hiiii ! i’m bambi , i’m 25 , and i’m from the cst ! my only two defining personality traits are : that i never shut up and i’m obsessed with the color pink ! hopefully the links below will help you navigate my blog ! musing and ship blog found over @girlzstupid ! heavily associated with bear & kayla !
hiiii friends i swear i haven’t abandoned my silly little blog, my long term partner and i have decided to end our relationship a couple of weeks ago and i genuinely kinda feel insane about it but i am going to try to be on next week, i love you all mwah mwah mwah :)
baby ( me ) has a new theme & new muse page , soooo i thought this was the perfect time to post a plotting call for those who might be interested in writing with me ! if you want threads with someone who will bombard you with messages abt headcanons ( i have never shut up once i fear ) , musings ( i am constantly spamming @girlzstupid ) , and create graphics for our characters ( photoshop & i are best friends !! ) — then look no further ! below the cut you'll find a list of wantedfaceclaims , opposites , & plots that i would love to do ! if anything catches your eye please give this post a like and i'll message you ! this is for mutuals & nonmutuals , so feel free to like this even if we have threads / plots happening already !
faceclaims i’d love to play / play against !
males : pedro pascal , joe keery , christopher briney , drew starkey , jonathan daviss , rudy pankow , alex fitzalan , dylan o’brien , nick robinson , jacob elordi , damson idris , archie renaux , manny jacinto , keith powers , charles melton , aron piper , michael cimino , paul mescal , harris dickinson , evan mock , vinnie hacker , nicholas galitzine , xolo mariduena , michael evans behling , mat barzal , devin craig , & steven yeun
females : jennie , aisha potter , havana rose liu , zendaya , rachel sennott , ayo edebiri , amandla stenberg , madison bailey , maia reficco , jamilla strand , leah halton , madelyn cline , greta onieogou , simone ashley , jenna ortega , lola tung , mikey madison , ryan destiny , cindy kimberly , savannah lee smith , christina nadin , nailea devora , keke palmer , coco jones , laura harrier , dua lipa , & halle bailey
this list isn’t exhaustive & it’s almost one hundred percent missing some of my faves !!!
plots i’d love to do !
tropes i love : fake dating , slow burn of any and every kind , friends to lovers ( bonus points if they’re childhood friends ) , hateships , opposites attract , and more than anything i love ANGST !!!!!
relationship dynamics i die for : high school sweethearts who fall out of love and then find their way to each other again , a rockstar and their significant other , siblings’ best friend , divorced couples who slowly fall in love again ( bonus points if they have to coparent !! ) , and on that note toxic married couples who should be divorced but can’t help but live for each other , hitman and their target ( or mr & mrs smith <3 ) , aggressive hockey player and someone who patches them up , exes who are so in love with each other it ruins them but try to remain friends because their lives are so intertwined , roommates with unspoken feelings ( and yes i’m talking nick and jess from new girl levels on tension ) , i’m getting married but i can’t go through with it because i’m still in love with you , newlyweds , new parents ( i will take fluff or angst !! ) , secret relationships , power couples !!! we have lost the art of creating power couples !!!! , bodyguard and their client duhhhh , evil women and soft men , snotty rich girl & the southern boy with soft eyes and rough hands , friends with benefits who are DEFINITELY more than friends , & sorry to be problematic but any variation of a cheating plot ( we slept together & now i’m marrying your sibling , bandmates who are sharing a girlfriend , i come back to you every time i have a fight w my significant other , etc etc . )
some verse ideas : apartment !!! townhouse !!! condos !!! i don’t care i just crave roommates in a little intertwined universe !!! up next , scream !!! getting to plan out the ghostface , the dynamics between the survivors . . . just think about it okay . . . on the topic of spooky things a couple who disappears before their wedding day and leaves clues to their close friends !!! next , this one is a little niche but a gen v !!! it doesn’t have to be related to the boys , i just want superhero college antics !!! a band ( or group of bands ) going on tour !!! beachy tsitp inspired found family !!!! literally any kind of reality tv show !! could be love island , could be big brother , even jersey shore okay !! i just love reality tv !!! something inspired the bear !! i just want coworkers working in a high stakes restaurant environment !!! anddd lastly !!! a bunch of fresh faces on the acting scene starring a new tv show ??? bonus points if it’s a crime or medical drama <33 listen something about writing fiction within fiction speaks to my little theatre kid heart !!
now here’s where bambi begs for things : if someone doesn’t man up and give me more sibling plots & platonic plots i will literally explode , i want to headcanon family traditions ! i want joey & chandler level brotps ! someone please anyone !!! with that i am almost craving more f / f & m / m ships !!! literally any of the plots i have above and make them gay ! please please please !!! lastly , i will literally give you my left kidney if you give me historical plots , thank youuu !!!
lastly anything from this tag !
if you made it this far , thank you !!! i hope something here caught your eye and i look forward to plotting with you soon !!!
