it is indeed a calamity

(submissions are always open, my askbox is always open for talking)

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the sands of time will smooth my jagged edges.

i will be soft again.

and in being soft i will gain a strength like no other.

i will have the strength to keep living.

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death is life is death again

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today is a good day to die.

not to say you will, but live in comfort knowing you've done your best in life.

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recovery is odd. i only knew pain, so not being in it felt foreign. i'd purposefully relapse, over and over again, just to feel something. i was convinced that suffering was my status quo, and would always be.

but the past is not the present, nor should it be. i am not the same person i was yesterday.

i'll never be who i used to. i don't want to be. for better or for worse, all i can do is change with the future.

maybe i can change for the better.

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do you think we could have been great?

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no matter how harsh the blizzard roars, flowers still bloom in spring

no matter how long the drought lasts, life will eventually return

no matter how dark the night is, the sun will still manage to rise

no matter how terrible your life is now, you will blossom into something beautiful

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dear future me,

stop

sincerely, past me

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dear past me,

shut the fuck up

sincerely, future me

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there are so many things you should have done.

but speaking to me again was not one of them.

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oh i cant believe ive had to say this but

if youre a terf, anti-sjw, ddlg/cgl(re), truscum, homophobe, etc.

i dont want you interacting with my posts and you will be blocked when i see that

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so conceited of you, to believe you were ever worth anything to them.

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crumpled paper cannot be smooth again, but can still be used for art.

you cannot return to who you once were, but you can become better.

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the stench of guilt pervades the air, almost drowning out the smell of rotting flesh beneath the floorboards.

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maybe its best if you just…. didnt.

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you can do better than me.

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I WILL DO ANYTHING TO KEEP YOU AS MINE. I WILL REMOVE PEOPLE FROM THE EQUATION IF NECESSARY. YOU WILL STAY.

[mai-waifu-critic]

me when my dog runs away from me

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hey dude i know this post is from like,,, 6 months ago and i understand you might have forgotten abt this but like,, i posted this in 2016, when i was 14, maybe 13 years old. i was deep in depression and i was suffering from untreated psychosis, and not that it truly matters, my partner at the time, who was... 17, maybe 18 i believe? had just split up with me.

i realize now that my behavior was probably inappropriate at the time, and by no means am i condoning behavior like this in the future, but please keep in mind that like. sometimes children are the ones running these suggestion blogs. children who just wanted a way to express themselves in an anonymous and safe manner.

thanks.

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eternally bitter and alone

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suffering is not beauty, pain is not poetic.