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Characteristics of Park Seonghwa's personality and soul through the lens of astrology + tarot and channeling

The Earthly Personality of Park Seonghwa from an Astrological Perspective.

(Important: we do not claim the reliability of our information, because only the person themselves can truly say how much these descriptions apply to them.)

Stellium in Aries in the 10th House (Sun, Mars, Mercury, Saturn). I think Park Seonghwa's fans know how ambitious, determined and active this person really is. All of this comes from his clearly expressed Martian energies. A strong Sun and a strong Mars in the 10th house give him great determination, courage, a readiness to fight for what's his, masculinity and resilience. At the same time, these same Aries energies give him that very childish spontaneity, playfulness, turning him into a chaotic nature who loves to goof around and play the resident clown. They turn him into an eternal boy who would spend all day hitting nettles with a stick and playing football with the guys.

But Saturn in Aries contributes its own part. It somewhat restrains his childish impulses and tempers his restlessness, forcing him to be maximally focused, disciplined and precise in his work. It is Saturn that turns him from a spirited but unserious boy into a man who, having passed through many trials on the path to his dream, having overcome his own fears, timidity, indecisiveness, reveals his true strength, power and fiery charisma. It is Saturn in Aries that fully activates his perfectionism, making him squeeze all the strength out of himself and deliver maximum results.

His Mars works at full capacity, so we see how he gives his all on stage, at rehearsals and in the gym, literally honing his skills and shaping his best physical form.

His Aries energies give him the desire to be first and best at everything. With the tenacity of a warrior, he moves toward his goal and, no matter how modest he may seem due to his Cancer ascendant and Moon, he is very well aware of his superiority and uniqueness. He knows damn well that he's incredibly good, and the love of his fans further fuels his self-confidence.

But beneath this daring and sharp exterior hides a tender Moon in Cancer in the 12th house.

And this tells us about his secrecy, inner isolation, desire for solitude and silence. On stage he shines brighter than anyone, but behind the scenes, after work, this person is very private, with a small circle of "his own" people who know him as a deep, intuitive, caring and rather lonely person by nature.

He hides a lot and conceals many of his anxieties, sorrows, and fears, trying to show the world the best version of himself.

His Moon in Cancer breaks through his ascendant, and so fans see that "mommy" side of him, or sometimes a playful kitten, but this too is just the tip of the iceberg.

Deep down, he is a very thoughtful, serious and wise person. He understands and feels people perfectly, but very few are able to see beyond all the light that deep ocean in which so much is hidden. And I'm afraid that even those closest to him don't truly know what's really in his heart; even he himself gets lost in his own cosmic ocean.

But Cancer energies are also cardinal energies, no less intense than Aries ones. Cancer is the domicile of the Moon. And deep down, Seonghwa wishes for this underwater inner world of his to rise to the surface, like a lost Atlantis. He wants this part of him to be seen and accepted as well. Seonghwa truly wants to shine at full power, but internally, because his Moon is in the 12th house, he cannot allow himself to fully open up, afraid that this part of him will be rejected. For him, more than anyone else, the love of the entire world is literally important. He wants to dissolve into that love, to become one with the world. He may be hungry for love, but at the same time, in this life, he needs to give as much as possible of what he carries inside. He wants to give and gift the world the light of the truth that his soul gives birth to, but which, he feels, few are ready for, because it can truly transform perspectives and minds. He sees and knows more than others. It is quite possible that he has a channel of communication with Higher Powers, receiving many intuitive hints and insights.

At the same time, his desire for solitude, sometimes time with loved ones, with nature, becomes an opportunity for him to rest, restore his mental strength, heal, and recharge. Contact with water, nighttime, the moon – all of this nourishes him and can inspire him.

But also sunny weather, active recreation, hot countries, or unusual occult ancient places – these too are his "self-pleasure".

Venus in Aquarius in the 8th house – in his solo track "Skin" he fully manifested that crazy, unique attractiveness, and at the same time a cold, almost icy, serpent-like passion.

It is Venus that gives him uniqueness in his expression, a desire for provocation, an urge to experiment with his appearance and image. And it's no wonder that he eventually became a model as well, and for not the most ordinary brands. He subtly plays with androgyny, breaking gender stereotypes. Combining a strong masculine core, he manages to feel great in the clothes, images, and activities that the world conventionally considers feminine. And his artistic activities, his modeling, help him to express this arthouse eccentricity of his in a very healthy, ecological way, so that in everyday life there remains room for his Moon in Cancer, which loves peace, comfort and harmony. Because in daily life, we see him as a much more modest and somewhat conservative person. Aquarian energies allow him to separate the opposite facets of himself and give each its own place, time and hour.

At the same time, in interpersonal relationships, this person may love "intellectual sex." It's important for him that another person's mind, their strangeness, uniqueness, vividness, turns him on, ignites his interest, so that he can switch off from his role of detached observer and hermit monk and switch into the game, into conquest, into love.

The combination of Mars in Aries and Moon in Cancer also gives us an excellent homemaker, someone who handles household chores perfectly and is much more of a clean freak than any Virgo (who aren't actually such big fans of active cleaning anyway). Active cleaning also helps him unload some of his frenetic energy, so that, for example, his Mercury in Aries doesn't later disturb his sleep by bothering him with a noisy radio in his head. And on top of that, he's an excellent cook, especially meat, and especially over fire.

Mercury in Aries is very strongly stimulated by Mars, but being retrograde, it cannot handle these chaotic impulses. It may indeed be difficult for him to express himself through speech or writing. He can think very intensely and quickly, but speak with a delay, at the wrong moment. Nevertheless, his Mercury is in the 10th house, so the fact that he began to write poetry in a disciplined and serious manner became an opportunity for him to work through it and gain courage in expressing his intellectual creativity. Although he still truly has a long way to go in overcoming his fear of publicly releasing his poems, this will yield significant results in the future that will manifest in his career. How exactly – we will learn over time.

