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Take care of yourself Pedrito and maybe meditate 🩷
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I did a quick one bef
Of course when things get quiet the haters find something else to hate on. Now it’s a movie they haven’t seen and fans daring to be excited about it. Little spoiler about that scene I’ve seen people complaining about: it takes place in a bathroom stall 🤷♂️
Hahahaha I love love you! 🩷
I choose my inner peace than to give them any attention. I just finished some online classes and im thrilled with my new knowledge
Summary: A morning in Jackson with your husband Joel and his kid Ellie, only ever since you got pregnant he has seemengly become insatiable.
Warnings: A bunch of fluff, reader is pregnant, unspecified age gap, smut| Unprotected p in v, creampie, breeding kink, big dick Joel (ofc), soft!dom Joel.
a/n: this is a weird short lil thing bc i am delulu and i dont wanna think about the next ep. this is what happens. all of this is canon 100%.
You'd stopped setting an alarm long ago.
This was the only way you ever woke up now... with Joel Miller's mouth on you.
Today, the kiss had landed on the top of your head.
"Mornin' beautiful"
The man was like an alarm clock, he always woke up at the same exact time, and he'd made it a routine now of taking his sweet time in the morning.
Each day felt like a blessing when he opened his eyes and you were in his arms, breathing deeply onto his chest, his neck... every morning he'd wake up and stare at you for a little while, letting you have a few more minutes of sleep, thanking whoever was responsible for having ever let him meet you.
And this morning had been no exception.
"Good morning" you mumbled, softly rubbing your face against his neck as you tried to will your eyes to open.
Your senses were invaded with everything Joel- his potent manly scent, his heat, his touch... just as every morning he was the welcome reprieve against the daunting task of starting your day.
But today it seemed a slow morning wasn't exactly what he had in mind.
You finally craned your neck up with a yawn before smiling softly at him.
He always looked so cute in the morning, when his defenses weren't up because it was just you and him...
Without speaking, without needing to, both of you leaned closer to the other until his mouth was gently pressing on yours- which is how you usually greeted each other every morning... what didn't however happen every day was his lips pressing harder, his tongue infiltrating your mouth, or his left hand forcing your head even closer to his.
You didn't even have time to smile at his eagerness that he'd pinned you beneath him, kissing you brutally now, his tongue fighting with your own as his right hand began to trail down your swollen belly looking to get beneath your sleeping shorts.
Your hands went to his hair- it had changed since you'd arrived in Jackson, his locks had grown longer and greyer and it didn't matter how many times he'd come up with an excuse as to why he wanted them short again... you'd never allow it, it was as if his long hair was the proof of how comfortable and safe he'd grown here... around you.
"Joel" you managed to murmur, trying to slow him down.
But he didn't answer, he only groaned in response as his left hand seeped underneath your shirt, desperately grasping your boobs.
"Baby" you cooed as his mouth left yours to peck whatever inch of your neck he could reach.
"I need ya darlin'"
You wanted nothing more than to accept what you knew was about to come, but even if it killed you, you spoke up.
"I wanted to make breakfast baby" you murmured as his calloused fingers touched your belly as if it were made of porcelain, caressing it with all his love "before Ellie goes on patrol"
The groan he let out was one of both frustration and protest.
Joel had never been a fan of Eliie going on patrol... quite the opposite really.
He'd tried to talk her out of it countless times, he even persuaded Tommy into getting her off some shifts, but to no avail, she always got her way.
He even tried getting you on his side, and although you didn't love the idea, you knew better than to tell Ellie what to do.
You'd had countless conversations about it, hundreds of:
"You can't protect her forever Joel" and "She's not a kid anymore, you can't tell her what to do"
And he'd always say something like:
"It's too damn dangerous" and "I just don't get why she has to go"
And then he'd always complaint about how "She's so damn reckless" and every time, you couldn't help but smile as you reminded him: "She's just like her dad"
But in the end, he had accepted it... he wasn't happy about it, but at least he got Ellie to promise she would be 'real fucking safe' and that she'd stay out of trouble.
