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there’s reasons for these bags under my eyes / it’s effort i don’t give except in lies / maybe it’s the weight of all the promises i can’t keep / but the universe will not let me sleep

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#( MAYBE I NEED MORE SILVER PAINT. )#( DON'T TRY TO TELL ME WHAT I AM OR WHO TO PLAY. )#( I TAKE MY OWN THOUGHTS WITH A GRAIN OF SALT. )#( BUT NOT TIRING ENOUGH TO WEIGH YOUR EYELIDS DOWN. )

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#( PSEUDOBLISS. )#( I TAKE MY OWN THOUGHTS WITH A GRAIN OF SALT. )#( BUT NOT TIRING ENOUGH TO WEIGH YOUR EYELIDS DOWN. )

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#( PSEUDOBLISS. )#( I TAKE MY OWN THOUGHTS WITH A GRAIN OF SALT. )#( BUT NOT TIRING ENOUGH TO WEIGH YOUR EYELIDS DOWN. )

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#( I TAKE MY OWN THOUGHTS WITH A GRAIN OF SALT. )#( BUT NOT TIRING ENOUGH TO WEIGH YOUR EYELIDS DOWN. )

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#THANKS ROSE.#( REFLECTS ME PERFECTLY. )#( I TAKE MY OWN THOUGHTS WITH A GRAIN OF SALT. )#( BUT NOT TIRING ENOUGH TO WEIGH YOUR EYELIDS DOWN. )

There's reasons why we fall so far so fast. There's reasons why the plusses never last. And rest is the world's best advice. But the universe would kill me if I tried.

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#Gang Modus #( WORDS FROM STRANGERS EXPRESSING PRAISE ON MY PART. )#( CONVERSE WITH THE OPEN AIR. )#( BUT NOT TIRING ENOUGH TO WEIGH YOUR EYELIDS DOWN. )

What do you think about ancestors?

WHAT DO YOU MEAN? LIKE, DO I BELIEVE IN THEM?

I MEAN, IT’S KINDA NICE TO THINK THAT SOMETIME IN THE PAST THERE WAS SOMEONE ELSE WHO WAS ACTUALLY LIKE YOU, AND I GUESS IT’S POSSIBLE. I DON’T KNOW. I DON’T HAVE A STRONG OPINION ON THEM.

#IT'S A NICE THOUGHT THOUGH.#Anonymous #( IF THE HATE IN MY INBOX HAS ANYTHING AT ALL TO SAY. )

Have you ever been arrested?

ONLY FOR PETTY THEFT, NOTHING LIKE MURDER YET.

#Anonymous #( IF THE HATE IN MY INBOX HAS ANYTHING AT ALL TO SAY. )

If you could choose a favorite human who would it be?

I DON’T KNOW, JADE PROBABLY.

#BUT THERE'S NOTHING THERE!#MAYBE IF THINGS WERE DIFFERENT #BUT THEY'RE NOT.#SO IT DOESN'T MATTER.#THE CHANCES OF US ENDING UP FRIENDS ARE LIKE #THE CHANCES OF AN AMERICAN ESKIMO DOG BEFRIENDING A DISABLED FIDDLER CRAB #AND LIVING UNDERWATER WITH IT.#FOREVER.#( JUST OVER SIMPLIFIED GUITAR CHORDS. )#Anonymous #( IF THE HATE IN MY INBOX HAS ANYTHING AT ALL TO SAY. )

what is your relationship with Jade?

WHO’S ASKING.

#THERE IS NONE. NOTHING THERE AT ALL. WE'RE RIVALS THAT'S IT.#( JUST OVERSIMPLIFIED GUITAR CHORDS. )#Anonymous #( IF THE HATE IN MY INBOX HAS ANYTHING AT ALL TO SAY. )

How did you get involved with this kind of life style?

WHEN YOUR ENTIRE SPECIES IS REGARDED AS LESS THAN WORTHY, TO THE POINT WHERE’S THERE’S DIFFERENT LAWS DEPENDING ON WHERE YOU ARE AGAINST KILLING TROLLS (BUT THEY’RE THE SAME NO MATTER WHAT FOR HUMANS, BIG SHOCKER.), THERE COMES A TIME WHEN YOU STOP TAKING IT AND TRYING TO HID YOURSELF IN HOODIES AND SWEATERS.