His anxious Moon in Cancer gave him that very siren voice, but also endowed him with certain phobias. Combined with Mercury, we get a person who, for a very long time and persistently, overcame his shame, shyness and fear of openly using his voice, of singing.

His Mercury can also give him a tendency to swear, and at the most inopportune moments, so he really sometimes has to watch his words. And also a love for "dirty" talk (yes, he can be terribly vulgar).

And finally, the ascendant in Cancer, like the cherry on top: big teary eyes, pouty lips, a slight coquettishness in his behavior, aegyo, mannerisms, cuteness and appeal to women, and to men as well – all in our pocket. Especially considering how deftly he juggles his masculinity, brutality and daring sexuality with his tender side, all the while generously seasoning it with an unusual, unique expression of himself.

The Soul Plan of Seonghwa and Its Purpose from the Perspective of Tarot + Channeling.

The Soul:

Immediately an image appeared of a giant flower bud, from which, gradually as it blooms, a black male figure emerges, something like cosmic matter. A very contrasting scene, but the soul, despite its rather dark appearance, is not actually like that.

I would suggest that the soul, like an all-devouring black hole (I really wanted to eat while looking at it) – unconsciously attracts attention to itself; I myself wanted to dive into that starry carpet, so the hook here, I think, is in appearance – people see such a beautiful shell and dive in thoughtlessly. But it's not that simple; you need to grasp the main meaning. If you gaze into the abyss, then the abyss gazes into you.

Why the soul incarnated on Earth:

There are many connections here to revealing the duality of the world through the voice.

Duality, for some reason, comes through the face of a man and a woman. Viewing from this side, even the additional materials confirm this. It feels like some kind of struggle against stereotypes.

Regarding women – their depth and sensuality, which in fact do not make them defenseless, but on the contrary, clothe them in luxurious fabrics and hand them a sword – a symbol not of submission, but of cold courage.

Men – softness and energy, but the activity is not about "hopping" from girl to girl, but about healthy ambitions, creative energy, creativity, where softness does not translate into a weak character, but into care and the creation of a stable foundation for development – of a personality or a family. Here, the soul in a way wants to overturn established stereotypes and rules, to flip people's thinking.

How the soul manifests in the world:

Again I will say – here it works through creativity, creation, or in Seonghwa's case – through the voice. The manifestation is very interesting. While viewing, I did not see him singing, but toward the people who were standing below the stage (???) – he radiated light. I can suggest that on Earth, the soul is undergoing a lesson of giving away energetic resources, because from the vision of the soul itself – it really loves to eat, even if not intentionally.

The second image – Park was sitting on the ground and didn't really want to interact with the right people; I felt fatigue and a desire to lie down and sleep. A feeling similar to having failed his own expectations; he wanted to convey something, but it was not accepted or was not considered worthy enough to be accepted.

According to the spread, the same duality here, attempts to change masks in time. For people – a high achiever on a horse, a handsome man with a laurel wreath, but for himself – a mystery who sees and wants to do far more than necessary. To speak about what will act on human minds, helping them also see what they do not notice. And this constant changing of masks leads him to self-deception – he loses himself. That is why the figure that appeared initially was faceless.

P.S. Here we have only made a superficial slice of Park Seonghwa's characteristics, because neither his natal chart nor his soul end with this.

But if someone else interests you, you can leave a comment under the post.

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[carmeniunonis]

Sun in the 8th House

The Phoenix, reborn from the ashes.

Or when the light sinks into the abyss, only to shine brighter than before.

The 8th House is the place where our "false self" is destroyed again and again, in order to find true strength and its original radiance.

The Sun in the 8th House passes through the underworld, Tartarus, Purgatory, to experience the death of the old ego and rise again in a new form.

This means that a person with this Sun goes through cycles of crises, losses, transformations, radical changes that break their old identity — all for the sake of gaining strength, resilience, and the courage to be themselves no matter what.

Depending on the circumstances and the person's level of self-work, they may be broken first on a material, physical level — through the loss of resources, people, confrontations with others, conflicts — and then on a spiritual level, when they dive deep into the work of acknowledging and accepting their shadow, integrating its power for their further growth.

Losses, breakups, financial difficulties, sometimes isolation — all of these are meant to temper the person, their will, to teach them to draw strength from any destructive process and channel it into their own growth and development.

The 8th House teaches that everything is cyclical, and there is no need to cling to an illusion of stability when the only thing that truly belongs to you in this world is yourself.

The will to win, the desire to live the way you want, the courage to be yourself — these are the keys to weathering all of life's storms.

The Sun in the 8th House means that you came into this life to learn how to let go and transform everything that once composed and defined your "self," so that you may gain wisdom, depth, and true power.

At the lowest level, the person gets lost in their fears. They may fear loss, be obsessed with control (over a partner, finances, situations, their own self-expression in the world), not trust anyone, constantly keep their finger on the pulse — and a noose around their own neck or someone else's.

They may give in to excessive drama, provoke crises themselves, seek out toxic partners, go off the rails, get tattoos, ride motorcycles, try forbidden things, and so on — all just to feel alive and drown out the inner void.

The wild, boiling potential of energy — like molten magma — that nature gave them for self-realization in this world gets channeled in the wrong direction, suppressed, and destroys them from within.

When a person begins to acknowledge their fears and work with them, they gradually start to manage the crises that come into their life. They begin to value and understand why they need the crises that destroy what has long outlived its usefulness and blocks further movement. And they stop provoking those crises that are dictated by their fears — the ones that bring only destruction without any purification, without anything new following.

