Heavy is the Head

There is beauty in darkness and burden in greatness. Some choose their path while others are forced, and yet, we all end in the same way.

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&&Heavy is the head that wears the c r o w n ...

Independent oc princess blog, ruled by Cryptie. Multiple fandoms and verses, a mix of irl and animated icons, mun is friendly and has 10+ years of roleplay experience

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((I notice that I tend to ship Liza with two types of people; nerdy, rule-following, somewhat goofy guys...and bloodthirsty/unhinged girls. I think the guys she seeks out are ones that bring peace to her life and make her more able to accept it, and the girls she likes are ones that shake up her perceptions and make her more accepting of herself.))

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"Yukio has the right idea. I keep all of my emotions here, and then someday I will die."

[aonokumura]

🌀 "Don't encourage him!"

"That's not healthy behavior!" 🐈‍⬛

[castoffyourcrown]

"Yukio has learned to compartmentalize his emotions, and to harness the useful ones as fuel for success. How is that unhealthy?"

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"Yukio has the right idea. I keep all of my emotions here, and then someday I will die."

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((...Liza took 4 years of ballet lessons, between ages 8-12. Damien took 6 years of guitar.

Their parents loved them to pieces, albeit in their own messed up ways, and were determined to give them structure and make sure they had both an education and creative outlets for themselves. They had to choose something, and could have other hobbies and extracurricular activities outside of it, but they wanted them to have a skill they could practice.

After Luisa died, Liza withdrew from dance, but she still remembers a few moves.))

[aonokumura]

@castoffyourcrown

Aggressively poking him. Clearing her throat

🌀 Snort-

"H-Huh, what? What's going on?" 🐈‍⬛

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"I was telling you about my favorite book series. You fell asleep!"

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"So, Cathy's life ended the same way her childhood innocence ended, and in the same place. It represents the cyclical nature of trauma and how, even after the original Foxworth Hall burnt to the ground, a part of her never truly left it. It's a haunted house story, but the ghosts were the memories of the trauma that fractured her life irreparably. Now, Petals is my least favorite book in the series because of some of the characterization and it's honestly too melodramatic, even for me, but-"

She's been at this for the past half hour and there's no sign of stopping.

[castoffyourcrown]

I'm sorry. I was hoping to be encouraging and didn't realize it could come across as patronizing.

"You are forgiven, for you are earnest and kind."

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It's as simple as walking up, saying hello, followed by your name, and then making small talk! You can do it!!!

"Continue to patronize me and I will personally buy your house, kick you out, and put up a billboard where it once stood telling you to eat rocks."

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...is that not what happens in a kitchen?

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"I don't know him, but I'd like to..."

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"You have a good heart. You are good and I believe that entirely."

[castoffyourcrown]

"Poor Dizzy Lizzie...can't face me, can you? You know what you did. You pushed and you pushed, you were so desperate to keep him with you that you chased him away. You usually can't look at me because you see how ugly you are on the outside, but now? Now you're stuck with how ugly you are inside."

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M!A: Are those your own eyes following you in the mirror? Did you catch a whisper calling out from the water's surface? Beware your reflections for the next 24 hours, for they know your secrets and they’re feeling inclined to share.

She normally tries to ignore her reflection.

It never fails to pull her in, to freeze her in place while she, like a clerk taking stock of soiled inventory, counted out the flaws she noticed, seemingly endless in number; nose too flat, eyes too far apart, hair frizzy, freckles visible under the makeup, not even to start on her mouth...the mirror was a constant and despised companion, a ghost that haunted her wherever she was and stormed over clear skies.

But never before had it blinked before she did.

Liza rubbed her eyes a few times, blinking aggressively and cursing herself for doing so after putting on eye makeup. The reflection grinned. Sickly, thin, both rows of teeth showing like a hungry shark.

"Dios mio, I've finally lost my mind."

"Oh, honey...you lost that a long time ago. Poor Lizzie. You thought running away would really let you escape what you did, didn't you? Do your new friends know you're a murderer?"

[castoffyourcrown]

((This is a really good m!a and I'll answer it as soon as I can. Apologies but I'm just. Feeling off today.))

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Lookit her. Baby Gorl

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I made a stupid meme because I thought it was funny.