooted fear

Aries: powerlessness, losing a sense of their own self, never achieving their goal, losing their  flame, being seen/described as incapable and being underestimated, life being dull, plain and grey - and they are a part of it

Taurus: losing what is most important to them (materialistic/security/loved ones), never being able to expand themselves and being stuck on something they don’t want/think they don’t deserve, not reaching a higher level and worries A LOT about the future and how it might look like 

Gemini: being ‘caged’ in their own mind, being seen as stupid or of unsound mind, having no real connection to anything and anyone, being scattered and all over the place (internal), being judged for their words/intellect

Cancer: the future, never forgetting past trauma/overcoming sadness, not being able to let go, being used, showing their soft side, showing their real selves and coming out of their shell, having no home

Leo: being exposed to every flaw and insecurety they have, never being able to shine and show their true self, being lost, having no energy/optimism to go on, trusting the wrong ones too easily, not having the life they always wanted/admired

Virgo: being a failure to themselves and anyone else, losing control over their life, not being able to go on anymore, paranoia of everything that could go wrong, exposing themselves too early/easily

Libra: never finding the one, feeling no fulfillment deep within, feeling like a ghost/having no real face, not being satisfied themselves,giving too much, being hurt/forgotten, being completely alone

Scorpio: being hurt/exposed, letting the wrong ones in, (past) trauma, never healing scars, love (loving oneself and being loved), opening up, becoming the demon and the demons of the world/life, losing

Sagittarius: being trapped and caged, never being able to feel life, being exposed to their feelings and showing their caring/loving side, never being able to win (due to running away from their problems), never being truly content

Capricorn: being stuck on lower grounds, always losing, never winning, their hard built up reputation being shattered, losing what’s most important for them, inner conflicts and hidden emotions - not being able to express them and compensate for it, 

Aquarius: being the madman and not the genius they wish to be, being lost in the world, an inner standstill, having no one by their side, being alone, being judged for what they are inside, not knowing the answer/being completely hopeless

Pisces: never being able to truly love/be loved, being lost in their own mind/trauma, afraid of being hurt and used, an inner trance that they can not escape, a martyrer that is shamelessly sacrificed and will never be recognized, no understanding for their view/opinions

[veryfemmeandantifascist]

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Melancholia (2011) dir. Lars von Trier

[theoldestchorusgirlintheworld]

Judy Berman https://pitchfork.com/thepitch/the-evolution-of-the-lana-del-rey-persona-in-7-videos/

[mesogeios]

If we were Romantics, and possibly some of us are Romantics, we might imagine that there is in our minds, one or two beats before a thought forms itself into anything like mental speech, into phrase or sentence, into an order of communication, something earlier, rougher, more gripped, more frail, more saturated, something that will dry away like the dew or crumble like prehistoric paint as soon as it’s exposed to air, something that—compared to a sentence—is still wild.

Anne Carson, excerpt of Cassandra Float Can, Float (via mesogeios)

[mysharona1987]

[theoldestchorusgirlintheworld]

What’s atonishing to me, always, is the level of self-hatred a woman can live with and survive, which is really a way of living with chronic pain.

Caroline Knapp, Appetites