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Christmas Eve | Mia & León 

Mia knew he could be ruthless, she wasn’t really sure what he was trying to get at tonight. She was only trying to be nice, and he’d given her a cold shoulder that she couldn’t tell if he was joking or not, and now he was being a little rougher than normal without reason. Not to say she didn’t enjoy it after adjusted, but it was making her suspicious. one hand reached to the side of the counter, gripping tightly as she moaned with each steady thrust. She whined as he teased at her nipple, making her ass tighten, throbbing around his cock. She arched back into him as he switched to her pussy, and she was met with his mouth biting into her shoulder. “Mhmmm…” She moaned in approval, letting him move her body, adjusting her stance wider as he fucked her deeper. “god, I missed you and your cock…” She purred, turning her chest to try and look up at him.

León responded to the purring with a loud grunt, brows furrowed together as he changed his angle, attempting to reach her deeper, harder. His hands and fingers were relentless, pinching and squeezing her breasts and nipples, enjoying her wetness and the sound of his pounding that came through between their moans and hard breaths. He was ready to explode but forced himself to hold on a bit longer, wanting that familiar tightness around his cock whenever she’s about to cum... “Oh, yeah?” He muttered, jaw clenching as he pushed her upper body down, towards the counter. “Show me how much... Cum on my dick,” he said, followed by a groan, his hips slowing down the thrusts...

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Christmas Eve | Mia & León 

Mia whimpered as he spoke, she couldn’t decide what was the better answer. “Yes, but it’s been so long…” She admitted, knowing her ability to widthstand was not nearly as good as it once was. This did nothing to bring her anymore satisfaction though, continuing to rub and tease her without intent. She gasped at the sudden slap, making her tense, head tipping up to look at him. There was no question in his demand, and she groaned, trying to sit up to get down and turn around for him. she was glad she’d been leaning on most of it, cold on her skin anywhere she hadn’t been prior. She was relieved to have his fingers tease her again, even if it was both holes now. She started to relax again only for his cock to press on her asshole, then thrusting in and making her tense right up. “What-” She hissed, using her hands to push her upper half upwards. She regretted it immediately, falling back onto the counter. “Fuck, León! A warning next time!” She groaned, nuzzling her face into the counter, trying to relax so it didn’t hurt.

León grinned at the whining and was tempted to thrust all the way in but he didn’t want to hurt her... Well, maybe just a little... A sting to remember him and this night... He decided to pause, moaning as his massive hands run down the naked of her back, groping ass and massaging the mounds before once again pushing in, this time, half-way, grunting and getting more excited as seconds passed by. He proceeded, right hand reaching to grab one of her breasts, pulling at its tip as he moved slowly, steadily. He continued to thrust into her ass for a moment before pulling out and directly entering her tight cunt. Another groan and he found his rhythm, leaning in to bite her shoulder, pushing his length hard and deep inside her. “I wanna cum inside you,” he then said, left hand found its way down her left leg and slightly raising it for a shift in their angle, reaching her deeper, harder this time...

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Christmas Eve | Mia & León 

Mia was more than used to him marking her up with her mouth any chance he got. She felt like a teenager covering up hickeys before work when he was around, only for him to leave another one before the day was over. She’d grown to like it though. She watched as he pinched at her breasts and she exhaled loudly, ignoring the hint of pain, only to be followed by a throb in her pussy. She wasn’t expecting León to pull out of her, but before she could question his choice, his fingers were already playing with her clit. “Fuckkk…” She whined, struggling to handle how good it felt. He continued, only to use his cock instead and she licked her lips, looking up at him for a moment. She was gasping not seconds later, eyes shut tight as her head went back, knuckles white as she held onto the counter. “Baby, please! Please… Why are you teasing me? Please, fuck…” She whined and gasped, his cock barely fucking her. She reached for him with one hand, unable to reach, hand falling to the counter before letting it slide up her body, slipping three fingers in her mouth, moaning around them distractedly.

