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one day

It’s been 2 years

I still miss you.

I probably think of you every day. Think of what you must be doing or how you are. Wondering if I ever cross your mind. Spent years trying to be that person for you and now I’m a distant memory. 7 years must’ve been enough but I still want you. Wishing one day you’ll pop up randomly. But for now I cherish those happy memories I got to spend with you.

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F*** You

After 7 years of following you around and making me think you were in love with me, you finally decided to leave me alone. You kept me going with your words and promises but there was always excuses that I believed. How could I have been so naïve after everyone warn me and said so many negative things. I trusted you. I loved you. I believed in your lies thinking one day someday we’d be together forever and do all the things we said we would do. But after 7 years you ghosted me after that one night you came over my house to play video games and the last time you touched me too. I gave you a big hug cause you actually came to me and you actually wanted to hang out without then sexual stuff. I thought it was the beginning of something new.. but after that night you didn’t text me or reply to my Snapchat. It’s been 3 months since I talked to you and we used to talk every day if not every other day. You were more to me than something sexual, you were also my best friend and that’s the most painful part. I wasted years, broke relationships, did the extra mile and did things I didn’t want to do cause I thought I’d end up with you. I guess this is a lesson learned and I promise myself I won’t let myself be that vulnerable again.

to the person that send me anon messages

can you just send me a direct message who you are. idk why you keep messaging me through anon and especially if you know me you’d know im the most understanding person.

idek

So life likes throwing curve balls I guess.

Can’t go back to school, broke up with my baby’s father and just had a tumor/right thyroid taken out last week. I got demoted from my job and I can barely make enough to make car payments. I don’t know whats going in my life but i really need a break. Last night my daughter had a fever and I had to take care of her. Just had surgery less than a week and a baby’s fever doesn’t mix well. Her father is homeless so he can’t help. I just really need a break man. Everything sucks.

I'm so fucking sorry.

who’s this??

your a nerd

I know thnx

Omg been forever

Its been a cool lifetime since I’ve been on Tumblr but I think I want to take the time to put out whatever feelings and thoughts I’ve had this past 3-5 years. I’m going to have 0 fucks about whatever I say. I feel like I have the right to say whatever I feel and I’ll change names of others so maybe no one will realize its them? lol hopefully I keep up with this since I’m on maternity leave and have nothing else to do but take care of my baby :)