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@captivatedentity
Wait for someone that makes you smile so hard that your cheeks hurt and loves you so much that you can feel it through their fingertips when they brush the hair out of your eyes and lean in to kiss you.
don’t you dare accept anything less (H.S)
1. Did you wake up cranky? nooo, I was quite alright actually 2. Would you date an 18-year-old at the age you are now? yesyes 3. Do you prefer to be friends with girls or boys? don't gender role them, each person be a person okay 4. Would you ever smile at a stranger? yasss 5. Can you commit to one person? I think so (so far so good amirite bae) 6. How do you look right now? ready for bedy 7. What exactly are you wearing right now? ma fuzzy purple dressing gown 8. How often do you listen to music? every day obvs 9. Do you wear jeans or sweats more? neither, dresses all the way 10. Do you think your life will change dramatically before 2017? nah, not like dramatically, it will change quite a bit but not like in an unexpected way (I reckon cus ya never know!) 11. Are you a social or an antisocial person? ooooh, that seriously depends. the past year of my life I would say antisocial, I was hella social through my high school years tho 12. If the person you like says they like someone else, what would you say? duuuude u like me more tho right??? 13. Are you good at hiding your feelings? hell na 14. Can you drive a stick shift? if you mean can I drive a car that has GEARS then yes that be the only kinda car I know how to drive #UKftw 15. Do you care if people talk badly about you? hell yeh but I know they do it and it kay 16. Are you going out of town soon? yusss 17. When was the last time you cried? today eep (ma messy room caused me stress) 18. Have you ever liked someone you didn’t expect to? of course of course 19. If you could change your eye color, would you? yES, pretty bright blue please 20. Name something you have to do tomorrow? as in ONE thing?! dude I gotta do everything so idk I'll pick something easy: go out for an indian with ma gal pals 21. Name something you dislike about the day you’re having. it was mega unproductive 22. Have you ever liked one of your best friends of the opposite sex? yes yes of course of course 23. Are you nice to everyone? actually pretty much yes! I mean everyone has an odd snap I'm sure but yeah my general disposition is to be nice to people 24. What are you sitting on right now? a bed 25. Do you think you can last in a relationship for 6 months and not cheat? yesyes, tested and proven baby 26. Have you ever wanted someone you couldn’t have? obviouslyyy 27. Who was the last person you talked to before you went to bed last night? the boyfriend, obviouslyyy (just cus we sleep in the same bed so ya know, makes sense) 28. Do you get a lot of colds? em nah not really any more actually 29. Have your pants ever fallen down in public? nah 30. Does anyone hate you? yes eek, just one person that I'm properly aware of 31. Do you have someone of the opposite sex you can tell everything to? yes (the boyfriend again *vomit*) 32. Do you like watching scary movies? yES 33. Are you a jealous person? yes :/ 34. If you had to delete one year of your life completely, which would it be? oooh I mean god no year ever that is awful but okay, 2013, just cus it was fairly unmemorable. 35. Did you have a dream last night? yes obvs everyone does, don't remember it tho (my orthodontic elastics features tho) 36. Is there anyone you can tell EVERYTHING to? YES THE BAE 37. Do you think you’ll be married in 5 years? oooh, 5 years... I'll be 25... so.... god, yeah, I reckon there's a strong possibility of that 38. Do you think someone has feelings for you? yes :) 39. Do you think someone is thinking about you right now? yes :) probs cus he's just turning the key in my lock 40. Did you have a good day yesterday? erm, I really don't remember, so probably not that great - it was likely mediocre 41. Think back 2 months ago; were you in a relationship? yesyesyes, waaaay more than 2 months 42. Is your life anything like it was two years ago? nah, not at all 43. If the person you wish to be with were with you, what would you be doing right now? sleeping PLEASE 44. What’s the best part about school? I do not school 45. Do you have any pictures on your Facebook? yes of course 46. Do you ever pass notes to your friends in school? I no school (but I did when I was at school tho obvs) 47. Do you replay things that have happened in your head? yesyes 48. Were you single over the last summer?, nooope 49. What are you supposed to be doing right now? SLEEPING 50. Don’t tell me lies, is the last person you texted attractive? hahahaha, the last person was the bae and yeah man
you know you’re with a lovely conscientious dude when he comes home after being out with friends and says: “One of the girls was wearing a real fur jacket and since the other three of us are vegetarian I felt a bit weird about it and said that that’s really not that great. But then one of the other vegetarians pointed out that the shoes that I was wearing are most probably made of leather. Since I got them as a present I’d never really thought about that before. I spent the whole walk home looking down at my shoes. I’m going to need to buy some new ones for work on Monday.”