León was enjoying the situation too much; the uncontrollable responses, moans, exhales, and whining... He intended to prolong the teasing even when she began to plead, reaching for him and failing. “I thought you liked being teased?” He said with a shrugged, tip of his cock continued to rub her click, watching her touch her body and moan explicitly. His cock throbbed, letting his head dip in her wet cunt but not fully thrusting inside her. He repeated this once, twice, three times before stepping back and smacking one of her inner thighs. “Turn around,” he demanding, hand around his hard on, jerking, guiding her into the position he wanted her to shift to. He had her leaning on the counter, lower body pressed down on the hard and cold surface while her lower body lifted so he had a good sight of her holes. Fingers played with her pussy lips, slipping in two digits, his thumb pressed on her other hole... After a few moments, his tip was positioned to enter her ass, slow at first before pushing in without much of a warning...

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Christmas Eve | Mia & León

Mia wanted to touch him, get her hands all over him, she couldn’t get enough. León didn’t give her much of a chance, forcefully pushing her back onto the countertop. She wasn’t about to protest, but she knew there was no way to calm him once he got in this state. Mia’s legs wrapped tighter around him as he moved closer to her. She groaned as he thrust into her for the first time in ages, she couldn’t even think how long it had been now. It didn’t seem to matter, her thoughts jumping back to the current moment as he filled her with his entire length. She felt herself sliding back with each slam of his body, her hands moving out to grasp the edges of the counter to try and keep her in place. She moaned loudly, swearing out in pleasure as her leg slid up the side of his body, touching him with her only free limbs.

León knew he wasn’t going to last long if he keeps it up but it didn’t matter. She wasn’t going anywhere. At least tonight she wasn’t... He held onto her hips, tight, steadying her as he caught her lips, biting and sucking before focusing on her chest, marking the skin on her neck before moving one hand up her breast. He cupped, pinched her peak and twisted it between his fingers before pulling out, his cock springing as he held her legs wide open. He watched her wet cunt, fingers in left hand began playing with her clit, again and again before taking his hard on and replacing his fingers with it. He rubbed his tip over her swollen clit, moaning as he did so, encouraging reactions from her. He wanted her to cum, he wanted her body to shake in pleasure; he continue with his teasing, slipping his cock inside her in between but not fully fucking her... 

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Christmas Eve | Mia & León

Mia was glad she had brought her weekend bag with her as León tore down the front of her leggings. She couldn’t help but giggle softly and nod at the promise to buy new ones. She would take him up on that before she’d be going home. He tore right through her panties and she shook her head a little, suppressing a laugh. She shifted her stance, giving him more access to explore her body, his hands on her only making her wetter. Her mouth dropped open as he wrapped his hand around her neck, breathing heavily in excitement. She whimpered into his lips as he kissed her, her hands going back around his neck, nails dragging across his shoulders and back like he liked while he undid he pants. She was happy to wrap her hands around his cock, stroking him like he liked, knowing she hadn’t lost her touch as he groaned. She grinned at him as he easily picked her up and placed her on the counter. She reached forward and continued to stroke his cock, while wrapping her legs around his hips and pulling his body closer to hers.

León was completely lost by the time she had her hand wrapped around his thickness. He pushed his hips into her palm meanwhile busying his hands with what part of her chest that was exposed. It didn’t take long until he was pulling her shirt off her head and he decided to do the same with his own shirt throwing both in a pile on the floor... Once he was skin to skin with her, he allowed himself to be more aggressive - as if tearing her clothes off wasn’t aggressive enough - he pushed her down on the counter, minding there was nothing that could her her back and aligning himself between her legs. It’s been a while he thought as he entered her carelessly, feeling her tightness and then the wetness that gave way to easily slipping in deeper. He grunted, filling her all the way up to his hilt and steadying himself for a moment before thrusting hard and slowly, letting her body shake with every push...

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Christmas Eve | Mia & León

Mia scoffed a little as he asked for a reminder, as if she had any clue either. He’d been gone for what felt like months and even being this close to him was setting off all sensors in her body. His hands were wandering quicker than her mind could even come up with an answer and she decided it wasn’t worth a guess. She pulled her coat off as best she could while he felt up her backside through her leggings, letting it fall to the ground while his mouth marked her territory on her neck. Her body responded instantly, arching to press back into his while his cock pressing into her assured her the feeling was mutual. Her hands were free to roam his arms and back, up into his hair as he pulled a breast free from her tunic tee shirt. “Fuck, León…” She purred while he sucked at her nipple. Her fingers pulled tightly at his hair when he bit down, making her groan in pain, while ripples of pleasure were sent straight to her pussy at the same time. 