Which is why you smiled as you guided his head up so you could kiss him.
"Please?" you bit down a smile, half laughing "I'll make it up to you later"
He grumbled displeased before giving up.
"I hate that goddamn patrol"
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Eggs were frying in the sizzling pan, but all your focus was on Joel's mouth devouring your own... again.
Joel Miller had always had a voracious appetite, but from the very first moment you got pregnant he'd become insatiable.
Every single second he had to have his hands on you, no matter if you were in public or not, his palm was on your lower back, on the inside of your thighs, on your cheeks, and most of all on your growing belly.
And then there were times like now, where he had every inch of your body pressed against his, both his hands on your ass, as he kissed you like it was the very last time he ever could.
That was until a voice startled you.
"Jesus"
It seemed Ellie had made it to breakfast.
"Get a room you two"
Joel begrudgingly took a step back, letting you out of his hold so you could finally greet poor Ellie... you would have liked to say this was the first time she'd caught you showing a little too much affection to each other, but the truth was the girl must be tired of it.
"Hi Ellie" you smiled wide, certain that your face and cheeks were flushed enough to notice.
"Good mornin' kiddo" Joel nodded, pouring himself a cup of coffee, completely unfazed.
"No wonder you got pregnant in less than a year" Ellie grumbled, making you chuckle.
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Breakfast flew by. It was mostly Joel and Ellie who talked, yapping about whatever disgusting discovery Ellie had made on some recent patrols or the new jokes she and Dina had made up.
The whole time Joel's hand remained on your thigh as he listened eagerly at every word leaving Ellie's lips- but you... you weren't really listening, all you could do the whole time was smile, as the rising sun shined through the windows, as Joel's and Ellie's laughs filled the room, as your child grew in your belly, you could only smile as the reality of how great life could really be, even after all, set in.
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Ellie had run out of the house only minutes ago.
You were just starting to wash the first mug in the sink when he wrapped his arms around your waist from behind, kissing your cheek.
He set down the last dish he'd retrieved from the table into the sink and guided your hands away from the task, forcing you to turn around.
You could see it in his eyes before he even spoke a word.
"Jesus baby you're insatiable today" you laughed as he smirked, leaning closer to leave a soft kiss on your lips.
"can't help myself when my wife looks so goddamn beautiful" he murmured, his hands finding your sides so his thumb could trace small circles on your belly.
You smiled at his words as he moved you against the kitchen counter. "You're gonna be late to work"
He nodded mindlessly, kissing your neck and sending shivers down your back.
"'m sure they'll survive without me"
And that was that.
You didn't even know why you'd tried to protest, you could never deny him... and he never did change his mind.
"You wanna go on the bed?" he asked breathlessly between kisses, his big warm palms working your shirt up and off of you.
Jesus, you got hotter every day.
You let out a soft cry as his leg found its place in between your thighs and he grinded his rock-hard cock against you.
You hadn't even touched him and he was damn near losing his mind.
"You're the one with the bad back... and knees... and-"
He interrupted you with a kiss, moving you onto the counter as an answer.
"You're saying I'm old sugar?" he challenged, his voice sweet as honey and lustful as ever.
You grinned, your hands traveling downwards to the tent in his sweatpants.
"Well it sure isn't me who needs glasses"
He couldn't help but softly laugh, his forehead falling to yours- though the moment your hand infiltrated his boxers and grabbed his dick, giving it a slow, torturous pump all the sounds coming out of his mouth turned to a desperate groan.
"fuck doll" he growled, getting rid of your shorts and panties in one quick move "You sure you're comfortable here?"
It was funny, the way while he asked that, he was already guiding his cock into you.
"Yeah," you nodded nonetheless, your voice barely a whisper "it's... it's perfect"
The cold of the counter against your skin grounded you as Joel thrust his dick inside you- inch by inch.
