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I am always yours
Any change in time
We are young again
Lay us down
We’re in loveÂ
In these coming years
Many things will change
But the way I feel
Will remain the same
Lay us down
We’re in love”
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"Whether near or far
I am always yours
Any change in time
We are young again
Lay us down
We’re in loveÂ
In these coming years
Many things will change
But the way I feel
Will remain the same
Lay us down
We’re in love”
Two Quarters and a Heart Down || Vasey
When Vince woke up on the couch, he felt like complete shit. He felt like… like someone beat him with a pillowcase full of bricks. Repeatedly. Sitting up slowly, he tiredly rubbed his face and hobbled off the couch into the music room, where his stash of demon blood was still hidden beneath the floorboards. He was feeling like himself again after three syringes of the stuff. With a satisfied sigh, he brought Atlas outside and let him run around for a bit while he just stood and stretched on the porch. He sucked in a deep breath, glad that breathing wasn’t painful anymore. That meant he didn’t have cracked ribs anymore. He also didn’t have vampire fangs or vampire senses anymore. He did have a monstrous appetite, though, so he whistled for Atlas to come back in so he could start cooking. He made a big brunch for him and Casey when he was done, he went upstairs to wake her up, but she wasn’t in bed. He looked in the other upstairs rooms, but she wasn’t there either.
Vince walked back downstairs, feeling himself start to hyperventilate. How long had he been asleep? What had happened to Casey while he was asleep? Where did she go? Where was she now? Feeling dizzy and practically gasping for breath now, he stumbled back to the kitchen for his meds. He barely managed to open the bottle and his hands were shaking so hard that the pills spilled out on the counter. He quickly grabbed a handful and tossed them into his mouth, swallowing them dry and leaning heavily against the counter, trying to catch his breath, because Casey was back now. Casey had her hands on his shoulders and was shaking him and saying something to him but he couldn’t quite register it through his panic.
When he calmed down a bit, he hugged her tightly, crushing her to his chest for a few minutes, before holding her back at arm’s length. “Casey wh-where the h-h-h-hell have you b-been?!”
Shit, she was hurting. Shit, she was in pain. Shit, she was kind of regretting her decision to beat up the nearest villain. What Casey hadn't been counting on was the fact that the villain had decided to fight back. Said villain had fought back so much that Casey was in pain and covered in so much blood that she didn't know who it belonged to. Judging from the fact that she didn't feel woozy, she was aiming to bet that most of it wasn't hers but she wasn't willing to take any chances after she finished tying the guy up in his headquarters-- the headquarters that he had dragged her to and held her in for a day and a half while she waited for the right moment to beat the shit out of him. But she had been gotten back as good as she had dealt out and Casey ached as she parked her car back in front of the house that she shared with Vince, slumping back with a loud sigh as she turned it off.Â
Part of her felt bad for being so reluctant to enter the house but after all she had been through, Casey was pretty sure that the fear to enter the house that you had almost died in was almost logical. But finally, she worked up the strength and the willpower to get out of the car so she could go inside and fix herself up. Hopefully without any questions from Vince. But that wasn't to be-- because as soon as she got inside, Atlas was at her feet and leading her into the kitchen where Vince was having a panic attack. Her mind went stupidly blank as she went over to comfort him, all hard, tired words of how she was there and he was okay and her shaking his shoulders to snap him out of it or at least get him to look at her because he wasn't looking at her and fear was the sharp taste at the back of her throat, Casey was almost certain of it.Â
Casey, where the hell have you been?! She arched an eyebrow at him and slipped out of his grasp. "Out," she replied shortly, not feeling bad for her one syllabic answer in the slightest. Casey was not in a great mood and it may or may not have been Vince's fault. "Did you run out of stupid things to do? Is that why you're still here? Or have you grown bored of endangering your life? Even though I've deliberately told you not to do anything that will hurt the both of us."Â
Glory and Gore- Lorde
Tired little laughs, gold-lie promises, we’ll always win at this
I don’t ever think about death
It’s alright if you do, it’s fine
We gladiate but I guess we’re really fighting ourselves
Roughing up our minds so we’re ready when the kill time comes
Wide awake in bed, words in my brain,Â
“Secretly you love this do you even wanna go free?”
Let me in the ring, I’ll show you what that big word means.
