A Little At A Time

Personal blog. Canada Working Sheep Sharing my thoughts and feelings to the interwebz. I may be interesting, or not. Doing the 9 to 5. I like to keep up with technology. Photography is a small hobby. Gaming is super fun. I can be a sloth. Sleep is love. blarg.

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Why does it have to keep raining?

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Holy Shit

Hai.

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Beach hair

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I'm still alive. Just living in the FFXIV world...

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FFXIV

This game has ruined my little social life to absolutely no fucking social life at all. And lately I've been getting anxiety whenever I go out.  It's pretty fucked up, but I'm logically telling myself that it's not a bad thing to be outside.....

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Hai

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With and without

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Anxiety

I'm repeatedly telling myself that I am okay and trying really hard to be logical right now.  There's no need to freak out.  Everything is okay.  I'm okay.

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rambles

I'm just not happy with where my life is right now.  And all I do is complain about it.  It's just a waiting game for me.  But I seriously HATE-- I DETEST-- waiting. I keep telling myself 'it'll work out in the end' over and over.  I'm not physically dead yet, so I'm still okay.

Pathetically, I still think about suicide.  I don't really mention it to anyone, only because it's nothing serious.  I still logically think myself out of the silly thought and get myself out of the pessimism. 

IT'S NOT THE END OF THE FUCKING WORLD

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17 year old me.

Can you see the problems expressed on my face? LOL

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you take really nice pictures! This is random, but are you still in a relationship with the bf?

Aw thank you anon.

Also, why does that matter?

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yep

Mellicent: hey

[7:12:35 PM] Mike : hi

[7:12:42 PM] Mellicent: what are you doing?

[7:12:50 PM] Mike : looking up alcohol at lcbo

[7:12:54 PM] Mike : u?

[7:13:01 PM] Mellicent: LOL

[7:13:07 PM] Mellicent: looking up computer parts

[7:14:21 PM] Mike : lol that sums up what type of people we are

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Loud music to hide the sobs

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When your cheeks are numb

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High Park Adventures. 

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Finally got bbm

Took forever.

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Playing Pokemon X and watching the GazettE.