No matter how many times he filled you, you were never getting used to him.
"Fuckin'- Jesus Christ babydoll" he growled, his mouth just an inch from yours, both your heavy breathings mixing with one another.
"Feel like fuckin' heaven," he growled before he started moving.
And... yeah... fuck.
Moans started spilling from your mouth like prayers as your hands went to his back, scratching his skin as you held onto him for dear life.
He never went particularly hard since the baby, but he still managed to go fast... and deep.
"Oh my god" you cried, eyes locked with his as he split you in half "Joel" you mewled, earning a messy kiss.
"takin' me so well darlin'" he praised, moving some hair from your face as your eyes fogged up with that pre-orgasmic haze "Always so good for me... I'll never tire of this perfect fuckin' pussy baby- think about it every second of every day... fuck"
At that, at the feeling of his cock grazing your cervix with each thrust, your walls hugging him impossibly tight and his sweet southern drawl coming out more the more ecstasy took over, your eyes rolled to the back of your head as your moans got higher and louder.
You'd never had to be quiet since Ellie moved to the garage, and you sure didn't miss it.
"J-Joel-- Oh shit"
You threw your head back as the pleasure started overriding your body, your legs spasming as your mind went blank, and Joel took it as an opportunity to bend down and kiss every inch of your neck he could reach- eventually, he started focusing right beneath your ear, where he knew drove you crazy.
"You're gonna come for me sugar?" he purred, the sound of his skin slapping with yours bouncing off the kitchen's walls "be a good girl and come on my cock darlin'"
He didn't even have to ask.
You silenced your own cries by biting down on the piece of him where his neck met his shoulder as your vision went white and all you could feel was pleasure in its purest form.
Joel watched every second of it, his eyes inevitably lowering to your belly together with his hands... he couldn't believe this was real.
You didn't know how long the orgasm went on, but Joel didn't stop for one second. It was only when you finally relaxed that he let himself off the hook.
"I'm gonna come babygirl" he groaned, his thrusts turning sloppy "Gonna fill you up" he smiled, kissing your mouth as you tried your best to reciprocate in the post-orgasmic haze "It don't matter that I've filled you up already... need to show everyone you're mine" he grunted, his hands cradling your belly making you beam "gonna make you a mama over and over again, sugar- fuck- goddamnit"
Before you knew it, he was doing exactly what he'd said- filling you up.
His head fell to the crook of your neck as he groaned loud enough for the whole Jackson to hear.
His eyes seemed even bigger as he peeked up at you after a while, nothing in them if not joy and devotion.
"I love you" he murmured, kissing you softly.
"I love you" you promised back.
Yeah... life really could still be great after all.
can we get a reading and see how his energy has been lately?//
Hello!
Welcome back to me; the girl with the booty shorts Indiana Jones tattoo, and the eighth place standing long jump champion of her middle school in 2005—Nicole, your Reiki friend.
Y’know, I’d be lying if I said I wasn’t also curious about where his energy’s at lately. I’m not sure if any other readers have felt the shift we started to experience in April slowly continue, but I have. It’s not loud or anything, but it’s there.
I’ll be reading the Smith-Waite deck today, using the same layout I usually do: significator -> the now -> the near future -> the possible outcome.
Remember fellas: none of this is set in stone. I don’t claim to know shit about dick, I’m just some ding dong online. This is all just for fun. Don't take this too seriously, and don't be nasty in the DM's. Stress like that ages you anyway.
With that! Take what’s yummy, leave what’s yucky and let’s go!
Significator
Ten of Wands reversed.
Right out the gate, I noticed this energy came through easier this time. Sort of like it was ready to talk. That’s a different feeling that it has been the last few times. In fact, when I was shuffling this one yeeted right out of the deck and straight on to the floor. Okay, I’m listening!