Impatient as ever, León didn’t wait for her to start removing her clothes. He did it for her but in his own way which caused her a few good shirts and dresses... This time it was her leggings he focused on, reaching under her shirt to pull it down but the nerves got in the way that his brain malfunctioned and instead of pulling the clothing down her waist, he tore it right in the middle, exposing her undergarment to his delight. “I’ll buy you a new one,” he said, brushing off the brusqueness of the act and proceeding to do the same with her underwear. It was a shame, he thought, after ripping the thin panties; they looked nice on her but they were on his way and he didn’t have time for delicateness. Once those covering the parts of her he wanted access too were gone, he continued with much motivation, palms and fingers exploring, finding her hot and wet. His free hand moved to hold her by the throat while the other busied with pleasuring her; two fingers at first, thumb over her clit and he thought he’d missed the way she felt and the way her walls gripped his digits as he pushed in and out of her... He leaned in for a quick kiss before the hand around her throat lowered to work on his belt and now buttons, pulling out his hard-on and urging her to work on it. He groaned as he brought her hand to his cock, guiding her fingers to wrap around him and pump just the way he liked it. They weren’t going to make it to the bedroom but that’s alright, he thought. It wouldn’t be the first time, pulling his hand from cunt and lifting her up to sit her down on the counter... 

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Christmas Eve | Mia & León

Mia trusted León while he was away, she didn’t have any choice in the matter. She also knew he was such a workaholic, he probably hadn’t made time to sleep in his bed, let alone in someone else’s. She knew how to get him fired up, that was something that was so easy for her, and feeling his body tense under her fingers, she knew it was a skill she still had. He narrowed his eyes at her while she laughed, stuffing her face. And then his muscular form pulled her back in, easily pulling the container away from her and warning her. She grinned up at him innocently, letting her hands slip up and around his neck, fingers gliding through his hair. “Mmm, yes, I am an excellent baker, I enjoyed it a lot.” She said proudly as his hands slipped down and she knew that they wouldn’t be talking about cookies much longer. “When was the last time you had MY cookies anyways?” She tipped her head, though the question could be taken innocently, there was undoubtedly suggestion in the tone of her voice. She couldn’t even remember the last time he’d been home. 

León grunted at her last question... It was as if she read her mind and his body responded, cock stirring and hands exploring. “Dunno... Why won’t you remind me?” He said, working on unbuttoning her coat and pushing it away from her body. He continued to massage her backside, under her coat this time before finally nuzzling her neck. He inhaled then mouth covered a patch of skin which he gently sucked then kissed. His lips moved to her throat then lower while his right hand move up from her ass to her chest, groping over her clothing. This escalated quickly, he thought to himself but he was done talking for now. Being this close reminded him of some needs he’d neglected for weeks... He pushed his hard-on against her stomach, struggling to push clothes to expose more of her skin - He succeeded pulling out one naked breast and he hungrily covered it with his mouth, groaning at the feel of her nipple against his tongue... He sucked and bit and sucked before nipping its fullness, leaving it red and slightly sore...

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Christmas Eve | Mia & León

Mia listened as he listed off the desserts he had in his home, and while many of them sounded good, she wasn’t really sure she wanted any of them. Mia smirked as he played dumb and she took another step closer, pressing her chest against him. “You really don’t know?” She said, her voice dropping with desire. She put one hand on his chest, running it up his neck, fingers brushing over his jaw and running them slowly to gently touch his lips. She leaned up as if to kiss him, but used her other hand to reach for the box of cookies in his hand and snatch them away from him. She jumped back, giggling as she pulled back and stuffed one quickly into her mouth. “A cookie, Silly.” She spluttered, knowing very well she was going to be in trouble.

León would be lying if he said he wasn’t affected by the teasing gesture. When was the last time he’d been intimate with her? It’s been a while. He had work to occupy his mind so he didn’t think of things that could potentially distract him. When he’s away, it was effective. But having her this close wouldn’t work, would it? His jaw clenched as her body pressed against him, then came the touches, hands on his chest up his jaw then his neck... He leaned in as if a magnet pulled him into that position only to be left hanging. His eyes squinted; was he really surprised when he started it? Another hum and he was taking the container of cookies away from her. “I don’t think so,” he said, tossing the package on the counter and regaining their position, holding her by the waist this time, much closer to his body than before. “I’m glad you’re enjoying my cookie,” his hand ran up her back then down her waist before slipping lower, palm spreading over her ass... 

