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tired of sleeping but don't want to be awake or have the energy to be awake :/

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how do i make a cult without the mean parts.

I just wanna hang out with people and take care of each other and maybe have like a goat idk.

Get ready with me to flare all my conditions and make my health worse <3

(go on vacation decided by my family)

#chronic illness #chronic pain #chronic fatigue #chronically ill #pots #orthostatic hypotension #postural orthostatic tachycardia syndrome #me/cfs #suspected #sorry for putting that tag if it turns out I'm wrong #family #vacation #health

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boothyghost

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I love this post especially the rat part

going on me feed

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what do you mean there are exactly zero rats i. this post

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primordialsoupvendor

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@hellsite-hall-of-fame @hellsitegenetics @bettinalevyisdetermined @cobblecatyt @l0stn3v3rf0und

su mer lovin’ “scream at own ass”

@vocabulary-altering-posts

I guess vent post?

really freaked out about the fact that I don't really have anyone to rely on here for when I have medical issues since my girlfriend broke up with me. like obviously the loneliness sucks in general, but I just don't know what I'll do if something happens. I've had days/times when I've been unable to walk. what am I supposed to do if I like can't get up out of the bathtub or something? everyone else i know with chronic illnesses of sorts has partners or really close friends to help out. I already needed more support and now I have none and I don't know what to do cause I feel like everything chronic illness-wise has just gotten worse over time so I feel like I'm just gonna have higher and higher support needs but I don't have anyone right now and I just don't know how to get anyone in the future either.

#chronic illness #vent post #tw vent #chronic pain #dynamic disability #i feel weird adding that last one #i don't know if it fits exactly #idk i don't know anything

nothing more humbling than realizing the only relationship I've ever had or wanted has gone beat for beat the same as my favorite fanfic so far.

As of right now I've gotten all the bad parts, but I don't think I'll get the happy, satisfying ending.

#fanfic #fanfiction #relationships #breakup #anyway #romantic relationships #ao3 #archive of our own

my hobbies now include and are limited to:

crying, trying to distract myself on my phone, and Suicidal ideation.

z-grist

Dmc doodles from the past weeks

Instagram/Bluesky: z.grist

personally, I would never cry about flushing a fly down the toilet accidentally. that's something that would never happen. Definitely didn't happen a couple minutes ago because it's something that would never happen.

#:'(#is sarcasm the right word for this?#idk #poor fly #:''(