The ten talks about relief from a lot of work related burdens, almost like the burden of responsibility feels lifted. It talks about delegating tasks when they become too heavy, and being able to relax once you’ve done that. I’m kinda gathering work stress felt really heavy for a second there, and that’s lifting as one door closes and others open. It talks about not being overworked anymore and taking a second to yourself to breathe. Whether that’s because tasks were finally delegated properly, or a break was forced. I’m not sure which it was, but it seems like whatever it was worked in the long run.
As far as love goes, it talks about being unable to be vulnerable in that way. It talks about a partnership that was imbalanced?? It doesn’t feel present, it feels like thoughts sort of swirling around about past experiences. The emotional weight had felt one sided to put it simply. As for where that stands currently, the message is pretty clear— “Not right now.” There’s too much vulnerability required in a relationship and we don’t have that to give at the moment. Seems that the focus is entirely on the self and recalibrating what it means to spend time introspectively. Heard, chef. I won’t push further.
Honestly, this card heavily focuses on the relief of burden over anything else. There’s also an underlying feeling of wanting simplicity?? I’m not sure what that means, or what that looks like to him, but the thought of something simpler is sort of in the back of the mind currently.
The Now - Well, I’m Beginning to See The Light
Justice reversed, Six of Wands.
So, as I continued to shuffle, Justice fell out in reverse. This carried a bit of a heavier energy than the previous card, so I asked for a clarifier. I asked if Justice was the past we were processing, and to clarify what the energy of the now is if we put that aside. The Six fell out subsequently, telling me that yes. Justice represents some stuff we’re working through. Before we touch The Six though, let’s first take a look at what’s being held on to.
Right now, it feels like we’re holding on to some memories that feel unfair. It’s reeeeally driving that point home, actually. It speaks to relationships that have felt just plain unfair. Think of it like a swing and a miss—every time he’s tried, something has been off or there’s been some icky luck in actually finding anything substantial. It’s talking about how now might be the moment for rethinking, and being honest with what he actually wants. Also? Honesty about his own role in it too. Like some baggage that might not necessarily be cool to hang on to. Maybe a grudge?? I’m getting a feeling in my gut that feels petty. Might be time to drop that if I could offer some advice.
There’s also unfairness linked to work?? Could be that some blame was taken for a transgression somewhere along the line, or that others were dismissing his quality of work as trivial. Not sure who that is, but I’m ready to throw hands!
In all seriousness though, there’s a feeling of sort of…wondering if he’d been honest with himself in several avenues. Love, work, interpersonal platonic relationships, etc. Maybe that means reflecting on people pleasing tendencies for example, or admitting to the self that the grass wasn’t exactly greener. It signals anxiety, and in a way sort of feeling like “ok, when’s it all gonna fall apart?”
So, given that the feeling that card carried was pretty different from the significator, I asked if those were things we’re workin’ on, and that brings us to The Six.
The Six tells me that, yes, he’s still thinking about some of the past right now. Weighing out what he could do differently while still actively moving forward.
This card also speaks about success. It talks about seeing reward for hard work, completing projects, an award or nomination etc. very cool.
It talks about a current feeling of confidence and pride in his work. It’s almost like, a self assuredness that’s sort of new(er) feeling which I find interesting in combination with the previous card’s talking about people undermining his work in the past. It talks about reaching a work related peak that he’s proud of?? 🥲 I love that. Keep that energy going, baby.
Interestingly, it talks about success in love miiiight be on the horizon. Now, let me be clear—that horizon isn’t in the now. It’s waaaaay out there, but the idea that that could be cool to have in the future might be present. Given that the significator said “not now” I’m taking this to mean that it’s a teeny tiny sliver of an idea saying “That might be fun to explore sometime.” It also talks about feeling beautiful in yourself too (aw) and that’s a really warm, welcome feeling. Speaking of warmth, I’m getting a warmth in my heart and solar plexus when I focus on this energy and that’s usually a good sign.