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Christmas Eve | Mia & León

Mia’s expression dropped, giving him a look as he put the whole cookie into his mouth. She knew it was coming and could only roll her eyes as he finally cracked a smile. “I didn’t know it was a race?” She said, looking up at him through narrowed eyes “No, I’m not really hungry. I was just willing to have dessert…” She let him move closer and she took another step towards him, she leaned up, locking eyes with him. “You know what I really want?” She said, licking her lips slowly.

“Hmmm,” León hummed at the mention of dessert. “I have ice cream... Cake...  Some stuff my mom dropped off yesterday... Whatever you wanna eat...” He stared, ideas playing in his head with the suggestive comment she made. “Nope. What do you really want?” Was he teasing? Perhaps but he was enjoying it, forgetting the worries he had about not planning in the first place to spend the holiday with her. But here they are... “Is it cold in here?” He nodded towards the clothes she was wearing and thought she was overdressed. 

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Christmas Eve | Mia & León

Mia turned and leaned her back to the counter as he proceeded to open the package and put a whole cookie in his mouth. “I think it could have been a while…” She said. still not 100 percent sure about what kind of mood he was in. “I’m glad you like them.” She said, glad the gift was appreciated. She watched as he contemplated another cookie, she knew he would probably end up eating most of them tonight. “Really? Good thing you didn’t.” She smiled a little. “I have my ways.” She said, when really all she’d done was be as sweet as could be to the doorman, explaining the truth, that she was surprising her fiance. She glanced at his hand as he held out a cookie, waving it near her face. She pushed off of the counter and took a step towards him. “I’ll take one, if you’re offering…” She said, reaching up with one hand to take it.

As soon as she approach with her hand stretched to reach for the cookie he was offering, León pulled his hand away, popping the cookie in his mouth instead. A small grin pulled one corner of his mouth as he chewed. “Too slow,” he shook his head, hand reached to grab her by the fabric of her clothing. “If you’re hungry, I can order actual food...” He stepped closer, “What do you want to eat? Or is it too late?” 

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Christmas Eve | Mia & León

Mia watched mostly silently as he opened the package of cookies. He normally liked her food, she hoped he’d like the treat. “You’re welcome.” She replied, trying to figure out how he was feeling but reading him could be impossible if he wanted. “Ah, I know, I wanted to surprise you, I thought it would be nice…” She trailed off, worried León really might not want her there. She swallowed, shoving her hands in her pockets, trying to look less nervous than she felt. Worried? She said, head up looking at him with concern, feeling anxiety spike even more. Mia raised an eyebrow at the rest of his sentence and she scoffed a little. “It might be a shoe or a purse, since I don’t have any of your mugs on hand.” She joked, before smiling again and nodding. “Please.” She said, grinning up at him and walking into the warmer apartment. “So, how much longer would I have been in the hallway if I hadn’t brought you cookies?” She asked as she set her bag on his counter, looking back at him over her shoulder.

León stepped to the side letting her in, container of cookies in one hand. Once she was inside, he locked the door and made his way to the kitchen where he once again opened the pack of treats, taking on and popping the whole thing in his mouth. He chewed, nodding his head as she spoke, then his shoulders shrugged at her question. “Dunno,” he said, taking another cookie and putting it in his mouth. “What do you think?” He asked instead, as he leaned on the counter, eyeing her. “Cookie’s great...” He then muttered, deciding whether to eat a third cookie or save some for later... “I was about to call you when you knocked on the door... How did you get through the doorman?” It wouldn’t be a surprise if the doorman let Mia in just by knowing she stays with him sometimes. He glanced back at the cookies and picked up a third cookie, raising it, then nodding at her, “Want one?” He waved the treat as if he was enticing some child to come closer. 

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Christmas Eve | Mia & León

“Oh…” She swallowed, getting a tight feeling in her chest. She saw his eyes drop to the cookies and she nodded. “Of course. Did you think I’d bring you store bought cookies for Christmas?” She said, finding herself getting a little more tense. “Um, I think so?” She said, hesitantly passing him the boxes of cookies. She hoped a cookie might break whatever mood he seemed to be in. “It was alright, busy for the season of course. But there wasn’t any problems.” She was glad about that, flying was the worst for her. She’d blasted music the whole time and taken a sleeping pill to get through it. “…How are you?” She asked, raising her shoulders softly.

