Had he been any other man, the impulse to reach out and run his hands through her hair might have been overwhelming. It fell out of the fancy-looking bun she’d worn for the ball and she looked more human than he was used to somehow – comfortable and tired and not quite as straight-laced and stuffy. He took another sip of his whiskey, considering her, desire unexpected and warm in his chest.
“I’m sure they did think about it,” he said, a dark look crossing his face. “They’ve certainly not been above desperate deeds and underhanded tactics in the past.”
Another very good reason to keep her ignorant of his… extracurricular activities: for her own safety, a concern which Amycus was surprised to find interested him deeply. Perhaps there was no chance of truth between them, but this moment seemed fine too: a companionable peace, united against them even in so small a way.
“I hope you will tell me if there is,” he said, looking at her again. This was particularly true considering he couldn’t be counted upon to notice. He couldn’t protect her from threats he didn’t perceive.
Delilah reinforced his feeling that they were a unit with her words and he gave her another small smile. “Hopefully,” he agreed. Hopefully, the Ministry wouldn’t be around much longer to bother them at all. Hopefully, it was only a matter of time before the conditions of the wizarding world changed and allowed them not only to go unbothered but to thrive, and to step into the position they deserved.
He was drawn out of his thoughts as she spoke again and he was surprised to hear her confessing to him a small part of her past. He blinked at her, unsure of how to answer.
“I’m sure you weren’t the only ones to smuggle in alcohol,” he said, thinking back to his own school days. Underage status aside, somehow Firewhiskey had never seemed overly difficult to obtain. She had shared. Did that mean he was obligated to share in return? He cast his mind around and settled on a brief: “I rarely drink to get drunk.”
Delilah looked up and noticed the look in his eyes. It was a look that she wasn’t used to seeing, it was unfamiliar. She briefly wondered if it was because she looked like a mess and he wasn’t used to seeing her like this. To say that she made sure that she looked proper every day would be an understatement. She very rarely dressed casually, and she supposed that this was the first time that he saw her in a way that wasn’t…perfect. “Are you okay?” She asked, biting down on her lip.
At his words, she nodded her head. “Everything about tonight showed their desperation,” she pointed out. “There was no reason to question you but they still did. But i’m glad that they didn’t bother with me,” she admitted. “I don’t…think I could handle it.”
Even though she had been angry with him just a few moments previously for not thinking about how she would be feeling, this was a nice feeling. This…unity of some sort that wasn’t there previously. It was a nice feeling, knowing that they were on the same page, that they were both in this together. It was what a marriage should be.
At his words, she nodded her head. “I will, I promise,” she told him. Should the Aurors want anything to do with her, she would certainly request that her husband be there. There was no reason for it besides the fact that Delilah would be a nervous wreck.
Delilah nodded her head, not entirely sure of what she should say to that. She knew that the Ministry may come again, they seemed fixated on him, but she hoped that they would leave them alone. She realized that things were complicated, and that the Ministry was trying to do its best to protect the people. They hadn’t done a very good job of it, she had to admit when she thought of Gisela and of the others who had been attacked along the way.
She realized that she hadn’t thought about school in a long time. Those days seemed so…far away. She remembered being with Narcissa and Regulus at Quidditch matches and in the common room. She felt a stabbing pain as she realized how much she missed Regulus.
But she pushed the thoughts out of her mind. Regulus…had made his choices and she had made hers. Amycus would never approve of her contacting him, that much she knew. “True,” she agreed. “I suppose its sort of like a rite of passage,” she shrugged. At his confession, she tilted her head. “No?” She asked. “I guess i’ve never actually seen you drunk, now that I think about it,” she mused.