WOAH INTERESTING QUESTIONS 01:tell me the truth, what made you start liking the person you like right now? ooh okay well he was older and a new person I’d never seen before tbh. I also though that he was super awkward and dorky which I thought was really cute. 02:what on your body is hurting or bothering you? 03:what was your last thought before going to bed last night? 04:what are you listening to? The Sound by The 1975 05:what’s something you’re not looking forward to? having to get dressed to go to the orthodontist sigh 06:where do you think your best friend is right now? at work innit 07:have you kissed anybody in the last five days? yusss 08:favorite song ? 09:kiss on the first date? yeh sure why not 10:is there one person you want to be with right now? 11:are you seriously happy with where you are in life? 12:is there something you would like to say to someone? 13:what are three things you did today? 14:would you rather sleep at a friend’s or have them over? 15:what is your favorite kind of gum? 16:are you friends with any of your ex boyfriends/ girlfriends? 17:what is on your wrists right now? 18:ever liked someone you thought you didn’t stand a chance with? 19:does anyone have strong feelings for you? 20:are you slowly drifting away from someone? 21:have you ever wasted your time on someone? 22:can you do the alphabet in sign language? 23:how have you felt today? 24:you receive £60 without any reason, what do you spend it on? 25:what is wrong with you right now? 26:is there anyone you’re really disappointed in? 27:would you rather have starbucks or jamba juice right now? 28:why aren’t you in ‘love’ with your last ex anymore? 29:how late did you stay up last night and why? 30:when was the last time you talked to one of your best friends? 31:what were you doing an hour ago? 32:what are you looking forward to in the next month? 33:are you wearing jeans right now? 34:are you a patient person? 35:do you think you can last in a relationship for three months? 36:favorite color? 37:did you have a dream last night? 38:are you wearing jeans, shorts, sweatpants, or pajama pants? 39:if someone could be cuddling you right now, who would you want it to be? 40:do you love anyone who is not related to you? 41:if someone liked you right now, would you want them to tell you? 42:do you like meeting new people? 43:are you afraid of falling in love? 44:ever self-harmed or starved yourself? 45:has anyone ever told you that you have pretty eyes? 46:have you ever felt like you weren’t good enough?AQzaqzAQQA
BE NOSY & INAPPROPRIATE 1. Last kiss - with the bf like an hour ago? 2. Last phone call - the bf at 5pm ish when he finished work 3. Last text message - from mum giving me my granny’s number (cute) 4. Last song you listened to - heaven by trove sivan 5. Last time you cried - about three weeks ago I think HAVE YOU EVER: 6. Dated someone twice - yaaaaas, two people actually (one of them I’m dating right now) 7. Been cheated on - no actually 8. Self harmed - yes 9. Lost someone special - erm yeah I think so (not like a romantic special person but just like a friend special) 10. Been depressed - yes 11. Been drunk and threw up - yes :( but only once! THIS YEAR HAVE YOU: 12. had sex - hahaha, yaaas 13. How many people have you had sex with this year? one 15. Made a new friend - maybe kinda? 17. Laughed until you cried - yes yes yes, my bf is hilarious tbh 18. Met someone who changed you - yes, although I had met her once before last year as well but yeh she’s changed me a bit this year (one of my best friends’ flatmate) 19. Found out who your true friends were - nah I haven’t found that out this year, I’ve known for a while 20. Found out someone was talking about you - not specifically but I know that will have happened - that’s human nature! 21. What did you do for your last birthday - I literally cannot even vaguely remember 22. What time did you wake up today - 8:30am when I was supposed to get up at 7am oops 23. Name something you CANNOT wait for - AVENUE Q AND TROYE SIVAN (and kenya) 24. Last time you saw your all of your siblings at the same time - ermmm about a month ago 25. