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Don't follow this blog! Follow Casual-Crispy instead. Cos Tumblr is a poop but I can't leave. Icon by @viiolaceus 

[casual-crispymain]

Dont follow this blog!!!

i mean you can if you like but i dont post here except by accident

follow @casual-crispy instead! theres many posts there

[casual-crispymain]

op is literally the best tech lesbian and an angel but go off i guess

thank you!! love you too abs!!!!

[casual-crispymain]

is your profile pic fortnite or overwatch?

It's overwatch. I hadn't even considered that it look like fortnite. I installed fortnite once, played like 3 games and uninstalled it

[jane-fucking-seymour-deactivate]

HEY

LIFE STORY:Opening Credits: The Elder Scrolls - Morrowind (Piano) by RhaeideWaking Up: So Much More Than This by Grace VanderWaalFirst Day At School: Miku (English vers.) by Anamanaguchi and Hastune MikuFalling In Love: Journey (feat. Kronos Quartet) by Destiny 2 OSTFight Song: Without Me by HalseyBreaking Up: Monster by ParamoreLife’s OK: Livin’ 4 Ya by MOTi, Katt NiallGetting Back Together: A Cautionary Tale by Mean Girls Broadway OSTWedding: Sweet by Pyscho by Ava MaxBirth of Child: The Farm by Destiny 2 OSTFinal Battle: Game Theory Theme Song by NestalgicaDeath Scene: Heart of Stone by Six the Musical Funeral Song: Starlight Brigade by TWRP, Dan AvidanEnd Credits: High Hopes by Panic! At The Disco

that death scene song though thanks jane 

[the-quiet-winds]

top 5 songs/music to listen to while writing? or in general if you don't listen to stuff while you write

writing music -

1. adele (good for angst but also soft stuff)

2. panic! at the disco (powerful + poetic)

3. imagine dragons (see above)

4. ed sheeran sometimes

5. if i’m adventurous, some broadway maybe

[the-weaver-of-worlds]

For the name thing: Nora :)

The name’s Nora, Nora Silversoul. She’s a 21 year old student of anthropology at a prolific college after being awarded a scholarship for her stunning highschool history project three years prior on the culture and history of Peru where she went above and beyond in her research.

She’s not popular, but no outcast either, and she has a cheap tutoring service that she runs for students of her old highschool where she helps those who are struggling for just a dollar per session in math, history (her specialty), and religious education (another specialty)

She’s rather awkward, in an endearing way, and is a very good teacher, one that her old highschool occasionally being called in to sub if a teacher is sick and the lesson is too important to hand to the average generic substitute teacher, like ones around exam time.

She likes birds, she likes flowers, if she’s not got anything more pressing to do, she often winds up going down rabbit holes related to the cultural importance behind various things and staying up til ridiculous hours. She’s a nerd and she’s proud of it.

[kantstudies]

i wrote half an essay in 20mins today when it’s not even due for another 4 weeks, reblog this to have a productivity lightning bolt strike you like it did me today

[casual-crispymain]

Love this shirt so much! Just puts me in a summery mood. Look at the toucans! Needed a bit of a fancy outfit to see Hamilton today! https://www.instagram.com/crispystuff/p/BwRRgaegENz/?igshid=ei6pxkrb3zgy

[resonance-of-libra]

This is the Lucky Ace. Reblog to recieve a wad of cash that is oddly specific to your current needs.

[jukaidream]

I reblogged this shit two days ago y’all… what kinda sorcery is this. Oddly specific too …. I’ll take it tho 🤯

[thisisasinkingship]

I think I did it wrong

[comic-girl2234-deactivated20240]

Uh I reblogged this like 3 days ago and I start my new job on Monday??? Like idk how you accidentally find a job but I did.

[caprifreak]

I need to get paid asap so pls ace help

[caprifreak]

I GOT PAID I GOT PAID!!!!!! MUCH MORE THAN I EXPECTED AAAAAAAAAAAA THANK YOU ACE

[musinvenusian]

I legit have a specific amount i want in my head rn it better come true 😭

[riyerose]

I ALSO HAVE A CERTAIN AMOUNT OF MONEY I WOULD LIKE TO ACQUIRE, PLEASE HELP

[autumn-new-moon]

This has worked before, so why not again?

