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Yeeaahhh you can definitely blame me for that one.
Pleeeeeease come rub my belly or something.
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believeinvoltage replied to your post: āStomach,Ā whyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyā:
Yeeaahhh you can definitely blame me for that one.
Pleeeeeease come rub my belly or something.
Stomach,Ā whyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy
we're out of oranges.
Oh no, are we out of opples and bononos, too?
Thereās no such thing as too much bread. That means we needs jelly and stuff too.
Iāll make a list and grab some Fun Dip, too.
You're amazing.
we're out of oranges.
Oh no, are we out of opples and bononos, too?
French bread. Like a whole loaf of it.
Thatās a lot of bread but okay.
I think we need normal bread anyway. I made a lot of pb and j this week.
There's no such thing as too much bread. That means we needs jelly and stuff too.
we're out of oranges.
Oh no, are we out of opples and bononos, too?
Please? Iām not really feelinā those opples and bononos.
I gotcha.
Anything else if Iām running to the store?
French bread. Like a whole loaf of it.
we're out of oranges.
Oh no, are we out of opples and bononos, too?
Oddly, no, since I donāt actually want those.
I can get more oranges if you need āem.
Please? I'm not really feelin' those opples and bononos.
we're out of oranges.
Oh no, are we out of opples and bononos, too?
Oddly, no, since I don't actually want those.
Sonny had used Sirah coming home as motivation to clean. He hadnāt exactly been āneatā while sheād been gone, and the evidence was damning and kinda gross. Heād shifted out, letting himself stretched and get reacquainted with all of his limbs, and then set out to deep clean the loft. Having four hands really did make it easier, and heād already done the kitchen and the bathroomāwhich had taken the brunt of his boredom. The poor, poor kitchen. Heād tried to cook again. He definitely needed the reminder that he was not supposed to do that, though. Under any circumstances.
He could have sworn the last thing was alive.
After those two rooms, it was the bedroom. He didnāt bother with making the bed, leaving the nest half made instead. It looked better that way, and they wouldnāt have to wrestle with making the sheets and blankets comfortable again to get in bed. He fully intended to grab her and curl up in bed with her. Maybe even for a few days. They had to make up for all that lost time and it was probably weirdly dependent, but he really didnāt like not hearing her heartbeat. The loft sounded off without it echoing off of everything and to him, reassuring him that she was there and okay and his. He wondered sometimes if that was just a Skrillien thing or if it was a āhimā thing. Because he had a feeling that it was definitely a Skrill thing, but at the same time, he wanted it to just be a āhimā thing. He wanted to be the only person who listened for their Mateās heart. He wanted to take that and gather it up and selfishly hide it from everyone else. He wanted to be the only one to hear her heart.
He frowned at himself, ears flattening back. That was a creepy line of thought that he didnāt feel like exploring at the moment, and heād have to dash off to the airport at any minute. He huffed, shifting back down and darting into his closet. It was all black everything, but he still rolled out fully clothed five minutes later. He shook out his hair, rolling his shoulders and his neck to make sure everything was back into place. Being smaller and human sucked sometimes, especially when it came to his ears, but he knew better than to try and push for anything else until they were safely home with the doors locked. He grinned as he grabbed his keys and set off, almost able to feel his tails twitching in excitement.
The ride was short, and as soon as her plane was on the ground his ears twitched up, listening to her heart from there. He wasnāt sure how much she believed he could really hear, but it was enough to pick out that. There were so many new heartbeats, soft and fluttering, old and strong. He ignored them all in favor of hers, almost purring when she finally stepped onto the ground. He waited until she was in the terminal before he realized what was off. There was something differentāsomething sounded off. He couldnāt place it at first, too wrapped up in her, literally, to really try and decipher what that little sound was.
When it hit him, he very nearly blew his cover and trilled.
There were two little heartbeats, small and new, beating along with hers. He pulled her in closer, grinning widely. He wanted to screech and tell her, but this was not the time or the place. The time and place were back at the loft as soon as possible and probably in bed.
In bed with his Mate. Pregnant Mate.
