Prinsipe Lenard

Inhinyerong Piloto

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Sabi mo kapag 50 years old na tayo,

saka tayo magboboyfriend at maggigirlfriend.

Sabi mo madali na lang yun kasi cute naman tau…

Pero ako nga pala yung hindi tumupad sa pangako.

Siguro nainip ako sa paghihintay sa iyo araw-araw…

Siguro natakot ako na baka hindi naman tayo umabot ng 50.

O natakot na baka hindi ka naman talaga maghihintay ng 50. Na baka sa paliko likong daan sa mundong ito, hindi mo na ako mahahanap at mahuhulog ka na lang sa iba.

Pero alam mo, iningatan kita, sa pagitan ng disi sais at cuarenta.

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Mahirap mangako

na ‘di na kita iibigin…

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You are still my moon. 🌙

Ikaw pa rin ang aking buwan.

Minsan hindi buo.

Malayo..minsan hindi ko natatanaw.

Pero masaya ako dahil alam kong nariyan ka lang.

Lagi ako maghinhintay sa kabilugan ng buwan.

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2nd

Nung bata pa ako, madalas akong pangalawa lang…

2nd honor… runner up lage.

Hanggang tumanda..2nd girlfriend…

Yung hindi pinipili.

Naisip ko, may mga tao kaya talagang hanggang 2nd lang? Yung hindi nauuna, yung hindi inuuna.

Yung hindi pinipili.

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Invisible

Kung may Invisible String Theory,

Mayroon ding Invisible Wall,

Mayroon ding Invisible Chain.

Yung invisible wall naramdaman ko yun nung nalaman kong mayroon na siyang iba. Napakataas. Katabi ko lang sya pero ramdam kong malayo na siya at may makapal nang pader sa pagitan namin. Kaya naisip ko din na baka nararamdaman yun ng soul natin..yung mga ganung invisible.

Yung invisible chain naramdaman ko yun nung nakalaya na ako sa kanya. Nung I finally let go. Parang nawala na yung mabigat na chain na humihila sa akin pababa. Naramdaman ko yung pagkawala ng invisible weight na mabigat sa dibdib.

Yung paglaya sa paghihintay sa wala.

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Love in silence

Cry in silence

I never thought that the sound of silence is deafening

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I just want you to know, you are one of the reasons why:

I want to come to my classes even if its too hard.

I want to achieve more in life even if its too harsh.

I want to loose weight even if it pulls me down.

I didn’t get married.

I want to live even if part of me has died.

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I dreamt about you again.

You’re the frequent visitor inside my head.

And this time, I felt your hug like its for real.

Last night in my dream, you told me you love me.

And you told everybody I am yours.

Oh how I long to hear those words, but they didn’t come to life.

25 years and I am still loving you.

You are still the first laugh my heart hears, the first who pulled my heartstrings.

My pilot who first send me up in the sky and made me feel that l can love somebody so much, and made me realized that I can love somebody even from afar.

I am always wondering if there is even a time you love me or did you even feel my love?

Because you have always been the love I’m afraid to break, I’m afraid to say..I’m afraid to touch…

I wish I could tell you and make you feel how much you mean to me..but I only see you in my dreams.

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Pero meron akong isang kahinaan

Marunong ako magpatawad

Pero hirap akong makalimot

Kaya kung naaalala ko

Na ikaw ang unang taong sa aki’y nagmahal

Hindi ko rin malimot

Na ikaw ang unang taong nanakit sa akin…

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You know I love you right?

But you didn’t do anything about it…

This love is established since year 2000

I remember your clothes..your shoes..your smell, the perfume that you wear.

I remember every angle of your face that I used to draw over and over again. Your mole and every bit of your hair.

I remember your hands..your gentle touch, the way you talk, the way you walk…the way you smile.

This is my curse. I remember everything.

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Saan kaya napupunta yung mga sobra sobrang pagmamahal sa mahabang panahon na ibinibigay natin sa mga taong hindi naman tayo mahal…🤔

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“If you hold on to someone too hard,

it doesn’t make them love you….”

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I wish I could tell you all my heart’s content…

But I don’t think you can handle it.

How I wish I could tell you how I feel…

Though it may be meaningless for you.

I am not sure if the fear of rejection is worth eternity of silence.

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Naranasan mo na ba yung…

Ibinigay mo na ang lahat

Pero kulang ka pa rin….

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Have you ever chase a setting sun

Or pick a blooming flower….

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“My friend, with thee to live alone

Methinks were better than to own

A crown, a sceptre, and a throne.”