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life - that I was more motivated to not completely mess up my future 26. What are you listening to right now - wild by troye sivan (I’m listening to his album right now okay) 27. When is the last time you had sex? I think around a week ago? 28. Who's getting on your nerves right now - one of my friends who takes me for granted a bit :/ 29. Most visited webpage - facebook (ugh) 30. Favourite colour - don’t have one cus seriously, imagine the world in one colour 31. Nicknames - Jules, Joolz, Joules, Julie bean, JK 32. Relationship status - taken baby 33. Zodiac sign - Gemini (obviously ha) 34. Male or female - female 35. Primary school - I don't want you to know where I went to school you creeps 36. Secondary School - SAME HERE 37. High school/college - SAME HERE 38. Eye colour - brown 39. Height - 5 ft 2 40. Do you have a crush on someone - yuss 41. What do you like about yourself - my ability to pull things off academically all the time even though I absolutely don’t deserve it 42. Piercings - yesss, ears and nose 43. Tattoos - no but maybe one day! 44. Righty or lefty - righty FIRSTS: 45. First piercing - ears when I was 13 ish 46. First best friend - Chris, ma playgroup pal 47. First hookup - idk like legit boyfriend wise it was my first bf when I was 14 but just ‘hook up’ wise it woulda been one of my friends in ma group at school when I was 16 48. First Bestfriend - THAT IS LITERALLY THE SAME QUESTIONS RIGHT NOW: 49. Eating - nowt 50. Drinking - strawberry flavoured water (yum) 51. I'm about to - write my damn essay 52. Listening to - bite by troye sivan 53. Waiting for - me to get some motivation to DO SOME DAMN WORK YOUR FUTURE: 54. Want kids? I think so 55. Get married? I think so (I’M SO UNSURE ABOUT EVERYTHING) 56. Career - I think something to do with saving the environment bc literally why aren’t we doing more but idk what or if I can with the degree I’ll have (it’s not the most relevant thing ever haha) WHICH IS BETTER: 57. Lips or eyes - oooh that is tough but lips 58. Hugs or kisses - this sounds like something that I change my mind on all the time depending on what mood I’m in but right now I am most appreciating hugs 59. Shorter or taller - taller just cus I’m dating a taller but tbh I’m easy 60. Older or Younger - dun’t really matter but idk I’ll go for older again cus I’m dating one (and the two people I’ve been in love with have both been older) but yeh I literally think that age does not impact maturity at all so it really doesn’t matter to me 61. Romantic or spontaneous - those are... both things that.. can coincide... and have no correlation.... 62. Nice stomach or nice arms - stomaaaach, man I love me a wee squishy stomach 63. Sensitive or loud - sensitive cus I’m loud enough for anyone I’m with aha 64. Hook-up or relationship - relationship cus I am loving the constant loving support right now HAVE YOU EVER: 65. Kissed a stranger - yassss 66. Drank hard liquor - ha, yass 67. Lost glasses/contacts - I have lost glasses actually! 68. Had sex - yesyes 69. Broken someone's heart - yes :/ 70. Been arrested - no!!! if I ever get arrested for being at a protest about something I really believe in tho it will not be a problem for me 71. Turned someone down - yes 72. Cried when someone died - yes!!! most recently it was Alan Rickman 73. Fallen for a friend - yes :( DO YOU BELIEVE IN: 74. Yourself - semi 75. Miracles - I need to cus this essay needs a miracle 76. Love at first sight - that is not a thing man 77. Heaven - heck no 78. Santa Clause - thankfully no 79. Kiss on the first date - yeh sure y not 80. Angels - nonono 81. How would you label yourself? an atheist vegan who is real pissed about too many big issues 82. Someone You Pray Everyday For - I do nat pray nor will I ever 83. Did you sing today - yes! (7 years by Lukas Graham man, what a tune) 84. Who From All Your Ex's have You Cared The Most About - ooh thats very interesting and tricky cus I do care about them all to the extent I hope good things happen for them. but probs sam (if you can even call him an ex lol which you cant really but I'm gonna for the sake of the importance of the relationship I had with him on ma life) 85. If you could go back in time, how far would you go? I would not bc the further back I would go the more dangerous the world would get for someone as opinionated (and female) as me 86. Out Of Everything In The World What Do You Wish For - for the planet to be saved and for humans to pull their heads out of their asses to do something about it 87. Are you afraid of falling in love? - I am actually, definitely 88. Do you like the way you look? - sometimes yes, sometimes no, I tend to not think about it very much though in all honesty
