[darkpagesworld]

[carpenoctem1897]

I think I’m cursed

[rosieandthemoon]

Velvet purse, late 15th c

[stigmata-oblongata]

Anatomy Study, Charles Landseer 1815

[academic-vampire]

𝔞 𝔩𝔦𝔤𝔥𝔱 𝔦𝔫 𝔱𝔥𝔢 𝔡𝔦𝔰𝔱𝔞𝔫𝔠𝔢

[shisasan]

Christian Lacroix, 1997-98

[carpenoctem1897]

When you haven’t had romantic attention in forever so the moment someone pays you any mind your brain immediately goes “absolutely not, something is very wrong here” and you start psyching yourself out.

[achillesinhighheels]

Sleeping Muse

By Misha Frid

[carpenoctem1897]

Life update: I’m still here

[mydarkzones-blog]

[poetryistheshit]

dark horses galloping in the fog

[academic-vampire]

𝔱𝔥𝔢 𝔠𝔲𝔯𝔰𝔢 𝔬𝔣 𝔱𝔥𝔢 𝔬𝔲𝔯𝔬𝔟𝔬𝔯𝔬𝔰

[shucklefuckle]

[carpenoctem1897]

Currently having a really hard time reconciling with the fact that I’m alive. Like I’m actually sick to my stomach and sobbing because I just can’t do it right now. I’m just tired and I want to believe this all has to be for something but it really feels like it isn’t. I belong to nobody. I contribute very little. It just bulldozes me out of nowhere. I try so hard to hold myself together until I just can’t and I break down into a stupid ridiculous mess and then I just feel worse. fuck this shit I’m so over it.

[threeamserif]

instagram | photos are my own, reblogs fine, do not repost/reuse

[rosieandthemoon]

From 1849

[academic-vampire]

𝔱𝔥𝔢 𝔠𝔲𝔯𝔰𝔢 𝔬𝔣 𝔱𝔥𝔢 𝔬𝔲𝔯𝔬𝔟𝔬𝔯𝔬𝔰