Once León had the cookies in his hand, he was slightly distracted, opening the package and letting the treat’s aroma fill his nostrils. Smells good, he thought to himself while he listens to Mia, raising his eyes to meet the tenseness written on her face. “Thanks,” he nodded his head, closing the Tupperware, shrugging his shoulders at the question. “Not expecting a visitor...” He was being honest but this wasn’t too bad, he wanted to add, although moments ago, he was realizing he was sitting alone in his apartment because he was avoiding the same person standing in front of him now... “I’m worried...” He then said, holding the door that was barely cracked open. “That if I continue with this I’d get another mug thrown at me,” he reminisced, raising an eyebrow as he eyed at her. “Do you wanna come in?” And finally opened the door wider, letting her inside the apartment. 

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Christmas Eve | Mia & León

Mia heard the door unlock and relief flooded through her, she was just glad she wasn’t going to be standing outside for hours looking like an idiot and having the cops called on her by his neighbors. She straightened up as he opened the door and she smiled. “Merry!- Christmas…?” She paused, raising an eyebrow at him, not expecting the tone. He didn’t even open the door all the way. “I thought I’d surprise you? I even brought you cookies..” She said, reaching into her purse and pulling out a Tupperware container with little gingerbread men dressed in Santa outfits. “Are you busy, I’m sorry.” She said, hoping he wasn’t going to be a jerk on a holiday of all times when she’d crossed an ocean just to see him for a few days.

“I’m very busy,” León didn’t change his tone nor the expression on his face but eyed the Tupperware of cookies she pulled out from her purse. “Did you bake that yourself?” He then nodded towards the container of treats, realizing the change in her expression. He wasn’t known to be a joker or a teaser and perhaps his attempt was being taken seriously... “Are they any good?” He continued without opening the door any wider but reached his left hand out for the cookies. “How was your flight?” He asked, wondering how long he could keep up his stupidity. 

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Christmas Eve | Mia & León

León was a very busy man, and Mia knew that about him. It wasn’t like anything had changed in the past few months. He’d been working, and she’d been working too, but his had him traveling like always. Mia was okay with it now that he was being a little more open about communication. It could be like pulling teeth, but as long as she got a call a week and she could get his current country out of him, she wasn’t going to complain. But now it was almost Christmas, and Mia hadn’t seen him in a good month or two. And when he told her he was going to stop in New York and see his family for Christmas, she knew what she wanted to do.

Mia knocked on his door, hoping he was home. She realized he could have literally been anywhere, and was probably with his family. She wanted it to be a surprise, rather than to have to call and ask for an address. She glanced around, hoping that she wouldn’t have to wait. She spent too much time sitting outside his doors.

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Timeline: 24th December 2017, Christmas Eve. Location: Apartment in New York. Mood: Focused. Attire: See this post.

León didn’t really celebrate Christmas the way most families do in the US and in a lot of parts of the world. It wasn’t a family tradition but one that he’d used as an excuse to tell Mia why he wasn’t going to be back in London in time for the holidays. Sure, there was some progress in what they have but he wasn’t entirely sure how to move forward with things. Even after everything what they’ve been through. There was an obvious struggle on his part and he didn’t need to wonder where it was coming from. 

In spite knowing very well he was ‘hiding’ from Mia, he’d decided that he’d contact the woman otherwise, it would be a mess. He realized he could be neglectful when it came to her but she had been understanding about his job... Checking his watch to see the time and calculating what time would it be on the other side of the world, he heard a knock. He wasn’t sure at first if it was a knock on his door. Impossible, he thought. He wasn’t expecting any visitors in the middle of the night and he don’t remember buzzing anyone in through the front door... Could be a neighbor? But he never talk to any of them although he knew each tenant that lived in the old police building turned into a high-end apartment. Leaving the comforts of his couch, he got up and walked to his door, peeking through the peep hole only to be surprised to see who’s on the other side -

“It can’t be,” he muttered, although he shouldn’t really be this amazed seeing Mia outside his door. With a frown, he unlocked and finally opened his door, but only a crack, peeking, not knowing what got into him. “Can I help you?” His tone was serious, eyeing the familiar blonde without blinking.