Black Dirt || Vasey
Vince let out a soft sigh of relief before grabbing the keys to his bike and his helmet again, rushing out the front door and avoiding eye contact. Once he had shut the door behind him, he was back on his motorcycle, racing to Papa Midnite’s place. As a vampire, he knew he had all sorts of strengths and abilities now. He probably could have run to Papa Midnite’s place on his feet, but he didn’t want to ruin his shoes and he wouldn’t be able to walk back all the way home when he became human again.
He was there in just under two hours. The security guard was too shocked to see him as a vampire to bother holding up the card, so Vince just let himself in, going right back to Papa Midnite’s VIP lounge without so much as a knock. “Before you yell at me,” Vince said when Papa Midnite suddenly got to his feet, “Please just hear me out first.” Of course that didn’t actually happen. Papa Midnite grabbed him by his collar and slammed him into a wall, demanding to know why and how he had become a vampire. Once Vince explained that they’d come after Casey, though, Papa Midnite slowly let him go and muttered something about having a word with the vampires before motioning for Vince to sit down. Papa Midnite took the vampire’s blood from Vince and left the room to get some things for the… potion that Vince had to drink to become human. When Papa Midnite was done, he gave it to Vince to drink. It went down pretty smooth, but then it started to hurt his chest and burn through his veins and it reduced him to a crumpled, convulsing heap on the floor for a good five minutes. When it was over,  he was alive again, and he could feel all the pain and exhaustion settling back into his bones. Papa Midnite helped him up and sent him back home, albeit angrily.
The drive back home was a little more dangerous. Vince was exhausted to the point of fainting and he was pretty sure he was asleep for almost half the drive, but at least he got to enjoy a lovely sunrise. He got back to their house at about a quarter to eight. The dirt was still on the floor, though, so he grabbed the wet swiffer again… or, he tried to. He kind of wound up just falling to the floor with a loud thud, his face landing in some of the still damp black dirt. He couldn’t even bring himself to care, though, he was just so exhausted. He heard Casey call his name and heard her and Atlas walking down the stairs. Atlas got to him first, though, and sniffed him all over before barking happily licking his face eagerly. Vince smiled lazily, glad that he passed the test. “Five… m-m-more minutes,” he slurred, eyes sliding shut.
She woke up with the sound of Vince's body falling in the foyer. Atlas was out of their bed first, taking away the warmth that he had left on Vince's side and Casey was out of the bedroom soon after, walking down the stairs to see him with his face in the dirt. She grit her teeth and walked towards him, slipping his arm over his shoulder and attempting to support him as she led him into the downstairs bathroom-- thankfully it had a tub in it. "You've got to work with me here, Vince," she sighed, sounding older than she was. Hell, Casey was feeling older than she actually was. Was twenty-four the new fifty-six or something? Because even though that demon blood had healed more than her scars, Casey felt old. She walked into the kitchen and filled a few buckets with ice before walking back into the bathroom and turning on the tap in the tub, watching it fill with cold water. Then she dumped the buckets of ice in there before stripping Vince of his clothes, moving gently and slowly as to not injure him further.Â
"The things I do for you," she whispered quietly as she scrubbed his skin clean-- avoiding the bruises and his various injuries as the icy water made her skin as cold as his. Atlas was sitting behind her, doggy ears tilted back as he examined the display before him. What must he have been thinking? What did people think when they saw Vince and Casey together? Did they think that they were normal and well-adjusted? What did it even mean to be normal and well-adjusted? Casey was neither of those things. Dressing him in his pajamas, she led him back out to the living room and rested him on the couch. "Sleep well," she said before heading upstairs, lips set into a grim frown.Â
"Watch after your father, Atlas," she muttered to the dog as she stripped out of the pajamas and pulled on her skintight suit, the grey fabric rubbing against her skin and reminding her how it felt to be human. How it felt to be a hero. Casey needed that feeling, she supposed, as she slipped out of the house. It would be a good outlet for the pain and anger she had been feeling lately. This way it would be safer-- this way she couldn't take it out on Vince.Â
Black Dirt || Vasey
"Hello, sweetheart, it’s nice to see you out of bed," Vince repeated her words robotically, still shielding his eyes from the blinding light. Everything was too much. His senses were too… well, sensitive now. "Don’t yell at me. There’s no need to yell at me. And don’t worry about the black footprints, I’ll mop them up. I’ll mop them up right now. Just… please, the lights. The lights, Casey," Vince begged, his head aching from the overexposure to everything. His nose was also assaulted now, by the smell of the damp black dirt on the bottom of his shoes, the smell of Atlas’ fur, the smell of Casey’s skin mingled with the scent of the sheets on their bed. She didn’t say anything, but she did finally turn off the lights. Vince let out a relieved sigh and grabbed the wet swiffer out from under the sink and the roll of paper towels off the rack before walking to the foyer, taking careful steps to stay as far from Casey as possible. Atlas didn’t move, but he did let out a low growl as Vince walked past. Atlas. Growled. At him. Unbeliev - ok, no, Atlas had every right to growl at him. It was good that he growled at him. That meant Atlas would protect Casey from anything and anyone… even Vince.