When a person reaches a new stage of evolution — by going through both material and spiritual crises that change them for the better — they turn into a true wise healer, capable, through their own experience, of helping others escape life crises, get back on their feet, piece themselves together when they've been shattered into fragments, and start a new life. They stop fearing loss because they clearly understand that after every ending, a new beginning follows.

Such people become so strong in spirit that others start to follow them, seeing how — despite their numerous scars — they found the strength to forgive life, other people, and themselves, and healed, becoming only stronger by acknowledging their own pain and vulnerability.

[carmeniunonis]

Love Through the Lens of Planetary Energies, Part 2:

Continuing with something lyrical, about love…

Plutonic love – like the thirst of a wanderer crossing the desert, desperately searching for an oasis in a sea of sand. And when he finds it, he becomes possessed, longing to drink the source dry.

A dark passion that burns away the chains of reason, laying bare the darkest, most hidden depths that everyone carries within.

When two bodies intertwine in the fevered rhythm of a tango, each wanting to dominate, to subdue the other, to ignite a flame that will never die down again.

People can spend years searching for their oasis, entering not into relationships but into life‑or‑death battles – discarding, swapping, breaking and being broken, testing both themselves and the other to the limit. And only if they find someone equal in strength, or someone who can master them, do they stay, transforming into the most loyal of partners.

Sex, drugs, perpetual transformations through pain and suffering in the relationship. Only the one who can tame the storm inside them while keeping the fire of passion alive – the cat‑and‑mouse game, the interest, the thrill – will become their greatest obsession, their greatest love.

All or nothing. 🃜🃚🃖🃁🂭🂺

As powerful and destructive as love can be, so too can hatred be – it will burn them from within, forcing them to be reborn like a phoenix from the ashes, but only if they allow themselves to let go of what no longer belongs to them.

Plutonians crave acceptance – not only of their light, but also of the darkness and ugliness they carry deep inside. They crave punishment and forgiveness at the same time. They crave healing from all the pain they hold within. They crave liberation… ﮩـﮩﮩ٨ـ🫀ﮩ٨ـﮩﮩ٨ـ

A perfect example of such Plutonic relationships is Catherine and Heathcliff from Wuthering Heights. Their love is painful, toxic, and filled with insane obsession. They cannot be together, yet they cannot let each other go; their bond is destructive and ruinous for both of them and for everyone around. A connection that transcends life and death, where love becomes both a curse and an immortality at once.

Martian love is close to Plutonic, but without the dark, obsessive passion. It’s about competition, struggle, strength, and drive. Like Tokyo drift, with the cops on your tail and stakes higher than money.

Adrenaline, energy, passion – like a hunter hunting for treasure, like a pirate crossing the seas, like an adrenaline junkie deciding to jump out of a plane.

For love to stay strong here, it needs to be fuelled by interest and novelty. The more boldness, audacity, and fire the other person has, the more they draw you in.

There’s always a need to come up with something, to keep moving, to stay in the flow of life, never staying still, and together strive to conquer new horizons, new heights.

This love is about two strong people – self‑confident, bold, unstoppable, burning with a desire to create, to conquer, to race toward new sensations.

A perfect example here is Han Solo and Princess Leia – it all started with small squabbles, jabs, and a refusal to yield, but it grew into a strong bond. At the critical moment they acted together, side by side, and their love was born in struggle, in the heat of battle, on the battlefield, becoming a solid alliance of two strong individuals.

A completely different kind of love: Venusian love.

Venusian people crave harmony, stability, relaxation, and the freedom to experience abundance in everything, including love. 🎀🪞🩰🦢🕯️

Venusian love is love in its most earthly sense and expression. Filled with pleasure, savouring the fruit of love like divine ambrosia.

Love as if from Renaissance paintings, where the nude Venus bestows her charms, generosity, and earthly gifts upon all: beauty, wealth, and the art of sensual enjoyment.

A love that is physical, alive, understandable – filled with French chic, the scent of blooming camellias, and the tenderness of silk gliding over bare skin.

Here, nothing matters more than the stability and strength of the union, the harmony between the two. Passion has its place too, but it’s calmer, more relaxed – like embers glowing in a fireplace that need tending so they don’t go out, unlike Plutonic love, which resembles a volcanic eruption.

The ideal example here is Gomez and Morticia Addams. They are both madly in love with each other, and their passion does not fade with the years, expressed in a restrained way in every gesture, every movement, every dance and glance they share. At the same time, their relationship is filled with comfort, harmony, acceptance, and respect. Trust, an absence of power struggles or the desire to change each other, generosity, and the creation of their own hearth – a secure fortress where they can retreat from the rest of the world – these are the foundations of pure Venusian relationships.

[carmeniunonis]

Neptune's energy in the natal chart: the fine line between soulful sensitivity and dissolving into illusions.

Remember Shrek's line about ogres being like onions—they have layers, and that's what makes them complicated? I think that actually describes Scorpios, Cancers, or Capricorns better.

People under strong Neptunian influence, though, are more like a piece of abstract art: a canvas of symbols, metaphors, and hints that everyone reads differently. The real kicker is that they often don't know who they are either, lost in a haze of their own illusions. It's like peering through mist at a shape and thinking... is that a twisted old tree, or some kind of storybook monster?

As a higher planet, Neptune can either elevate a person to god-like heights (figuratively speaking, of course) or plunge them into the oceanic abyss.

It often operates in extremes: either in a positive key, manifesting as creative energy, unique expression, deep spirituality, intuition, unconditional love, and so on (depending on the area of the chart it most strongly influences), or in a negative one: endless illusions regarding the subject/object/domain infiltrated by its influence (be it our persona, relationships, talents, work, etc.), unconscious fears, distortions, maladaptive dreams, addictions, depression, and the list goes on.