baby ( me ) has a new theme & new muse page , soooo i thought this was the perfect time to post a plotting call for those who might be interested in writing with me ! if you want threads with someone who will bombard you with messages abt headcanons ( i have never shut up once i fear ) , musings ( i am constantly spamming @girlzstupid ) , and create graphics for our characters ( photoshop & i are best friends !! ) — then look no further ! below the cut you'll find a list of wantedfaceclaims , opposites , & plots that i would love to do ! if anything catches your eye please give this post a like and i'll message you ! this is for mutuals & nonmutuals , so feel free to like this even if we have threads / plots happening already !
faceclaims i’d love to play / play against !
males : pedro pascal , joe keery , christopher briney , drew starkey , jonathan daviss , rudy pankow , alex fitzalan , dylan o’brien , nick robinson , jacob elordi , damson idris , archie renaux , manny jacinto , keith powers , charles melton , aron piper , michael cimino , paul mescal , harris dickinson , evan mock , vinnie hacker , nicholas galitzine , xolo mariduena , michael evans behling , mat barzal , devin craig , & steven yeun
females : jennie , aisha potter , havana rose liu , zendaya , rachel sennott , ayo edebiri , amandla stenberg , madison bailey , maia reficco , jamilla strand , leah halton , madelyn cline , greta onieogou , simone ashley , jenna ortega , lola tung , mikey madison , ryan destiny , cindy kimberly , savannah lee smith , christina nadin , nailea devora , keke palmer , coco jones , laura harrier , dua lipa , & halle bailey
this list isn’t exhaustive & it’s almost one hundred percent missing some of my faves !!!
plots i’d love to do !
tropes i love : fake dating , slow burn of any and every kind , friends to lovers ( bonus points if they’re childhood friends ) , hateships , opposites attract , and more than anything i love ANGST !!!!!
relationship dynamics i die for : high school sweethearts who fall out of love and then find their way to each other again , a rockstar and their significant other , siblings’ best friend , divorced couples who slowly fall in love again ( bonus points if they have to coparent !! ) , and on that note toxic married couples who should be divorced but can’t help but live for each other , hitman and their target ( or mr & mrs smith <3 ) , aggressive hockey player and someone who patches them up , exes who are so in love with each other it ruins them but try to remain friends because their lives are so intertwined , roommates with unspoken feelings ( and yes i’m talking nick and jess from new girl levels on tension ) , i’m getting married but i can’t go through with it because i’m still in love with you , newlyweds , new parents ( i will take fluff or angst !! ) , secret relationships , power couples !!! we have lost the art of creating power couples !!!! , bodyguard and their client duhhhh , evil women and soft men , snotty rich girl & the southern boy with soft eyes and rough hands , friends with benefits who are DEFINITELY more than friends , & sorry to be problematic but any variation of a cheating plot ( we slept together & now i’m marrying your sibling , bandmates who are sharing a girlfriend , i come back to you every time i have a fight w my significant other , etc etc . )
some verse ideas : apartment !!! townhouse !!! condos !!! i don’t care i just crave roommates in a little intertwined universe !!! up next , scream !!! getting to plan out the ghostface , the dynamics between the survivors . . . just think about it okay . . . on the topic of spooky things a couple who disappears before their wedding day and leaves clues to their close friends !!! next , this one is a little niche but a gen v !!! it doesn’t have to be related to the boys , i just want superhero college antics !!! a band ( or group of bands ) going on tour !!! beachy tsitp inspired found family !!!! literally any kind of reality tv show !! could be love island , could be big brother , even jersey shore okay !! i just love reality tv !!! something inspired the bear !! i just want coworkers working in a high stakes restaurant environment !!! anddd lastly !!! a bunch of fresh faces on the acting scene starring a new tv show ??? bonus points if it’s a crime or medical drama <33 listen something about writing fiction within fiction speaks to my little theatre kid heart !!
now here’s where bambi begs for things : if someone doesn’t man up and give me more sibling plots & platonic plots i will literally explode , i want to headcanon family traditions ! i want joey & chandler level brotps ! someone please anyone !!! with that i am almost craving more f / f & m / m ships !!! literally any of the plots i have above and make them gay ! please please please !!! lastly , i will literally give you my left kidney if you give me historical plots , thank youuu !!!
lastly anything from this tag !
if you made it this far , thank you !!! i hope something here caught your eye and i look forward to plotting with you soon !!!
ayla blake kicked off the weekend with the release of “miss possessive,” the first single from her highly anticipated sophomore album digital angel — and if we didn't have questions before, we certainly do now. the music video features toronto maple leafs defenseman milo kang, her rumored boyfriend and very possible real‑life muse, looking extremely at home in her orbit. between the steamy close‑ups and their increasingly public sightings (yes, believe me, we’ve seen all of your dms), fans are convinced this relationship has officially leveled up. no confirmation from either camp yet, but if the music video no one has been able to stop playing is any indication . . . something is definitely happening.