"You should go back to bed," Vince told Casey as he started to clean up the black dirt. "This is gonna take me a while." Vince wasn’t talking about just cleaning up the dirt, though - he was talking about becoming human again. He had no idea how to do it, he just knew that he needed the blood form the vampire who turned him and that he needed not to have drunk human blood yet. There was definitely some sort of ritual involved, which was why he needed to go see Papa Midnite. And Papa Midnite would do enough yelling at Vince for both himself and Casey, Vince was sure of it.
She stared at him as he stood there, pleading with her. Begging her to turn off the lights. What if Vince actually had developed photophobia? Aside from the fact that she hadn't even been talking over the volume at which she normally spoke, Casey knew that something was wrong. She just didn't know what it was. Â Reaching behind herself slowly, her fingers found purchase on the light switch and she pushed down slowly, plunging the room into a darkness that her human eyes couldn't see through. Atlas' low growls had her staring in the general direction of her dog and she moved towards him, brushing her hands through his fur. "Don't growl at your father," she said firmly, biting back the urge to say 'That's my job.'Â
Casey followed Vince into the foyer, letting out a sigh as she shoved her hands further into the opposite sleeves of her robe. "Stop that, Vincent," she said gently, earlier anger dissipating like rain in the sunlight after a storm as she watched him attempt to scrub at the floor-- and fail miserably because he was leaving more dirt. She couldn't be angry with him. Not now-- not ever. It just wasn't her style when it came to Vince. Plus, she was more than a little hurt from how he seemed to be taking steps to stay away from her. She laid her hand on his shoulder but he still wouldn't look at her and Casey grit her teeth, sliding it down his arm until she reached the swiffer, removing it from his grasp with her pale hand. "Go do whatever you need to," she nodded towards their front door, red curls falling in her face as Atlas' low growls continued from behind her. "I'll do this. Just... come back safely, alright?"Â
Black Dirt || Vasey
It wasn’t one of Vince’s brighter ideas - taking on an entire nest of vampires by himself. But he was angry, so angry. Too angry to remember the promise he made to Casey. Too angry to remember to be careful when fighting the vampires. He just wanted to kill them all and he wanted to do it now. So when one of the vampires bit him, he didn’t notice it at first, just grabbed the vampire, threw it to the ground, and snapped its neck with his bare hands. He started feeling lightheaded after the fight. He thought he was just tired and dehydrated, but then he fainted for he didn’t know how long, and when he came back, he was a vampire. Grimacing at the fangs in his mouth, he went to the body of the vampire that turned him, slitting its throat and draining its blood into an old, empty plastic water bottle he found lying around. He knew that he could become human again, and he knew that he needed the blood of the vampire who turned him… he just didn’t know the exact ritual. Ignoring the burning thirst in his throat, he got back to his feet, back to his motorcycle, and back to his house. They were all dead, so his work was done. He also walked away with access to all their stashes of cash around the state. Not bad.
He tried to be quiet, but just because his footsteps were silent didn’t mean that they weren’t tracking black dirt everywhere he walked. He paused in the foyer to look at himself in the mirror there. He was paler now because his heart had stopped, because there was no more blood circulating beneath his skin. Not to mention his eyes weren’t blue anymore, they were blood red. He was also covered in dried sweat and grime. Running a hand through his hair, he shut the front door behind him and made his way to the kitchen to wash his hands and splash water onto his face. All his senses were heightened, his vision and hearing especially, so he was surprised that he didn’t hear Casey until she flipped on the kitchen lights. It was probably because the running kitchen water was deafening enough. He had the stereotypical vampire reaction to the lights being turned on, though. He threw his hands up to shield his eyes, sucking in a sharp breath. “Ouch. B-Bright. Casey, could y-y-you not?”
