☼.°༄If you call to the Abyss, it calls back. @someguyswithwings - Tumblr Blog

☼.°༄Careful, you never truly know what’s at the bottom of an abyss..

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Hello, we are the Abyssal Archive!! We’re a relatively new(probably) traumagenic (maybee traumaendo?) system! When talking about all of us, you can use He/They, and I use I/me and We/Us pretty interchangeably 😛. You are free to tag/mention us in anything. I will sometimes use a lot of emoticons and emojis (although it might change depending on who’s fronting) along with tone tags, trust me I’m not as serious and stern as I sound in this intro :]. We are a winged kin, Achilles omniject, Vox fictionkin, a golden eagle therian, vampire kin, and perhaps a snake therian along with being a plural. We’re also kinsidering Orpheus from Hadestown !! This is just a small side blog of ours where we will reblog things (and maybe post?) that are about our identities and our plurality. (main blog is @sombrathedragon, I just don’t want my irl friends to judge me :p) We are bodily a minor.

Our pronouns.cc is here!!

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🪼Interests: 🌊

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Wings of Fire, Greek Mythology (mainly The Iliad and The Odyssey), Epic the musical, Hadestown, Deltarune/Undertale, The Song of Achilles, The Hades games, Hazbin Hotel, Helluva Boss, Interview With The Vampire, Project Hail Mary, Musical theater, Nature, biology and genetics (sorta), Birds, and there’s probably much more that I cannot think of at the moment :/

🪼Alters: 🌊

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While these are not all our alters, they are the ones that currently hold system roles :3

Achilles: Host, NPD holder, he/him, sign off is -🏛️

Vox: Host, his blog, he/they/static/fish, sign off is -📺🦈

Wing: Ex-Co-Host, Emotion Booster, He/They/Divine/It, sign off is -🪽🏛️

Enigma: Co-host, emotions booster, She/?/Star, sign off is -🦉🔮

Turtle: Doesn’t have a specific role rn but runs our coining blog !! He/They/Sea/Kelp, Sign off is -🐢🐉

Coral: Protector, He/She/Sea, sign off is -🪸🐉

Jevil: Mood booster, He/Xe/Free, sign off is -🃏🪄

Serthredent: He/Him, hyperfixation holder (if that exists??), sign off is -🐍🪄

Spamton Neo: He/She/It/Free, mood booster, pet regressor (perhaps..?), sign off is -🤖🪢

Peril: She/He/Claw, persecutor, sign off is -🔥🐉

Moonwatcher: She/He/Star/Night, emotions holder, sign off is -🌙🐉

Mulberry: He/She/Plant/Sky, persecutor, sign off is -🍓🐉

Alastor: He/She/Deer, gatekeeper, sign off is -🦌🩸

Orpheus: He/They, caretaker, sign off is -🪕🎶

Honestly we’ll just tag our talking posts with whoever is fronting at the moment sooo yeah

🪼Socials: 🌊

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We only really have YouTube, channel name is SombraTheDragon, we have a Pinterest under the same name though.

🪼Requests:🌊

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Um honestly we probably won’t mind doing requests for like icons, pride pfps and moodboards :p One thing we will sadly not do for sure are dividers. But feel free to ask us about really anything, we don’t bite or stab :]

🪼DNI:🌊

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I would please like for anti-endos/willos, radqueers, homophobes and transphobes, transmeds, and pro and dark shippers to not interact or follow my page. You will be blocked. :)

🪼Tags:🌊

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Talking: #-A sound from below-

Inbox: #-A call to the depths-

Requests: #-Something emerges..-

Saving: #-Taken by the depths-

Anyways have fun being on our blog!

(All dividers are by @/the-voice-beckons-below and @/rmstitanics)

#intro post #introduction #blog intro #-A sound from below-#-A call to the depths-#-Something emerges..-#-Taken by the depths-

azhdvrchidae

— a new flag has been discovered !

— goldfish memory

↳ a flag for people who are often described / and or describe themselves with “goldfish memory”.

– if this term already exists, think of it as a recoining or an alternate flag / definition.

– okay to archive and recoin. just add credit.

certified-pretty-flags

Certified pretty flag!

#-taken by the depths-

positivitygenic

there is no disorder out there that makes you automatically a bad person, absolutely none. you will always have autonomy over your decisions even when said disorder impacts your thinking and logic. you are never doomed to be a cruel person who causes harm, you do have autonomy and agency over your destiny. no mental disorder will ever change that.

wingkink

btw it's so fucking stupid you can be anxious physically in your body even after you've decided mentally you don't care. I'm supposed to be in charge here

#haha… yup

Being a system and talking to systems is crazy because why is Lestat de Lioncourt adopting Avid from VSMP as his new fledgling

#-a sound from below-#Lestat 🎭🦇 he hym star #sure I’ll tag this #pluralblr #plural #plural system #pro endo #endo safe

drill-teeth-art

Wow! Here’s something incredibly personal.