Brutally honest hour. A. If I’m in love - yaaaas
B. Last person I talked on the phone with - the bf
C. How long has it been since I’ve kissed? - em em like half an hour or summit, TOO LONG ACTUALLY where that boy at
D. If I have a preference for boys or girls? boyz
E. How many piercings? 2
F. Give me any options like “hot or cold” - ??
G. Last person said “I love you” to - the bf like maybe just an hour or two ago?
H. Last person I hugged - the bf, hour ish ago as well (I’m so boring, ha, sorry)
I. Last time I felt jealous and why - em em em ooooh. I don’t remember the last time I felt jealous!! at all. WAIT yes maybe when a girl asked my bf out on a date and I was like dude don't be doin that shit. but like that’s not jealousy cause I’m the one that has the thing... WAIT I’ve forgotten the whole envy vs jealousy definition thing but yeah okay maybe that’s the closest. like guuuurl, leave him alone (she asked him like 3 times but to her credit he was too intimidated to tell her he had a gf so just kept making excuses lol)
J. Are you insecure? What about? my relationship, my coursework, my attendance, my job, my weight, my looks, my diet, my (lack of) friends.... apparently most aspects of life haha
K. My full name - dude I do NOT want you to stalk me
L. Siblings? yaaas, 2 younger sisters innit
M. If I forgive betrayal? yes, but it’s really hard cus I cling to stuff so hard ha
N. Favourite animal? yo how can I pick a favourite they’re all lovely okay (animals are friends not food)
O. Where I’d like to travel? EVERYWHERE. no but seriously, all over the bit. the USA is high up there and so is Australia but also Asia (like maybe Japan/China?) and I’m hitting Kenya this summer which will be my first experience of Africa so yeh I’m excited bout travelling (still young innit)
P. Music I like - many different types of music but yeah okay lets get real for a second, pop is everything.
Q. Favorite flower - ALL THE FLOWERS, FLOWERS, GIVE ME FLOWERS (I mean maybe don’t actually give me them but just leave them in the ground so maybe like take me somewhere I can appreciate them growing and living and doing their thang)
R. Is cheating ever okay? okay is obviously not the word and the definition of the word ‘cheating’ is so ambitious that really there is no straight answer to this - it definitely depends on the situation and there are so many different situations that that word could be associated with (some ppl are gonna hate on me so hard for saying that ‘cheating’ is a vague thing ha I guess for some people it’s clear cut but for me it’s much more of a case-by-case thing)
S. 2 hobbies - listening to music and... hanging out with my bf (those are not hobbies, surely)
T. 3 things you love unconditionally - my family, my friends, the opportunity to live a life
U. Favorite time of the year and why? - um really there is no time of the year that I don’t associate with a bad mental state of being and each time of year I get uneasy throwbacks to those feelings so idk if I really have a ‘favourite’ - each has good and bad bits
V. Big dreams? not any more
W. If I’ve done something I regret very much - oh yes, but who hasn’t I mean cmon
X. 3 turn ons - nice smelling hair, soft kisses (can either be crazy romantic or damn sexy) and scott tbh
Y. 3 turn offs - gross smells (farts + sex = not sexy), like hesitant moves like idk kind of skirting about? sorry thats a hard one to describe but yeah, drunkenness (unless I’m drunk in which case I would nat be caring ha)
Random list of things I have/haven’t done:
