Chip

she/her, 19, lesbian, PROSHIP DNI, no comms atm read my strawpage for info please!! click here for my art tag

[chippypiper]

trust me when i say i read every single tag you all write on my art and i love every single one of them and especially if they sound crazy or unhinged, thank you so much 💥💥

[ghouledhound]

its kicking

[chippypiper]

[ghouledhound]

its kicking

[ghouledhound]

chippys nerevarine, 1111 I LOOOOVEEE 1111 I ADORE HIM SOSOSOSOOS MUCH HES SO CUTE

and my nerevarine ig

idk why I decided to post this but I got summer education tomorrow

[chippypiper]

My interpretation of Ayem is that shes a sensitive, damaged and a very insecure person. I think part of it is inherent to her personality, she was born kind and intelligent, yet very sensitive to outside pressures. The way she fears the abandonment of her people, her desperation for validation, love and control makes me think she might really hate herself.

Explanation for this could easily be her upbringing and experiences in life. Just like voryn in my interpretations, she had been put under impossible expectations since she was born and always had a lack of freedom to choose. However, unlike voryn, she couldnt really adapt to this life, (i also believe her parents abuse mightve been more literal and violent... ) she would be impulsive and couldnt always meet the standart, making her feel like shes an unlovable failure. Ayem really took everything her parents taught her to heart and even after hundreds of years she still practices the same methods, she still prioritizes image above all else, but since you cant predict how others see you, and no amount of outside love can make you love yourself, it inevitably brings her to ruin. Her insanity did not come in an instant the moment Lorkhan's heart disappeared, it was gradual buildup over millennia. She always cared about morrowind, but insecurity twisted that care.

I think she craves control also because shes constantly being deprived of it, despite being a queen, a lot of things were done for her (which she thought is because of her incompetence). Nerevar made this even worse, as he took over being the King of morrowind and reduced Ayem to only his wife. I believe Ayem agreed to this marriage because of how it would improve her image (only natural to want to marry a famous hero) and did not anticipate how it would push her to the side.

Regarding how in the game lore it seems that Ayem used to be an entirely different figure before the 3rd era, i think it ties into how she feels she can never be the right figure for her people. When she was mortal, Ayem was a sweet and caring person, but the presence of war dictated that what morrowind needs is someone more cold and strict, a strong headed leader. Ayem would push herself constantly to try and be this for everyone, would fail at it until she can mold herself into it. Unfortunately when she does, her people change to want their caring mother back instead, which infuriates Ayem further.

After i write this, i still dont want you to think she was nothing but miserable or let alone stupid/naive. When it comes to strategy, diplomacy and other matters she was actually a great queen, despite what she thinks. She is also capable of loving and doesnt only have negative relationships, especially with Vehk

[chippypiper]

Holy shit I sniped a nice pic of voryn and dagoth ur, ominous red tones, for my lock screen...that was YOU?? Damnnnn

yes i am decently active on here <(ouo)>

[chippypiper]

Happy pride month to me happy pride month to you and happy pride month to the entire first council of resdayn

[scarewulf]

Issek-ka takes a rest

[igorlevchenko-blog]

"Hey Grundie! Have you seen my daedric mace anywh- Ack! You again. Told you to keep your grubby icicles away from my daughter!"

Molag Grunda and Nomeg Gwai.

Digital painting made in Krita. Brushes by Emil Maselli.

P.S. As I said before, I imagine Coldharbour is a cold place, except for the abode of its Prince, which is kept warm to ward this particular frost atronach off. He sneaks in anyway and later departs in the form of mist.

[chippypiper]

ur art is genuinely so incredible and inspires me soo much everytime i see it im like Wow i Need to learn how to make such beautiful art. i hope u have a great week!!!

thank you! hope you have a great week aswell and may you achieve everything you ever wanted

[kuuwo]

I got possessed again

[calebwittebane]

good morning. please do not ever call the relationship between voryn dagoth and indoril nerevar “vorevar” or “nerevagoth”

[chippypiper]

Crown of Seht

ive just been doodling a lot since im procrastinating on my assignments and also this metal brush is so crunchy mgmgmgmggmg

ill make an actually serious piece about sil in my next drawing if i dont get distracted by nerevoryn

[chippypiper]

Hey hey! Mighta picked up a post of mine! So, say, do you know the answer to the riddle?

Is this about the haiku poetry post? No i do not know, i thought that it could link to the nature of nirn itself (anu/padomay?) or lorkhan, but that doesnt seem viable, do tell the answer if you wish to though C: Also i love these sorts of things even if im not smart enough to understand it, keep it up

[chippypiper]

ur artwork is so detailed and unbelievable I would legit have them framed in my house. 🙏 amazing work

thank you <3

[carlandcorals]

[sotha-sel-of-telvanni]

haiku to the tribunal and the two entwined

(ALM)

fell ghosts of the past

furious waters flow in

futile to all now

(SI)

the clock ticks coldly

a morbid melancholy

choice is forbidden

(VI)

one tries to be all

but quest of vitality

cannot be oneself

(DA)

Denying the flesh

Will to persist above all

A perverse shape now

(NE)

After betrayal

one branches to all of them

the path is now yours

The end of the words is ALMSIVI-DANE