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he wasn't even looking at me and he found me
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@cannibarbie
WHAT KIND OF CATHARSIS DO YOU NEED ?
SLEEP.
tired, aren't you ? that's okay --- it's been a long , long day. can you even remember the last time you've had a nice rest, when you were truly at peace ? how long have you been running on empty for , anyway ? please , sit , drink something warm , close your eyes. there will be time in the morning to do everything that needs to be done.
miscellaneous quotes writing prompts pt. i.
“ i am angry because of my father. “
“ i wanted to get it right so badly that i always got it wrong. “
“ they gave me a name and alienated me from myself. “
“ i want to tell me i miss me. i want to tell me, i’m never coming back. “
“ i’m a negative of a person. “
“ you still think that i would never leave you. “
“ the world is not ready for me, yet here i am. “
“ you are the hero. you get a hero’s end. “
“ i talk to god, but the sky is empty. “
“ a burnt child loves the fire. “
“ still, there is this terrible desire to be loved. still, there is this horror at being left behind. “
“ i lived as a monster, my only hope is to die like a child. “
“ maybe i should have wanted less. “
“ don’t mistake my charity for what it is. “
“ the enormity of my desire disgusts me. “
“ i wanted to be loved so desperately that my fingers shook with it. “
“ i am not beautiful, but i could be. “
“ because you want to die for you. you always have. “
“ hunted girls grow shells and they call us hard women. as if survival could ever be delicate. “
“ there’s no telling how long you’ll be paying. “
“ there is love in my the likes of which you’ve never seen. “
“ there is rage in me the likes of which should never escape. “
“ here is the truth: i keep waiting for my anger to go dormant, but it won’t. “
“ i am sick of myself trying to give shape to all this sorrow, all this rage, all this loss—and failing. “
“ the dead past that survives in me and that has never been anywhere but in me. “
“ the past beats inside me like a second heart. “
“ i’m so scared of being alone. “
“ i was raised up to be admired, to be noticed. when you’re withdrawn, it’s the closest thing to assault when all eyes are on you. “
“ i feel like an empty class with a small crack in the bottom, as if every attempt to fill myself up would never, ever work. “
“ how long can you keep wanting something and not ask for it? “
“ if i can’t find love, if i can’t find peace, give me a bitter glory. “
“ there are no bargains between lions and me. i will kill you and eat you raw. “
“ be a caution. be a reckoning. be a thing that breaks before it bends. “
“ everyone i know is in some kind of pain. “
“ i want it to be my fault so i can fix it. “
“ you want to go missing, but not disappear. you want their attention, but not to be found. “
“ sometimes it feels like i didn’t even exist before that. like you invented me. “
“ tell me how you want me to be. i can be that. “
“ without you, life is entirely feasible but hateful. “
“ if i am to perish by the power of fire, at least let that fire be yours. “
“ my hands have made good mistakes. they can always make better ones. “
“ if i die because i gambled on love, then it will be a worthy death. “
“ i’m a clever girl to keep my mouth shut. “
“ tell me every terrible thing you ever did, and let me love you anyway. “
“ my good intentions are completely lethal. “
“ if you are intolerable, then let me be the one to tolerate you. “
“ i carried my fear of the world as if it could protect me from the world. “
“ do you ever suddenly find it strange to be yourself? “
“ i couldn’t draw my own face if god asked. “
“ desire is no light thing. “
“ you don’t have to believe me. i love you all the same. “
“ i care for you still and i will forever. that was my part of the deal. “
“ you want to be left behind. that way, no one bears witness to what you’ve become. “
“ i am the monster i warned you against. “
“ you are the monster i claim. “
“ when is a monster not a monster? when you love it. “
&. 𝐡𝐚𝐥𝐥𝐨𝐰𝐞𝐞𝐧 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐦𝐞𝐝 𝐬𝐞𝐧𝐭𝐞𝐧𝐜𝐞 𝐬𝐭𝐚𝐫𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐬.
