*~-Sundew-~*

[carn3lian-claws-2]

Hello! My name is Sundew. I'm an artist and writer. My main fandoms are Wings of Fire, Gravity Falls (especially the Relativity Falls AU), and Steven Universe :)

[carn3lian-claws-2]

why did i decide to eat half the cake mix. how will i measure. how will i make this cake. this will be such a bad cake because i ate half of the mix. why7 did you let me do that.grenuinely i ate a third of the box i dont even wanna bake anymore but the bag is open now what

[carn3lian-claws]

cake mix is still in my room what do i do with it

[notabelsprout]

Measure by weight

And then use ratios to figure out how much of each other ingredient to use

Also im sorry did you eat raw cake mix?

Theres no way that tasted good its a powder 😭😭

[carn3lian-claws]

it did taste good im sorry

[sequoiafox]

I'm imagineing you making this post like after waking up from a black out and there's cake dust all over your face and your just confused why there's a half eaten bag of cake powder next to you lmaoo

[carn3lian-claws-2]

it was more like I entered a trance which was then promptly broken

[carn3lian-claws]

even if i were plural how would i ever know

[someguyswithwings]

Maybe this is perhaps a jokeish post, but I still feel inclined to give some info as a system !

Systems can share memories ! We often share memories — albeit we rarely remember much,, but often all of us can recall a certain event, we just know only one of us was there for it sometimes. Of course systems can also switch between 1st and 3rd person (we do this a TON)! Do NOT beat yourself up for not thinking/noticing cofronts and switches, ESPECIALLY since you’re still a questioning system. We never noticed switches until our syscovery actually, and even then switches are supposed to be a covert thing! It even took us 4 months after our syscovery to do a manual switch LOL

If it also helps, we also thought our plurality was a phase when we first discovered it, and we were terrified that it was. Try talking to/embracing the other Carny’s if you’re scared it’s a phase. If they seem to respond and interact back, congrats, it’s most likely not a phase and you may be plural! If this all does go away (keep in mind even if it does seem to “stop”, someone could be frontstuck or other could be dormant for a bit. Never completely worry!), it’s still okay! No one will shame you for thinking your plural :)

At the end of the day of course, you are the only person who can label yourself as plural/a system, but I hope my tips do help you figure yourself out. You got this Carny(s) !!

[carn3lian-claws-2]

wow thanks!!!! do you have any idea how I would even start talking to the other carnies? Or differentiating? /Nf. Ive tried just being like yo anyone here and like. how do we feel about this and nobody answers so ¯⁠\⁠_⁠(⁠ツ⁠)⁠_⁠/⁠¯ question of the day: are my mes actually me

Also no this is not a joke post

[carn3lian-claws-2]

i got happy and whimsical now im pacing the house licking cake mix straihgt outta the box life is a joy

[carn3lian-claws-2]

sundew wof said this 100% accurate that happened

[wavetapper]

[crisisbarn]

[carn3lian-claws-2]

why did i decide to eat half the cake mix. how will i measure. how will i make this cake. this will be such a bad cake because i ate half of the mix. why7 did you let me do that.grenuinely i ate a third of the box i dont even wanna bake anymore but the bag is open now what

[median-culture-is]

Median culture is what the fuck is going on??? Who am I???

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[carn3lian-claws-2]

i got happy and whimsical now im pacing the house licking cake mix straihgt outta the box life is a joy

[carn3lian-claws-2]

carny is veyr happt rn

[cupids-stimboards]

sundew

🍵 ☀ 🐸 / ☀ x ☀ / 🌱 ☀ 🍵

[analogue-dragon]

@carn3lian-claws-2 green carny coded perhaps?

[carn3lian-claws-2]

green

[campsiscreature]

Carny why the fuck are you green /ref

[carn3lian-claws-2]

man i dont even know green//sundew vibes carny or somethin

[carn3lian-claws-2]

Sorry for spammin everybody. also while thinking of what to say i discovefred why i love spam posting i think. im using writing and having other people see and discuss my thoughts as a way to hear my own brain and get my thoughts into a format i can understand. so just imagine im using tumblr as a filter to turn my brain soup into a comprehendable train of thought. i wish there was a way i could just have my posts NOT show up on people's following feed. like i wish there was a thing i could turn on where my post wont show up just because you follow me. i have tried writing down my thoughts to myself and its just not the same without the judgement of strangers yknow....

[carn3lian-claws-2]

green