“ maybe the problem is that you're going around telling people you're my girlfriend when you know that you're not . i ignored it at first , but it's gotten real old , real fucking fast . ”
—— “ or maybe the problem is your fucking attitude, if you were a real man you’d fuck and get over it, instead you’re here bitching to me that you can’t get pussy. ”
—— “ you shouldn’t be here, ” she cracks the front door behind her stepping out to speak to him, “ are you doing a victory lap to show off your championship ring or something? ” she told herself that if they ever met eyes again she’d know exactly what to say, she would be gracious, kill him with kindness … but time was a cruel mistress. she was bitter, and had every right to be her train of thought immediately cut off as a little girl pokes her head through the crack in the door, softening her demeanor to the woman he once knew, “ baby, i told you to go play with your sister, i’ll be in soon, i promise. ” she fully closes the door behind her, meeting his intrigued gaze, “ don’t give me that look max, it’s none of your business, okay? you’d know who they are if you actually decided to stick around, are we done here? ”
—— takes a seat on the front porch steps, his body basically indented into the wood beams he grew up and into, doesn’t take long before he’s lighting up his first cigarette for the day, leaning back in his spot as he exhales. in the cloud of smoke he completely misses the vehicle he hasn’t seen in eons, to a seven year old denver it was freedom, the furthest he ever got from town, and the closest he’s ever gotten to leaving. but, here he stayed on the same worn out front porch steps. the car door shuts, and his attention immediately shifts, eliciting a boisterous laugh he thought lost in his youth. “ well, i’ll be damned, as i live and breathe, ” lets out another exhale on his last word, finally standing to dust himself off, still wants to look presentable to the stranger whose laugh he could recognize anywhere, “ c’mon you can get closer. i ain’t gonna bite. ”
it feels almost a little ridiculous, how easy it is for him to make her laugh, but she giggles anyways, giving him a playful eye roll before her grin brightens further. “ you're ridiculous, ” she teased softly, before feeling color rise up in her cheeks at the compliment and his question. admittedly, it had been in her plans, but she wasn't about to tell him that. “ oh, i dunno. think you gotta tell me who your good luck charm is first, and then maybe i'll consider it. ” she's being a tease and she knows it, the smile on her face shifting to match his own. she knows the answer — she's made him say it more times than she can even count, an almost desperate sort of reminder that she means as much to him as he does to her, but she'd never been subtle when it came to him. steps closer, hand moving to reach up, thumb brushing gently underneath his eye as her grin only widens more.
—— ayla had brought out a side of him that rarely saw the light of day, he’d garnered a reputation on and off the ice for being ‘ pompous ’ & ‘ self - important ’ , and that was just for a single remark made to a reporter ages ago. but here, in the comfort of her presence he could be ridiculous, could revel in the growing warmth of her cheeks, “ consider it? i can’t even a guarantee? even if i tell you that you’re my good luck charm, that you’re my pretty little princess? ” he looks around to the dispersing crowd, only a few stragglers remaining, “ just so everyone knows ayla blake is my pretty princess and my good luck charm! ” unfazed by the puzzled stares he receives, he could care less who knows how deeply entrenched he in his love for her. he flinches only slightly when gentle touch finds him, “ come on, what do i have to do to see how pretty you look wearing only my jersey? ”
" stop lying to yourself , charlie ; think you forgotten how well i could read you. . lips might be sayin' one thing, but your eyes still want me. " tests the theory by reaching out, thumb light caressing her cheek .
—— “ god, could you be any more predictable? the only thing that i want is for you to leave, ” the vitriol falling from her lips doesn’t meet her eyes, which light up at his touch, “ i hate you. ”
it's been a month since she last seen him, since that night they called things off. a part of her wishes she can turn back time, tell him that she didn't mean it; but her pride gets in her way. " honestly ? i don't think i'll ever love anyone the way i did you. " unconditionally, wholeheartedly. . . and still those feelings haven't changed. " i saw a future with you, after not seeing one for myself . "
—— the last time they had stood face to face they were mourning a love that was still alive, he can feel its erratic pulse when she meets his eye, “ you were my first love, ” when asked that question in the press he’d lied and said it was something cliche like reading, but it had always been her. it will always be her, “ i … i just hope that you’re happy, you deserve that at least. ”
" pleasures all mine , " flashes her a charming grin -- winning her trust was going to be easier than he expected. blowing out the cloud of smoke in the other direction as his brow quirks, " i do . . . but something about you gives off i don't smoke , but willin' to give you a puff of my own ? "
—— she’d always been the idealist of her castmates, far too willing to trust a stranger and detail whatever happened next for the cameras, but something about this felt softer, more real. she was more than happy to have someone who didn’t ask for an autograph in the first five seconds, “ okay, you caught me. i don’t actually smoke, but maybe you can teach me? ”
" like i'd ever skip a night with you, alone. . . your sister just took forever to fall asleep, " was quick to climb into bed with him , arms wraps around his bare chest. " i can think of a good way , starting with me straddling on your lips with mine. "
—— he was happy to have her even in secret, especially in secret, wrapping one arm around her waist as she speaks, “ just looking for any excuse you can for me to put my mouth on you, huh? ” he smirks before pressing his lips softly into hers.
—— she stumbles towards the streetlight looking for some semblance of gravity, the world spins around her, it’s both nauseating and debilitatingly beautiful, “ no, stop i’m fine, ” she swats away strong hands, still trying to keep up appearances in her altered state, and then she catches their eye. what’s only a fleeting moment feels like an eternity, and the world stands still, “ hey, your eyes have a little green in them. ”