For people of Neptune (personal placements in Pisces, an accented 12th house, aspects from Neptune to the luminaries, etc.), its expression in any form is a necessary component of life.

And if the creative part of their nature is consciously suppressed and finds no outlet, this is precisely what leads to constant abstraction, distraction, a life inside one's own head, in fantasies and dreams that are capable of completely consuming a person, driving them mad.

In your head, you're Napoleon, but in reality, you're sitting within four walls, engaging in escapism, never sticking your head out, and not a single living soul suspects the abyss of genius ideas languishing within you, burning your soul. Yet you forever invent excuses for yourself as to why it's unattainable, why you can't do it, simply because your fears are stronger than your will and desire to live the life of your dreams.

Manifesting can indeed be scary, difficult; not everything always works out on the first try, or even the hundred and first. So, it seems easier and safer to remain in your own swamp, watching as others do what you never dared to do. But this "safety" is a trap of the mind, an illusion, a cognitive distortion, a false belief. Not manifesting one's creative core—that is what is truly destructive for people of Neptune.

People of Neptune are like the Little Mermaid who found herself in the world of humans, unable to express anything in words—her only chance to reach people is through her pure soul and faith in love. But we all know what ultimately happens to the book's Little Mermaid—she turns into sea foam, leaving her heart to the one who couldn't comprehend it.

The soul of such people is too fine to withstand the "dirt" of this world, and often they retreat into the world of their own reveries (which is perhaps the most harmless option), or they plunge into absolute illusions, distortions, completely losing the boundary between reality and dreams. They may end up in toxic relationships, connections, become those who destroy both themselves and others (e.g., stalkers, sasaeng fans, etc.), or fall into destructive dependencies, be it people, substances, gaming addiction, or all of the above.

Such people truly possess "magical thinking" and are quite capable of manifesting the life of their dreams. But this dream life will never materialize as long as all you do is fantasize, while deep down not feeling worthy of it, not believing it's truly possible. And, of course, not doing what your soul asks of you.

It's easier to get a quick dopamine hit from books, series, substances, than to gather your willpower and overcome your own internal barriers, the mind's limitations, the false thoughts it persistently throws at you—all because it's too lazy to leave its native swamp.

In truth, nothing prevents you from manifesting yourself, your idea, your creative genius (whether you write poetry, books, compose music, sing, play instruments, draw—anything, creativity can be in any form, in every moment of life) except yourself.

The creativity of Neptunian people, for me personally, is about the soul, about the unconscious. It's metaphorical, profound, subtle, almost intangible. You look at it / listen to it / read it, and suddenly tears well up in your eyes, and you don't even understand why. It's simple—it penetrates to the very depths, not breaking, not changing, not destroying us, but delicately touching the most vulnerable part, as if the Muse's tender fingers have brushed the strings of a harp.

Yes, creative energy via the Moon is also about soulfulness, but in my understanding, it's not as abstract, airy, and detached. Via the Moon, it's more grounded, softer, more soulful, more understandable—like a lullaby sung by a mother, fragrant homemade baking that gives a feeling of home, safety, returning to childhood. And also, it's more emotional, filled, saturated, expressive, slightly dramatic (remember, Cancer is a cardinal sign, and it's not at all about all that fluff, cuteness, pink bows, pouty lips, etc.). There can be such intensity of passions, a storm, a kind of madness—since Cancer archetypally is the Trickster, the Jester, the Joker.

And Neptune, I perceive as "time is alcohol or formalin"—of course, you may disagree with me. And I'm not saying it's devoid of drama, suffering; it's just that their expression here is more melancholic, depressive, more philosophically and existentially contemplated.

Where Cancer is the one experiencing inner turmoil with a smile of madness on their face and a readiness to jump into the abyss on a wave of emotions, Pisces will melancholically sit by the river, "watching their enemy's corpse float by" and wistfully contemplate the transience of existence with a bottle of beer in hand, or they'll go on an alcohol-fueled trip, staggering through bars, completely forgetting who they are and what they're doing there.

The creativity of Neptunians is truly healing, both for others and for themselves.

And one doesn't have to be a great artist or musician. Neptunians can also be "healers of the soul"—psychologists, for example, or esotericists.

It's just important to understand here that creative energy is the energy of life. We don't just mindlessly live our lives; we create it, craft it with our own hands. Every one of our actions, deeds, even mundane ones, is already a unique manifestation of us. What matters is only how consciously we do it, what emotions, feelings, states we invest even in the simple process of cooking.

If you haven't expressed yourself for a long time, have blocked it off and lived like a robot, or simply lived in your head, paying no attention to this mortal world, then start with something small. Don't strive to immediately accomplish something grandiose and unimaginable (that's a direct path to another round of disappointment and oblivion through escapism).

Take, for example, creating a new outfit even from the clothes already in your wardrobe, show a bit more courage and customize some old sweater by sewing on decorations like buttons, ruffles, anything. Or simply buy yourself paints/colored pencils if you loved to draw as a child and just start, like a child again, depicting anything without evaluating the result or striving for perfection.

In short, start unloading ideas from your head into the light of day. Turn creativity into a daily routine on the level of brushing your teeth—and no, this won't kill creative energy; it will teach you to discipline your mind, to decompress. And when you finally start seeing your ideas in material form, not just as an abstract picture in your consciousness, then confidence will come, along with an understanding of where to move next, in what direction to work, improve skills, etc.

Because when something, so to speak, becomes possible to "touch," hold in your hands, assess with your eyes, ears, then comes the understanding of what to do with it next. But while it's in your head—it's just in your head. That's all.