✅Shot a gun ❌Gone on a blind date ✅Skipped school ✅Watched someone give birth ❌Watched someone die ❌Visited Canada ❌Visited Hawaii ✅Visited Europe ❌Visited Las Vegas ✅Visited Asia ❌Visited Africa (soon!) ❌Visited Florida ❌Visited Mexico ❌Seen the Grand Canyon in person ❌Flown in a helicopter ❌ Served on a jury ❌ Visited L.A ✅Cried yourself to sleep ❌Recently coloured with pencils ❌Sang karaoke ✅Paid for a meal with coins only ❌Made prank phone calls ✅Laughed so much you cried ✅Caught a snowflake on your tongue ❌Had children ✅Had a pet ❌Been skinny-dipping ❌Abseiled down a building / cliff ❌Been downhill skiing ✅Been water skiing ✅Been camping in a tent ❌Driven a motorcycle ❌Been bungee-jumping ❌Gone to a drive-in movie ✅Done something that could have killed you… ❌Done something that you will regret for the rest of your life ❌Rode an elephant ❌Rode a camel ✅Eaten just cookies or cake or ice cream for dinner ✅Been on TV ❌Stolen any traffic signs ❌Been in a car accident ❌Stayed in Hospital ❌Donated blood ❌Had to pay a fine in the past 12 months ✅Gotten a piercing ❌Gotten a Tattoo ❌Driven an automatic car ❌Owned your dream car ❌Been Married. ❌Been divorced ✅Fell in love ✅Fell out of love ❌Paid for a strangers meal ❌Driven over 100mph ❌Worked in a pub ❌Been scuba diving ❌Walked on burning coals ❌Eaten snails ❌Swam with dolphins ❌Swam with Sharks ❌Found a dead body ❌Lived on your own ✅Performed on a stage
maybe I’ve guessed your motivations and maybe I haven’t if so, I wish it was an excuse but... it isn’t being fully aware that you’re negatively mentally impacting other people in the process of your own self destruction isn’t okay
I understand but I still don’t forgive you for what you did to my mental health
ok
1: Is there a boy/girl in your life? yES 2: Think of the last person who hurt you; do you forgive them? um um um u m ... .depends what this means by 'hurt' and to what extent but actually ha yeah literally most people that have hurt me yeh why not 3: What do you think of when you hear the word “meow?” cat obvs 4: What’s something you really want right now? to not have exams in 4 weeks lol 5: Are you afraid of falling in love? oh god definitely. like if I ever fell in love again it would be p much the scariest thing to happen to me. 6: Do you like the beach? YES 7: Have you ever slept on a couch with someone else? emmm no actually! cuddled yes but not slept. waaaay too uncomfy with 2!! 8: What’s the background on your cell? 'cell' ha welll its like this sorta blue sky thing (super boring) 9: Name the last four beds you were sat on? oh my god okay. soft, squishy, damp, warm. HA no in a serious way ok they were (in order of most recent to least): scott's, lydia's, mine, mine at home.... 10: Do you like your phone? yehhh, its awrite 11: Honestly, are things going the way you planned? emmm kinda of.. . kinda don't know what I had planned? actually yeh no wait they're definitely not hahaha. but I think thats kinda great. 12: Who was the last person whose phone number you added to your contacts? oooooooh, my medical centre's number haha. ha. ha :( 13: Would you rather have a poodle or a Rottweiler? rottweiler!!! sam has introduced me to the idea of the beauts 14: Which hurts the most, physical or emotional pain? em. this is not even like... a remotely comparable thing... cus like both can make you wanna die so... 15: Would you rather visit a zoo or an art museum? art museums are bleugh and I love seeing animals but zoos are a bit morally :// so I guess art galleries 16: Are you tired? YES so tired (W H Y am I still awake doing this) 17: How long have you known your 1st phone contact? my 1st... like literally how am I supposed to know who my first was... was probs scott lets be honest so ok em 4 and a half years?? 18: Are they a relative? my instinct was to type 'ha, no' there but actually kinda yes??? idk like yeh I would defo say scott is family to me so (blood relative: no) 19: Would you ever consider getting back together with any of your exes? hahahaha. ha. h a. 20: When did you last talk to the last person you shared a kiss with? like 20 mins ago because he had to go to sleep for work in the morn :( 21: If you knew you had the right person, would you marry them today? nooooope. today is too soon my friend. we be young. families be judgemental. aint got tha moneys or the priority for it. 22: Would you kiss the last person you kissed