[casual-crispymain]

So I opened up Overwatch during the anniversary event and

What’s that? What’s D.va doing?

WHAT IS THAT FACE?!

H E L P  M E

[casual-crispymain]

In other news I just posted my first ever story on AO3. It’s about overwatch and possibly a bit odd? I dunno I just did a thing. My pseudonym (I know how AO3 works very much) is Crispycrispin because I have a personal brand

[casual-crispymain]

Hey there

Some people might be a bit confused by my blog because I’ve been making a lot of changes. The short of it is Tumblr doesn’t do what I wanted to do so I’ve tried to fix it. The roleplay blog this used to be is finished. I’ve left all the threads still up if you want to read them but I do not roleplay on Tumblr anymore. Instead of posting new things on this blog though, they are posted on Casual-Crispy, my side blog. Please go follow and interact there if you want to. If I am following you, I’ll reblog things to that blog. Sorry for any confusion.

Feel free to ask questions if you are confused or what to hear the whole ridiculous story. Otherwise, hope you have a great day :)

[talonva]

Hana was stone faced until Mei mentioned being frozen - and suddenly, acutely realised what she’d done. Her hands fluttered about, not knowing where to put them to help. She frantically glanced around to check there were no agents around before putting her hands through the bars and grasping Mei’s.

“Okay, okay, listen to me - it’s okay. Shhh,” she started making circle motions with her thumbs, trying to give off the aura of comfort and calm. She hadn’t seen something like this since she was in the military; and Hana remembered. Her friends, allies, brothers - and calming Mei became so much more important.

“Mei, shh, it’s okay, I’m sorry,” She whispered, still glancing back every so often to check no one was coming.

[casual-crispymain]

At the first touch of Hana's hands on hers, Mei snapped out of the visions of her past. She tried to blink away tears and focus on her surroundings. Slowly, her memory returned but the sight of Hana frantically trying to soothe her while checking for danger brought forth a sudden realisation of what had happened.

"Oh god I'm so sorry Hana. I'm sorry. So sorry." Mei kept mumbling apologies, sniffling pitifully. She tried to pull herself together and shake off the cold fear she had felt moments before.

With a deep steadying breath, Mei gathered her thoughts before trying to voice them. "I'm such a mess, sorry Hana. It's just... I've been fighting for so long and then you said those things... I'm sorry I got... distracted." A short bitter laugh, so unlike Mei's usual self. "How the tables have turned."

As Mei took another shaky breath, clutching tight to Hana's hands, a clear noise was heard. Footsteps. Coming down the corridor. "Oh flip! Who is that? You've got to do something," Mei quickly let go of Dva's hands, "Yell at me or something. Push me back. I know you won't mean it and I don't want to get you in trouble. Hurry!"

[casual-crispymain]

NAME: Charlotte GENDER:  Female EYE COLOUR:  Blue HAIR COLOUR:  Brown RELATIONSHIP STATUS: Taken ZODIAC:  Leo FAVOURITE COLOUR:  Blue or maybe purple FAVOURITE SEASON:  Spring FAVOURITE PLACE:  The woods? They’re nice  and relaxing FAVOURITE HOLIDAY:  No idea. Does the summer holiday count?FAVOURITE VIDEO GAME:  Tomb Raider all the way LAST SHOW YOU WATCHED:  Angel WHAT’S YOUR HONEST OPINION ABOUT YOUR MUSE: I really like how kind and optimistic Mei is. She reminds me of some really nice people I know. WOULD YOU DATE YOUR MUSE?: I don’t know. We don’t have many common interests so probably not but I would deffo want to be her friend. WHAT ARE YOUR FAVOURITE KINDS OF THREADS?: Angst and suffering are fun. It’s interesting to have arguments or disagreements and fight sequences but I haven’t really written much else so who knows. ARE YOU A SELECTIVE ROLEPLAYER?: Not really but I need something to work with and while I’m not against OCs, I do personally struggle to work out how to write with them but that’s just because I’m uncreative. DO YOU HAVE A FAVOURITE MUSE?:  To write, I quite like writing Soldier from TF2 with a couple friends but Mei is the only blog I have.  WHAT MADE YOU DECIDE TO JOIN THE FANDOM?: My friend @talonrat was really into Overwatch and got me into the fandom and then she created an AU that I became part of so that was how I started rping. DO YOU SEE YOURSELF STAYING WITH THE FANDOM FOR A LONG TIME?: I don’t see myself leaving anytime soon. The characters are too cool but I might not be constant with the rping.

