ThunderLunch:The brown bag chronicles

A self absorbed decent into insanity or a story about finding the ultimate zen state of mind whilst dealing with the daily dredge of mearly existing.

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L.O.V.E: Lot's of violent episodes

Insane LOC

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I will be releasing my first short story for all that don't care.

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Something has returned

It's not good and far from terrible, why do I put myself in these tightrope situations. On one side is certain death, the other side is also death just less certain, but the arch of my foot is cramping I could just close my eyes and freefall while I think about flying for a few seconds. Or I could continue to walk my path to the destination ahead of me with no real idea what lies ahead of me. On a funny note victory against darkness is bullshit as long as there is light there will be dark .

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To live is a dream

I'm so nauseous with existing, every breath I take makes me want to throw up, I can feel my heart beating like it once did maybe but possibly not you're thinking about me. There's a ringing in my ear that's almost deafining, I hope that the next spell you cast on me kills me. Because living without you is truly existing without a purpose.

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I've forgotten how to smile after you stole my happiness, the slivers of sleep I claim are filled with deja Vu and my teeth falling out and we know what that's about. Time is prosperity and I'm full to the fact that we won't be together in this sequence, maybe some other time maybe not, I am done thinking and wishing it's time to do something with this existing nature no more will I sleepwalk through my waking life, it's going to be a series of events that don't involve you. Until the never known day the void is silent so it's time you fade away Ms.grey

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no soy de aquí ni de allí, the void calls but I've decided to not listen anymore , it's a bunch of the same

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Can I just stand here all day and smoke cigarettes until my throat bleeds ?, I honestly feeling like smiling again

Some girl and some guy

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Day 13

Every day is just a repeat of tomorrow, I sleep less than ever before and the days go by in the blink of an eye, the place where my heart was is now just a hollow crevice where blood seeps into. But aside from the bad life is suprisingly good in the comparison that it's not as bad as it was, I can smile again although there is still a few palpitations in my chest I still will progress to the brightest day and hopefully not decent into obscurity.

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A R C A D E

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S L E E P L E S S

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I've seen many lights like this

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Memes

Can I open the dialogue option that reveals how depressed our society thinks it is. Is it funny or sad that memes , alcohol, and drugs are readily available and cheaper than professional help.

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PHYSICS

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By the time I come down the sun will be at my back, the clouds on my heels and the nagging sensation that tonight was never meant to be enough. But merely a taste of what life could be like without you.

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If you're being followed do you run or hide? Or do you set a trap to wreck their pride.

Asking for a friend of a friend

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Let me scream into the night sky that "I'm alright"!

The vitriol that bleeds from my mouth

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I wish that my heart had died long ago so I can live again, It's like an old friend full of bad ideas and refuses to grow up.

My brain

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