It talks about someone who views him as a bigtime source of inspiration. They’re like, genuinely thrilled to be associated with him?? I’m not sure if that someone is present now, or coming in the future but whoever they are they’re cheering him on from the sidelines.
Overall the energy for right now seems pretty good. Yes, there’s still the echoes of the past coming forward before speaking about what’s happening now, but to me that sort of indicates movement in letting go of pettiness and baggage that’s becoming too heavy to keep carrying.
The Near Future - Start a New Chapter, Find What I’m After.
The Five of Wands reversed, The Five of Cups also reversed.
Interesting. Hey, numerologists? Two fives reversed in a row. Does that mean something? Lol number patterns aren’t my bag but I feel like that means something.
Let’s start with the Wands. This five talks about avoiding conflicts, talking openly with a partner, expressing his needs in a way that he hasn’t previously been able to. It talks about being careful not to bottle up any feelings as they arise, and instead to actually talk with a partner or potential partner about them. I’m getting the feeling that this could be something he isn’t used to doing. It feels like it’s suggesting that he has to figure out a healthier way to deal with conflict?? It almost feels like a certain someone is a bit hot headed and reactionary and this suggests maybe taking a second to breathe before saying anything one might regret. (Advice we can all take, really)
It also really urges him to remember his own needs are just as valid as the needs of a future partner. It doesn’t make him any less lovable to say “hey, I need this too.” I feel like sometimes there’s a tendency to back burner his own needs in favour of making others comfortable. This only leads to resentment. Not that I speak from personal experience or anything (🫣) but this card suggests that he might want to watch out for that.
It points as well to moving into a quieter career position? I wonder if this connects to the first card’s yearning for simplicity. I think it might. I think it’s a good transition though—it feels like one. Once again, it’s not much of a shift we could notice on the outside, but for him it feels huge. It’s a big change, but it’s more than welcomed it seems.
As always though, there’s a lot of underlying energy of weighing out all options so to speak. It feels like he’s thinking a lot about how he moves through the world.
Now, the Five of Cups in reverse talks about moving on. Acceptance. Notably, moving on from past relationships. We aren’t just puttin’ bandaids on the wounds anymore, we’re actually healing them. Given the position of this card in the spread, to me it suggests that is achieved. Finally stopping living in the past, finally allowing himself to move forward emotionally. For folks who have gone through nasty breakups, this card in reverse is a good message to receive in any reading. It’s a sign to make peace with what happened—that doesn’t mean whatever happened didn’t suck, it did, but holding on to it only causes more grief in the long run.
What’s interesting is that this is a pretty clear indication that a chapter is closing, and another one could be beginning. It could mean making room for new love to appear. Given that the other five talked about actually being able to navigate communication in a healthy way? Cool. Very cool for him.
Like most things in life, it does come with a caveat though. He’s gotta be careful to not compare a new relationship with old ones. It’s easy to do that! We’re only human, but being gentle with himself in this avenue seems to be able to mitigate that if he lets it.
All in all; these two signal recovery, and moving into something new carefully. It strongly indicates a willingness to let go of resentment which is a welcome sight in these readings, honestly. There’s always a lot of the old energy coming through first so it’s always welcome to see that healing from that is possible if he lets it.
Look, I know we’re all curious about whether or not this is the feminine energied person coming through. Since I got the warmth in my heart earlier that I usually get when they come through? Probably. Probably is them. However! I don’t want to pry too deeply there. As I’ve said before, what’s beautiful about their connection is how organic it is. I won’t ever try to figure out timelines or specifics that way, because I think that information isn’t for us to know anyway. That’s precious to them.
Possible Outcomes - You Held My Hand and We Walked Home the Long Way.
Nine of Swords Reversed, The Empress.
Oof. For some reason, this section took a lot out of me. That’s not a bad thing! I’m just a bit energetically drained from that pull. I needed a quick intermission for a snack after that. lol.
