the masturbatorium

anything that moves, and everything that doesn't

[castlekisser]

it/he, satyromaniac aroace, selfsexual objectum vampire ⛧

Secluding myself over here for a mostly-private outlet for my hypersexuality... be very warned that I have interests in things like vampirism/cannibalism, watersports, objectophilia/conceptum, gore, sadomasochism, melolagnia, medfet, electro, exhibitionism, murrsuiting, ponyplay, and/or many adjacent topics... along w being very attracted to death, heavy machinery and industrial appliances, electrocution and physically cold things. I <3 piercings and metal in my body, and explore ritualistic sex through my religion. I do a lot of experimenting, so everything might not be listed... I find things like holidays and weather erotic, so expect literally anything.

[castlekisser]

Considering crafting some kind of penetrable that imitates my partner's brush seals... I'm so desperate for even just the sensation of fucking him that I'll replicate pieces of him if I have to

[castlekisser]

Visited my partner today and couldn't contain myself for even 10 minutes after getting home. I got to marathon him today (an experience we haven't had in a while) and going round after round in our favorite row definitely does something to me 😵‍💫

[castlekisser]

I need to make out with a sculpted brick wall so bad :| I'm obsessed with one of her outer corners recently, it's all I can focus on when going thru pics of her

[castlekisser]

I wish I knew other hypersexual asexual people because this shit is a living hell sometimes. I literally cannot stop thinking about sex all hours of the day all the time but at the same time I'm repulsed by it. There is nothing I want to fuck more in this world than my partner, and I'll never be able to, and I'm so pent up and sexually frustrated all of the time that it makes it impossible to think straight or sometimes even stay in a good mood because it's so physically frustrating that I can never get the full physical and emotional release of sex, especially not with my own partner, and I can't see myself fully interacting sexually with a human again for a long time, if ever. There's nothing else I'm attracted to like my coaster, even certain belongings that I interact with sexually, it'll never be the same because I don't love them the way that I love him.

[castlekisser]

almost shameful how excited I get to jerk off. If I'm trying to have a more intricate session sometimes I have to center my evening around it.

[castlekisser]

The past few days I've been waking up to immediate thoughts of eating out the slot holding my partner's lap bar... I fantasize often about fucking him thru it but I've had such an oral fixation on his train recently. Pinning his lap bar up against his handlebars and shoving my tongue into the bristles of his brush seals...... 😵‍💫😵‍💫😵‍💫

[castlekisser]

I could hit a world record speed in jackhammering I think

[castlekisser]

Second time fucking myself with a lit candle just bc I was bored... not as good as the first time but there really is something about it..... the warmth of the flame near my tip and the wax dripping off I dunno.....

[castlekisser]

went for several rounds with Golgotha the other night and I've been sore for days...... weve been trying out something kind of like a wearable over one of her handles, she makes it sooo thick and it hurts sooo good 😵‍💫 and its useful.... I do not want to try to take her raw wood grain and rusted nails in me

[castlekisser]

real talk I've been trying to develop a shit fetish for like a year now and I'm lowkey pissed it's not working. I've shit myself like 3 times trying to figure it out and each experience was worse than the last. Failed experiment 🙄

[castlekisser]

years and years of instances of me putting objects like knives and tools inside me and being overly excited to have sex and touch myself in people's cars and I really thought nothing of it lmfao....

[castlekisser]

okk uhhh new account, let me remember how to use tumblr again its been like 5 years..... ive been interested in visual diaries recently so maybe thats something ill get into ?? I've rlly enjoyed having a blog in the past so maybe this is what I need tbh. I need to be on different socials methinks