again? ... obviously not. lol. (that was a jk. it was my bf. so yeh.) 23: How many bracelets do you have on your wrists right now? none :( 24: Is there a certain quote you live by? hahah heck, no 25: What’s on your mind? this questiony thing and like why the heck am I doing it 26: Do you have any tattoos? no :( 27: What is your favorite color? do nottt have one 28: Next time you will kiss someone on the lips? em em em em that is so unknown like how can anyone know that but ok at least unlike most ppl I can narrow it down to later on today so like in the next 22 hours (probs not till like 9:45pm or some shit :((( ) lotsa kisses on the general sorta face area probs before then though 29: Who are you texting? em... no one... I'm doing this... dude.... 30: Think to the last person you kissed, have you ever kissed them on a couch? yes yes 31: Have you ever had the feeling something bad was going to happen and you were right? YES 32: Do you have a friend of the opposite sex you can talk to? yeh, well, kinda... like idk not counting my bf cus he's obvs a MAHOOSIVE friend not like that much? I have loadsa loose guy friends I can chat to when I see them but I probs wouldnt hit many of them up otherwise 33: Do you think anyone has feelings for you? nah. lol. (jk) 34: Has anyone ever told you you have pretty eyes? YES c: 35: Say the last person you kissed was kissing someone right in front of you? that would be literally the biggest no ever 36: Were you single on Valentines Day? no actually!!! 37: Are you friends with the last person you kissed? ha, nah. we only make out, no speak. (lol. jk) 38: What do your friends call you? jules :)))) 39: Has anyone upset you in the last week? oh almost definitely yeh 40: Have you ever cried over a text? yes... I say that hesitantly cus nothing comes to mind but I'm pretty sure yeh. in fact, yeh, I think just like silly little things - time I can most remember was when I was like 15 ha. 41: Where’s your last bruise located? oooooh good one. em, I'm gonna go for upper arm 42: What is it from? I got a flu jab there a few days ago and there was a wee bit of a bruise 43: Last time you wanted to be away from somewhere really bad? oh god like really recently probs (idk though) 44: Who was the last person you were on the phone with? em em em scott ha 45: Do you have a favourite pair of shoes? ha no I literally have one pair of shoes full stop so 46: Do you wear hats if your having a bad hair day? noooo 47: Would you ever go bald if it was the style? em I don't think so :// only cus I think my scalp would be kinda gross idk the whole idea is just a bit no to me 48: Do you make supper for your family? HA, no 49: Does your bedroom have a door? YES, thank god??? 50: Top 3 web-pages? like top most visited?? Facebook, twitter, youtube 51: Do you know anyone who hates shopping? yes, ME 52: Does anything on your body hurt? yes, my arm a teeny bit (like at a stretch though) 53: Are goodbyes hard for you? no tbh??? like they never ever have been. think saying goodbye to scott for a few weeks though would be a bit horrific. 54: What was the last beverage you spilled on yourself? water. excitiiiing. 55: How is your hair? not the best, but growing back in! 56: What do you usually do first in the morning? roll over and hug scott <3 literally though, every morning, I'm always the first to wake up and I always want him to be awake instantly with me 57: Do you think two people can last forever? 'forever' is not a thing cus death but in like life which is obvs what the q means and I'm just being a lil bitch about it... yes? bc I look at both set of my grandparents that got tog age 20 and are now mid 70s and still going so, yeh, y not 58: Think back to January 2007, were you single? oh my god I was 11 so yeh 59: Green or purple grapes? PURPLE.. wait... 60: When’s the next time you will give someone a BIG hug? later today :)) maybe even in like 10 mins when I get bored and lonely 61: Do you wish you were somewhere else right now? nah nah 62: When will be the next time you text someone? em... later on today 63: Where will you be 5 hours from now? sleeping in my bed :))) 64: What were you doing at 8 this morning. sleeeeping :) 65: This time