A maximally characteristic story for Neptunians: either they are the living embodiment of art in various forms, love for the world and people, the personification of true soulfulness and harmony; or they are those very people dependent on substances, alcohol / homeless on the streets, who, for example, sing, play music, or quote Socrates, Kant, Jung, contemplating the transience of existence, the essence of God, the soul; or they dive into religion, becoming true fanatics (in this same company, Jupiterians often hang out, as their energies have some overlaps in influence, only Neptune confuses and intoxicates the mind, while Jupiter simply expands everything: whether it's good or bad depends on the individual—one expands towards realization (fame, success, etc.), while the other simply has inflated self-esteem behind which lies, in fact, a wounded and vulnerable ego).

There's another very important point: in combination with Jupiter, with a pronounced Jupiterian channel in the chart (and this guy is also quite a character), Neptune sometimes gives an absolute detachment from reality. Jupiter expands everything and everyone, so such people (and I am among them) can spend years building castles in the air in their heads about their own greatness, manifestation, inventing some genius projects, strategies, solutions, but never realize them, ground them, manifest them in matter, because these two planets amplify fears, create the illusion that what we fear is much larger than ourselves, completely insurmountable.

I'll end with how I began: Neptune is an extremely unusual and, in its own way, treacherous planet, which has only two extremes, only two poles, and balancing between them is impossible. To avoid drowning in the abyss of illusions and deception, to look at reality without rose-tinted glasses—if Neptune occupies an important position in your chart, my personal recommendation, which works excellently in my life, is to turn to your Saturn. That is, to discipline yourself daily—physically, mentally, soulfully. Conduct an audit of your psyche, throwing out everything superfluous and unnecessary, and maintain mental hygiene: our mind is useful to us only when it is completely clean and free from extra noise, false beliefs, thoughts that do not belong to you (in secret, a thought originates outside our consciousness; our mind is merely a radio receiver, and therefore it depends only on our conscious choice on which frequency we choose to exist).

Forced discipline won't help here; sooner or later, the desire to escape into the world of your pink fantasies will return. Here, you need to be more cunning and find your individual approach.

And ground yourself. Seek something to hold onto in this world. Start feeling the ground under your feet, not just floating aimlessly in the air like a balloon torn away by the wind.

The mind of Neptunian people is like the ocean depths, where those very terrifying Krakens dwell—their own fears, anxieties, nightmares, dragging them down into the abyss of themselves. Some of them cope with these monsters, learn to live in symbiosis, and rise to the surface, to the shore, carrying behind them a trail of mystery scented with sea salt and the ocean's gifts: their talents, their ideas, their dreams, their power to love and heal, their infinite depth and unity with all existence, a true understanding of life’s cycles (if you've watched Avatar 2 and 3, recall how the water Na'vi feel life).

But there is also the flip side, where their Krakens drag them into the darkest, gloomiest abyss from which they never find their way out—addictions, mental illness, a distortion of their very essence, transforming into the very monster that once made them tremble in horror.

[carmeniunonis]

Cancer and the World of Its Emotions

Here, I’ll probably present a somewhat condensed and, I think, partly superficial view. I’ll dive deeper and more thoroughly into this sign a little later, with examples of how it manifests in the context of planets and maybe houses (when inspiration strikes, haha).

So, Cancer is a cardinal sign of the water element. And this is where all its nuances and challenges begin.

You see, the water element implies a deep penetration into the essence of things — filling, spreading, and bringing life to all that exists.

Think about how water behaves in nature. It’s literally in everything: in us, in the plants around us, in the soil, in the air — everywhere. It accompanies us from the very beginning of life to the very end (an embryo develops in amniotic fluid, our bodies are ~70% water, and when the end comes, water leaves the body). This is an omnipresent, life‑giving element.

On a more personal level, it governs our emotions, bodily reactions, and inner deep‑seated processes that aren’t always visible to the outside world but are actively happening within us — like the sap moving inside a tree, completely hidden from us by the thick bark.

And that’s precisely why the signs belonging to the water element are, in essence, signs overflowing with feelings, emotions, that vibrant inner life — processes that may not show themselves on the surface at all.

Correspondingly, the three signs of the water element are like three different states of water.

But today we’re talking about Cancer, so Cancers are the pioneers of their element. They start this movement of water in the world; they set the flow and the penetration in motion.

That’s why, in the realm of feelings, they are, so to speak, only beginning to grasp this emotional world. They’re like beta‑testers who were the first to be allowed to try a program without any instructions or guides on how to actually operate it. This is partly why they approach this territory like children taking their first steps. They’re learning to express their emotions, to show them, to interact with them and through them with others — which takes a tremendous amount of energy.

At the same time, yes, it’s a cardinal sign, and so emotional reactions here can be described as sharp, instinctive. They express their feelings freely and easily: if they’re sad, they cry; if they’re happy, they laugh.

Basically, they live by the creed that life without emotions has no meaning — and if you’re a living being, don’t be like a stone, express yourself freely.

The inner emotional life of Cancers is like a mountain stream — active, swift, bubbling. But outwardly, this turbulent flow is often held back and doesn’t show itself, because all of Cancer’s cardinal drive is directed inward — toward regulating, processing, and if possible, holding back what’s going on in there. And yet, everyone around them will still feel the emotions radiating from a Cancer and unconsciously fall under their influence. The funniest thing is that their gaze or their face will show whatever they’re thinking anyway, because honestly expressing their emotions is the default setting of their personality — and it doesn’t matter what anyone thinks about it, because they don’t think, they feel.

Cancers take a long time to understand the nature of their own feelings and to find balance in their inner world, to harmonize those unstable inner currents that can be stirred up by any little thing from the outside. But at the same time, they live through their emotions far more easily, quickly, and freely than, say, Scorpios, who keep their feelings under the strictest control — locked inside like a nuclear reactor on ice.