This is Good Bi Gender. A comic I made to express some feelings I have about my gender. I don’t really have that much else to say about it. Here it is.

[Image Description: A digital comic made with sharp, angular abstract lines and only the colors white, blue, pink, and black. The featured character is all white, except for facial features and hair colors, which changes from panel to panel. The comic reads: Cover Panel: The text “Good Bi Gender”, the words colored with the trans flag. It shows a glitchy person’s face, half pink and half blue. Panel 1: White text reads: “Hello. My name is apparently irrelevant. And my pronouns are he/him and she/her. But you can’t call me she/her. And here’s why.” Someone with a half-pink and half-blue shirt looks to the side. One eye is covered with hair, and the other eye is pink while the iris is blue.

Panel 2: The character sits happily, imagining facial hair and a masculine voice. “I don’t want top surgery. I love my chest. And I dream about being on testosterone someday soon.” The character looks at a phone, frowning. The phone shows the male symbol with an “X” through it. Text next to it reads: “People don’t seem to think that the features I dream of are very pretty though… Or they think even worse of them than that…”

Panel 3: The character’s features are all pink, and sits in a blank frame. The character reaches over to a blue frame, frowning. “I don’t like the animosity. I really despise it.” A photo of the character shows an all-blue frame and blue hair, with pink outlines and facial features. “To be a boy… I aspire to be one. I aspire to be masculine in all its handsomeness. All its prettiness.” Panel 4: The character sits in an all blue panel, but reaches back out to the pink panel. “And I’m still a girl too. I was so excited to have both. To love both. To have handsome femininity. Beautiful masculinity.” The frames break and connect, and pink and blue swirl together. The character smiles in between the frames, with one pink eye and one blue eye. “So excited. And yet I get asked…”

Panel 5: Two hands hold out two different pills to the character, one blue and one pink. They ask “Male? or Female?” using the male and female symbols.The character, facial features an array of pink and blue, looks between the two hands, distressed. “It’s both! I’m both! They’re not opposites. Not narrow boxes. I say I’m both despite the insistence that I can’t be. And I know what I look like. I know I look like a girl to most. I know that if I say people can call me she, that’s all I will get from most. Because it’s “easier”. It “makes more sense”. To have my masculinity, I am often forced to be unflinching in it and it alone. To never use she. Because if I don’t, I will never get to have he.” [The words “she” and “he” are italicized.] Panel 6: Text reads: “I’m still very happy to be so comfortable in my identity. To know, despite all that, that I am indeed a boy and a girl and both. But you know. Telling people to only use he/him for me. Guarding my masculinity all just to have it. All at the expense of the part of me who is happily and unashamedly a girl.” The character cries from one pink eye, the other hidden. The character holds a pink girl in a sea of blue, the girl crying out. In the midst of the blue, text reads: “Well, it fucking breaks her heart.” End ID]

Edit: @starberry-skies wrote an ID for the comic, so I added it to the og post with its permission!

pingintech

ikr it really is beautiful isnt it!?!?!? this is a comic from my close friend @drill-teeth-art i REALLY recommend anyone who likes this comic to check out her other work everything he does is super cool im obsessed with his character designs personally

#MEMEMMEMEMMEMEMENNEMEN #I’m too timid to post this to main

jester-gestures

With this fun hack called Splitting a New Guy In Your Head you can:

Be very confused as to who you are, lack any identity even as you're in full front

Completely forget loved ones/important people in your life exist

Completely destroy all creative blockages, draw so much and write 2,167 words in one sitting

transientsatellite

comstelic

denial

astrmastr

open wide

sproutshq

How it feels when you're technically openly plural but you haven't actually told people what that means yet

peppercornsystem

I’d like to take this time to remind everyone that self diagnosis is valid. One because we are living in fucking fascism and many people either don’t have health insurance or if they do, can’t afford to go to the doctor. We spent over sixty fucking dollars on groceries just for ourselves, one body, the other week. That’s nearly double what we were paying two years ago. Demanding everyone go get a diagnosis is so fucking classist.

Two, we’re a prime fucking example that self diagnosis can be right. We suspected for years and got involved in the system community and faced tons of backlash and people being terrible, just to finally get insurance and seek medical help for it and be told by our mental health team that we have DID. We were right. We always had been. Our roadblock was just the fucked up system.

Mental health professionals are fucking human and can be fucking biased. As someone who works in mental health, everyone in this line of work is either fantastic or literally the spawn of Satan and there’s no in between. Some people get into it for a manipulative power kick. Some people genuinely don’t care about doing their job and don’t want to be scrutinized by colleagues and supervisors and don’t care what that means for you, being ignored and unhelped and very potentially misdiagnosed and improperly medicated, which can be dangerous and highly traumatic.

Are you going to foot the bill of people going to get help? Are you going to network for good therapists, psychiatrists, and psychologists? Are you going to comfort them after they have a bad session? Are you going to even hear them out?

No? Then shut the fuck up.

Rooney~

(He/him)