( a mix of horror, humor, and happy hauntings! )
❛ you say beetlejuice three times. and i’ll say candyman five times. then we get them to fight. ❜
❛ that’s your face? oh, i thought it was a mask. ❜
❛ if you ever get scared, you can hold my hand. ❜
❛ how late do you think the blood bank stays open? ❜
❛ what slasher do you think you could take? in a fight, i mean. ❜
❛ and the walls will ooze green slime?! wait, they always do that. ❜
❛ holy shit, you should have seen the look on your face! ❜
❛ these pumpkins may be tiny, but they give so much serotonin. ❜
❛ on halloween we dress as skeletons. but in reality, skeletons dress as us. ❜
❛ do you believe in ghosts? ❜
❛ i think we’re being followed. ❜
❛ well, one of us is going to have to change. ❜
❛ don’t tell me you’re afraid of the dark. ❜
❛ we’re not alone. ❜
❛ i see dead people. ❜
❛ scream for me, my little banshee. ❜
❛ i said, look behind you. ❜
❛ do you think ghosts ask if they believe in humans? ❜
❛ i heard the houses here give out huge candy bars. ❜
❛ it’s like we’re too old to trick or treat and too young to die. ❜
❛ hey you need a… hand? ❜
❛ halloween is the perfect day to hide a body in plain sight. ❜
❛ it’s just a mask, don’t worry! ❜
❛ have you picked out a costume yet? ❜
❛ i can read your fortune. it says you’re a nerd. ❜
❛ get in loser, we’re going to spirit halloween. ❜
❛ did that ghost just spell ‘get out’ wrong? ❜
❛ if you can’t summon the flames directly from hell, store bought is fine. ❜
❛ if a zombie apocalypse started on halloween, it would take a while to realize. ❜
❛ you frightened me. do it again. ❜
❛ wanna see something scary? ❜
❛ i came here expecting a trick, but you’re a real treat. ❜
❛ i don’t think we should be here. ❜
❛ maybe i’ll summon a demon so i can hang out with someone. ❜
❛ what i want to be for halloween is loved. ❜
❛ what’s your favorite scary movie? ❜
❛ i’ve seen enough horror movies to know where this is going. ❜
❛ some people have swimming pools, other people have private cemeteries. ❜
❛ they really need to add bloopers at the end of horror movies. ❜
❛ you alright? you look like you’ve seen a ghost. ❜
❛ that’s fake blood, right? ❜
❛ i could have sworn we were just here. ❜
❛ do not say we should split up. ❜
❛ did the eyes in that painting just move? ❜
❛ i think it’s found us. ❜
❛ scared? i’m not scared. ❜
❛ you can’t help the dead. they’re beyond help. ❜
❛ whatever you do, don’t look behind you. ❜
❛ i think i’m getting pretty good at this pumpkin carving business. ❜
❛ the scariest thing about halloween is that rent is due the next day. ❜
❛ …and they were never heard from again. ❜
❛ i know this isn’t your area of expertise, but is this guy dead? ❜
❛ why does that grave have your name on it? ❜
❛ i could really go for a hot chocolate right now. ❜
poppy: humans are despicable creatures and i don't care for them.
morty and orel:
poppy: not you two. you're both angels and i will protect you with my life.
PRESS PLAY : OREL.
@cannibarbie
“POPPY?!!!!!”
❝ OREL ! ❞ she’s picking him up and spinning him around !
PERHAPS THAT HAD BEEN NEEDLESSLY CRUEL --- the way his aura shifts and sinks would disappoint her moms bosses. and maybe , just maybe she’s feeling a twinge of guilt at that soft face of his , his ears flattening. it’s times like these she finds the innate instinct to protect small animals to be a curse. sigh escapes her , an exasperated noise directed more at herself than the rabbit.
❝ you don’t look like a shot taker t’me. ❞ gaze trails down and back up , one thick eyebrow quirking slightly. poppy bristles and then , finally , softens --- just slightly.
❝ ah , c’mon. just messin’ with ya a bit --- i do mean it , about the shot takin’ , though. what can i really getcha ? ❞
@rabbitpi , press rewind.
QUICK RUNDOWN OF CANON LOCATIONS ---
BON TEMPS , NEW YORK : city located in the state of new york where non human creatures congregate for safety , owned by two ancient witches named absinthe and rafaela.
THE OAK : absinthe and rafaela’s bar where poppy bartends. violence stays out the door. anyone who needs help and be assured to find it here as all employees are obligated to offer assistance --- food , first aid , shelter , etc.
CLUB CIPHER : night club on the edge of bon temps and the neighboring city. owned and operated by lilith , it’s a place where creatures that feed on humans can find humans to feed on. however , killing them on club grounds is strictly forbidden.
HER GAZE IS DISQUIETING , BUT NOT DANGEROUS --- falling on the other with a curiosity that borders on judgmental. she pours a shot that at first may seem like an invitation , a welcoming olive branch --- before knocking it back herself. glass meets table with a thud and she leans across the bar , staring the other down.
❝ you new or somethin’ ? ❞ she knows everyone in bon temps and this face is not a familiar one.
if youre cold , it’s cold. let it inside.
kisses her ...
