it's personal

it is what it is

[hwore]

i know what i want, and it’s not you. no matter what i put myself through. i will break apart all the greatest parts of me to try and reveal your worst parts. you will put me through hell and i will let you. you are nothing and i am everything

[caringfather]

its weird as fuck that people perceive me

its fucked but apparently they want 

to see

more of

me

i dont get it

[hwore]

drunk texting a sad friend “baby boy how is the depression” is my charity work for the day

[caringfather]

the games you play

i play them better

[caringfather]

dont fuck with me

ill make it hurt for the

both of us

[caringfather]

i am karma incarnate 

[caringfather]

my secret talent is matching the energy of ppl close to me

its a blessing cuz i can protect myself n my heart but its a curse cuz i rely on it too often and i dont wanna get used to it

[floral-souls]

[caringfather]

i’m gonna be your best and your last

[ojibwa]

[jericosilvers]

[jericosilvers]

[caringfather]

imagine being someone’s first choice

couldn’t be me

[caringfather]

claustrophobic

but not with you

claustrophobic

but i want to be close to you

[caringfather]

im not a self help book

im just a fucked up kid

[caringfather]

i remember playing this song when my parents took me to my first day at charter school , it was in our van and i looked so apathetic on the outside. little did they know i was waiting to go home to cut myself with a deconstructed pencil sharpener from party city

they barely knew

i wasnt doing ok

i wanna go back 

i know i was doing terribly

but im still doing terribly

its just different ages

but 13 yr old me felt more

[caringfather]

i am so glad to be a woman in this life time

i wanna be a woman every life time after this