Tagged by: @talonva

Tagging: Literally anyone who sees this. Go for it guys.

[talonva]

A cold wash of betrayal came over Hana, then. She thought Mei was one of the people she could trust, despite being a prisoner, but this?

“Believe,” she scoffed, “Forgive me for not believing when you know Jack fucking Morrison abandoned Overwatch for this. If he’s gone, we have no hope.” Hana shook her head, the initial tears gone now and instead replaced by those of pent-up anger.

She stalled when Mei called her young. The amount that Hana had done, had gone through and put up with - and people still condescended to her. It fueled Hana’s anger more, her core burning with the desire to fight back - but she’d seen the slight change of demeanor in the other woman and calmed herself. Footsteps from upstairs went unnoticed, as Hana leaned forward.

“I don’t understand how you think this will change. Who is here to rescue you? Overwatch is gone, Mei! Anybody who didn’t get caught left us, and they’re never coming back for us.” she sighed sadly, then, “Just accept it,” Hana muttered.

[casual-crispymain]

“You don’t know that.” It’s a small voice; uncertain. “You don’t know that they have abandoned us. You don’t know what Talon could have done. Jack might not be the man we once knew. You don’t....” Mei wasn’t trying to console Hana anymore.

“There might be someone coming. There’s always someone. No matter how long you are trapped, someone comes and releases you.” Mei’s voice is getting louder. “Someone has to find you. We can’t be frozen forever.”  As a panic takes over her, she starts speaking faster and faster, needing to reassure herself. Visions of the vicious blizzard, the faces of friends, the closing doors.

“Someone will release us and save us from this hell. They have to. They will.”

Mei cries out in desperation, hot tears rising. She had to be right. Otherwise, what was she waiting for?

[talonva]

@is-the-world-worth-it continued from here

❛❛Talk to you?❜❜ Hana’s voice was raised, louder than she’d intended and she quickly winced and hushed herself. ❛❛It’s not going to be okay, don’t you see?❜❜ she hissed through the barrier, pushing her anger to the forefront.

Hana had been here for a while, now, and she thought she knew how this worked - it’d been too long for it to ever be okay. Because being okay would mean not being here, and not being here meant dying; there was no other way out of TALON. She scoffed, turning away and shaking her head.

❛❛And everyone thought I was the naive one. Come on, Mei, we’re not going to be okay.❜❜

[casual-crispymain]

The insult hurt, more becuase Hana was right. Mei was naive if she truly believed there was rescue on the way. But she wouldn’t tell her that.

“I know.. I know it looks like that but you have to believe. I know what’s happening here is awful. The things you’ve been through, and when you’re so young... “

Mei paused.

“You’re so young.”

The scientist had said that before. It was to her friends on those last freezing days. So young and innocent and ignorant. She shook her head, trying to shake off the bitter thoughts.

“There’s.... there’s a lot of terrible things happening but everything comes to an end. This will be over....” Soon. It was what Mei hoped was true but she couldn’t bring herself to say it.

[talonva]

It's okay to hurt & breakdown. You don't have to be strong all the time.

Hana sighed, pressing the palms of her hands onto her eyes, her back to the other woman. She didn’t want to this here, do this now.

She couldn’t do this here.

“I am fine, Mei,” she muttered, wrapping her shaking hands around each other and fighting the tears that were welling up in her eyes. Hana elected to ignore the crack in her voice when she spoke, and she’d hoped Mei would do the same.

[casual-crispymain]

“You’re not fine! Listen to yourself! Hana, please. It’s alright, dear.” Mei wanted to do more. She wanted to take the young girl into her arms and hold her shaking hands and wipe away her tears.

But she couldn’t.

D.va was on the other side of this wretched barrier, out of reach, but that wouldn’t stop Mei from trying.

“Please Hana, it’s alright to be upset! Everyone cries and it is not something to ashamed of or embarrassed by. You can talk to me. It will be okay, I promise.”