He almost blew his cover again.
āLetās go home, then, and I wonāt let you get sad or lonely for a while.ā He nosed along her cheek, letting out just a little purr before he caught it and reined it in. He had to play it cool until they got home. Then he could geek.
Sonny pulled her closer, nosing at her cheek and letting out the quietest of purrs, and she could feel her heartbeat skip at the sound. It was small, and only for her ears, but it did things to her, and she knew that he could hear just what it had done to her. It had been weird at first, getting used to Sonny's ability to hear all the little things that she did, including the slight ways that her heart spiked, but now it was almost something that she was really dependent on.
Letting out a small, happy sound, the closest she could get to a purr of her own, she nuzzled him back, pulling away and smiling at him. It was weird for her to not have to look up at him, but as soon as they were back in the loft, she certainly hoped that he would get big and grey again.
"Going home sounds perfect," she sighed softly, taking his hand in hers after shouldering her bag again. "You didn't blow up the kitchen while I was gone, did you?" she asked, mostly teasing. Sy knew full well the reason why she did the cooking: it was because anything Sonny made was either toxic, or tasted like sugar. So that made her meal choices radioactive sludge, or diabetes. Since neither were promising, she preferred to cook.
He started them in the direction that she assumed he'd parked in, and she followed, laying her head on his shoulder as they walked. It was really nice to feel his hand in hers, and she was excited for them to be somewhere quiet so he could purr to her and make all the happy alien sounds that he made when she was around to cuddle and be cute and humor him by petting and stuff. Her boyfriend was surprisingly cat like.
"So, did you just sit around and make sad music when I was gone?" Sirah asked, knowing that he'd know full well what she was really asking from the grin she was giving him.
Sheād spent most of the ride feeling very, very nauseated, and trying to pretend that she wasnāt by coloring with the small child sat next to her. Their mother was very nice, as well, and there was just something about the pair of them that was really nice, a calming factor. She wasnāt sure what it was, but Sy found it very, very helpful.
By the time they landed, though, she was very much ready to be back in the heavily soundproofed loft, twitching tail curled around her ankle, preferably with a giant, purry alien wrapped around her.
Waiting patiently to get off of planes wasnāt necessarily her specialty, since she was usually seeing someone, but now she was going home. Home with her Skrillien home where he could purr at her, and make her noise, and she could listen to clicking and chirping and it would feel normal to look to see what her boyfriend was doing and find him instead of finding some piece of technology making a weird sound. Since sheād traveled in a carry on, though, all she really had to worry about was getting off the plane and down to baggage claim, a feat easier said than done.
It was easy to spot her boyfriend, though. Ages of practice, though he could hear the moment she stepped foot in the radius of a city he was in. She wasnāt sure if that was an exaggeration, but it was still funny, if a little irritating because it made surprises really hard to accomplish.
Dropping the handle of her bag in favor of throwing her arms around him when she was actually close enough to do so, the small woman did just that, around his middle and her face hidden in his neck. It really wasnāt even that long of a period, but even the shortest amount of time away from him was an ordeal. It was weird to feel only two arms around her waist, and she definitely was starting to feel a strong dislike for her own species.
āI didnāt geek out anymore,ā she said after a long moment of just clinging to her boyfriend. āJust got really sad and really lonely.ā
Sonnyās ears always twitched at the smallest of noises she made. She could be across the loft and doing something completely without him and sheād make one huffy little noise and heād just call out curiously for her. Usually it was nothing, but he wouldnāt be surprised if this particular noise wasnāt nothing. He was already worried about her admission of what had happened that morning, and he rumbled without meaning to. The noise was half curious and half huffy himself. The hesitation was never a good thing.
He wanted to shift out and wrap up around her, but she was too far away for that, and this line was too insecure for that. It really would have to wait until she got back, no matter how much neither of them wanted to. Waiting sucked for this exact reason, and he wanted nothing more than to fly out there. Shit, he didnāt even need to get a plane if he was careful. Heād just be in fucktons of trouble because of it. It would be a lot easier than buying a plane ticket and going through all that security.