last year, can you remember who you liked? YES, ha, bae 66: Is there one person in your life that can always make you smile? I wanted to say yes to this but no? cus there is literally never ever a time where its not possible I'm in a mood where theres no way in hell absolutely anyone can make me smile 67: Did you kiss or hug anyone today? YES, lots 68: What was your last thought before you went to bed last night? abt all the ladies that are hitting on scott at his new job ha (he works in a university cafe fuuuull of like literally thousands of girls his age) and then consequently I had a dream that he slept with like 10 other girls ha it was p intense. yeh wow my last thoughts before bed are not usually that intense/jealous-y 69: Have you ever tried your hardest and then gotten disappointed in the end? not really :// 70: How many windows are open on your computer? 9 :/ (sorry babe) 71: How many fingers do you have? 10 thankfully 72: What is your ringtone? idk the stereoptyical iPhone one 73: How old will you be in 5 months? 5 months.... still 19 yusss!!!! but literally like 2 weeks away from being 20 eeeek 74: Where is your Mum right now? at hoooome in ma wee hometown 75: Why aren’t you with the person you were first in love with or almost in love? oooooh ok ok because he didnt love me back 76: Have you held hands with somebody in the past three days? yesyesyes 77: Are you friends with the people you were friends with two years ago? yes :))) 78: Do you remember who you had a crush on in year 7? what is that 79: Is there anyone you know with the name Mike? yes! my uncle-in-law 80: Have you ever fallen asleep in someones arms? yes :) much to his discomfort 81: How many people have you liked in the past three months? one, legit 82: Has anyone seen you in your underwear in the last 3 days? HA yes 2 people actually cus I wander about in my pants ALL the time in scott's flat (soz james) 83: Will you talk to the person you like tonight? no more :( talked to him loads but he's asleep now (sad face) 84: You’re drunk and yelling at hot guys/girls out of your car window, you’re with? that would literally NEVER happen because that is a disgusting thing to do to anyone 85: If your BF/GF was into drugs would you care? depends like what the situation was?? idk I guess I will always care in some way though like I'll never just be like totally nonchalant, as in I'll always be intrigued or wanna give advice or w/e but ok yeh obviously if it was a drug ADDICTION I would care, otherwise I'd be like ok dude its chill 86: What was the most eventful thing that happened last time you went to see a movie? I fell asleep ha (which I think was like 2/3 years ago to the best of my knowledge) which is uneventful definitely but yeah what dramatic thing can really happen when you're seeing a movie anyway?? 87: Who was your last received call from? scotttt 88: If someone gave you $1,000 to burn a butterfly over a candle, would you? literally no bc fuck off 89: What is something you wish you had more of? time. time time time. 90: Have you ever trusted someone too much? yes, definitely!! 91: Do you sleep with your window open? noooooo, cold and bugs fly in and in summer allergies and burglars and why would you ever 92: Do you get along with girls? yessss, so many 93: Are you keeping a secret from someone who needs to know the truth? nope :) 94: Does sex mean love? hahahaha, obviously not. who would ever answer yes to this guyz cmon 95: You’re locked in a room with the last person you kissed, is that a problem? OH GOD YEAH god worst thing EVER ugh god G O D . (no) would happily spend time with just him forevs tbh! 96: Have you ever kissed anyone with a lip ring? nooo... sounds... interesting... 97: Did you sleep alone this week? nope, not once :) 98: Everybody has somebody that makes them happy, do you? YES, lotsa people 99: Do you believe in love at first sight? obvs not 100: Who was the last person that you pinky promise? scott :)
spoke french at scott last night and he just dozed while he listened and said it sounded super cute, yay
'brown eyed girl' started to play last night at the end of the song the bf said 'hey, you're MY brown eyed girl' awwwwwwww.... no shit babe.