She hated looking at herself in the mirror before. Now, Casey wasn't sure if she enjoyed the fact that she was scarless or hated it even more than she hated being scared. At least when she had been scarred, she could say that she had done something with herself. But with her skin as smooth and unblemished as a lady's, Casey felt as if she hadn't done anything at all. Casey swallowed hard, biting on the inside of her cheek as she started to dress-- done with looking at her new skin. One week after the lovely- please note the sarcasm- vampire attack and Vince had already disappeared.. off to do god knows what. Emerging from the bathroom, Casey cast a glance at the clock and her lips thinned further as she subconsciously wrapped her arms around her middle. "Come on, Atlas," she said softly. "Let's go downstairs and wait for your dad to return from whatever he's doing." Atlas looked surprisngly tense and Casey couldn't help but to grab her throwing knives before heading downstairs, paranoia reigning over common sense like it had been doing for the past week.Â
But the visit from the vampires had proved that she wasn't quite as safe as she would have liked to have thought and it had been wrong for her to slip out of her stride and into Vince's. Oh no, she needed to be at peak Praelia condition and even though her body looked it and her spine felt it-- Casey's mind certainly wasn't anywhere near it. She was so busy casting her gaze at herself in the foyer mirror that she almost didn't notice the black dirt in the shape of footprints. But hey, she was sharper than she thought and she noticed them anyways. The sight of them made her tighten her grip on her knives as she continued further into her house, heading into the kitchen and flicking on the lights. "Unless you've suddenly developed photophobia," Casey started coolly, leaning against the wall and clutching the knives so hard that the grip dug into her flesh. "I'd like to know why ordinary kitchen lights are too bright for you to handle. And where's my 'Hello, sweetheart, it's nice to see you out of bed'? Or my hello kiss? I'm not picky. Either or would have worked. But thanks for the mini heart attack and the black footprints that I'll have to be mopping up in the morning."Â
It Drowns The Love I Thought I Knew||Vasey
"I l-l-love you t-t-t-t-too," Vince told her, a bit angry that he couldn’t say even that without stuttering, but he let it go. He rubbed at his eyes and sniffled, trying to calm himself down. "I’m sorry. I told them not to come here anymore. I told them I wouldn’t sell to them anymore," he croaked out, voice hoarse from solitude and disuse. "They probably hurt you just… j-j-j-just to fuck with me," Vince said through gritted teeth, swallowing hard and tightening his grip on Casey. "I’m sorry. Sorry, Casey. S-S-S-So sorry," he stuttered, reaching forward with shaking fingers and brushing her face to tuck it behind her ear. "I-I-I-I-I’ve done some things I’m not…. proud of," he started, licking his lips nervously. "You know I work as a bartender like 50 hours a week, but, uhm - that’s not… that’s not a-a-all that I do." Vince took a deep breath, trying not to grimace at the look Casey was giving him. "I harvest demon blood on the side. That’s what was in the basement. My… workplace. Office. Uhm. Vampires pay through the nose for the stuff. Which is why I’m kind of sort of a millionaire. Got money in all sorts of banks, under all sorts of names. Which is why I stopped. I stopped selling to them. I told them I wouldn’t sell to them. I told them - I told them - I told them not to come here anymore, I-I-I-I…" Vince rubbed his face and sighed heavily. "We can leave. The state. The country. We can go anywhere you want. I’ll u-u-understand if you don’t want to live here anymore. We can leave. Just don’t - don’t - don’t… don’t l-l-l-leave me."
Everyone had secrets. Casey had a few. Vince had laid one of his out on the table--the proverbial table, of course, since there wasn't an actual table in the room. Casey's secret might have been just as bad as Vince's since hers involved her parading around in a skin-tight bodysuit and risking her life whenever she felt like it. ... When she had thoughts like that, it occurred to Casey that her life was not strikingly normal or ordinary. Just don't leave me. Her stomach rolled again and Casey burrowed her face into the flesh of his neck, much like a child seeking comfort. She wasn't going to tell him hers. And she knew that the only reason that he had told her was because she was the aftermath of this particular situation.Â
She didn't say anything in response for the longest time as she laid on the bed, eyes shut tightly to drive away the darkness that was there when she opened them. "No, we don't need to leave," her voice was raspy and she felt her lips scrapping his skin as she spoke and she reached out with one hand to settle it on his skin-- not caring where it landed, just hoping that it landed somewhere. Casey thought for another moment, Atlas' steady breathing against her back keeping her still and Vince's presence at her front keeping her anchored. "But you shouldn't... Don't..." She bit down on her bottom lip. "You shouldn't go after them. Let's just forget. Can we please forget?"
