sam's doing ok

"You've made it this far, and it's just a bit farther now."

[carrot1491]

[carrot1491]

this blog is like a weird public diary that im gonna use to compartmentalize my thoughts. so sorry to all 1 of my followers who will have to see this on their feed x3

im def. in a much better place mentally than i was back in 2021/2022 when i made this blog, and im very thankful for that. i have friends now and my self-esteem is better. and while not everything has gone the way i would have liked, i feel a bit more confident about my future

looking back at my socials though, and the things ive said and reposted, i cant help but feel a weird wave of nostalgia looking back on those days. its kinda weird and a little fucked up that ive begun romanticizing a period of my life where i know i was utterly miserable.

maybe i just miss the quiet, or being in highschool, or something, but it feels almost suffocating thinking that i wont be able to go back to those times. i guess it feels like ive lost a part of myself in some weird way.

i think nostalgia will be the death of me

[carrot1491]

[carrot1491]

[carrot1491]

[carrot1491]

[kosmogrl]

learning not to return to places where I miss the past but see no future

[dandelionandkrindle]

WORLD OF WARCRAFT • LOCATIONS (103/?) Gilneas (part. ll)

[sbeep]

Mother Morrowind

[stonetablet]

this is the result of looking at the 'songs of bilitis' by george barbier and kirkbride's foul murder drawing during the same day (listed below)

[chippypiper]

Our Face-Snaked Queen still standing after the battle with Mehrunes Dagon

i wanted to analyze her back tattoo while thinking about her fight, if i drew the front it would probably be too gorey anyway, also i like giving ayem muscle lol still i want to come back to this idea again later

[carrot1491]

Seeing nostalgia bait for teenagers who went through 2020 like damn so this is what it feels like. I guess its my turn to look the reaper in the eye

[kosmogrl]

[duckbunny]

some fandom disagreements are like "I see your point but I think this other aspect of the narrative is more significant," and some are like "I don't think you can read."

[manipulated-pieces]

Why is it easier and more comfortable to sit in a position that actively damages my joints than it is to just sit with okay posture. Why does my body crave its own destruction

[loveridden1999]

constantly trying to see the inherent good in people is a humiliation ritual that i continue to willingly participate in

[guooey]

Patrick Ness, More Than This