Slightly easier. There was still security heād have to deal with, but that was only after the fact.
āYou should go to sleep, Sy.ā He tilted in closer, watching her as closely as possible through the fuzzy connection and the screen. She looked tired and maybe this would be enough to lull her into a more restful sleep. He almost doubted it, but it was a nice thought. He just wanted her safe and healthy, and he knew she was both technically but it was so much easier to make sure when he was there and could hear her heartbeat. āWeāll do your whole list when you get back, alright? Til then you should sleep. Try not to geek. Promise youāll be back home with tails ānā arms ānā aliens fing tings sooner than you think.ā
Smiling a little, she opened her eyes again, looking at his face, his human face, sleepily. "Gimme a good minute or so, I'll fall asleep pretty fast. Keep talking in the meantime?" Sirah asked. "Sleep easier when you talk to me," she told him, yawning again.
She didn't last long, maybe a sentence or two before she was out.
āThatās true, man. Iād end up just fuckinā nabbing you and purring at you anyway, thatās true.ā He grinned, rumbling when she started talking again. It was something heād considered a lot. There were different noises on Skrillex than on Earth, yeah, but he wondered what the exact differences were. The way other Skrilliens spoke, the ones who werenāt really from Earth, was more like something echoing down a metallic hallway. Or at least, that was the best comparison he had to use. The children born on Earth had accents that were somewhere between, but the ones who were a few generations removed sounded like him.
It was strange, that they were so different but so much the same. It was the same for humans and he made a little huffy noise. The differences were there, and he wondered what tiny baby half Skrilliens were like.
That was a dangerous thought, though. It was a slippery slope that wound into uncharted territory. IT was best not to think of that for now. It was easier to just ignore that until theyād sat down to really talk about it and consider what they wanted and when and how.
āI could call Penny and we could actually nest.ā He laughed, the sound more mechanical than normal, edging toward a harsher noise but still soft and open. āWe could turn the living room into a giant blanket fort with Pen and totally just roll around in it.ā
Moving to lay on her side, Sy made a hesitant noise. As much as she wanted to see Penny, even as short of a time as it had been, really all that she wanted to do was to see her boyfriend. She wanted to do a lot more than see him, but that wasn't exactly appropriate talk for staying at her mom's place.
"We can wait until a couple days after I've gotten back," she said, trailing off with a wide yawn. Her day had been long and stressful, and she didn't want to wake up freaking out again, but without a Skrillien wrapped around her, it might be inevitable, which would probably result in another tense morning. "Not that I don't wanna see Pen," she yawned again. "It's just that you're at the top of my to-do list. Boy, boy, boy, have boy call Pen, build living room fort, skrilliens purring. That's basically the list."
Closing her eyes, the petite rapper gave a little hum, stifling another yawn. She wanted to stay up and talk to Sonny because they were thousands of miles apart and sheĀ hated the lonely feeling clawing at her insides, but there was nothing she could do, and if she fell asleep, then she fell asleep. "Might be out sooner than expected, Skrills..." Sy mumbled, loud enough to be heard above the humming of the connection.
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It was always nicer when they were together, but Sonny could deal with what he had. He couldnāt hear her heart or hear her breathing, but he could hear a lot more than heād expected. He was glad for it. He rumbled, settling back down. Heād been fully prepared to go get her red panda onsie and wear that. He missed her, though, and it took a lot more effort than heād have liked to not just whine.
He missed curling up around her and itād only been a little over a day. Heād slept with the dogs, wrapping up in the blankets and pillows and making a little nest out of them. It was easier than acknowledging that he was sleeping alone. It wasnāt the good kind of alone, it was just lonely. He scrunched up his nose, making another little noise. He wasnāt even irritated, he was just alone and he didnāt like the quiet.
āI could fly out there, man. Iām totally down to fly out there. Catch a fuckinā red eye and meet you in the morning.ā His ears twitched. āIām totally down to come see the human mama and pops. And cuddle my favorite human.ā He grinned. Itād started out as a joke in the beginning, her being his favorite human. That was before heād told her the big alien secret. Literally and metaphorically big. The first time heād shifted he was pretty sure that she was going to freak out.