That was what Casey was good at doing. She liked forgetting- it didn't bring up difficult questions or hard memories of a child that she had lost. Now if she forgot, she wouldn't have to think of the burning--. She opened her eyes and tilted her head up. "Kiss me," she said and it was not her asking him, it was her telling him to do something. It was oddly reminiscent of words she had spoken years ago-- when she had used those words to determine her feelings for one Vince Constantine and Casey hadn't regretted it ever since. "Kiss me and don't ever let me go."
It Drowns The Love I Thought I Knew||Vasey
Vince called Papa Midnite the first day, asking why the demon blood wasn’t working, but Papa Midnite just reminded him that the last time Vince himself had used demon blood, it took him three weeks to regain consciousness. So Vince would wait, forever if he had to. He called off work, he canceled his speech therapy sessions, he put more protective sigils and wards around the house and the property. He had to take care of Casey and Atlas. He had to take care of his family first.
He cried so hard the first day. He just - he didn’t know what to do. He treated her like he would a coma patient, though. He talked to her and read to her and held her hand and played his violin and cello for her because he couldn’t very well drag the grand piano up the stairs into their room. The only time he left her side was to shower and use the bathroom. He just kept a pack of fig newtons and a giant bottle of lemon lime powerade on the bedside table so he didn’t have to go down to the kitchen and eat. He didn’t want to leave her, not ever again. Atlas had the same idea. Vince sat in a chair by the bed, but Atlas slept on it with Casey, curling into her side at night. Vince didn’t sleep. He used the demon blood to keep himself awake, in case those asshole vampires came back.
On the third day, like some kind of miracle, Casey woke up. Vince sighed in relief and clutched her hand tightly, face falling into the bed as a fresh wave of tears started. He picked his head up when he heard her speak, though. “Th-Th-That’s exactly why I used the d-d-d-d-demon blood to heal you. You - You - You were dying. And I can’t - I can’t - I c-c-c-c-c-can’t lose you, not when I-I-I-I just got you back.”
Casey's thoughts cleared while she waited for him to reply and then she regretted what she had chosen as her first words to Vince. Well, not her first words exactly. But they were the ones that had popped out instead of 'I love you so much. Never leave. Thank you for saving me.' But demon blood. Demon blood that healed her injuries and-- Casey paused, picking up her shirt and twisting so that she could see her back. All of her scars were gone-- even the one that she had grown up with. Swallowing heavily, she pulled her shirt back down and looked at him, noting his puffy eyes and his disheveled hair and the fact that he looked like he had been crying for three days straight.Â
She didn't want to die. Now that she thought about it-- she really didn't. Everyone spoke of death as a big adventure, Casey just thought of it as a bonus level. She'd gotten lucky-- she supposed, she hadn't run out of three lives. She closed her eyes, pulling her bottom lip in between her teeth. "I love you," she spoke after a few minutes of silence, his words having hit her like a ton of bricks. Casey knew that she would have been just as selfish-- that she would have done anything to get her back. So she couldn't blame him rationally. But some irrational part of her resented him for it. She'd deal with that irrational part later but right now-- Casey reached out gingerly and grasped his shirt, pulling him off of the chair and onto the bed so that they were curled up together, her knees touching his own because they were face to face.Â
"I shouldn't have answered the door," she muttered into the skin of his neck, inhaling the scent that was uniquely Vince. A scent that belonged to her. In the darkness, Vince had been in her thoughts. And now, she supposed she belonged to him even more than she had before. But he belonged to her and there would be hell to pay if someone ever tried to take him away from her. "Atlas was my warning sign. But I didn't pay him any mind. Why were they here, Vince? Why did they want to hurt me?" Casey's voice wavered and she clenched her eyes shut tightly, stomach rolling from the thoughts in her mind. Your blood tastes so good. Their whispered words went through her head and Casey held his shirt tighter. "Tell me something," she said after a moment, when she was able to think of other things. "Something. Anything. Just make me feel... better."Â
Hate To See Your Heart Break - Paramore
For all the air that’s in your lungs For all the joy that is to come For all the things that you’re alive to feel Just let the pain remind you hearts can heal
It Drowns The Love I Thought I Knew||Vasey
Vince frowned when he came home to see the door open. He thought that maybe Casey had just opened it to let Atlas out or something and he waited by his motorcycle for a good ten minutes, but it stayed open and no one came in or out. The house was lit up, but silent. Feeling the blood chill in his veins a bit, Vince slowly made his way inside. He got about two steps into the foyer when he saw her - the love of his life bleeding out on the floor. He stumbled back a bit, supporting himself on the wall as a panic attack took hold of him. He was only on the wall for a split second before he was kneeling down and cradling Casey’s head in his hands, frantically feeling for a pulse. Her leg was broken and all her major arteries had been punctured. The wounds were distinctly vampiric and Vince wanted to cry. He’d told them, he’d fucking told them that he wasn’t selling to them anymore. After setting the bone back into place, Vince rushed to the music room. He kept his stash of demon blood there under the floorboards. It took him a while to get the syringes because his fingers were slippery with Casey’s blood. Casey’s blood. Casey’s blood all over the foyer floor. Casey’s blood in those vampire’s mouths. Casey’s blood on his clothes. Casey’s blood on his hands. This was just as bad as that dream he had, years ago.
