- ̗̀ i SpEnT aLl My TiMe On My OtHeR mUsE ̖́-

( caspian valdez. xxi. ) i look in the mirror and try to see myself, my head full of tERROR from the games i played so well. i try to see [ — clearer ], i try to forget the f i r e s i started. i try to be NEARER to where YOU are.

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lcvcless:

‘ so  —  are we gonna do S’MORES ? i hear they do s’mores at things like this. is it too early for s’mores ? i think it might be. boy , i am NERVOUS ! ’

“ well, as much as i’d love to have a s’more with you, i don’t really think that’s gonna happen any time soon. i’m not exactly sure this is THAT kind of camp... but if you happen to find a bag of marshmallows while we’re here, do let me know ! ”

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i finished my connections page for cas !! also, reminder to self, i need to work on making an icon for this blog because this kiddo has p much no available avatars (o r just resources in general) and the one i have suckS

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meet caspian !!

once more hello i’m aria, i should almost have my connections page almost done by the time i post this so hmu/like this post if u wanna plot!!

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basic stats

full name: caspian “cas” xavier valdez

age: 21

fc: jordan fisher

gender: cis-male

pronouns: he/him

sexual/romantic orientation: heteroflexible ,, probably demiromantic

rough backstory

i have him a little less figured out,, compared to cleo but this is what i came up with

smol precious bby, innocent child

social butterfly, he’s basically friends with everyone but has a vERY low self-esteem

only child

his mom died when he was in his early teens, police think it was a murder but nothing else is known

his dad was devastated after his wife’s death and detached himself emotionally from cas, so they slowly grew apart

his father never physically abused him (he still loved cas) but he became an alcoholic

“evil step-mother cliche”:

caspian’s dad remarried about a year or two ago to cas’s current step-mother, but she’s manipulative and p much made him fall for her by taking advantage of his vulnerable state

the reason why cas is in the camp is because his step-mother wanted him out of the house to get more attention from his father. neither he nor his father wanted this (he was in college at this point, was doing fairly well in school, never got into any sort of huge trouble in his life) but cas’s step-mother convinced/manipulated his father into sending him

although he’s a very friendly and kind-hearted person, he doesn’t like getting close to anyone romantically because he’s afraid they’ll die like his mother

he’s not a complete goody two shoes, he does occasionally like to drink/party

wait, did [jordan fisher] just arrive? oh no, that’s [caspian valdez / he/him], dummy. apparently, they were forced to attend because [his step-mother wanted him gone to get more attention from his father]. i understand, they are only [twenty-one] and are already so [secretive], but they can also be [compassionate] so that’s not so bad. just go talk to them, their cabin is the [4b].

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tag dump !!

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Everybody has a chapter they don’t read out loud.

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