AND WHEN THAT TIME COMES, YOU GET OFF YOUR GRAY, BONY ASS. YOU LET YOURSELF GET FUCKING ANGRY AND YELL.

AND, SOMETIMES, YOU GATHER UP YOUR CLOSEST FRIENDS AND FUCK UP ANYONE WHO DARES TO BRING THEIR PINK AND SLIMY BODIES AND SHITTY EXCUSES FOR EXISTENCES NEAR ANY OTHER TROLL. YOU START SHATTERING SKULLS OF PEOPLE WHO LAY A HAND ON ANYONE.

NO ONE ELSE IS GOING TO GET HURT UNLESS THEY CHOOSE TO. TRYING TO KILL SOMEONE AND HAVING NO REMORSE FOR IT JUST BECAUSE YOU SEE THEM AS “LESSER,” IS CHOOSING TO.

#Anonymous #( IF THE HATE IN MY INBOX HAS ANYTHING AT ALL TO SAY. )

How do you feel about humans in general?

MEH.

#Anonymous #( IF THE HATE IN MY INBOX HAS ANYTHING AT ALL TO SAY. )

tentaclek1nd-blog

Well you both share simuar typing styles, if you wished to go undetected you could have changed said typing style.

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PLENTY OF PEOPLE TYPE IN ALL CAPS.

#tentaclek1nd #TAKE TEREZI FOR EXAMPLE.#( I TAKE MY OWN THOUGHTS WITH A GRAIN OF SALT. )#( THERE'S WORDS ON THE SCREEN. )

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Oh can’t I?

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NO.

#tentaclek1nd #YOU'RE VERY WELCOME.#BE SURE TO CLEAN UP THE BLOOD ON THE GROUND TOO.#( I TAKE MY OWN THOUGHTS WITH A GRAIN OF SALT. )#( THERE'S WORDS ON THE SCREEN. )

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Put a rumor you heard about my muse in my ask and they'll confirm or deny it.

#( I'D LOVE IF YOU COULD SHARE WITH ME SOME INSIGHT. )#( I TAKE MY OWN THOUGHTS WITH A GRAIN OF SALT. )#( THERE'S WORDS ON THE SCREEN. )

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“… and then I shot him right through his chest, he took the shot for the poor, poor traumatized survivor. Before I could stab him through anywhere vital, his squealing gathered an audience and then here we are. I guess they’ll learn to keep their mouths shut next time he can’t say anything nice.”

A stunned silence hung in the air, it was clear there was no chance for getting off scot free, but she would make her way out, even if she had to wait for her dear friends to organize a break out plan.

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Karkat sat, stunned, for a few minutes. Once he had regathered a little of his composure, he took his time looking around at the other jury members, to see if he could tell what they were thinking. All of the other trolls there looked terrified, ready to run at a moment’s notice, most of the human’s were quite disgusted as well. There was still the dark haired one, worried as ever about the Lalonde (presumably they were one of her gang mates?).

He waited for the pain in his stomach to subside, he couldn’t tell whether it was his usual chronic pain or something like nerves or fear. Maybe it was both, it’s hard to tell. Either way, Karkat Vantas swore that day that he would stay away from any Lalonde as well as he could.

And if he couldn’t, well, he’d pray to every God in the universe that he didn’t believe in, and maybe some superheroes for good measure, because he knew only a miracle could get him out alive from that.

#tentaclek1nd

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Her smile was venomous, her laugh melodious with the sharp point of those needles of which had almost killed the testifying witness. The judge dismissed the witness who looked traumatized. “Rose Lalonde, please come to the stand.”

She stood up, chains clinking as they were moved. She took the truth oath before sitting with a smug grin.

“Miss Lalonde please tell us what you did on the night of the 18th.”

“Well most certainly..” She began her tale, painting the image in which her actions were most justified.

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He grew more and more fearful as her story went on, searching her face for any kind of regret, empathy, anything saying that she was sorry for murdering someone in cold blood.

But there was none.

There was nothing there, no emotion whatsoever other than a sickening sense of pride she seemed to emit from every orifice. It got to the point where Karkat was ready to just pull himself up out of the stands and leave, he just couldn’t take it.

And that grin. He’ll never forget her grin.

#tentaclek1nd

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