the little things

[casualcondom]

I think I'm way too depressed to think about long-term shit. I don't want it. I don't see any future for me in anything.

[casualcondom]

I will never forget the time you told me that happiness is a choice.

I'll make you understand that treating everybody in this fucking household like air makes me happy. See if it doesn't affect your choice of happiness.

Fuck you.

[casualcondom]

Why should I spend money on people I don't like?

[casualcondom]

I don't want to celebrate my birthday because I don't even want to be alive.

[thoughtkick]

Some things go too deep to be forgotten.

John Galsworthy, The Forsyte Saga (via thoughtkick)

[casualcondom]

Oho ang lupit po ng double standard tang ina talaga

[casualcondom]

Sayo nanggaling na hindi ako priority and tanggap ko yon

Pero narinig ko siya bilang

Wala kang ambag dito so huwag ka magmaganda

So ito sumusunod lang din ako sa usapan. E di dito ako sa baba matutulog. Walang issue, kaya wag mo ko inartehan.

Iwas sa lahat, out of sight, out of mind. Less talk, less mistake. Wala akong gagamitin na inyo para di ako ang masita. Matic. 

Sabi mo happiness is a choice. Pinipili ko mawalan ng pake pero ginugulo mo ung peace na tinatry ko i-create sa pag-live inside my own mind. Inihinto ko lang naman ung pagpapanggap na maingay ako e. Kasi sabi mo nga, bat ako nagpapanggap. E di tatahimik din ako, tutal tanggap naman yon as a reason kung bakit tang ina ang anak mo. <3

[thepersonalquotes]

“I don’t care anymore, but sometimes, it hurts just a little.” - Taya

(via thepersonalquotes)

[casualcondom]

When I do push through with this suicide I want them to know they’re the reason for this. It might not matter to them, but I want them to know. I wish I become a ghost who can haunt them every fucking day.

[everythingwithpassion]

R.H. Sin

[eefrostpoetry]

i need to leave this place and find a home

e.e. (via eefrostpoetry)

[casualcondom]

Tang ina talaga lakas loob sabihin na happiness is a choice as if hindi directly influence ng ibang factors ung happiness ng isang tao. Like bobo ka ba

[casualcondom]

Tang ina mo

Sabi sayo e pag huminto ako magpanggap tang ina mas walang harmony. E putang ina talaga ng happiness is a choice mo tang ina mo dami mong alam.

[casualcondom]

If

I told you the truth that I wake up each day just to count it as a day, would you be able to accept it?

No dreams, no aspirations, no actual desires.

If I told you I live in the moment, would you be able to accept it? I live on the now because thinking about the future is as scary as thinking about the past. I see no me in the future. I see no me in others’ future. I could not include myself in anybody else’s future.

[casualcondom]

Someday alam ko talagang ako maghihinto sa buhay ko e. 

[casualcondom]

Ayoko na dito.

Ayoko na dito. Wala ako mataguan. Ramdam na ramdam kong wala naman akong kwenta dito. Bakit pa kaya ako buhay? Hindi ko naman din pinili na buhayin ako. Hirap sa earth my gahd. Gusto ko nang mamatay. Like alam ko na nga ano yung mode of death ko. Mag-hangman ako sa taas. <3

[casualcondom]

I guess I need a friend but since my only friend also has issues, I don’t got anybody to talk to and it’s really killing me inside.