Vince rushed to Casey, demon blood syringes in hand. He’d never used them on anyone other than himself before, but he had to save Casey, and this was the only way he knew how. He lifted her limp body into his arms and expertly injected the demon blood straight into her heart, where it would circulate through her body quicker. She screamed and writhed in agony, which Vince expected. Vince did not expect her to start coughing up a strange, black, tar-like liquid. “Casey?” "What did you do?" she wheezed, staring at the empty syringes in her chest. She yanked them out and tossed them aside, whimpering in pain and curling into him. "Why does it hurt even worse than before?" she asked, coughing up more of the viscous black stuff. "Wh-What? It’s not… It’s not supposed to hurt, it’s supposed… s-s-s-supposed to make you better, it’s supposed to fix you, it - it - it" Casey placed her hand on Vince’s cheek, gently stroking his cheek with her thumb and effectively silencing him. “It’s alright, Vince. It’s gonna be alright. You’re gonna be alright… Oh, wow, this hurts.” Vince couldn’t control himself, he was full on sobbing. “Casey, I’m so sorry, I thought - I thought - I thought I could save you, I thought it would work, I… Casey, I can… I can - I can end it. I can end the pain, at least.” Casey shook her head, her hand falling from his face down to his chest so her fingers could trace the tattoos on his collarbones. “…Just… Just hold me?” Vince choked back his sobs, wiping his eyes on his sleeve before hugging Casey tightly. Why did he bother drying his eyes? He just ended up sobbing into her neck anyways. She started to weakly run her fingers through his hair. “I love you, Vincent Alexander Constantine. I always have and I always will. I only wish I had gotten to be Casey Constantine. You’ll be okay without me, I promise.” "No. N-N-N-N-No. Need you. I-I-I-I need you, Casey, I…" Her hand stilled in his hair shortly afterwards, and he never got to tell her that he loved her, too.
Vince knew now that the demon blood wouldn’t kill her, but all this blood loss might. He injected five syringes of the stuff into her, just for good measure. He was worried when she didn’t writhe or scream in agony, like she usually would have. The wounds healed perfectly fine and her pulse was strong now, but… she wasn’t waking up. Why… Why wasn’t she waking up?
Agony.Â
Burning. Burning fire. Burningfire. Burningfire heat. Burningfireheat. Burningfireheat pain. Burningfireheatpain. Vince. BurningfireheatpainVince. Why did it hurt so much? Why was she hurting so much? Why couldn't she think of- BurningfireheatpainVince. BurningfireheatpainVince. Who was she? Why did she hurt so much? Why wasn't someone stopping this pain? Why wasn't Vince there? That was the name she kept repeating in her head, right? BurningfireheatpainVince.Â
Darkness was there. But Vince was not. BurningfireheatpainVince. Pain was there but Vince was not. BurningfireheatpainVince. Who was she again? Was she Constantine? No, that name didn't feel like it would sound right on her tongue yet. Was she Vince? No, she knew that she was female but-- BurningfireheatpainVince. She loved Vince. Oh yes that was right. Vince was hers and she was his and they were Vince and- BurningfireheatpainVince. They were Vince and... her name wasn't coming to mind right now. Not much was coming to mind except--
BurningfireheatpainVince.Â
Burningfireheatpain had bad things associated with them. Vince had good things. Vince was light and love. Vince was--I love you without knowing how, or when, or from where. I love you simply, without problems or pride: I love you in this way because I do not know any other way of loving but this, in which there is no I or you, so intimate that your hand upon my chest is my hand, so intimate that when I fall asleep your eyes close. Vince was hers. Vince was soulmate. Vince was forever and always. So why was burningfireheatpain there? Burningfireheatpain didn't belong in her heart.Â
No. It didn't belong. But it felt like it could stop her heart. Vince made her heart beat though. Ca- Burningfireheatpain. Oh, she was almost there. Her name had been at the forefront of her mind. Who was she? She was not burningfireheatpain. She was not Vincent Constantine. She was the daughter of Oracle. She was the friend of Aurelia. She was Vince's. But she was-- Oh yes, she knew who she was now.Â
She was Casey.Â
Casey opened her eyes and burningfire-- She closed them again, body feeling new but oh so old at the same time. She felt new but oh so old at the same time. Burningfire- No. She would not go back there. That was pain. That was not Vince. That was agony. That was not Vince. The high, childish soprano of her current thoughts had her opening her eyes and turning her head to look at the person in the chair beside her. He looked like hell. And he was holding her hand. That realization came after a moment of her staring at him and Casey cleared her throat experimentally, not knowing how long it had been since she had used her voice.Â
"I was dying," It was not a question, merely a statement. Like how her love for him was not a question, merely a statement that was so true it made her heart sing. "And you used demon blood to heal me. Why didn't you just let me die?"Â
It Drowns The Love I Thought I Knew||Vasey
Atlas should have been her warning.