I sometimes find it more difficult to pull for possible outcomes. As other card readers I’m sure can attest—it’s already tricky pulling for energy that’s so far away from us so piecing together possible outcomes can feel like putting together a puzzle. This time, I had to shuffle a bit more than usual to find all the pieces. This one also yielded a warning, so I set it aside. First, let’s take a look at The Nine.
The Nine is calling back to honesty. Facing truths even within the self. It’s talking about allowing a potential partner to help carry the weight of anxiety. Put it this way; the image I get is that of like, sitting up all night long talking about fears, dreams, or the great perhaps. That warm feeling you get when you’ve spent all night talking to your honey, only to realize the sun's awake now too. It's through these conversations, that we often learn that we aren’t alone. That sometimes? Hey? Letting others help you process actually makes The Big Scaries seem a little less intimidating.
This card carries a sense of being freed from the shackles of the past. It kinda feels like there’s an approach to a new relationship with optimism instead of anxiety?? Cool. Whatever that means for him? That’s cool. It talks about being ready to find love. Not maybe being ready—actually being ready.
All in all, this card to me feels like a long road, but the journey isn’t tedious. Before, when I would see the imagery of the paths he’s being presented, they had several roads it could take. This time looks more clear. It’s not a quick turnaround, it’s still a long ass highway even if there aren’t any forks in the road or unexpected turnoffs—but It’s actually a really gorgeous journey if he lets it be.
And once the journey is over, at the end of the long road, we have The Empress.
Well. Lol.
The divine feminine. It almost speaks for itself. That warmth she carries, the stability, that ever present feeling of “home” that blooms when love and work come together. The Empress talks about marriage, family, or even a wonderfully weird found family in some cases. Honestly, family can take on all kinds of forms, and this shows that whichever form they choose to take? Beautiful.
The Empress usually talks about someone who is like, bursting at the seams with love and warmth for another. It usually indicates a future filled with the warmest kinda love you can even imagine and beyond that? She brings with her a whole new feeling of grounded fulfilment and even brand new creativity. Self love, love for a partner, love for family. I don’t know man, I just love to see it appear where it did. Very cool. Once again though, I chose not to dig deeper here. Some stuff just truly isn’t for us. I’m glad that energy came forward, but I don’t want to jinx anything, or look into stuff that’s none of my business to know.
Now, to bring up the rear we have the “warning” that I gotta say? Is the probably reason this part of the reading sucked out all the energy I had left lol.
We got The Tower.
I guess “warning” isn’t the right word to use, really. Maybe doubts or apprehension fits better. Regardless, right now the energy coming through is that of fear. This, to me, speaks more to the fear of what could happen if this all goes away? What could happen if we don’t make the necessary changes? The answer is, a lot. Lol. A lot could happen. There’s about a million different outcomes we can think of if we let our brain’s get carried away. I think this comes as a reminder to not let the what if spiral take over. Trust the path, and furthermore trust in one’s own intuition as well. Hey? The gut’s usually right.
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Man. Man oh man. There’s a fair bit to unpack there. It’s interesting how many consistent through lines there are. It seems like there's a lot of old stuff being brought to the surface and that kind of healing can be soooo tricky to navigate.
Anyway, I hope you all enjoyed! Thanks Sio for giving us all a space to have fun with Tarot, and for giving me something to do inside while the smoke from the wildfires in Northern Ontario makes it impossible to go outside no matter where in Ontario you're at lol.
If anyone has any questions you know where to find me!
Take care, be good.
Xoxo Nicole.
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I’ve been thinking of you... and I hope you’re safe and ok at your place...Take care of yourself, my Reiki friend.
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What a wonderful reading. I love how you take us along on this spiritual journey. It’s as if we can feel exactly what you felt...it’s simply amazing. Thank you. I also think it’s very important that you set boundaries and say: there are some things we don’t need to know. I’m going to let the reading sink in now, but I’m pleasantly surprised. It sounds like transformation, like looking back and realizing how important you are yourself and what your own needs are. That’s the impression I got from your reading.