'maybe I love you more than I think. boys are not good at feelings.' my boyfriend after he sobbed and clung to me telling me that he fucking loved me okay (everything is gonna be okay)
A. WHY MY LAST RELATIONSHIP ENDED. like july 2012?
B. FAVOURITE BAND. toooo many, but 1975
C. WHO I LIKE AND WHY I LIKE THEM. - SCOTT because he is purdy and funny and lovely and just wow
D. HARDEST THING I’VE EVER BEEN THROUGH. - wee bit of the old depression and 'eating disturbances' (e.g. an undiagnosed ED) to battle with
E. MY BEST FRIEND. - T O O MANY FR IENDS
F. MY FAVOURITE MOVIE. - oooooh right now Lord Of The Rings
G. SEXUAL ORIENTATION. - ooooh hard one, ermm… mostly straight, maybe a tad bisexual
H. DO I SMOKE/DRINK? - I don't regularly smoke, I don't regularly drink, however I am known to partake in these things on occasion (drink more than smoke though of course)
I. HAVE ANY TATTOOS OR PIERCINGS? - ears and nose piercing, tattoos noooo but maybe one day!
J. WHAT I WANT TO BE WHEN I GET OLDER. - DONT ASK ME THESE THINGS
K. RELATIONSHIP WITH MY PARENTS. - hrmmm…. well I love me maw although I'm quite mean to her sometimes which is really awful of me (I just get so grumpy and rude and ugh) and my relationship with my dad is banterous some of the time but what with him being an alcoholic and all it's somewhat strained
L. ONE OF MY INSECURITIES. - appearance wise, my teeth, big time, otherwise, my lack of stability in a relationship, feel like I'm getting better but I'm still super scared of messing everything up
M. VIRGIN OR NOT? - so not
N. FAVOURITE PLACE TO SHOP AT? - emmm I do NOT shop, but I guess beyond retro?
O. MY EYE COLOUR. - brownnn (sigh)
P. WHY I HATE SCHOOL. - I'm not at school any more and in retrospect I no longer hate it or care about it even a little bit at all
Q. RELATIONSHIP STATUS AS OF RIGHT NOW. - sooooo taken
R. FAVOURITE SONG AT THE MOMENT. - World of Chances by Demi Lovato (randomly)
S. A RANDOM FACT ABOUT MYSELF. - em em em PANIC, I'm a student (wow that is literally the most boring random fact about anyone ever)
T. AGE I GET MISTAKEN FOR. - TWENTY OHHHH YEEEAAHHH
U. WHERE I WANT TO BE RIGHT NOW. - right where I am, chillin in ma flat, messaging ma boy who is a drunken mess without having to deal with him being a drunken mess irl lols
V. LAST TIME I CRIED. - aw :/ emmm I feel like I haven't cried cried really properly in aaaages, I got a little teary earlier on in the night but nah, no idea when I last properly properly cried
W. CONCERTS I’VE BEEN TO. - yOU DONT WANNA START ME ON THIS okay I'll try and recall as many as I can on the spot - Fall Out Boy, Panic! At The Disco, The 1975 (twice), Nina Nesbitt, McFly, All Time Low, Frank Turner, Mayday Parade…. more but I can't remember them at 1:30am ok
X. WHAT WOULD YOU DO IF (…)? …. what does this question m e an?!
Y. DO YOU WANT TO GO TO COLLEGE. - I AM AT "COLLEGE" (university)
Z. HOW ARE YOU? I AM VERY GOOD RIGHT IN THIS MOMENT THANK YOU although frankly a little tired
me and da boyf have only gone a maximum of 5 days without seeing each other since the start of our relationship, christmas is gonna be rough