Now they were almost never apart, and if they were alone he was always at least halfway shifted. Heād stay small but wrap her up with all four arms and nose into her cheek. He did whine, soft and just so that she wouldnāt pick up on it. He missed her and he wanted her to come home.
āThere are a ton of Earth sounds that sound like Skrill sounds, but thatās just because of how I make them. I sort of have an accent? My biological parents sound different in Skrill than I do, man. And then my biological siblings sound like, fucking halfway between.ā He wasnāt sure that heād told her that yet, but he smiled, leaning back and relaxing as best he could without her there. āI make Earth sounds.ā
Sirah laughed again, shaking her head. "Nah, it's okay. If you were here, I'd just wanna nest and listen to purring all day. Not exactly conducive to seeing my mom and grandparents." Purring was definitely something she missed the most. Possibly second to the rumbling, she was really fond of the rumbling.
Making a slightly interested noise, she scrunched up her face slightly. "Well, I mean. You were raisedĀ on Earth,Ā by Earthlings, I guess it kinda makes sense that you'd have an Earthish accent. Earthish? Earthen?" She wasn't really sure what the term was, really. 'Earthish' sounded cool, though, and kind of made sense when compared with 'Skrillish'. She was just human, though; until Sonny had told her, andĀ then Penny had told her, she'd just figured that the existence of extraterrestrials was something out of a comic book, or a sci-fi movie.
Now her everyday life consisted of being cuddled by humanoid figures of her boyfriend and occasionally best friend, four arms and all, if they weren't fully shifted. At which point, they were massively tall, large (gorgeous)Ā eyes, six ears, two tails, grey skin with a tinge- Sonny green, but Penny a very impressive pink. Strange, but relatively normal for her now that she was used to it. Waking up to loud, happy purring on a daily basis made it hard to wake up without the purring, honestly.
"I'm gonna build a nest when I get home," She told him. "And I'm only leaving it for food and the bathroom and dog walking for, like, the next week. So, be prepared, O Skrillien of mine."
Sonny let out a happy little purr when she smiled, letting it taper off into a content rumble as he got more comfortable. There was only a three hour difference between them. So what if it was really early for him to be in bed? He hadnāt done anything today anyway. Heād been in his little studio room making sad alien noises into the mic he had set up because it was too quiet with only one heartbeat. He didnāt even like that he couldnāt hear hers now. It was a weird thing that heād developed, that whenever he couldnāt hear her heartbeat he just felt sad.
āHey.ā He frowned, not missing the way she tried to gloss over the tightness in her voice. He could always tell and usually heād call her out on it. He didnāt like that at all. Her heartbeat was missing and she was stressed and it made him itch to fly out there and whine at her until she told him what was really wrong. āYou sound allā¦ā He made a noise instead of describing it, high and not quite screechy, but strained. It was a stressed little noise, and it seemed to fit, but he didnāt know about the panic that had clawed its way up her throat that morning. His ears twitched, listening to the different tones in her voice as he rested his chin in his hand.
āYeah. I wanted to look like a human, ish, for our Skype date. Gotta look cute for my cutie ting.ā He smiled again, sighing out a little breath and straining to hear everything he could. He didnāt like the way it was muffled, but he could deal with it because if he listened close he could hear her breathing, and he found comfort in that. āI could put on your panda ones. Weāre basically the same size. Iāve got a couple inches on you but thatās not much when you think about it.ā It really wasnāt. The shorter or taller you were, the less close height differences seemed to matter. It was only when you got to people who were six four and you were five four, or three, depending on the day, that it was really obvious how small you were.
Sonny liked how small she was, though. Especially because he was so big when he shifted that he could almost literally just wrap up around her. Just shifting out his arms was easier, though, and thatās what they usually did. He didnāt like waking up without four arms full of tiny girlfriend, but he couldnāt really say that because he already knew they missed each other. There was nothing they could do about it until she got back.