I CAN BE YOUR LIVING , BREATHING , UNFLINCHING DREAM ---
AND THEN , I CAN ACTUALLY DISAPPEAR.
BOOK STARTERS VOL.21 THE PLAGUE ALBERT CAMUS
❛ I have no idea what’s awaiting me. ❜
❛ What will happen when this all ends? ❜
❛ I know that you are capable of great deeds. ❜
❛ A loveless world is a dead world, and always there comes an hour when one is weary of prisons, of one’s work, and of devotion to duty, and all one craves for is a loved face, the warmth and wonder of a loving heart. ❜
❛ The truth is that everyone is bored. ❜
❛ I feel more fellowship with the defeated than with saints. Heroism and sanctity don’t really appeal to me, I imagine. ❜
❛ If there is one thing one can always yearn for, and sometimes attain, it is human love. ❜
❛ Who would dare to assert that eternal happiness can compensate for even a single moment’s suffering? ❜
❛ It’s not easy. I’ve been thinking it over for years. ❜
❛ While we loved each other we didn’t need words to make ourselves understood. ❜
❛ People are more often bad than good. ❜
❛ I don’t believe in heroism; I know it’s easy and I’ve learned that it can be murderous. ❜
❛ What interests me is living and dying for what one loves. ❜
❛ In fact, nobody is capable of really thinking about anyone, even in the worst calamity. ❜
❛ Nothing in the world is worth turning one’s back on what one loves. ❜
❛ Again and again there comes a time in history when the man who dares to say that two and two make four is punished with death. ❜
❛ There are more things to admire in men then to despise. ❜
❛ It is in the thick of calamity that one gets hardened to the truth - in other words, to silence. ❜
❛ What on earth prompted you to take a hand in this? ❜
❛ Your code of morals? What code, if I may ask? ❜
❛ I’m fumbling in the dark, struggling to make something out. But I’ve long ceased finding anything. ❜
❛ No doubt our love is still there, but quite simply it is unusable, heavy to carry, inert inside of us, sterile as crime or condemnation. ❜
❛ I’m not happy to go, but one needn’t be happy to make another start. ❜
❛ I am incapable of suffering for a long time, or being happy for a long time. Which means that I am incapable of anything really worth while. ❜
❛ I should have found the words to keep her with me. ❜
❛ We can’t stir a finger in this world without the risk of bringing death to somebody. ❜
❛ The evil that is in the world comes out of ignorance, and good intentions may do as much harm as malevolence, if they lack understanding. ❜
❛ There are always flies and itches. That’s why life is difficult to live. ❜
❛ The best protection against anything is a good bottle of wine. ❜
❛ There is no peace without hope. ❜
Truth is nobody likes you. You're someone that the community doesn't need. But thanks for being a brave little soldier.
say it off anon and ill dignify this w/ proper response you sahara dry pussy biscuit
hi pls don’t use “femme” if u or ur character arent lesbians.... it’s a lesbian specific term lmao
please google “french word for woman” then get back to me
@eizariya : “ i’m gonna mess your life up. ”
❝ you , my love , are starting to sound a lot like someone we both know. ❞
she doesn’t meet his gaze because she knows she will crumble under it. he is her great disaster , the storm that pulls her under crashing waves and she has never wanted more to drown. he could ruin her life and she’s terrified because she feels she would let him. his existence has already ripped the rug from beneath her , brought her life style of infinite lovers and endless parties to a screeching halt. never did she see the day she’d prefer to be with one man , curled into covers as opposed to under neon lights , surrounded by the lust of many. jason todd did not mess up her life , as he claims he would. he ended her reign of self - destruction and ushered in an era of true , honest peace.
❝ and i think if you heard her say such foolish things , you’d kiss her senseless ‘til she stopped. ❞ she grins coyly. ❝ now --- do you view such a punishment befitting of your high crime of lying to your most beloved , mister todd ? ❞
that kind of love that’s “i was scared until i found you.” that kind of love that’s worth it to try romance again. the “fuck i’ll try cheesy if it just makes you smile” love, the roses and love notes and wine bottles. the twinkle light love, the “let’s go on this romantic date only to spend the whole thing being silly” love, the dancing badly to slow songs love, the “i don’t know how you make me laugh so much but seriously stop it i’m trying to drive” love. the “i trust you love,” calling late at night because a secret just welled up in my throat love, the first person i talk to so i can figure out this decision is you kind of love. the “i was hurt before and had given up but then i found you” love, the incredulous in-awe love, the wonder love, the are you actually real or am i dreaming you love. the “i didn’t believe in soulmates before you” love. that kinda love.