The dog's fur had been standing up, his ears pulled back tight against his skull, and his teeth had been bared. If only Casey had turned to look back at her dog before she had answered the door, hands still wet from the dishes she had been walking. "Hello..." Her voice held a slight question to it as she smiled slightly. They hadn't been expecting any visitors. Well, Vince was at work and Casey hadn't been expecting anyone.Â
The way that the stranger's eyes traced over her made her start closing the door but his deathly pale hand shot out to stop it and Casey stared up at him. "Who are you?" he asked and Casey noticed more people appearing behind him. "Where's Constantine? And where's our demon blood?" Casey put a bit of her weight on the door, attempting to get it to close. "I'm afraid that I don't know what or who you're talking about," she responded, deciding to protect Vince from whoever wanted him. The man's eyes darkened and then his hand moved from the door to her throat, fingers closing around the delicate column and squeezing slightly.Â
"Such a pretty little human," Casey shivered and struggled in his grasp. Of course, the supernatural would be the ones who wanted demon blood. "Get your hands off of me," she said, wishing that she had the foresight to carry a weapon around with her at all times. Atlas growled again but suddenly the men were walking into her house because of a signal from their leader and Atlas let out a yelp as he was tossed into the living room and the doors were shut. "Maybe we should leave Constantine a message about what happens when he doesn't deliver," The man grinned and Casey saw two very sharp incisors that she hadn't noticed before as they sank into the flesh of her neck, ripping into the soft flesh there and causing her to scream. There wasn't any use to her doing that. Nobody would hear her after all. Her screams grew louder as two more sharp pains occurred as two people latched onto her wrists and when she moved her leg to kick at something- they broke it... and they broke her other leg as well.Â
Her vision was growing dark when they finally pulled away, leaving the wounds leaking blood. "Tell Constantine to not forget about our blood," With a dark laugh, the men departed, leaving Casey bleeding out in the foyer.Â
They say that hindsight is twenty-twenty. They also say that when something bad is about to happen, you have a bad feeling before it does. Casey can testify that neither of those statements are true since she is currently bleeding out on the floor of her house and all she can think about was how she really should have brought her phone with her when she came to answer the door.Â
The woman wished that she could move but there was a growing puddle of blood that she could see out of the corner of her eye and all she really wanted was for Vince to show up so that she could say one last goodbye. But sometimes, you didn't get what you wanted. And Casey knew that there was a strong possibility that she would die without getting to see the man that she had done so much for.
It served her right, she supposed. After all, it was her fault for being so stupid and not looking at the warning signs. Warning signs that should have been blatantly obvious for a genius like Casey. But she'd failed again and this was where it had gotten her. Casey only wished that she could have done more with herself, with Vince, with her life. Because now, she wouldn't get to do anything at all.Â
Home is Wherever I'm With You || Vasey
Vince nodded and wrapped his arm around her waist, nuzzling into her neck. Five minutes turned into ten, and then fifteen, and then Casey was sound asleep and Vince almost fell asleep, too. Vince gingerly got up and draped a blanket over her before heading outside. He let Atlas out of the car to explore the grounds before starting to unload Casey’s suitcases and cardboard boxes. He got everything into the foyer first, and the he brought Atlas inside. After setting up Atlas’ water and food bowls, Vince started to quietly carry everything upstairs into the room right across from their bedroom, which was set up just to be Casey’s closet. There was a vanity table, large, long metal pipes running from one end of the room to the other for Casey to hang her clothes from, and several wooden shelves that he’d made himself for Casey’s shoes. When he finally got everything in there, he sighed heavily, peeling his now sweaty shirt off and wiping himself off with it as he made his way to their bathroom, shedding more of his clothes along the way. Casey could do the unpacking part when she woke up.