Also, Cancers are much more down‑to‑earth in their emotions than Pisces, for whom flow and inspiration matter more than the everyday. Cancers, ruled by the Moon, though they don’t lose their depth, still strive for simplicity, emotional comfort, closeness with others, and stability — to find their own shell. Because the constant, almost uncontrollable bubbling of emotions inside them is exhausting, and they long for something simply human: peace and tranquility — that very Piscean harmony of the eternal with the infinite, but experienced through physical, earthly, domestic comfort.

A Cancer’s life is often the feeling of being a “little person” with an enormous, wide‑open heart in a world of human emotions — where they constantly have to learn balance in relating to others, and learn to value themselves and their extraordinary gift: to live with bare skin, feeling this world with every cell of their being.

[neptunewave]

What am I made of? Chaos or Order.

This is my first post, and I thought a lot about what topic to start with and how to please potential followers. I realized that this is not really my approach, and if I write "about myself," or rather about my thoughts or reflections, it should come solely from me, not from a desire to please anyone.

Almost my entire conscious life, I have tried to find a balance between "duty and individuality," or to accept one side or the other. Being overly focused on the material, I often leaned towards the "duty" option because then I would be good for everyone – for family, friends, and mentors. And when I achieved this commitment, I felt nothing but emptiness. The same goes for the second option; if you completely turn inward, you are unlikely to be satisfied with the situation around you. Because everything related to the material concerns our needs: food, clothing, books, even just a "roof over our heads." Without the material, our body cannot function properly.

So what am I getting at? I’m asking whether you accept all your manifestations? Your appearance, your words, your thoughts, your body language? I'm not talking about just one thing; I'm talking about the broad spectrum of how you express yourself in this world. Has your commitment to something ever been the truth for you? I have constantly been haunted by the thought that I have too vague an image – it’s hard to categorize me into any one type or group of characters. And all this influence of trends and stereotypes leads to building a fence of iron bars around yourself. You try to change your body (I’m not considering changes that happened at your initiative or were necessary), change your principles, just to fit a certain image. But will that image ultimately represent you?

These thoughts have led me to a recent realization, triggering a chain of reflections. Just imagine how every day, in pursuit of "perfection," we fill ourselves with self-hatred. We criticize ourselves for our bodies or feelings. Is this really what you deserve? In this vast world, amid a sea of malice and human indifference, don’t you deserve acceptance and love from yourself? Wholeness and self-acceptance do not mean you need to be an ideal robot. In fact, you should simply allow yourself to be yourself. Allow your emotions and interests to manifest; wear what you truly want. After prolonged bias against yourself, accepting your true "self" not through the lens of others' eyes will be challenging, but it is possible.

Do you think Artemis stopped being Artemis just because she had the body of an athlete? Did Artemis cease to protect mothers and childbirth just because she herself was not a mother? No, because you do not need society's approval to be yourself. Your thoughts, your body – these are truths and beauties that should not be controlled by others.

And what is the conclusion? Chaos or order? Chaos AND order. We all emerged from primordial chaos, and what order should exist is for each individual to decide for themselves.

[carmeniunonis]

Love Through the Lens of Different Planetary Energies

Neptunian‑type love for me sounds like a line from a song: "Who is my heart waiting for?"

An eternal ache in the heart, an eternal chase after a phantom image. A mysterious stranger who stirs the soul, appearing in dreams, revealing herself in fantasies.

"I see her in my dreams, I think of her day and night, but I don’t know who she is…"

And the most intriguing part — does she even exist in this world? Or is it merely a host of sweet but painful illusions, conjured by a false hope for eternal love and the desire to merge into a single infinite whole, to dissolve into oblivion?

The heart reaches out and yearns for someone — but for whom?

Here, a person can love an image, a fantasy, for years, rejecting reality.

They can love from afar, idealising the other in their mind, but as soon as that other suddenly shows their true self — completely contradicting the image placed upon them — it shatters: heartbreak, disappointment, and the search begins again for that phantom ideal, thoughts of which serve as inspiration.

Here, a wagonload of 2D crushes from cartoons, anime, manga, movies, series, and books is perfectly at home. Because unlike real people, they preserve the idealised image they were given from the start.

Love here is subtle, psychedelic, deeply romantic and spiritual — yet blurred, like a coastline; scattered in the air like particles of dust; lacking clear boundaries of understanding who exactly you have been searching for so long and so desperately in the faces of passers‑by…

Uranian love is like an electric impulse that runs between two electrodes ⚡

Here, unity of ideals — one shared brain cell — the freedom to be completely yourself in your own wildness with another person — that is love.

When two people come together like two hydrogen atoms, like two mad geniuses ready to create something new, groundbreaking, revolutionary. Gender, height, weight, and all such parameters don’t matter — what matters is the person’s essence, their individuality, their capacity to be a comrade, a partner. That’s why love for a friend is a frequent story here. 💑

Uranian love is like racing on light cycles from Tron through a virtual world, hoping to change everything, breaking every rule and restriction imaginable, questioning the very impossibility of anything…

Saturnian love is as reliable as a Swiss watch — equally precise, calibrated, and perfectly planned.

Here, utmost importance is placed on tradition, on the established gender roles in society — where the man is the head of the family and its pillar, while the wife is barefoot, pregnant, and in the kitchen (just kidding, but the role of mother and keeper of the hearth is paramount — a kind of devotion to the archetype of the goddess Hera) — as well as on mutual respect, boundaries, and a certain hierarchy. Shared goals, overcoming obstacles together, love that withstands the test of time — that is what Saturn’s energy is all about.

