baby brazilian

Capitu, isto é, uma criatura mui particular, mais mulher do que eu era homem 17 years old | bipolar disorder Sometimes, you do things and you do them not because you're thinking but because you're feeling. Because you're feeling too much. And you can't a l w a y s control the things you do when you're feeling too much.

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txt to baby levi

Levi: Why not? You are so nice :) I think everyone will be your friend, but maybe I am expecting too much out of strangers by calling them friends so early

Levi: Are you sure? I do not mind going!

Levi: I must warn you that my neighbor is a little loud sometimes. A lot of knocking against the wall and strange sounds.

Capitu: Well, most people here are just a bunch of grumpy jerks, so...

Capitu: I'm sure, stay there

Capitu: ...oh god.

Capitu: that's okay, if your neighbour starts doing this we can go out for a walk

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“Mmm, sure, kid. And no, that’s not what I was basing the normalcy on. You don’t look moody and you don’t look like you’re perpetually two seconds away from having a goddamn panic attack.”

I guess this is due to the fact that i’m bipolar and, at least for me, it is divided. There’s the mania part, the depression part and the middle, when i’m normal, and here i’m. Is that good enough for you?

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“ Oh, gee. I’m sorry. Am I not making myself clear? I don’t want to see your stupid movie. Go find someone else to bother with it.”

Damn, what a polite person. Listen, I’m not guilty if your stuffing bra has messed up or something, so calm your ass down, but okay, peace -- she smiled, raising two fingers in the pace sign before walking away.

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txt to baby levi

Levi: I really hope not :(

Levi: I will have to repent until my fingers fall off

Levi: You are a treasure! I promise to make my room habitual for you; when are you coming?

Levi: Are you hungry? I can get some food from the cafeteria :))) Oh, and I made new friends! Did you make any yet, Capitu?

Capitu: oh god, YOU are a treasure. hm idk in a few minutes i guess

Capitu: yeah, i could eat something, but don't worry, since i'm goig to your room i can go to the cafeteria

Capitu: i met some people, but i'm not sure if i can call them friends

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“It’s not just a movie. Go find someone else to go with you. I’m not doing this shit.”

I don’t think you got it, i’m inviting you to see a movie and that’s the synopsis.

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txt to baby levi

Levi: Well I have played around with butterflies and I have definitely never noticed their powder

Levi: And I am still not blind :)

Levi: ..I am a little embarrassed to say that I have not touched the TV since the first day I got here

Levi: I flipped it on and I suddenly saw someone in their underwear and I turned it off and have been pretty intimidated, not gonna lie

capitu: you have been corrupted by the sons of the devil

capitu: don't worry, you can look away while i turn on the tv and try to find something nice

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“Ah, yes. The land of the zica virus and poverty. So wonderful. Why’re you here? You seem… Normal.”

Brazil is not just that, but okay. Because I’m not grumpy and dying for weed I’m automatically “normal”?

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txt to baby levi

Levi: Of course! I am just reading here, but if you just want some time for yourself I can always go to the library

Levi: Blinded by butterfly powder? Is that possible?

Levi: I was not aware they have powder

Capitu: they have some kind of dust in their wings and my mom always told me it could make me blind

Capitu: i read that it's kinda fake but not impossible, i mean, what if it gets in my eye?

Capitu: don't be silly, levi!

Capitu: we could talk, watch tv... idk, but i don't want you to leave your own room because of me

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“Whoa, that’s so many. Do you really use all of ‘em? That’s somethin’. I’d never learn a language just for the hell of it. You know, you look like someone who’d do ballet. Why’d you stop?”

In Brazil we have more people than good jobs, knowing five languages ​​gives you more advantage over those who only speak two, also, is good when you travel, if someone doesn’t understand me in one language, I still have four to try -- she chuckled. -- When I was younger I had an accident and the doctors told me that I would need therapy to get back to dancing, but I decided to quit.

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“Oh, that’s just adorable. And where exactly are you from?”

Thanks, I guess. I’m from Brazil, I just got here as you probably noticed.

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“Oh. I get it.”

I’m sorry about my mistake tho, I didn’t mean it, it’s just English is not my first language, and sometimes I get all confused.

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“You do know the way you said it made it really sound like you meant some kind of drink. And no, I know people have been in love with me though.”

Oh! I’m really sorry about that, English isn’t my first language and sometimes I make those silly mistakes.

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txt to baby levi

Levi: Oh no! I am sorry :(

Levi: Maybe their home is next to your window?

Levi: Google says you should use an net, but I am not sure if they have nets just laying around here

Levi: Will you be okay? Do you need to hide in my room?

Capitu: can I?

Capitu: I really don't want end up blind by those fuckers powder

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“If I wanted to get in trouble I’d do it with a little more style.”

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I bet you would, but it’s just a movie, calm down.

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“Are you telling me you have a crush on me?”

No, I don’t even know you, I’m just saying you reminds me of a old crush.

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“What the fuck is an old passion?”

Meu Deus do céu ... Passion? That strong feeling about a person or thing? Feels a lot like love? A crush? Do you know it?

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“A what now?”

Oh, my god, a crush. I said it wrong?