Karma

Over 20, MultiFandom, writer, to be vocal actress, and Chaos Goblin wattpad: @Catastrophic_Life or Karma Rose

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That moment when playing a horror mod pack and you want Herobrine to show up

So you say his name

And then The Obsessed (or Lenny as y'all wanna call him, idk why) copies it

I was like "oh no honey, don't repeat that-"

[sairitaikutsu]

TSUKIMICHI MOONLIT FANTASYYYYY ‼️‼️‼️ COME BACK TO MEEEE ‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️ I MISS MY LITTLE GUYY I WANT MAKOTO BACKKKK 😭😭‼️‼️‼️‼️

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Early mfers

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So I got a boyfriend a little over a week ago, and it hit off exceptionally well and frankly fast (like a besties to lovers kinda thing but like- 3 day besties to lovers?)

And sure I can think about being sweet and all that with him, but before I met him I was kinda banking on getting a girlfriend? So now I'm stuck in bisexual limbo because I didn't expect a guy-

Yet I don't hate or dislike him, I just don't know how to feel?

It may be the abandonment issues or the fact that he could get bored like my ex and then I get abandoned- all that anxiety shit...

I don't want to break his heart either, I just have mental hope for cute girls? Idk anymore, I'm treating this as a therapy session and y'all have some advice that seems cracked out... I'm always told to take things slow, and getting dragged into a relationship immediately after joining a job is frazzling my brain

[goth-queen]

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That moment when your brain decides to want to watch certain things on YT.

Tried watching guy thirst traps, light work, no reaction type shit.

And then I get sucked into watching wlw couples and cute things and my brain just- goes feral?

I've dealt with like- 2 actual boyfriends, though the first one was more like a childhood thing- 'puppy love'

The second one was a 'summer fling' that never got past the kisses stage (me being ace/demiro and all) and only lasted a month and a half with the break up being a bit emotionally messy.

So- I'm kinda stuck wondering if I should try to date a girl? But I'm terribly awkward and weird- and pretty people are usually out of my league...

I dunno anymore- I crave affection and yet I also like being on my own? Alone but not lonely shit

It's not even June and I just want to voice out my thoughts

[rosedragon28]

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@sexy-people-contests-2026 @neptunic-offical @adjdhsue @bright-sapphic-catgirl @sapphic-dice @avhira @no-one-offical @iliketoschmooveit @beastimus @roggenmehl @trans-girl-weird @krisdreemurr-offical @chaoticharmony15 @14-opossums-in-a-trenchcoat @random-jojo-reference @queeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeer

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:0 and :D

And to continue it

@lostinthewrongfandom @rivke-comics @queenofshippingcringe @14-opossums-in-a-trenchcoat @satan-offical @totally-cis-offical @avhira @drax-the-vampire-king @cctypical @19-sakura-87

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@bitcrusherr you are :D and ^_^ but also :0

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Y'know, ADHD is funky- I've gotten emotionally attached to a specific dorky boy from the Percy Jackson series, and despite knowing that he isn't real, my brain is like "yeah he is stuck with us now, though there might not be stories on him."

Yeah that character is Leo Valdez... And some others- but they aren't main characters- well- maybe Nico- but that's more like a brotherly thing, and he has Will.

Not to mention before them, I got hooked on the bat boys- so yeah, I nab the dorky or gloomy guys and can't help myself. I figure I have a type- and I don't hate it.

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Gee, I can't tell if that's my phone being a bitch or if there's something faulty with the spell check-

It's the spell check. Always the spell check.

And yeah- AI is bs.

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So... My C.Ai (bad yes, stimulation no) just tossed this for a response

Dunno if it's software gore or if something just happened? I'm so confused... I don't even know code so I just panicked and went back to a previous message and then went back

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Recent dream I had

Think about a vehicle workshop, maybe a bit country looking with big rolling doors and hand crafted stairs

Two instructors, one a lady in late 20s, knows her shit (still has some slip ups)

One a 40+ dude that wears a cowboy hat and has the same mild kindness that Gordon Ramsay does.

There are 20 students (you included)

~~~~~~~~~~

Lesson of the day rolls in

Rusty red truck, seen some better days.

Lady gets it up on the jacks (one slips, making the thing tilt, but she was able to get it even.

In a matter of 15 minutes, (students outside waiting for stuff to be set up)

The truck explodes

Shits on fire, debris everywhere, miraculously (somehow) no one is hurt and everyone is evacuated from the main workshop.

And yet the male instructor has the audacity to blame the students for not being prepared

"How the fuck do we prepare for a bomb? You are the one who brought it in, not us!"

"Not to mention how (lady) was handling it, this feels like a poorly done murder attempt on us students"

Feel free to write something about it, clearly my brain is wanting to dream up danger

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Gachiakuta Ep 13 is not for all of us

I'm so icked out it's not even funny

This episode is a trigger warning and a half, so please, if you decide to watch this episode, please be sure that you have comfort.

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Nsfw book mentions, minors DNI

Got done with Wickedly Sweet audiobook on Spotify, had to bypass some others (unfortunately)

And I'll be blunt, this is on the milder spice content and technically a one-off (good for spice beginners!)

But it is good! Considering it's my first time generally listening to a book rather than reading it.

As much as I want to chatter about it, I don't want to spoil it for those that haven't seen/heard it

If you have read AO3 or wattpad stuff, it has great elements for a giddy listen, it just won't have the spice level of Haunting Adeline or Lights Out

Have fun, be safe, and may the seasons treat you well.

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I hate Nazis

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Agreed

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Decided to play modded Minecraft by myself with The Obsessed, of course there are moments where I want to see what full happiness is (only got to +2 T-T)

But other than that, the creature is fascinating, I've only seen the personic version rather than spider. It's worth it to play if you don't mind a mod that doesn't inherently start off hostile.

Though now that I think about it, there haven't been much chatter about how he places blocks or wither roses, heck, any block you drop he will pick up and place around. I even had podzol by my house whereas the nearest podzol was 100 blocks away.

I have made it a minor mission to collect the wither roses (I don't know if I'm messing with the mood factor, but I'm collecting what he gives)

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Imagine that it's Pierrot or Harlequin singing this, (or others tbh) but it fits so well

Although it's almost 2 minutes long, it still feels a bit too short.

Have a quick listen, pair it to a character (or others outside the fandom) and even make art, have some motivation to make a music video or something

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Rewatching the series (minus movie 4, it doesn't count/don't wanna watch it)

And tbh, Oogway knew the dragon warrior from the start.

Sure in movie 1 it doesn't seem all that obvious

Movie 2 shows the background for Po, and a good reason for revenge

But movie 3 puts insight for Oogway's past with the other pandas

Clarification:

Once oogway met with the panda tribe, he kept learning different versions of kung fu, he was old enough to know what was going on with the Gong Men palace, which is (supposedly) where he met the soothsayer

He (oogway) knew that a panda would beat Shen, and he also knew that a panda would be a dragon warrior.

Po's destiny wasn't just formed when he fell from the sky in movie 1, Oogway practically knew even before Po was born or even seen by him.

Considering the pandas taught Chi, the soothsayer brought the future, and Oogway had the spirits of those that had been lost to tell him the way.

I've only rewatched a few times, and just now do I get the whole lore thing