Like the love of Aragorn and Arwen, which transcends barriers in the form of duty, responsibility for their peoples, time, and separation. Where eternal life and immortality become meaningless without love…

In the next part, we’ll look at love from other angles 💌

[carmeniunonis]

Mars in the Signs as Archetypes of the Knights of the Round Table.

Mars in Cancer — Lancelot du Lac (The Knight of the Lake): the knight, the protector, the loving heart.

The highest expression of this Mars is the archetype of the warrior-defender of the weak and oppressed — of those who need support, selfless help, and safety.

The protective manifestations of Mars in Cancer can be either overtly physical, when it comes to the safety of family, people, or nation, or psychological, when emotional support, care, and healing are needed.

Lancelot is a warrior who fights not for glory, but for what is dear to him. His strength flows from his loyalty and devotion to his beloved, to his kin, and to his people. Love is his primary motivation.

His sword, as an extension of his will, is always aimed at protection, not attack.

Mars in Cancer, in its highest expression, will always defend its home and everything connected to it. Its power lies not in brute aggression, but in the tender care and reverence with which it treats all living things — safeguarding the gift of life and protecting everyone in need.

Mars in Leo — King Arthur: the legendary chieftain of the Britons, architect of the Round Table, a symbol of nobility, justice, and generosity.

In its highest octave, this Mars is a leader capable of inspiring great deeds and guiding others. It serves the world through its light, giving of itself entirely for the benefit of others, generously bestowing its love and the fire of its strength.

This Mars creates, builds, and expresses itself not out of pride or vanity, for empty fame, but for higher ideals and the nobility of a soul that wishes to build a better world.

King Arthur became a leader who guided others, who inspired them to achievements, while building his relationships with his knights on equality and respect for each person's voice — creating his "Round Table." He managed to organize and build a community of like-minded individuals, united by the purpose of bringing peace to their lands.

The energy of Mars in Leo, in its highest expression, is capable not only of burning brightly itself but of igniting a fire in others — a fire that can help them reach their own dreams.

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[carmeniunonis]

The Sun in the 10th House.

This placement isn't about "successful success" just because, it's not about being born with a silver spoon in your mouth, and it's not about having a dad who's a playboy, billionaire, and philanthropist.

First and foremost, it's about the merging of the ego with society. In other words, the personality here defines itself through interaction with the social sphere, through its social success and achievements.

And this success and achievements, this reputation in society — that's something you're still going to have to work for, because the 10th house, under the symbolic rulership of Saturn, is about perseverance, discipline, and a slow climb up the social ladder.

Regarding the father (though in reality it could be any other authoritative and significant figure, including the mother), this house is more about the talents, ideas, and aspirations inherited from him. The desire to achieve success and the drive toward it can stem either from genuine admiration for the father and seeing him as a role model, or conversely, from the desire not to become like him.

Scenarios concerning parental figures here can be varied:

For instance, the father might have been successful in the past, had a business, but then lost it all and slid down the social ladder, and the child essentially only hears stories about how he used to be great, without seeing any real proof.

Or the father might have had many aspirations, goals, plans, talents, and opportunities, but either screwed it all up, roughly speaking, or simply never dared to realize them.

Also, the father here might simply be a person with an overly inflated ego, authoritarian or limiting, and the relationship with him can be distant, cold.

The father is perceived as a distant figure, someone you still have to reach, you have to prove to him that you're worth something, to get through to him, to fly to him like reaching for a star.

This placement can create a powerful drive to gain recognition from the father, to be noticed by him, even if the relationship is far from ideal and you're literally or figuratively on opposite ends of the earth.

In childhood, the father might have been absent, or not around — constantly working, or simply seemed not to notice, wasn't there when needed, didn't really participate in the child's life.

And because of that, there can be a persistent childhood desire to achieve something, to prove to yourself that you're worth something, that you can, that you have the right to love and attention.

An unconscious urge to show dad that you're just like HIM — sometimes in a good way, sometimes in a bad way.

A person here may deeply crave recognition and strive for it, yet still carry an inner feeling of perpetual emptiness.

From the father or another authoritative figure in childhood — a grandfather, or even the mother; anyone who seemed like a significant adult (given that gender roles these days are blurred) — core patterns and habits are adopted. These then become the foundation of the personality, the base from which they build their social achievements.

Like patterns of being strong and independent, and achieving everything only through hard, relentless work.

But in any case, a person with the Sun in the 10th house is always about "me and society." There will be a powerful drive to become a visible part of it, to feel one's own value and significance. Yet at the same time, there's often a feeling of being invisible or set against the world, as if there's a wall between you. As if you have to earn the right to be seen (that very imposter syndrome, with roots reaching far back into childhood).

[carmeniunonis]

The Moon in Pisces. 𓆝 𓆟 𓆞 𓆝 𓆟

A rather interesting placement, as indeed are all placements in the sign of Pisces. ˖°𓇼🌊⋆🐚🫧

It's always something of a puzzle box.

And this is because, firstly, the sign itself completes the zodiacal circle (a kind of conditional personification of the hero's journey or the cycle of the world's development), and accordingly, it literally absorbs the energies and experiences of all the other placements.

And secondly, if we are looking at a natal chart, it's important to see who is influencing such a planet in Pisces, because this sign, like a sponge, absorbs everything and literally flows into it, taking on its energy.

And all of this gives us an extremely individual manifestation of such a planet.

If you take two people with the Moon in Pisces — yes, there will be similarities between them, BUT they will always have their own special way of expressing emotions. No two Moons in Pisces will be alike in their emotional spectrum.

While Moons in other signs often have very similar emotional expressions (even taking into account the houses and aspects, which add their own unique flavor), the emotional reactions and attitudes toward them are roughly the same.