Casey woke up and she felt much better-- even if she had only gotten about an hour or two of sleep. Sliding off the couch, she made her way upstairs, tuning her ears in so that she could listen for Vince and she found him in the shower. Stripping off her clothes, she joined him and started to wash off the grime from the past two days. Once she was done in there, she dressed in one of his shirts since she was too lazy to pick something out of her pajama suitcase before lying down in their new bed, his arms going around her as he joined her in the bed.Â
Casey slept better then she had in two weeks. Â
Home is Wherever I'm With You || Vasey
"A very pleasant surprise," Vince told her before he lifted her up into his arms with ease, making his way back towards the house. "Long drive?" he asked when she yawned and snuggled into his neck. Vince smiled, kicking the door shut behind him before making his way towards the living room, where he’d still been sleeping - whenever he did sleep. He didn’t want to sleep in that big room and that big bed all by himself. He laid Casey down on it, stretching her legs out over his lap so he could unlace her shoes and take them off. "Well, you have no idea how h-h-happy I am that you’re f-finally here."
When he took her shoes off, Casey smiled and then sat up to pull him so that they were spooning, his arm wrapped around her middle and her head resting on the arm of the couch. "So long that I am so glad to be here," she replied, squeezing their intertwined fingers. She was apprehensive to say the least... about moving in with him. The last time they had done this sort of thing had been when she was nineteen- a time when she still thought she was invincible and she hadn't really ever faced death or uncertainty. Casey had experienced both of those things and she knew that she didn't want her half-life back but she didn't know what to do with herself. She yawned again and sighed, closing her eyes. "I really shouldn't sleep. I need a shower... And I should be kissing you and looking around but-- maybe five minutes?"Â
Home is Wherever I'm With You || Vasey
Vince probably got five to six hours of sleep in as many days. He used the demon blood to keep him going. He had a lot of things to do - work at the bar, go to his speech therapy sessions, straighten up the second floor of the house, buy more furniture and the such for the second floor of the house, harvest as much demon blood as he can before stopping for good, clean up the basement… The basement was the most time consuming chore on his list, though. Vince tried to scrub the concrete walls, floors, and ceiling of the basement as hard as he could, but the splattered demon blood wouldn’t come off. He settled for just painting everything over.
After a relaxing hour with his cello, Vince decided to skype Casey, but their conversation was cut short because soon he was running outside because she was here. No more long distance skype calls, no more falling asleep on a couch by himself, because Casey was here now. He wrapped her up tightly in his arms, spinning her around a few times. “You’re here, can’t - can’t - can’t believe you’re here,” he muttered, pressing his face against her neck. “Casey, you didn’t t-t-tell me you were driving a-a-all the way here?!”
You know, when one drives nonstop, they tend to be a little tired. They tend to be a little stinky. Mainly, they tend to be a little tired. Whoops, did Casey already say that? Well, she was tired and now that she was there, standing in front of Vince's house, she could kiss him and then sleep. Oh and then find a meal that didn't consist of chips and bottles of water. Because while she loved barbecue potato chips, there were only so many of them that she could handle. She was leaning against the car when he came running out and she slid her phone into her back pocket as he picked her up, laughing and kissing the skin that she could see.Â
"I didn't want you to worry all day and I wanted to surprise you," she said, wrapping her arms around him tightly and kissing his head. "So... surprise?" Atlas barked from the car and Casey pouted, turning around to glare at their dog. "This may be a bit childish but I get him first, Atlas! You can have him... later. Just not now." She kissed his head again. "God, I missed you. And your hair, it looks awesome." To demonstrate, she ran her fingers through it before just sighing, holding onto him. "You have no idea how lonely my house felt without you around."Â
And it ends with 'T' although he prefers to shorten his name so it ends with 'E'. Personally, I prefer his entire name-- partly because I helped choose his middle name.Â
…Who’s house is that…
You might know him actually-- his name starts with 'V'.
Are you - oh my god, Casey, a-a-are you stranded somewhere? Did your car like, b-break down or something?
If I were stranded somewhere, do you think I would be calling someone who was on the other side of the United States?Â
Okay, I'll give you a hint. I'm parked outside of this nice, eclectic house.Â