eve waited in her truck for carcosaâs (hopefully) tearful call.
she was parked less than a mile from the girlâs house, sorting into an array of uncomfortable positions as she waited. nearly half a pack of cigarettes was smoked in the two hours that she waited. what the fuck had been the point in staying nearby if carcosa didnât follow the script eve had prepared?
stupid bitch. first she got robbed, then she didnât follow the plan that eve never told her.
in carcosaâs defense, eve W A S the one robbing her. and she did have a teeny bit of a temper problem that carcosa had been on the other end of. it wouldnât be the last time, but people could change, grow or whatever. which is why she wasnât ready to let carcosa go yet.
the brunette had trotted in, looking happy for once, as she told eve there was only one more payment and she would be free from the thorneâs grasp.
inconvenience flashed before eveâs eyes, the idea of training another lackey bitch was less than appealing. sheâd already spent nearly a year breaking carcosa into the employee she needed, she hardly had to threaten her anymore to get her to do a half decent job. carcosaâs employment had been peaceful, compared to the typical fears she had of people trading sex for a high.
carcosa was never generous with product, not when it was stapled to her freedom.
which is why she couldnât let her go.
her face tinged with ambiguity, a smirk present, when her phone finally rang. carcosaâs voice shook as she poured out an explanation to eve, the blonde forcing a frown into her features to sound concerned. after repeatedly telling her to shut the fuck up and stop talking, eve hung up and brought the truck to life.
satisfaction was as thick as the summer heat as she drove to carcosaâs house.
after carcosa let her in, eve got to relive the chaos sheâd inflicted on the place. it was only hours prior that eve turned over nearly every room in the house, despite knowing exactly where the treasure was. she tore up furniture, ripped every shred of clothing from drawers, ate a frozen burrito.
âjesus christ,â she muttered, feigning shock. âthis guy tore your shit apart.â
men were always to blame in the name of violence.
glass crunched beneath her feet as she walked across the livingroom, the shattered window one solely for the drama of it all. she liked the idea of sound effects to amplify the mood.
âwell,â she said, stopping for her boots to spin across the glass. âthatâs your own goddamn fault.â it was not. âyou shouldâa had half a goddamn brain anâ been more careful.â she had been quite careful. eve had her reasoning for what she had done, stealing the last payment before carcosa could hand it over.
good employees were hard to find.
âlook, take this for now,â eve said, pulling the gun out from the back of her jean shorts. âmaybe a bulletâll help yaâ more than your own dumb ass could.â
      her throat ached as she choked back the growing lump, a hot black rage bubbling in the pit of her stomach. it was thick and hot and heavy like an oil slick, baking on the pavement in the middle of a july afternoon. the sensation alone was enough to make her nauseous all over again.
of course eve blamed her for this. was there really any other outcome? she would have been stupid to believe so, the youngest thorne not capable of basic human emotions such as empathy or compassion. carcosa could have been killed during the robbery â died fighting for her life, and eve still would have pinned the fault on her, metaphorically pissing on her grave as a final âfuck youâ.
     carcosaâs grip tightened around the gun, the weaponâs presence a cruel and icy reminder that no matter which way the story was spun, this was remained on her. a real slap to the face wouldâve stung less, tears threatening to spill over once more. the agonizing gravity of the situation was too much for her to bare; her hopes and dreams of a life outside of the thornes clutches disappearing into the night along with the dough.
       sheâd been able to taste her freedom only days ago, the confidence and joy that filled her when she proudly shared the news with eve being the best sheâd felt in months. the bitterness sheâd detected in the thorneâs voice had only been an extra perk, carcosa more than satisfied to leave eve with the knowledge that she had won. the money sheâd made on this particular night would have sealed the deal, carcosaâs original plan being to head straight to eveâs and shove the cash at her proudly, middle finger held high as she left bumfuckâs she devil in the dust once and for all.
     too bad she told eve ahead of time instead of simply just doing it.
                       maybe then the bitch wouldnât be once again taking up space in her own house.
   now she just felt hollow. hollow and ashamed and angry all at once, eveâs condescending and demeaning words only making those gut wrenching feelings worse. âof course you think this is my fuckinâ fault.â she said in mock disbelief, voice breaking as a humorless laugh tore past her lips. âwhy would i expect any other god damn thing from you?â she shook her head, nails scratching against her scalp as she dragged her fingers through tousled locks.
the anger swirled on, boiling through the cracks of the little box she always so carefully tucked it into. carcosa slammed the gun down, the violent crash of metal against wood echoing throughout her home. âi got news for ya, eve: this isnât my fault.â her nostrils flared, fists balled tightly into tiny fists.
    âyou really think iâd leave a coupleâa thousand layinâ âround here without keepinâ this place under lock anâ key?â carcosa stormed back to the discarded tin, holding it up and shaking the useless item as she spoke. âi ainât got that much to steal, eve! i donât keep cash in the house, âcept for what i was gonna pay you.â living in a bad neighborhood made one immensely thankful for the safety of a bank.
           âsomeone had to have known this was here. who thâ fuck else wouldâa known âbout the money?â