Moons in Pisces, however, not only often blend into their environment, becoming one with the emotional field of other people. °°‧🫧⋆.ೃ࿔*:･

The downside of this placement can precisely be called this trait of merging and dissolving into people, especially those close to you. That is, someone else's pain, for example, will always be perceived here as one's own. Because of this, a person may experience anxiety or excessive attentiveness, a persistence in trying to help their neighbor, to save them from their own feelings. Because as long as the other person feels bad — the Moon in Pisces feels bad too, and vice versa.

So, the altruism and self-sacrifice of Pisces could be said to have a somewhat selfish nature, but there's nothing wrong with that. 𓇢𓆸

The emotional inner life of such people can be extremely intricate, sometimes even mystically illusory in nature, like Alice falling down the rabbit hole into Wonderland.

There is so much in there, and it all intertwines in such a whimsical, bizarre way, that it's quite possible to lose your mind. /ᐠ - ˕ -マ

Such people themselves may not even fully understand how much is mixed and hidden within them.

Also, emotions here are like an ocean into which thousands of rivers flow, carrying the foreign imprint of feelings and states that become an integral part of them.

The environment, the habitat, the aquarium in which these lunar fish swim, is very important. Because if the aquarium is polluted, then their field will also absorb all that murk. 𐦂𖨆𐀪𖠋

Learning to filter one's environment, to leave a destructive milieu, is an absolute necessity here. Otherwise, there is a risk of completely merging with such an environment. 🫧

Often, among people with addictions, you can find individuals with a pronounced Neptunian channel: such people are extremely sensitive souls, and they may simply be unable to withstand all the "dirt" of the world and human crap, escaping into a world of illusions through substances, or completely falling under the influence of a destructive environment, adopting its lifestyle and habits, thereby losing themselves entirely as individuals.

Overall, this placement is characterized by a striving for harmony, beauty, and aesthetics. It is important for them to be part of large, global, large-scale processes, to be one with both the near and the far.

Love for such people is inspiration, the cosmos, something that gives them wings — not base, earthly needs.

Such people not only feel those around them subtly, but are also capable, with additional indications or the development of their sensitivity, of sensing the movements of world processes. These resonate within them like vibrations transmitted through water, and they can essentially become those very seers and predictors who learn of upcoming global trends as soon as they are born on the subtle, invisible plane.

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[carmeniunonis]

The Sun in the 12th House

When Light is Born in Darkness

The 12th house is the realm of the subconscious, the collective unconscious, of solitary wandering through the darkness of one’s own soul. It is the sphere of dreams, illusions, all that is hidden, as well as unconditional love and the merging into unity with the flow of eternity.

When the Sun falls into this house, a conditional "eclipse" of the personality occurs. It is as if the Sun has not simply set beyond the horizon, becoming invisible to our eye, but has plunged into the abyss of oceanic waters.

Here, our "Self" begins a transcendent descent, wandering into the depths of the psyche. It tries, with its solar light, to illuminate every dark and secret corner of the soul that demands attention, acceptance, and integration.

Here, a person may feel invisible to the world, but this happens only because their light is directed inward, not outward.

Wandering in the gloom of their inner world, they may even feel lost, unable to understand who they are, unable to see their own power, value, or the meaning of their existence.

They seem to dissolve, like salt in water, losing the boundaries of their essence. Sometimes this leads to imposter syndrome, to endless searching for the meaning of their existence, for a purpose, for a direction in life.

Who am I? What am I about? And why am I here?

Existential crises are the norm here.

Due to a lack of awareness of their own power, of their own luminous capacity, a person may feel like a grey mouse, like the other. They may fear self-expression, lack self-confidence, avoid manifesting in society, and shy away from any chance of becoming visible to the world.

Consequently, they will escape into illusions about themselves, into self-misunderstanding, into victimhood—where they cannot utter a firm "no" and continue to mold themselves to their surroundings. They may be prone to depression, to addictions, and feel they have no right to exist.

"Am I a trembling creature or do I have the right?" Right?

But this placement of the Sun is not a life sentence; it is the highest stage of the evolution of consciousness. It is when consciousness becomes so comprehensive and vast that any boundaries to expressing oneself, one’s creativity, or one’s being are erased.

Here, the "Self" becomes one with everything, like a world ocean, becoming part of something greater than just the personality and the ego.

But all of this is only possible when a person begins conscious work on themselves. Instead of locking themselves away in their inner world like in a dead man's chest, they turn from the depths of their subconscious, beginning to shine like a lighthouse in the night, illuminating the path for ships.

In other words, having begun to realize their inner processes, having understood how everything inside works, having accepted their shadow as a force that allows their sun to shine even brighter (for the darker the night, the stronger the light can manifest within it), they stop perceiving solitude as a punishment and accept it as an opportunity to accumulate resources. They become nothing less than a conduit of light.

Let’s not dive into excessive esoteric or religious dogma here; that’s not the point.

The point is that, in its highest potential, the owner of the Sun in the 12th house ascends to a global, spiritual level of conscious development, becoming a healer, a mystic, a guide—and it does not matter who they are in worldly terms.

Whether they are a creator, such as an artist or writer; whether they are a spiritual teacher or a secular educator; whether they are a public figure or even an engineer, a doctor, etc.—their mission transcends simple social roles. They become one with all that exists and serve that unity, fully aware of themselves as part of something greater than just "I."

They become one whose presence, words, or actions can heal, instill light and hope in others, and fill them with faith in themselves, in their own ability to shine and give their light to this world. But for this to happen, they themselves must complete the evolutionary leap of consciousness, passing through their inner darkness and believing in their own power and the truth they carry.

[carmeniunonis]

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