Hearing the happy little sounds that Sonny made at her coming through her speakers was odd, and Sy had known for a while that she didn't really like it. It came through distorted and weird, and it just reminded her of the distance. She wanted to be right there, sitting in his lap and listening to him purr instead of a couple thousand miles away, wishing that she was home.
She laughed a little at the noise he made to describe how she sounded, scrunching her face up. It was nice, how he resorted to the sounds he made instead of speaking English. "Yeah, that's... That's definitely one way to put it. I'm fine, I just woke up panicky. I either need to cuddle the stress out, or get laid. Both of which will happen when I get home, so. Just have to hold out for the next couple of days."
The idea of him changing into the red panda jammies made her smile a little more, but she shook her head. "Nah, the koala ones are perfect. Hella baller. And you're totally cute all the time, human or not." Sy wasn't really all that fond of how much he towered over, but he was still really cute. Especially the way that he purred at her for attention, then purred louder when she folded and played with his ears. That wasn't even mentioning tails curling around her ankles at night.
Sighing a little, she rubbed a hand over her face. "You'd be surprised how many sounds in New York remind me of you. I think I'm just gonna bring you with me next time."
It wasnāt late enough to be getting into bed stuff, but that had never stopped him before. Sonny wasnāt gonna let something dumb like time zones keep them from talking in their pyjamas for hours. Besides, his koala onsie was one of his favorite ever gifts. It was special and it was from Sy, of course he loved it. And it was fucking sweet that she had a matching red panda one and together they were their favorites. He yanked the brush through his hair until it looked mildly combed instead of like a ratās nest of tangles and knots. He liked to at least try and look like a human.
Sometimes.
He didnāt like that he hadnāt been able to tell how bad her ālittle hiccupā had been, though. Usually he could hear the hitch in her breath, or the uptake in the rhythm of her heartbeat. He didnāt like the silence that came with not automatically knowing something. He just didnāt like silence but it was more important this time to focus on why. He was worried and at least heād be able to hear her voice. He could tell well enough from that. The connection would drown out the rhythm of her breathing and the thudding of her heart, but at least heād be able to hear the little things in her voice, and that always helped a lot when he was trying to pick apart what was wrong.
He whined softly, huffing as he dropped down onto the bed. He closed everything else off, a habit he didnāt realize heād picked up until theyād both been away touring and he realized it made Skype run so much more smoothly. He didnāt like being so far away, but it was part of their jobs that they had to deal with. His ears twitched when Skype went off and he cooed as he answer, grinning.
āHey, chicky pea.ā He was glad to see her face again and was almost purring already.
The video connected, and immediately, her face lit up in a grin. It really hadn't been that long that Sirah hadn't been home, but somehow it felt like ages. This could probably be called codependency, if she thought hard about it. She honestly liked to think of it more that she was so used to her routines being entwined with his that it was just weird and rightly uncomfortable to not have him there. She got like this on tour, too, but at least she had the distraction of crowds, fans, and other artists when she was on tour. Family could only really hold her attention for so long.
"Hi," she replied easily, trying to keep the strain out of her voice even though she could feel it. It hung heavy in her chest and her vocal cords, made her chest feel like it was going to burst open. It was a different feeling like the one that she got when she was with Sonny and he'd take her hand, or wrap her up in his arms, purring and nibbling at her shoulders, hair, ears. That was... different. Heavy, but not this kind of heavy, feeling more like her lungs were too full of air instead of feeling like she couldn't getĀ enough air.
"Hey, you brushed your hair!" Sy chirped, jumping on a subject quickly before he could comment. He was going to anyway, she just didn't want to jump right back in to that specific topic. Lying her way out of talking about it at breakfast had been... interesting. She hadn't been gone from homeĀ that long that they'd forgotten what the signs of her mild panic attacks.Ā
Fighting her urge to frown at the fact that she wasn't home, so she couldn't brush his hair for him and then play with it after, she pouted playfully. "Your koala jammies are so cute, but my panda ones are at home."
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